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⎧Back To The Wall ⎫❦ Feat. Chloe

"Such poor manners, Mulan!" she said loudly then laughing. She walked around and stood in front of her again, gasps going up around the room. "The wealth of my blood has nothing to do with it. I, unlike you, do not go around killing people then running away. I bet you used your family’s money to escape that and you dare talk to me about wealth?!” Ae Ra’s temper was rising as the room grew more still. She was sure every person in that room heard her now. “I may be one of the wealthiest person’s in this city, the world even, but I learned the limits of law and what was accepted in society at an early age. That is clearly something they didn’t teach you. You are not worthy of anyone’s presence in this room!” Ae Ra tossed her hands up and extended them out while she glanced out at the views of Seoul. “Your time here is done, Mulan. You are staling our air with your foul scent. Take it back to the Great Wall. Your kind of creature, lacking in manners, social graces and damn near common sense isn’t welcome in my city. No decent person wants to drink and pretend to be happy with murdering Mulan sitting around. It’s our civic duty to call in the authorities, as we were raised better. Your acts don’t bring honor to anyone. Leave and don’t come back. I’m sure the statue of limitations isn’t over on murder and if that poor family needs a lawyer, I can hire them the very best!” She opened her purse and pulled out her checkbook, writing one addressed to Chloe. “Here is your air fair, Jae and Ahri will be so mad I won yet another bet. Don’t let me see you again,” she said before tossing the check at her and walking away.

#back to the wall #aeraxgg #completed #[ eeeep! ]

Chloe's eyes widened when the girl stood in her way yet again. No, you are not going to do this here. She pleaded Ae Ra with her eyes, but of course that wasn't going to stop anything. She could hear people all around them letting out gasps when Ae Ra reveling the secret she had been burying deep. No, no, no, that isn't true. She wanted to shout it out and explain everything so much, but the disgusted and horrified glances tossing at her only made her unable to do anything. She felt a drop of tear rolling down her cheek as the other girl threw a piece of paper at her. Ashamed, humiliated, and angry. Chloe stood there for a while, when she finally lifted her head up, her eyes met with some of the patrons, but they all looked away quickly after the brief eye contact. And it hit her. Ae Ra was right, she was done here. No matter what she said now, people were going to think of her as the girl that killed him. A murderer. Ae Ra's voice rang in her head over and over again. She picked up the check, looked at it and let out a chuckle-- the one that sounded bitter and sad at the same time-- before tossing it to the trashcan at the door. Slowly walking down the stairs, she felt numb, like a zombie.

"Where to, miss?" The taxi driver asked as she got into the backseat. Leaning against the seat, Chloe stared at the night sky from the window and replied, "Incheon Airport."

Completed.

⎧Back To The Wall ⎫❦ Feat. Chloe

"You didn’t kill him? Really? You didn’t give him all those drugs so he would overdose and die? What did you think he would do with it, make a modern piece of art depicting the ruin of society with illegal substances? You’re not that stupid." Ae Ra stepped closer then picked up her phone and clutch. She shook the broken pieces of glass from her phone and sighed, standing again. "And what?" she asked appalled at her tone and choice of words. "You see, it’s people like you I can’t stand. Do you think because they let you in here with me that it makes you somehow my equal in any way? Don’t think I don’t remember you’re time running around with Blake either. And though I didn’t feel for him what I feel now, you were an eyesore."

"I told him to get rid of them, didn't think he'd take them!" she said through her teeth, fully aware all the eyes and ears on them. And it was what Ae Ra said next that set her off. Engulfing in anger, she scoffed. "People like me? What exactly makes you better than me? Is it your family's money or the fact that everyone has to tiptoe around you because of your condescending pride?" Chloe glanced at the surrounding, people were whispering and pointing fingers at them, she pursed her lips together. This wasn't exactly the night out she had in mind and frankly, she didn't want to cause any more scene. "I don't have time to argue with you and I'm sure you don't want me around your presence anyway, so if you have nothing else to say, then good bye." She span on her heels, trying her best to hold herself together. Right now wasn't time nor the place to break down.

⎧Back To The Wall ⎫❦ Feat. Chloe

"You would think you bumping into me made you deaf,” Ae Ra said her eyes fixing on the woman before her. The other patrons of the bar were looking at the two, whispers running through the crowd. Some had stood to get a look at what they must have assumed was a face off. They were mistaken. “You know, The Monarchy and I made a bet when we found out how you killed that boy. We all wondered who would be the first to use it and buy your tickets back to China.” Ae Ra giggled so cutely it would deceive anyone to know the same woman that was speaking in such a tone, made such a sound. “I guess I win this bet too. Jae and Ahri will just fall over when they hear,”Ae Ra said before biting her bottom lip, a sinister smile sweeping her features.

Her hands gripped on to the purse that she was holding tightly as she listened to the sickening words spurring out of Ae Ra's mouth. Chloe knew she was spiteful, but would never guess it'd be this extent. "I didn't kill him," she said. Her composure was aloof, but her voice was shaky. Bringing the past up always did this to her-- her stomach wrenched in guilt and she couldn't bear to look straight into Ae Ra's eyes. Guess Ahri had another plan to torture her all along. Should she even be surprised? She and her group of friends obviously took pleasure in ruining other's lives. "So I broke your phone, and what? You are going to tell the whole world about what I did? Is it even worth it?"

⎧Back To The Wall ⎫❦ Feat. Chloe

Ae Ra looked down at her phone, screen shattered and her jeweled charm, split in two, then looked up at the woman. “You,” she spat out with venom. Her hands lifted and crossed over her chest, the heavy bangle sliding down her hand. “Have you lost your damn mind? Does this look like a raceway to you? Why the hell wouldn’t you look where you were going?” Ae Ra rolled her eyes and looked back down to her ruined phone and charm. “Don’t even give me a sob story of how you slipped and ended up crashing into me because I was looking where I was going, unlike you.” Ae Ra scoffed remembering something Ahri had mentioned to her about Chloe. “What, going to kill me now too?”

As the younger girl remarked rudely, Chloe could only sigh at her bad luck. Why out of the all the people, it had to be Su Ae Ra. Chloe would admit, Ae Ra intimidated her and she'd thank God everyday that she never meet the girl. Until now, that was. Though she couldn't exactly blame Ae Ra's ill attitude either, if it was her, she'd flip too. She rubbed her temple and said, "It's my fault and I'm really sorry, but accident happens..." before she could even finish her sentence, the other girl interrupted; her orbs widened and she stared at Ae Ra in disbelief. "Excuse me? What did you just say?"

⎧Back To The Wall ⎫❦ Feat. Chloe

Ae Hyuk’s present came at the perfect time for Ae Ra. She would be christening it by flying her closest friends to Monaco. Seoul was leaving her on edge. Too many things have her mind out of it’s usual state. The confusion and anger she felt daily made her more volatile. Then the added stress of her parents’ plotting and her brothers’ secrets, she needed to get away. Monaco was perfect. Monte Carlo was perfect. The opulence of the city would lift her spirits with ease. Until then, Seoulscape would do. She walked back from the bathroom, phone in hand texting her brother Ae Yeon. He wasn’t pleased about her trip, he said. She knew he was just jealous. She looked up after replying to him, a pleased grin on her face. Out from nowhere this woman came and bumped into her sending her phone and clutch flying to the floor.

So close. Yet so far. That was how Chloe felt about everything right now, especially with graduation. It was kind of surreal to think that in six months she would be donning the cape and gown, with a diploma in hand. But right now, the reality could hardly excite her as she was being bombarded with final thesis, exams and projects. After being a hermit for the past week, she finally had enough of it. Right now, relaxing at the rooftop bar while enjoying the beautiful late night scenery was just what she needed. Spotted some familiar faces at one of the tables, she smiled and waved hand in the air, but before she could make it to them, her body collided with another. Before she could even register what's happening, she heard something crashed. Her eyes darted to the electronic device laying on the floor, then slowly averted the gaze to the person in front of her. Su Ae Ra. For a split second, she was at a loss of words. "I'm...sorry..." she finally mustered the words out.

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#ooc

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Some people create their own storms then get upset when it rains.

Lessons Learned in Life (via aokigaharas)

#interest:#wanderlust

❝ Bon Appétit ❞ :: Blake & Chloe

Trying to type on phone and holding a pile of thick books at the same time looked harder than it seemed. Chloe heaved a heavy sigh when she struggled to put the books on the counter. "There we go," she said breathlessly, more to herself than to the cashier. As the lady ringing her purchase up, she quickly replied to Blake's text.

Like everyone else, Chloe was shocked when she read the Gossip Girl blast about his recent escapade. She didn't know why she was so surprised by it, since Gossip Girl constantly scrutinized his rather illicit hobby, but part of her was reluctant to believe it. For all she knew, Gossip Girl's sources could be just as unreliable as Wikipedia (Heck, Wikipedia might even be more accurate than her), just like how wrong she had been assuming the things between Blake and her.

Then it downed on Chloe that she had not visited him once while he was in the hospital. She felt like a horrible friend, but the past week had been madly busy for her with midterms, Halloween and all that jazz. Oh well, this catching up would make up for it, she supposed.

She'd picked Crooked Crust because it was just right down the street from the bookstore, so she got there in no time. The pizza joint was busy, as expected on a weekend night, she waited patiently before the hostess greeted her. "A table for two please." she said and was then being lead to a booth by the window, overlooking the city street. Taking off the wool jacket, she waited for her friend while skimming through a book that she just bought.

#bon appetit #blasehoxgg

❝ Feline Rescue ❞ :: Chohee & Chloe

"Aww~ is this your dog? He is so cute!" A group of girls cooed as they crowded around a guy and his beagle. They tried to pat the pup, but the sudden uproar obviously was unsettling him. Though his owner was quite pleased with a smug grin plastering on his face, bragging about how he took care and how much he loved his dog. Chloe snorted. What a way to pick up girls. It was an old trick really, she had seen it all the time, but girls never failed to fall for it. Shaking her head, she slowly walked away from them and continued down the path.

Seoul Central Park was extra lively today. It had been a long time since she came here on a Sunday and she almost forgot how bustling it can be. She passed by the playground and up to the steps that would lead to a rather remote pavilion among all the trees. Once she was there, she began looking around. "Kitty?" she called out softly, "I'm here! Where are you? Are you not here today?" If someone happened to walk by and saw Chloe, they'd probably think the girl was on crack, talking to herself.

She pouted when there was no sign of the cat or any creature at all. When she was about to give up, she heard the faint cry of an animal. Seconds later, a kitten with black and white fur emerged behind a tree. "There you are!" Chloe crouched down immediately and extended her hand out, "come here you little cutie!" she smiled when the little thing darted toward her and sniffed her finger. "You are hungry, aren't you? I bring you something really delicious today!" taking out a small can, she waved it in front of the kitten, "It's salmon, your favorite."

#feline rescue #gochoheexgg #[ the title is rather lame but my cat lady feels while wriitng this *__* ]

Scarefest // Jaesung & Chloe

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No, it’s no problem. We didn’t get to go to UNO but I still wanted to hang out. -Jaesung gave a quick shrug of his shoulders as he looked over at her, leading her towards the Haunted House.- Oh.. I’ve been on a few rides„ but I mostly spent my time eating. -He laughed softly, slipping his hands into his pockets when he looked up at the path ahead, smiling when he noticed their destination in the distance.- What about you?

#ggevent:scarefest #jaesungxgg #[ i don't know if we just drop it or-- ]#[ HAPPY BIRTHDAY BTW ]

{ / her eyebrow quirked up but said nothing and walked quietly beside him. she gave a chuckle and nodded twice / } Food is always good. A good company, even. { / an eerie-looking mansion was not far ahead of them and she assumed it to be the haunted house / } Oh wow, that looks really creepy. { / she eyed with it an approval and glanced at him briefly before answering the question / } I just got here prior running into you, so nope. But I'm hoping to as soon as my friends got here. { / she clapped her hands enthusiastically / }

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* — [ elite reunion ] || minyoung & chloe

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Following behind, she caught a glimpse of the other graduates around and although she couldn’t quite see their faces up close she could tell most of the people just by their actions; some things never change. As they were getting closer, she felt her stomach churn. Hopefully they don’t remember me. But then again she was a social outcast so nobody really knew her name or who she really was, so worrying over the fact if they remember was pointless.

Just as they reached their destination an eruption of squeals and flailing arms were thrown everywhere. Minyoung stood behind before the girls parted and she shyly stood beside Chloe when she felt the girls’ hand on her shoulder, pushing her forward. Her eyes widened and she felt her face flush in embarrassment once everyone’s eyes were directed in her direction.

Once Chloe introduced her, a bunch of blank stares and shrugs were shown and a silent sigh of relief escaped her lips, though it was expected that they wouldn’t give an answer. Nonetheless she was greeted with open arms and so Min started small talk among the others.

Flashing small smiles at the others, she turned to face Chloe once she spoke and then her face went blank. The smile she flashed her didn’t help one bit at that point she was about to say she would join the other but it was too late and Chloe was on her way. Turning back to the group she glanced at all of them and noticed they were talking to each other which once again she was an outcast. She didn’t know these people quite well and even if they were quite nice in the beginning it all could’ve been a phase, you can never know with these elites.

#elite reunion #minyoungxgg #[ apologizing again that you have to wait! ]#[ anyway the last paragraph is irrelevant but it's to give you space to carry out the plot]

Chloe was surprised to find that there was actually a line-- yes, a freaking line-- to the stools. Guess everyone just kept downing the champagne, after all, who can say no to free drinks? Like most people, she took out her phone out of the clutch and started to snapchat, kakao talk and played Minion Rush to pass time. Luckily, it moved pretty fast.

When she was done handling her business and came out of the stool, there was yet another line to the sink. Great, she sighed. It didn't help that some girls were taking their sweet ass time to re-touch their makeup. Who were they trying to impress anyway? It was just a high school reunion.

She felt like she had spent an eternity in that restroom, full of people and with little room to breath. A wave of liberation washed over her when she was finally out of there. Was this how Lindsay Lohan feel when she was released from the rehab? Chloe walked back to the main room and made her way to where she had left her group of friends. But suddenly, a tug on her sleeve made her stop. She spun on her heels, mouth hung slightly open when she saw who it is. "Inhee!" she gasped and was unable to utter any words out for a while, so she just stared at her former tennis partner in bewilderment.

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Strawberry Lover’s French Toast by Daniel Y. Go

#interest:#indulgent

Scarefest // Jaesung & Chloe

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Oh.. it was near the Haunted House.. -Jaesung pursed his lips as he mentally retraced his steeps, nodding quickly and taking a few steps to the trash bin that was a few yards away.- I can show you were. It’s kind of hidden, and I didn’t notice it until I saw someone leaving some, so I asked -chuckling, Jaesung dropped the plastic cup into the bin and made his way back over to Chloe, glancing down at her with a small smile-

#ggevent:scarefest #jaesungxgg

That would be nice. { / she nodded and turned to the direction of Haunted House, waited for him to lead the way / } Hope I'm not taking too much of your time...{ / murmured as they strode forward, she following him closely, not wanting to get lose in the crowd / } So how long have you been here? Did you get a chance to get on any rides? { / she inquired curiously, wanted to know if there was something she shouldn't miss / }

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[SMS ;; Chlo] You pick, my treat.