= gone, gone =

Thank you for the love, thank you for the joy, but I don’t ever wanna fall in love again

[exactlywhatyourunfrom]

I’m 25 and don’t want to actively kill myself because that’s a lot of effort but wow, wow what more can you throw at me, life? I’m running out of energy to exist

[exactlywhatyourunfrom]

LMFAOOOO WHAT IS FUCKING HAPPENING LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO

[exactlywhatyourunfrom]

im happy that no one else gets to take on this weight except me and myself, alone

[exactlywhatyourunfrom]

can’t stop

[exactlywhatyourunfrom]

the irony of life

[exactlywhatyourunfrom]

the realization of I’ve literally been having abusive relationships since age 10, every time I liked someone and would date them they would hurt me either physically or verbally so I believe that’s part of why I shun nice people away and also the nice people around I am not allowed to keep cause they’re not “good enough” they are enough for me! but my parents don’t let me, but also being 23 and being told you’re a grown woman you make your own decisions by someone important but also being in a predicament where I have to rely on people and also not being sure that that’s where I want to take the plunge even though I was happy and comfortable there also the realization that I keep calling my boyfriend a bitch and not baby because I’m scared to let myself get soft emotionally but he never says anything

[exactlywhatyourunfrom]

I’m over it

[godstiel]

the best part of being alive is seeing people you know use your little turns of speech. actually

[ememely]

(wakes up at reasonable hour) (stays in bed for two more hours)

[drunkenssoldier]

(goes to bed at a reasonable hour)(stays awake for two more hours)

[punkrocktaire]

(both)

[exactlywhatyourunfrom]

everything is my fault and it’s cool I think I’m good with being the bad person anyways

maybe someday I’ll forget

[thelastmessagereceived]

i hope this isn’t the end. we broke up on thursday after 15 months together and i spent three solid days begging him to get back together. i’m not going to message him again. he loves me so much but i ruined everything by being insecure and making arguments out of nothing and sometimes just being plain mean. he says too much has happened and he can’t get past it. i hope he changes his mind and believes me that we can be happy again. i’ll be waiting.

[exactlywhatyourunfrom]

I’m tired

[exactlywhatyourunfrom]

if wanted to bang rouge the bat that meant you had big ol freak energy

[propagands-deactivated20220320]

[browsedankmemes]

[exactlywhatyourunfrom]

constantly missing some sort of the past

[exactlywhatyourunfrom]

I’ll be better