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4shoboiz moonwalkin’!
— or, bf texts with lngshot’s 06z ((fluff, smau, ryul + ohyul))
© esoriae ! all rights reserved. no translations, plagiarism, modifications, reposts, or ai feeding.
— lngshot debut post… #needryul sb! um ignore timestamps and if u don’t think they act like this Then js shoot me idk
baby!megumi is overprotective!
“brat stop hogging my girlfriend.” toji groaned out, trying to get into the covers to try to cuddle you for the past fifteen minutes—only to be met with his menace of a son trying to attack him.
“papa’s stinky.”
you could barely stifle your giggles before megumi nuzzled into your side, only to turn his head to give his father a stinkeye.
“he’s just a baby, toji.”
“he’s hogging you.”
“and you don’t?”
“i have every right to, no?” he said, trying to pull you by the waist, his lips pressing softly against your neck while he tried to make himself comfortable—only to have megumi bite his arm the second he tightened them around you.
“megumi fushiguro. let me cuddle my girlfriend to sleep.” he snapped, all for megumi to just stick his tongue out at him before moving closer to you.
“the two of you are horrid.” you groaned, trying to bury yourself in the blankets while both of them fought over you like lunatics—with toji sticking his tongue out right back at megumi.
“i hope you realise you’re fighting a four year old.”
“doll, he’s a lot smarter than he looks.”
“oh, i know.”
“you’re way too biased.”
you rolled your eyes at him, watching him get into a staring contest with him, with you stuck between the two of them. toji tried to pry you away from megumi, he really did, only to have him bite him, claw at his hands, only to bat his eyelashes at you, jut his lip out until you caved.
“hmph.”
“what is it, gumi?” you asked, hugging him closer while he looked over his dad’s shoulder just to smirk at him.
“daddy always gets t—to have you, it’s not fair!”
“aww it’s okay megumi, i’m not going anywhere.”
“manipulative prick.”
“that’s your son.”
“i know what he is.”
i wrote this in the car while waiting for my cousins so sorry if its highkey ass
all works belong to @lilithkleia, do NOT copy, translate or feed to AI. lest you wish upon toji’s worm to crawl up your ass.
𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐈𝐓 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋?
pairing: john zenin x fem!reader
𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇. . . john zenin asks for you to hop on that dick
“agghh— fuck. . . mnngh, go slower, would ya?”
is practically the only thing you can hear as you're milking your husband, john zenin, dry. it all started with a scandalous outfit, the colour of grey which matched the colour of his outgrown, messy pubes.
him, seeing you walk around the house like that?
fuck, it's like you wanted him to sneak up behind you and press his nonexistent lips to your neck, biting the fragile skin purple.
he tips his head back, groaning into his palm as his other hand grips your ass, leaving marks ass it jiggles on his soaked crotch.
“. . . god, you're so huuugee, john, baby!” you cry out, gripping the bed— wet pussy clenching around his impressively long, girthy cock.
“yeah, like that, honey. you're clenching me so well.” you can practically hear the wide grin on his face.
your movements go sloppy, sweat running down your eyebrow as you bring him closer to release. he moves a hand up your back, running a finger down your spine— you shiver, grinding n taking him harder than before.
“atta girl.” he huffs, cold breath grazing your ass.
his white robes are discarded as waste on the floor, strong abs and thighs on display for you as you ride him.
a filthy, light ring of pre forms around the base of his cock, and he slaps your ass, leaving a red handprint straight on it as it moves on his hard dick.
you feel your makeup melting off of your face, tears running down your cheeks at how well his long cock was hitting exactly every angle.
your pussy clenches around him, movements getting needier.
“m'gonna cum! shit, i'm gonna—” your eyes roll to the back of your skull, salty cum coating his spent, still hard cock.
he groans so loud it rivals the kansas city chiefs at arrowhead stadium on september 29 in 2014, releasing musky slick into your warm pussy.
he bottoms out one last time, pulling himself out of you with a shlick,
“oh, you thought we were done, you nasty girl?” he purrs, gripping his cock.
“lick it. lick the cum straight off my cock.” you oblige, wrapping your lips around him, swirling your tongue around his tip, going deeper to leave with his dick clean and shiny.
your manicured hands find the base of his girthy cock, cheeks hollowing out, staring at him in the eyes.
“ahhh! oh, juuuustt like that, fuck me!” he cries out, grabbing you by the hair, unable to look you in the eyes.
you spit on his tip, grabbing a pretty finger— running it down his slit. he is not able to supress a whimper from escaping his lips, feeling you go back down on him.
his dick is clean. well. you thought.
he cums in your mouth, a smoky n warm essence filling your mouth.
you swallow all of it, adam's apple bobbing as it spills down your throat, sending goosebumps down your arm and a shiver down your spine.
and john looks. . . utterly defeated.
utterly defeated by the pretty girl that has his heart.
© 𝐤𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐞, 2026. do not repost as your own, translate or feed any of my works into ai.
i know this joke is tired as fuck but i really wanted my john zenin fic back so 😢 500 words of you clapping john cheeks
tlist: @valberryboos, @lilithkleia, @satorusdreamer, @yorikae, @yoonsucks, @6x-x9, @xqce, @pillsatoru, @v4mpyyb4tzz, @kamislop, @hangenism, @ex1acy, @blu-goingdark, @xstars-alignedx, @rengoatku
Reader who has a real job and actual bills. Reader who prioritizes her own peace over his feelings. Reader who has hobbies that don’t revolve around a man. Reader who actually has a life outside of him. Reader who says “no” and means it. Reader who isn't easily impressed. Reader who’s petty. Reader who has trust issues. Reader who chooses her girls every single time. Reader who has a body count and isn't ashamed of it. Reader who is exhausted by male fragility. Reader who holds grudges. Reader who’s a mess. Reader who’s mentally ill. Reader who makes mistakes. Reader who’s manipulative. Reader who’s selfish. Reader who’s morally gray. Reader who’s awful. Reader who genuinely doesn’t give a fuck.
CORTIS 6TH MEMBER AU
⤷ This series follows the story of y/n and her struggles as a trainee and as the only girl in what was supposed to be a boy group.
⤷ DISCLAIMER this series contains bullying, emotional and physical abuse, ED, angst and much more !!
⤷ y/ns relationship with CORTIS is strictly platonic.
⤷ so far, it features : AllDay Project, (i know this group is problematic. if there was any other co-ed 5th gen group i could use, i promise i would. For the sake of the story, ADP is unproblematic and is under HYBE.), LNGSHOT, and more to come!
| SMAU / WRITTEN |
⤷ TRAINEE YEARS. follow y/n and her years as a trainee before she debuted (written/ heavy angst/ comfort)
⤷ PACK UP BRO. your first ever vlog after debuting consists of packing for your short trip to new york, except no one is packing (written/humour)
⤷ CHUSEOK FASHION…(NOT). your vlog celebrating chuseok consists of six teenagers who refuse to dress normally (written/humour)
⤷ PLEASE TALK TO ME. the guys thought it would be a funny idea to prank you, not knowing you hadn’t fully healed from the way they used to treat you. (written/ angst/ comfort
⤷ FIRST DATING RUMOURS? I’M SAT. you get your first dating rumours with someone else otan than your members. (smau x written/ humour)
⤷ BRUISES. you get hurt at the airport but decide not to mention it to the others. (written/ angst/ fluff)
⤷ PAST, PRESENT, FUTURE. while reading the questionnaire you filled out years ago, it seemed you had forgotten how hard used to be for you. (written/ angst/ fluff)
⤷ DAMN, WHY SO MOODY? you get your period, which means everyone is on thin ice. (written/ crack)
⤷ WHO TF ORDERED KEBAB martin orders kebab knowing everyone agreed on pizza for movie night. (smau/ crack)
⤷ WHO TF HE FEELIN LIKE the members reactions to martin getting hated on by all the artists he listens to. (smau/ crack)
©cortismoon all rights reserved. Please do not copy, repost or claim as your own.
𓈒 ּ ( ƒυѕнιgυяσ тσנι ) ⌗ ゛ mdni ⊹ ˙ ִ ⑅ ˖ repost . ⟢ handsy toji
handsy toji who pulls and gropes at you whenever he can. hands trailing up and down your sides, starting off innocent but never really staying that way. always managing to work himself up whenever he gets his hands on your soft skin. quick to slip his hands under your shirt to play with your tits. smiling to himself when you moan quietly, his fingers tugging gently on your nipples.
pressing his hard cock into your ass from behind, pinning you between the kitchen counter and his body. groans rumbling in his chest as he not so subtly ruts into you, his dick aching at the sound of your pretty whines.
desperate to feel your cunt pulse around him but unwilling to take his hands off you, instead trailing one down to your pants and shoving in under your panties. cursing as he feels how wet you’ve gotten for him, fingers rubbing through your slick.
clearly impatient and horny when he immediately stuffs you full with a single finger, his head dizzy at how snug your pussy is. his smile only growing when he thinks about how he gets to open you up on his fingers just so you can take his fat cock.
obscene and slick sounds of your cunt filling the room as he pulls his finger in and out of you. his other hand still pawing at your tit, teasing you cruelly. a huffed laugh leaving him at how your legs shake, a second finger stuffed into you making it harder for your poor, dazed brain to keep you upright.
his dick twitches in his pants, hips jerking into your ass in a more obvious way. and yet, still unwilling to take his hands off you, maybe after you cum all over his fingers…
I literally cannot finish my layout for my sake 😭😭
·˚ ꒰ 𝒪𝐍𝐄 𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 ˖ ࣪ა 𓂃 ⭒ g. suguru x hometown!gf reader :: ۶ৎ
⤿ ꒰ suguru pays you a visit after a long year at jujutsu high :: angst :: defected suguru :: ac. @/chiaki_0219_ ꒱
“sugu!”
your cheer was a church bell to suguru.
your arms threw around his neck, and burried those soft fingers into his hair. your hold was tender, his was too. masked, mimicked.
“you're back earlier than I expected. missed me in that fancy sorcerer school of yours?” you pulled back and smiled at him like he hung the moon and stars. not like he came to put them out.
each dazzling sparkle in your beautiful, unforgettable eyes.
the sweet girl from his hometown. your smile was now a prayer. each word you spoke— a stake. to your heart? his?
“I. . . just wanted to see you,” his hand trembled as it brushed over your cheek. so soft. so warm. he already feels the ice.
the sweet human girl from his hometown. his girlfriend. his everything.
“just one last time.”
your brows pinched. heart stopped. you pulled back further but his hands enveloped your face. he needed to hold you. one last time. even if you were already a corpse in his hands.
“suguru. . .” your murmur was the final nail in the coffin. “what's going on?”
his lips ghosted yours. one last time. there could be no exceptions.
“forgive me, my princess.”
tears fell to his cheeks. blood splattered yours.
© 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒊𝒔𝒎. no plagiarism or ai training authorised.
ᢉ𐭩 fem!reader, nerdjo clings onto you during aftercare
satoru’s body is damp with sweat, though having already been cleaned up from your previous acts. his chest heaves as he tries to take in slow, deep breaths. his hands find purchase on your hips until you usher him to lie down, and when he does, you take off his glasses that were already slipping far down his nose.
his mouth is slightly open, soft pants still coming from it as his eyes are half-lidded, mind somewhere else as he lies on your bare chest. his arm rests on your stomach, hand rubbing up and down your side.
“toru, are you okay?” you mumble, hand comfortingly running through his hair.
he lets out a soft “mm,” a little acknowledgment of your question, and when your hand runs through his messy, snowy hair, he can’t help himself. he quietly groans, pushing his head further into your palm, cheeks turning pinker once he hears you giggle.
“y’did so good,” you murmur into his hair, gently scratching his undercut, “so good, baby.”
a soft whine escapes his lips in embarrassment, and his large, shaky hand squeezes your hip nervously.
you place kisses on satoru’s forehead, trying to lull him to sleep, but after a few, he tiredly looks up at you.
his pupils are blown wide, lips swollen and flushed like his cheeks. he slowly reaches up to you before closing the gap between your lips.
it’s the most intimate kiss you’ve ever had, one full of love and passion, though still so soft. his lips timelessly move against yours before he lowers his head into the crook of your neck, nose tickling your collarbone.
quietly, he murmurs, “love you,” before he falls into a deep sleep.
and even though drool is already pooling on your neck, you manage to mumble back with a kiss to his head, “love you too, toru.”
reposted from my other acc so this may look familiar
because i don’t want to be in anyone’s arms but yours.
your ex boyfriend, sukuna is used to you patching him after games—with you no longer in his life, he can feel his skin start to crawl with you so out of reach. that is until his nephew, yuji, decides to give you a call. ⸝⸝ art :: @/679sinner ⸝⸝ cw :: panic attacks
sukuna could feel his heart trying to thump out of his chest while the referee raised his arm to declare his win. he'd won, again and again, time after time, so why'd it feel so worthless now? he could feel the cut on his lip, the taste of blood lingering on his tongue while a sense of dread settled in his stomach.
because this time around, it wouldn't be a familiar pair of arms cupping his face, it wouldn't be you gently trying to dress his wounds, it'd have to be a blur of different medics and nurses taking care of him. and the very thought had his stomach lurching.
the scent of iodine hit him first—something he never paid attention to while he rushed in the medic's ward, he was used to making a beeline towards you, with his head immediately resting in the crook of your neck, inhaling your scent until his mind finally clears. sukuna ryomen no longer had that privilege.
satoru and his habit of sharing his food with you.
it starts off small, packaged kikufuku nudged in your direction, zunda cream flavour, oh so generous gojo satoru, holding out his favourite and very obviously last packet to you.
"what did you do, satoru?" you queried, side-eyeing him, suspiciously taking the mochi from his hands, waiting for him to elaborate whilst you indulged in the potential bribe or poison, you didn't think about that.
"what?" he huffed in disbelief, leaning over to toss the empty package into the trash bin, long limbs aiding the task, "can I not do something from the goodness of my heart?" he scoffed at your sheer audacity to question his intentions.
"I don't know satoru," you hummed around the taste of sweet edamame paste and whipped cream wrapped in stretchy mochi, making a show of biting into the delicate dessert, "it's pretty suspicious of you to share kikufuku."
he pouted, choosing to ignore your remark.
but, the habit continued.
sometimes, it was matcha, the most expensive from the cafe in central tokyo, ice still swimming in the thick drink as he set the cup on your table, shrugging his shoulders when you raised an eyebrow.
sometimes, it would be steaming rice and curry, packed in a pretty bento box, a sticky note with riddles on it.
"do I look like a kid to you?" you reached for the bento despite your words, hands rubbing together as he settled beside you on the staff room couch.
"it boost morale." satoru leaned closer bumping his shoulder against yours, "ask nanamin, I've been writing him notes too." he chuckled, handing you a pair of chopsticks, nursing a bottle of sweet lemon soda.
"you draw him dicks," you snorted, laughter echoing in the empty hallway, eyes lingering on his soda, "don't tell me that's your lunch." nudging the bento closer to him, you shifted your chair closer too.
"you know, i bought this for you." his gaze lingering on your face as you took a bite of the curry, hummed at the taste of it, "on second thought, feed me."
"was this your plan all along?" you leaned back, eyes twinkling with mirth as you watched him fidget for a moment, "you know you could have just asked."
he knew he could have.
BOYFRIEND OF THE SWEETEST GIRL YOU KNOW
"両面 宿儺 ✶ SUKUNA RYOMEN," ◦ ₊ㅤ ﹙ she's literally a princess and he's the devil. what the fuck. ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა artist credits: @/f_tality0 on insta reblog / like 2 support ⃘໋ׅ♡ 𝑤.𝑐: 1.1k ⁀ ˳ ⟡
♡⏝ ⸝⸝ 𝓦ARNINGS ˖ ❝ sfw fluff crack she/her pronouns satoru, nobara, itadori & megumi cameo reader is sweet and popular sweet/innocent!reader bully!sukuna 2006 timeline reader & sukuna are like 17 they're in high school only tooth rotting fluff no curses au 2006 Japan references sukuna & gojo besties 2nd person perspective ❞
── #⃝ MINA'S NOTES ( 💬 ) gojo ver. masterlist <3
SUKUNA RYOMEN was the devils incarnate. No, like literally that's what people whispered and believed.
"I saw horns on his head, and he was talking about killing a duck," 4 year old Nobara whispered and told 4 year old Megumi and Itadori. Nodding and pursing her lips as she had learnt from Gojo when he was gossiping with Geto and Shoko, mimicking his behaviour. Itadori widened his eyes before gasping and placing his hands on his cheeks, "HE WHAT? WHAT THE HECK!?," he looked distraught before huffing and pouting, as if the sun was exploding. He couldn’t believe his uncle, who was only around 13 years older than him, was so evil.
"She obviously didn't see that, idiot," Megumi looked at him in annoyance, curling his upper lip. "And stop copying how my babysitter acts!" he scoffed before tackling Yuuji.
4shoboiz moonwalkin’!
— or, bf texts with lngshot’s 06z ((fluff, smau, ryul + ohyul))
© esoriae ! all rights reserved. no translations, plagiarism, modifications, reposts, or ai feeding.
— lngshot debut post… #needryul sb! um ignore timestamps and if u don’t think they act like this Then js shoot me idk
how life feels when i'm reading CORTIS x reader
JAMES
fever
architecturally pleasing
blonde hair
back to you
where'd you get that
not yours
cornered
just this once
lieutenant
ride
national anthem
never let go
after hours
intoxicating
fight dirty
close isn't close enough
my girl
in need of you
late night conversations for the platonically doomed
forks in the road
midnight fiction
JUHOON
moon lovers
too much?
4me4me
love is
a suitable arrangement
not like him at all
pretty when you cry
clingy
fate
the man who can't be moved
apocalypse
MARTIN
boyfriend!martin
daydreams of you
his wish was you
accidentally, lovingly
bf!martin taking care of you when you're sick
kiss me more
do i have what it takes?
six foot three, zero dignity
bro's the type to
yappatron
SEONGHYEON
just one day
stay with me
keonho knows best
looking the wrong way
love alphabet
little things
bf!seonghyeon
just because
what lovers do
you didn't have to wait for me
midnight snack
first drink
kissing boys is not something i do often
okay, me time now!
telepathy love
so in love with you
wherever you are
ms. independent and mr. act of service
the petty silent treatment
let's go shopping
ambivalence
seventeen candles
brace yourself
bro's the type to
me & u
erm... awkward
hollywood action
KEONHO
opposites attract
green eyed monster
come get your man!
champagne borrowed & someone blue
i'm not cute anymore
blanket pile
chapstick trend
happy birthday, spidey
sleepyhead
summer fever
tutoring w know-it-all keonho
golden retriever x black cat
unblock!
barbie and ken
recommended for you (and me)
told ya so
focus on me
fade into you
OT5
BF headcanons
you got sick?
blah blah blah.. proper name...
ur my bf??
please talk to me.
IT’S JUST A SHAME, THAT’S ALL — THROUGH THE LENS FROM OUTSIDE
➪ pairing : ot5 cortis x 6th member reader
➪ summary : a continuation to part one , part two , and part three. life's been different without you but what a loss is to a family, it's a new job for someone else.
➪ other notes : if the last part drove me insane, this one demolished me. i hope you guys like it because i really did try my best. creds to @/norvixa6 on tiktok for the analog horror imagery. also this is barely edited it's like 4 am but i tried my very best to check any typos.
“how has it been two months already and still the same information since the first week ?!” your mother screams, hands slamming down on the table. “ma’am please calm down,” officer park tries to deescalate the situation. “no, my daughter went missing two months ago and all any of you do is twiddlƒe with your thumbs instead of looking for her !” your mom cries. “we are doing everything in our power to find y/n, not a day goes by when we aren’t.”
tears start running down your mom’s face, there hasn’t been a single day where she’s had a moment in peace. her whole life halted by your disappearance. “i promise you, we will find y/n,” officer park gently pats your mom on the back, handing her a box of tissues. “we have a new detective working on the case, we are not giving up.” from a few feet away, your brother watches in silence. he’s grown used to how your mom constantly cries.
the car ride home is uncomfortably silent, your brother’s become the chauffeur of the family. your mom hasn’t been able to drive since you disappeared. home isn’t any louder. your shoes are still by the door, slowly collecting dust. your jacket still hangs over a chair, one your mom forgot to move when you forgot it after your last visit. now no one moves anything, how can they ? “mom go lie down for a bit, dinner is on me,” he says, mimicking the same soft tone she used on both of you as children.
“how about we get thai takeout instead ?” she suggests, a lump forms in your brother’s throat. “…yeah of course, whatever you want, i’ll let you know when it gets here,” he forces a smile, nodding. your mom makes her way upstairs before calling out, “oh and chul, if there’s anything new, let me know please.” chul nods, “yeah i will.” but he knows deep inside that there won’t be any updates, it’s just a waiting game with no prize to win.
chul spends most of his days like he did before everything. he attends his classes at his university, works as a cashier afterwards, and goes home to sleep. nothing about his routine has changed yet it feels 10 times more tiring. he can distract himself from thoughts about you during the day but as soon as night falls, everything hits him like a truck. he doesn’t cry, but he’s lucky if he gets three hours of sleep. he hates himself for just thinking of this but a part of him has grown to resent you.
not because you ran away, no that would have been easier because at least you would have told someone. but what is he supposed to think when you suddenly disappear ? he knows what the company said, but he doesn’t care. he knows you, he knows his sister, you would’ve never left. though he knows that making a claim against a multimillionaire company with no proof would only result in loss, financial and emotional.
and with the way finances are going, he’d rather not start anything. almost immediately after you disappeared, the company cut off any source of income, claiming that you had breached the contract. royalties you had been receiving for years even before debut were all cut off. with a mix of mom’s medicine, her medical bills, mortgage, groceries, and miscellaneous bills, chul tried his best to pick up as many shifts as possible.
not because they’re about to go completely broke, but because life was starting to become less comfortable. it’s weird to think that the youngest person in the family was the one responsible for most finances. when mom stopped working after her chronic pain became worse, you told her not to worry about it, that you’d take care of it. now instead of just worrying about his tuition payments, he has to make sure expenses don’t fall through the roof.
one night, chul stares at your bedroom door before opening it. he winces at the creak, remembering how you’d complain that he never oiled the hinges. he walks in, closing the door behind him. he doesn’t bother turning on the light, just sits on the floor next to your bed, letting his back feel the plushness against your mattress. even though you hadn’t lived at home in a long time, your room still looks the same as it did years ago.
the only difference now is that you’re not coming home at all. his hands dig into his hoodie pocket, revealing three things. nicotine gum, nicotine patches, and cigarettes. before you even debuted, chul had the habit of smoking cigarettes on a weekly basis. it helped with his stress as much as he didn’t want to admit he was addicted to it. you’d immediately cover your nose when he walked by, harshly scolding him. “you’re so disgusting chul,” he’d just roll his eyes, “well it’s a good thing you’re not the one doing it huh ?”
it would always end in an argument, until one day when he stopped altogether. “you know, second hand smoking is also bad, how am i supposed to sing if i’m breathing in your smoke ?” chul raised his eyebrows in confusion. “i smoke with the window open, what the hell are you talking about ?” “that doesn’t matter, that shit penetrates the walls !” you stomped your foot in frustration. “you won’t even live here in a month, you’re moving to the dorms.”
“okay then if it’s only a few weeks until i leave, quit for now and then you can continue ruining your lungs,” you crossed your arms. “are you worried about your lungs or mine ? make up your mind.” “i’m worried about all of us ! you know mommy can’t be breathing it in either,” you stated, flailing your arms. chul hummed, you made a good argument. so he finally made the decision to go cold turkey.
“okay, just until you leave, i’ll stop smoking and i promise that any future smoking will be done outside, how does that sound ?” chul smooshes his cigarette into his ash tray. you blink at him before smiling brightly, “really ?!” chul rolled his eyes, “yes really.” you immediately wrapped your arms around him, squeezing him tightly. “i knew you loved me !” your voice muffled against his shirt. “don’t get ahead of yourself,” he awkwardly patted your back.
it’s been almost three years since that conversation and since then, chul hadn’t smoked. the first two weeks without smoking were absolute hell, just the aspect of not having anything to wind down after a hard long day sent cold shivers down his spine. yet, he kept his promise, doing everything to fill that void. his oral fixation was satisfied when he shoved a chapstick between his lips, a little gross but it sufficed.
after you left, he challenged himself to try one more month of not smoking, just to prove to himself and to you that he wasn’t addicted. eventually that challenge became his lifestyle, clean lungs and no lingering smoke smell on his clothes. but now chul looks down at the floor in front of him. “fuck,” he curses to himself, biting his cheek hard enough to make it bleed. he just needs something real, anything to make that ache go away.
he picks up the gum packet, reading the instructions on the back, effective in 10-15 minutes. “who the hell waits that long ?” he drops them on the floor again before grabbing the patches, turning it over, effective in 2-4 hours. “are these fuckers trying to kill me or something ?” he scoffs, throwing them on the floor, this time with more force. he sighs, turning his gaze to the pack of cigarettes. he can’t, he can’t just give it all up right now…but he needs it.
“just one,” a wobbly smile forms on his face, shaky hands ripping off the plastic wrapping. then- BUZZZZ. “shit,” chul jolts, dropping the pack. he reaches again into his pocket, now pulling out his phone. it’s an unknown number listed under the police department. he immediately answers, “hello ?” an unfamiliar voice speaks, “good evening, is this chul l/n ?” chul sits up straight, reaching for the nicotine gum. “yes, this is him.”
“my name is detective kang hyeok-jin, i was assigned to your sister’s case about a week ago,” detective kang introduces himself. “i know it can be very frustrating and repetitive to answer the same questions but i’d like to get some details about y/n so i can understand her disappearance as best as i can.” chul shoves three nicotine gums into his mouth, face contorting in disgust. “yeah of course, i’ll answer anything if it helps you guys find my sister.”
across town, a sleep deprived hyeok-jin asks chul several questions. he writes them down in messy handwriting, just enough for him to understand. “thank you mr. l/n, this was very helpful. i’ll dedicate myself to finding your sister,” hyeok-jin grips the phone tighter. “you’re not the first one to say that…but i hope that you’ll actually help,” chul sighs into the phone, obviously tired out by these two past months.
“i’m sorry to hear that, i know it hasn’t been easy for your family, i’ll do everything i can to get her back,” hyeok-jin sets his pen down. a small pause comes from the other line “yeah…thank you for calling anyway.” even though they aren’t face to face, hyeok-jin can sense the hesitation and defeat in chul’s voice. “i’ll let you rest then, i’ll keep you updated on anything and everything, please save my number into your phone, and have a goodnight.”
“alright, thank you, goodnight,” without another beat, the line is cut. hyeok-jin lays his phone face flat onto his desk, rubbing his hands over his face. he’s been looking over this case for only a week and he’s beyond confused. everything that should be there is there but your case file is small to say the least. the longest document is the company’s statement and proof that you breached your contract and could even be sued.
everything else is just…there. “hey boy, you should head home, you’ve been here two hours overtime,” lieutenant baek sun-woo calls out to him. “i’ll go home soon ! i was just reviewing the case you gave me,” hyeok-jin gives his supervisor a tired smile. “don’t you have a wife and a kid to get home to ?” the lieutenant asks. “i actually don’t have a girlfriend sir,” that statement is immediately welcomed with an up and down stare, “well that explains a lot.”
hyeok-jin tilts his head in confusion, but doesn’t have enough time to reply before lieutenant baek bids his goodbye. “go home before any chance of having a girlfriend disappears completely.” hyeok-jin forces out a laugh, “yes sir !” a few minutes later, the office falls completely silent, the only sound coming from the light over his head. hyeok-jin looks back down at your case, furrowing his eyebrows. missing person report. photos of the cctv footage. company statement. lack of witness statements.
the more he thinks, the more he’s confused. he flips through the interviews of different people you were close with, your family, your members, even workers from your favorite stores. they all said the same thing : you would have never left out of your own will. except for one person. when asked by the police if it seems likely that you’d run away, edwards martin stated “i would like to say no but y/n has always been a complicated person, so i’m unsure.”
hyeok-jin leans back in his chair, it would’ve made sense if everyone or most people had the same idea of you but to only have one person, specifically the last person that saw you ? “hey you’re not heading out yet ?” a familiar voice grabs his attention, it’s officer kim. “i’m about to leave, was just looking over some things,” he smiles at her. “good, don’t overwork yourself,” she nods, walking closer to him. “actually since you’re here, were you at the scene during the investigation with that one idol ?” he asks, pushing the case file to his friend.
“no, i was off that day but i did hear some things about it, why ?” she flips through it. “it just seems weird, almost like it wasn’t…thoroughly investigated, everything is so short,” he hesitates on his words, not wanting to overstep a line. “i can’t say much about it honestly, missing person cases are always weird to handle especially when her company is contradicting it as a whole,” officer kim frowns. “yeah…i’ll look more into that, thanks though,” hyeok-jin sighs, grabbing the file from her.
“also, shouldn’t you also be going home too ?” he asks officer kim. “normally yes but they changed me to night shift, just until one of the guys gets back from paternity leave,” she shakes her head. “oh i see, well make sure to stock up on energy drinks and coffee,” he cracks a joke making officer kim snort. “will do, thanks, now go home and sleep before your brain gives out,” she clears her throat, giving him a small wave. “thanks, have a good shift !” once left alone again, hyeok-jin exhales. he’s tired and confused but he does know something, tomorrow’s a new day.
when chul wakes up, he groans in pain. how did you even sleep on your bed every night when you were little if it’s harder than a rock ?! your unicorn plushie is directly under his neck, your lion plushie is tucked between his armpit. he sits up, rubbing his eyes. on your nightstand is his nicotine products, unopened patches, opened gums, and half unwrapped cigarettes. he looks around your room now that the sun is peeking beyond the curtains. it almost makes him sick, he hates being here during the day where he can see the remnants of your memory as a child.
almost immediately, he fixes your bed before grabbing his things and leaving the room. he thinks he’ll die if he stays in there for another minute. when he goes downstairs, he sees mom, buttoning up her bright pink vest. “mom you’re already leaving ?” he asks, grabbing her purse. “early bird gets the worm honey,” she smiles, looking at him. “seeing you go out like this every day worries me,” chul expresses his discomfort.
“not knowing where your sister is worries me,” she ends his argument. “please be safe then, and don’t stand or walk for too long,” hyeok-jin gives the older woman a tight hug. “walking is good for me, you know that,” she shrugs him off, walking to the front door. mom’s been avoidant lately, less affectionate and more sad, not on purpose but because her mind is clouded by worrying about you. he wishes everything could be normal again.
when lieutenant baek invites hyeok-jin out for lunch, he almost refused. it was weird, not in a suspicious way but he had never had a supervisor buy him lunch. yet here he is, stuffing his mouth with meat. “so hyeok-jin, you came from jeju island right ?” lieutenant baek asks him. hyeok-jin nods, swallowing his food. “how come you came to seoul ? i’d die to live on jeju,” the lieutenant chuckles, sipping a bit of his soup.
“i heard seoul is a good place for detectives to grow,” he replies, awkwardly smiling. “really ? i heard there was a lot of crime there,” he shakes his head at his superior’s words. “no, we just have a lot of tourists and most of them are respectful but there’s a handful that just ruin it for everyone. and even then a lot of the crimes are straight forward, a little burglary here, a little fight there, it’s all very simple,” he sighs.
“no wonder you’re going all in for this missing girl case,” the older man chuckles. hyeok-jin places his chopsticks down, wiping his mouth with a napkin “actually i wanted to talk to you about that.” the lieutenant looks at him, eyebrow raised. “why…did you put me on y/n l/n’s case ? i appreciate it of course, it’s an honor but it’s a big case for a newcomer no ?” he asks, looking off to the side. lieutenant baek hesitates to answer before exhaling.
“it’s a big case but it’s also a dead end.” hyeok-jin’s puzzled by his answer. “what do you mean ?” “you know how you had simple cases in jeju ? it’s similar to this one…whether her family and friends want to admit it or not, the girl probably ran away. there’s no proof otherwise and it’d be hard for her company to fake something like that so boldly.” lieutenant baek explains his thinking, it’s clear by now that he’s set on this idea.
hyeok-jin shifts uncomfortably in his seat, unsure of what to say. “when you have your children, you’ll understand that this is the type of things teenagers do when they’re pent up,” his superior attempts to reassure him. “it doesn’t make sense though-” “please don’t think too much about it kid, digging into it will only waste your time.” hyeok-jin shuts his mouth, beginning to become irritated.
“besides let’s say worst case scenario, the company was involved since apparently that’s folks favorite theory, she’s probably living a good life down low. i mean, think about it, people do a lot for money, money talks and money runs the world.” the older man waves off the situation. instead of arguing and possibly losing his job, hyeok-jin calms himself down “if you say so…”
chul’s day was uneventful to say the least, the same long and boring routine. school and work, nothing to celebrate but nothing to complain about. that is until he had to pick up mom’s medicine. he walked in and out of the pharmacy three separate times, waiting for his check for that week to hit his bank account. when it finally does, he’s only left with a few thousand won afterwards, even with the coupon the pharmacist offered.
as fucked up as it sounds, he’s glad that only a few people know that he’s your brother. he can’t imagine the looks of pity and people whispering under their breath “poor guy, it must suck being him” or even “wow he’s an idol’s brother but he could barely afford medicine.” he’d probably die out of the embarrassment. when he reaches home, the sun’s already gone down.
he’s about to reach for his keys, but having the habit of checking if the door is unlocked gets to him first. surprisingly, it’s open. chul furrows his eyebrows, did mom forget to lock it ? he quietly steps inside, just in case something’s happening. “i wouldn’t possibly be able to accept that,” chul hears mom talking in the kitchen. “it’s really okay don’t worry, you’re basically my second mom,” oh it’s martin.
chul stands outside of the kitchen, listening quietly to the conversation. “y/n isn’t here but i know she would have wanted me to help,” martin tries to persuade mom on something. “but it’s so much money…” mom sighs. “exactly, and i’m guessing chul’s been paying for your medicine, so think about it like this : i’m not only helping you, i’m also helping him,” so that’s what this is about, mom’s medicine.
chul remembers the first time you met martin. it was during a hot summer day in august, both of you were sweaty in boiling heat. martin had approached you, offering to push you on the swing after seeing you fail to get momentum which later led into a game of tag. it was cute and wholesome. what chul didn’t expect was for this to blossom into a friendship, the kind every kid desires to have.
as years passed and both of you grew, martin still chased after you, almost like a person running alongside a butterfly. wherever you went, martin soon followed. he liked martin for the most part, especially because you also never had a bad thing to say about him. when chul found out you’d be in the same group, he was relieved you’d have a best friend beside you and also someone he trusts fully.
chul steps back when he hears footsteps approach the doorway. martin is startled back when he sees chul, “you scared me sorry,” he laughs, a smile forming on his face. “nice to see you too,” chul nods, leading him to the front door. “oh by the way,” chul stops martin just as he’s about to leave. “the police assigned a new detective to y/n’s case.” martin doesn’t turn around, he pauses for a second.
“is that so ?” he asks in a low voice. “yeah,” “that’s good,” martin nods, “let me know if they say anything new.” chul hums, “i will don’t worry, goodnight martin,” with nothing more to say, martin opens the front door and leaves. chul doesn’t blame martin for acting weird, everyone handles bad situations differently. he knows it’s been hard on martin, he can only hope the members are all united on this.
it’s been a month since lieutenant baek took hyeok-jin for lunch. over three months since you’ve been gone. hyeok-jin knows that his lieutenant told him not to dig around but can he just stay still ? unfortunately however, hybe and bighit have not cooperated whatsoever. not outright refusing, rather just not responding at all. phone calls to higher ups in the company lead to an hour wait only for the call to suddenly hang up.
he doesn’t have any luck getting paperwork from them either despite the multiple attempts of contact. public records were extremely shortened and difficult to find. it’s just been a full month of frustration and lack of response. he crumbles up a piece of paper, throwing it into the trash can next to his desk. “why even have a phone number if no one fucking answers,” he grumbles to himself. he leans his head against his hands, letting out an exasperated sigh.
hyeok-jin thinks of the lunch with his lieutenant, trying to remember every word from that conversation. he doesn’t think lieutenant baek meant any harm, but the conversation still bothered him. he thinks of something the lieutenant said at the end of their conversation. “money talks.” he doesn’t have anything else to go off of, just hopes and dreams. his fingers tap against his desk, eyes landing on his computer.
he remembers something his professor said years ago “if you can’t follow people, follow the money.” so he leans forward, clicking through different government sites. “if no one wants to talk to me or answer my questions, i guess i’ll ask the numbers.” it’s his very last hunch, otherwise he’d be just like the past detectives that were handed this case. he can’t give up this easily without checking every end of a clue, he promised your brother that he’d try his best.
chul’s morning started off extremely rough. he was already late for his class, one which he had a test for. mom screamed at him for no reason other than the fact that it’s officially been three months since you went missing. he doesn’t blame her or argue back, he just wishes that she could see he’s also struggling just as much as she is. “i’m sorry mom,” he apologizes even though he has no reason to.
mom cries, “just go to school, i want to be alone,” she sniffles. “okay, i love you,” he leaves before she can say anything else. he runs the fastest he can to his university, missing the first half of his class. he apologizes to the professor, earning a harsh scolding. “i’m so sorry, can i still do the exam please ?” “it’s your time, not mine,” she rolls her eyes, handing him a copy of the test and a scantron. he exhales in relief, sitting down at his seat. he takes a deep breath, putting his pencil to the paper.
grades are put into the system almost as soon as class ends. chul fails the test horribly. not barely, horribly. he got a 15 on it, the worst he’s ever done on anything. it’s so bad he even agrees to have lunch with his friends, anything to try and cheer himself up. but all his friends seem to ask him about is how his family is doing. before you debuted, he had commented to his friends that his little sister was going to be in a kpop group, a mistake he now realizes.
“we’re fine,” chul bites into his sandwich, one his friend had bought him a few minutes ago. “bro if you ever need our help, we’re here for you,” his friend with glasses says as the others nod. “have you, you know, been online lately ?” his other friend with dyed hair asks, earning a shove from chul’s favorite gym bro. “i don’t like reading any of that shit, just jobless nobodies saying shit about my sister,” chul shakes his head.
“that’s good man, i seen a lot of shit a-and i don’t think your sister was like that but like i don’t know people be talking,” dyed hair rambles on. chul ignores him, not wanting to continue talking about you. “do you think talking about her will do you some good ?” glasses asks in a softer tone. “if he doesn’t want to talk about her then let’s not force him,” gym bro comes to chul’s defense. chul gives him a small smile before looking back at his sandwich.
quiet fills the table until dyed hair breaks it with a scoff. “i’m sorry but i have to talk about it, your mom’s out there protesting that nothing is being done for your missing sister but you don’t want to talk about it ? instead of defending her ? do you know what people are saying about her ? that she ran away, not to mention they’re also saying she was the yoko ono of the group-” chul stands up, chair scraping against the floor.
“shut your fucking mouth.” chul warns his friend, the others shocked by his sudden demeanor. “just because your girlfriend goes out and fucks a new guy every weekend doesn’t mean my sister was like that. what do you want me to say huh ? oh i think my sister got kidnapped ! oh i think my sister might have been trafficked ! oh i think my sister might be dead ! it’s been three fucking months and i know nothing, she’s all i think about !” chul’s voice breaks at the end.
“and from what it seems, you don’t know anything about me, let alone my sister so the next time you say anything about her, i’ll beat you to a pulp,” chul warned dyed hair before grabbing his backpack and leaving the cafeteria. no one calls out for him or chases to stop him, not that he was expecting that to begin with. he soon leaves campus, jittery and overwhelmed. chul can feel tears brim his eyes, vision becoming blurry.
as soon as he’s off school grounds, he dumps his backpack out. pencils, notebooks, folders, even his laptop falling onto concrete ground. he frantically reaches his hand into his bag, pulling out a pack of cigarettes and his lighter. he’s hyperventilating at this point, on the brink of having a panic attack. fuck being sober, fuck anything and everything. he puts the cigarette between his lips, lighter shaking in his hand as he lights it.
the first drag burns his lungs, almost like the first time he smoked. in 10 seconds, his heart rate and breathing slow down. but even when chul releases the smoke from his mouth, the ache in his soul and tears in his eyes don’t disappear, it only makes things worse. he thinks of you and how angry you would be at him right now. he reaches for his phone, trembling fingers scrolling through his contacts, pressing to call.
“martin,” chul’s voice is wobbly as the younger boy answers the phone almost immediately. “hey what’s wrong ?” martin asks, hearing quiet sniffling on the other hand. “i know that you might be busy but i really need to talk to you,” chul cries into the phone. “i’m on break, i have to go back soon but what happened ?” “today’s y/n’s three months since she went missing and everyone’s just talking about her like she’s gone forever and i don’t know what to do anymore, i just fucking smoked after quitting for three years,” he sobs, cigarette burning between his fingers.
“and you of all people know y/n wouldn’t have ran away,” he continues tethering between anger and heartbreak. when chul allows martin to talk, martin is silent to the point where chul think the call ended. “hello ?” “i’m sorry chul, i…i can’t say much, i…” chul doesn’t know why martin is responding so weirdly. “what are you saying ?” “i-i’m saying that i don’t know, everything’s just so…confusing- i’m sorry i have to go, i need to get back to practice,” martin cuts the conversation short.
“what ?” chul asks, softly hiccuping. “i put in the money for your mom’s medication, i’m sorry i can’t say anymore, bye,” before chul can respond, martin hangs up. chul looks down at his phone, “thanks anyway,” he mumbles to himself, tears running down his face. this isn’t the boy you talked so positively about. this isn’t the boy he’s known since martin was 12. chul can’t recognize martin anymore, the real martin would have fought for you.
that night, hyeok-jin stares at the papers in front of him, heart thumping against his ribs. the numbers didn’t add up. mixing or falsified tax records. training expenses that never existed or seemed exaggerated. payments to shell companies. contracts rewritten after signatures had been made. he was right, there was more than what meets the eyes, there’s years of fraud. how has no one noticed this ? …did they ever notice this ? his discovery is soon cut short when he hears running footsteps down the hall.
he snaps his head to the side, seeing multiple officers dashing. “detective kang !” officer kim sprints into the room. “you need to come with us right now,” she looks completely out of breath. “what happened, what’s going on ?!” his stomach drops as he gets up from his seat. “one of the cortis members…he had an accident,” she struggles to catch her breath. hyeok-jin’s confused, what does that have to do with him ?
“i mean is he okay ? but i’m not a cop so why do i-” “that’s not the reason why you have to come along,” she interrupts him. “we found y/n.” hyeok-jin freezes, eyes widening, “found ?” his friend nods. so many thoughts cross his mind yet he can only ask one question. “is she alive ?” his voice comes out quieter than intended. officer kim looks at him, her parted lips let out an exhale before pressing into a thin line.
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missed calls . . . (⌒ω⌒) car sex with ex!toji mmmm….
warnings : car sex ,, cheating ,, unprotected sex ,, p in v ,, emotional manipulation ,, minor angst ,, toxic relationship dynamics.
you knew better.
you knew better than to get in toji's car. knew better than to let him sweet-talk you with that gravelly voice and those dark eyes that stripped you bare without even trying. knew better than to believe him when he said he "just wanted to talk."
but here you were anyway, fog creeping up the windows of his black sedan, your sundress bunched around your waist, and toji's mouth hot against your throat.
"fuck, i missed this," he growled against your skin, his large hands gripping your hips hard enough to bruise as you straddled him in the cramped backseat. "missed you."
you should't let those word affect you. shouldn't shouldn't let them sink into your chest and make something warm and desperate bloom there. he had a girlfriend now. had moved on. this was wrong, so completely and utterly wrong, but—
his phone lit up on the center console.
'my love' with THREE red heats, something his girlfriend did. he hated it. always did. it made your stomach twist immediately when you saw it.
'toji—"
"ignore it," he muttered, his scarred lip dragging along your collarbone as his fingers found the edge of your panties. "she's not important right now."
the phone stopped ringing. started again almost immediately.
you should stop this. should climb off his lap, straighten your dress, and walk away with whatever dignity you had left. but then tori's fingers slipped beneath the lace, finding you already wet and wanting, and coherent thought became impossible.
"still so fucking responsive," he murmured, almost reverent, as he circled your clit with practiced ease. he knew your body better than anyone ever had—knew exactly how much your thighs tremble. "no one else touches you like i do, do they?"
you bit your lip, refusing to give him the satisfaction of an answer, but your body betrayed you. your hips rolled against his hand, chasing the friction, and his low chuckle vibrated through your chest.
"that's what i though."
the phone rang again. and again, you both ignored it.
toji's free hand fisted in your hair, tugging your head back so he could claim your mouth in a bruising kiss. it was all teeth and tongue and barely restrained hunger—nothing gentle about it, nothing sweet. this was toji stripped down to his basest instincts: possessive, demanding, overwhelming.
you fumbled with his belt, desperate now, and he helped you shove his pants down just enough to free his cock. thick and heavy in your palm, already leaking at the tip. the weight of him, the heat—god, you'd tried to forget, tried to move on, but nothing compared to this.
"condom—" you started, but he shook his head.
"don't have one." his eyes met yours, dark and intense. "you trust me?"
you shouldn't. you absolutely shouldn't. but you nodded anyway, and the grin that split his face was absolutely wicked.
he pushed your panties aside and lined himself up, the blunt head of his cock pressing against your entrance. for a moment, he just held you there, trembling and needy above him, and you could've killed him for the teasing.
"toji, please—"
he slammed you down onto him in one brutal thrust.
the stretch was immediate and overwhelming, punching the air from your lungs. too much, too full, too perfect. your nails dug into his shoulders as you adjusted to the intrusion, and toji groaned low in his throat, his head falling back against the seat.
"fuck, you're tight," he gritted out. "forgot how good you feel wrapped around my cock, ma..."
you couldn't respond, couldn't do anything but hold on as he started moving—lifting you up and pulling you back down, using his grip on your hips to control the pace. deep, punishing thrusts that hit something devastating inside you with every stroke.
the car rocked with your movements, the windows were completely fogged now, the air thick and humid with sex and sweat. every nerve ending in your body was on fire, pleasure coiling tighter and tighter in your core.
his phone rang AGAIN.
"shit," toji hissed, but he didn't stop. didn't even slow down. just kept fucking up into you like his girlfriend warns desperately trying to reach him, like this wasn't the most fucked up thing either of you had done.
"you should—ah!—answer it—oh fuck!" you gasped out and moaned, even as your body betrayed you, clenching around him so perfectly.
"no." his voice was rough, almost angry. "i'm exactly where i want to be."
something about that—the certainty in his voice, the way he looked at you like you were the only thing that mattered—made your chest ache even as your body climbed higher. this was temporary. this was a mistake. tomorrow you'd hate yourself for this, hate him for making you the other woman, but right now-
right now, you were his, and he was yours, and nothing else existed.
toji shifted the angle, hitting that spot inside you that made stars explode behind your eyelids. your orgasm built fast and devastating, and when his thumb found your clit, rubbing tight circles, you shattered.
you came with a broken cry of his name, your whole body seizing as pleasure whited out your vision. toji fucked you through it, prolonging it, until you were a shaking, oversensitive mess in his arms.
"that's it, baby," he groaned. "fuuuuck, im gonna—"
he buried himself deep and came with a guttural moan, his cock pulsing inside you as he filled you with his hot cum. the warmth of it, the intimacy of it, made something crack in your chest.
for a long moment, neither of you moved. just sat there, breathing hard, bodies still joint, while reality slowly crept back in.
his phone lit up again. another call. then a text notification.
'where are you? i'm worried.'
the guilt hit you like a freight train.
"i should go," you whispered, already climbing off his lap, wincing at the loss of him. your legs were shaky as your straightened your dress, tried to make yourself presentable.
toji caught your wrist. "hey—"
"don't." you couldn't look at him. couldn't bear to see whatever expression was on his face. "this was a mistake. we both know it."
you opened the car door and stepped out into the cool night air, toji's release already starting to leak down your thighs. you didn't look back as you walked away, even though you could feel his eyes on you.
your phone buzzed in your purse.
toji: same time next week?
you should block his number. should delete the message and pretend this never happened.
instead, you typed back: maybe.
and you both knew that meant yes.
okay… i don’t normally write smut so this suuuucks :(