I’m 25 and don’t want to actively kill myself because that’s a lot of effort but wow, wow what more can you throw at me, life? I’m running out of energy to exist
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@exactlywhatyourunfrom
I’m 25 and don’t want to actively kill myself because that’s a lot of effort but wow, wow what more can you throw at me, life? I’m running out of energy to exist
LMFAOOOO WHAT IS FUCKING HAPPENING LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO
im happy that no one else gets to take on this weight except me and myself, alone
can’t stop
the irony of life
the realization of I’ve literally been having abusive relationships since age 10, every time I liked someone and would date them they would hurt me either physically or verbally so I believe that’s part of why I shun nice people away and also the nice people around I am not allowed to keep cause they’re not “good enough” they are enough for me! but my parents don’t let me, but also being 23 and being told you’re a grown woman you make your own decisions by someone important but also being in a predicament where I have to rely on people and also not being sure that that’s where I want to take the plunge even though I was happy and comfortable there also the realization that I keep calling my boyfriend a bitch and not baby because I’m scared to let myself get soft emotionally but he never says anything
I’m over it
the best part of being alive is seeing people you know use your little turns of speech. actually
(wakes up at reasonable hour) (stays in bed for two more hours)
(goes to bed at a reasonable hour)(stays awake for two more hours)
(both)
everything is my fault and it’s cool I think I’m good with being the bad person anyways
maybe someday I’ll forget
i hope this isn’t the end. we broke up on thursday after 15 months together and i spent three solid days begging him to get back together. i’m not going to message him again. he loves me so much but i ruined everything by being insecure and making arguments out of nothing and sometimes just being plain mean. he says too much has happened and he can’t get past it. i hope he changes his mind and believes me that we can be happy again. i’ll be waiting.
I’m tired
if wanted to bang rouge the bat that meant you had big ol freak energy
constantly missing some sort of the past
I’ll be better