Write on Time

please dont ever fade. as you drip thru my veins. shine on diamond eyes My Photography this is me. these are my words. i write. i shoot. i sing. i love.

[evolutionisfact]

I wanna grow something wild and unruly...

Dixie chicks

[evolutionisfact]

I wish
That not every
Thought
Was a snowflake 
That would tumble 
And grow
An avalanche
Of what ifs
And
Who knows
ANXIETY IS A BITCH
Cause
Little things 
Well there are no
Little things
Just triggers
And the boulders
They bring
Sitting on my 
Chest
And when
All I want to 
Do is rest
My mind won’t 
SHUT THE FUCK UP

Gee Ehm Bee

[evolutionisfact]

Flowers do not prune their thorns or dye their petals. My dear girl, why should you?

Gee Ehm Bee

[evolutionisfact]

I always knew I'd fall in love with a writer. I didn't know she'd wear my skin.

Gee Ehm Bee

[evolutionisfact]

Instead of Flowers I gave myself Inches Added Length to my hair Height to my feet Sucked in Whatever didn't fit In the coke bottle frame I don't even drink soda I whispered Sweet nothings Like You're not Good enough Yet Not until You Change everything About yourself

Gee Ehm Bee

[evolutionisfact]

When I was young My hair Was too big Cruel names Rained on Me like Monsoon season In the desert Looking up There was No space Between the Insults No air to breathe I drowned Standing up

Gee Ehm Bee

[evolutionisfact]

I have had Countless Love affairs With the Women That I Am not Blond strands Arched brows Smooth legs Poreless Freckle face Hiding behind Frames I didn't really need yet Instead of Flowers I gave myself Inches Added Length to my hair Height to my feet Sucked in Whatever didn't fit In the coke bottle frame I don't even drink soda I whispered Sweet nothings Like You're not Good enough Yet Not until You Change everything About yourself Fit an Image You weren't Created in When I was young My hair Was too big Cruel names Rained on Me like Monsoon season In the desert Looking up There was No space Between the Insults No air to breathe I drowned Standing up When I was young I was too skinny Like Bones too Visible They should be Hiding Behind Thickness and Curves I hadn't earned yet Like No matter What I ate It didn't sit Inside My flesh Like I couldn't Sit beside Those girls Like their teasing Didn't sit Within My spirit So I Gained weight And gained a complex To go with it Body dysmorphia A fancy name For They got inside me They changed My very eyes I couldn't see What was there I saw what They judged I dyed my hair And chemically Treated all life Away Where it was once Too large Too alive Too bold It fell Lifeless At my shoulders And I was no longer Myself I was every woman I was told to be I was every woman I was supposed to Want to be But You can't love What you Reject Within yourself So I cut Myself free Big chopped Outside opinions Let my curls grow wild Like dandelions and Childhood wishes Summertime At my crown I planted seeds Of Healthy living Within The graveyards Between my bones And sprouted Green beginnings Of goodbyes I closed my Ears To what I was Intended to be Interested in And when I Broke up With all Of the women I was not I fell in love With myself Organic Home grown Fresh from the Soil my feet Stood in Saluting The sun With smiles And twirling In the rain

[evolutionisfact]

Let us not attempt to create art. We ARE art. Let us BE.

Gee Ehm Bee

[evolutionisfact]

She Shines New moon Smiles And Desert breeze Laughter She is The rose The earth Should not Have brought Forth But couldn't Fight

Gee Ehm Bee

[evolutionisfact]

That love in her eyes was your undoing. Because as you gave willingly beneath endless turning moons, twilight only showed her her own reflection in your depths…

Gee Ehm Bee

[evolutionisfact]

Empath and the narcissist

Not everything That is Beautiful Is meant To be Held And the Damaged Are most Attractive To a Heart Of repair But While you Opened your Soil To her She dug in With No intentions To sprout Roots You Fed her And her Hunger Was unending She drank Your sweet Waters Drew Oceans of Goblets From your Well What you saw That love In her eyes It was Your Undoing See As you Gave Willingly Beneath Endless Turning moons Twilight only Showed her Her own Reflection In your Depths You should have Shown Restraint Because Takers Never do And once She had Drunk you Dry You no longer Met Her needs There was No more Water To reflect Her own Face Better that you should Fall In love with A cloud That would Not only Take your love Into the heavens But also Would rain Down To refill your Cup Dear empath When Will you Learn To abate Your own Thirst And forsake The narcissists You Are So drawn to

[evolutionisfact]

She wasn't the match that lit your candle. She was the darkness that amplified your light.

Gee Ehm Bee

[evolutionisfact]

There will always be things that remind. Triggers. This is outside of the realm of control. But how you hold that memory.. IF you hold that memory is your choice. You control the carnage or garden that is left behind.

Gee ehm bee

[evolutionisfact]

I took all of the pieces you broke me into and created the perfect mosaic of self

Gee ehm bee

[evolutionisfact]

Sometimes, stars fall from her eyes. Reminders that even pain from lifetimes ago can still affect you.

Gee ehm bee

[evolutionisfact]

Today was not perfect but I'm certainly not in a rush to wash it off...

Gee ehm bee

[evolutionisfact]

There are moments you will spend doing absolutely nothing. Those moments are magical too.

Gee ehm bee