You had been up all night, not finding a good way to fall asleep plus Phil would be home soon. Having paced all around the tiny flat as you waited, you got a bit tired and the nerves in your stomach didn’t go away. Finally, you settled on making some peppermint tea to help calm the nerves in your stomach. When the tea was finished you made your way to sit on the couch, sipping on the warm liquid.
This wasn’t a usual night, normally you’d be able to go to bed just fine and be up extra early to greet the boys when they came home. It wasn’t much different, you were excited but it wasn’t the only thing on your mind. That’s why you had hoped to get in a few hours of sleep, knowing that you’d be up for awhile once Phil got home. He would want to tell you all about his trip as you two fell asleep together.
As you carried on sipping your tea, you ran a hand over your stomach. Looking down at the loose fabric of Phil’s shirt that covered a big surprise. With the extra bit of weight that hung there you knew that you wouldn’t show for a bit. You still wanted to till Phil as soon as you could overcome your nerves. Having woken up a few days after he left, quite early in the morning with a bit of what you thought, was just a stomach bug. Then with a few more mornings the same way you decided to make a quick run to the store with your close friend, Heather, to buy a few tests. After getting many positive tests, you and Heather talked for the rest of the night what you would do. Agreeing with Heather, that you should inform him once he was home or least within the day.
You sat on our couch eager to tell Phil some exciting news once he got home. Sitting your coffee mug of tea onto the table in front of you, you relaxed into the couch.
“Y/N?” A voice tried to wake you during a much needed sleep. Shaking your head, you snuggled deeper into the couch trying to ignore them as they said your name again. There was light talking, mostly a friendly argument as another voice was trying to get them to stop.
“Y/N?” The same voice said as you felt a slight shake to your shoulder. Groaning you shook your shoulder to get them off before peeking an eye open. Coming eye to eye with bright blue eyes and a big goofy grin.
Realising it was the man you’ve been waiting for you sat up quickly and wrapped around arms around him. Trying to study yourself as you felt a little dizzy. “Oh,” You let out a tiny whisper as your head spun a little and your stomach felt ill.
“I’m missed you,” Phil’s voice rang through your ears as you pulled away.
You looked at him, before getting up from the couch and careful but quickly going to the bathroom. Kneeing on the floor you lifted the toilet lid before emptying your stomach into the bowl.
“Are you all right?” Phil’s accented voice asked, feeling light tickles as he gathered up your hair from around your face. You nodded as you took the ponytail holder from around your wrist and handed it to him. Carefully and loosely he wrapped her hair into a bun. “Would you like some tea?” He asked, “I think there’s still some peppermint tea.”
“Yes, please,” you told him, leaning your forehead against the toilet seat. You didn’t want to get up in case another wave of nausea hit you.
“Do you wanna stay here?” He asked, “or would you like to go to bed or the living room?” he added his voice soft as he gently rubbed your back.
You signed as your stomach began to settle, “Few more minutes,” you muttered to him. He didn’t say anything back but he continued rubbing your back.
As you started feeling better and thought it would be a good idea to stand up, nerves returning low in your belly. Phil helped stand you to your feet and checked you over, as you stared at his face. Etching into your mind how worried he looks about you before knocking into him with another hug.
“Careful, don’t want you sick,” Phil said, wrapping his arms around you and rubbing at your back.
Saying you missed him was probably an understatement, him and Dan weren’t gone all that long but it felt like the months. You just wanted to climb up the stairs and into Phil’s bed and cuddle for the rest of the night. Now that you appear to be sick Phil would probably agree with the statement but you really wanted to get something off your chest.
“I’ve missed you so much,” you mumbled into his chest.
You were replied with a rumble of laughter, “I’ve missed you too,” He said giving you a squeeze and letting go. “I believe it’s time for bed,” His eyes looked worried as his meant yours.
You shook your head, “Not yet, I wanna hear about your trip,” you smiled up at him.
“Your ill, Y/N,” he said, brushing a tiny piece of her behind your ear. He was being super sweet but you really didn’t want to sleep. You felt fine and you really did want to hear all about his trip. “Do you wanna brush your teeth?” Phila asked, “I’ll see if Dan made some tea,” he smiled at you.
You frowned, “You think my breath smells bad?” You asked.
“Um, well,” He frowned a little, “Throwing up isn’t good on your teeth,” He defended himself.
He nodded as you pushed him out of the tiny toilet room to brush you teeth. “Check on the tea, Lester,” you playfully glared at him as he moved to go check on the tea.
Once your breath was fresh, after almost throwing up from the toothpaste. Managing to keep it down not to alarm the boys or give away any signals, you headed up stairs.
“Your tea,” Dan handed you, your already used but filled cup of tea before you took a seat on the couch.
“Thanks,” you smiled at him.
“Once that teas gone it’s off to bed with you,” Phil said walking into the living room with a bowl in hand. He sat down next to you, “Feel better?” He asked, as you noticed he was eating Dan’s cereal, again.
“Yes,” you assured him. Keeping the warm mug between your hands as you leaned against him.
“I’ll be in my room,” Dan said, by the time you looked over at him, he was already out the room.
You giggled, glancing him at Phil, “So, how was the trip?” You asked.
“It was great,” Phil smiled, he started with how awful he felt about leaving you here all alone. That he was sorry there wasn’t anyway to bring you with him as him and Dan we getting things settled for their tour in American. “You would have had fun, I think,” Phil told you about everything. Even though they hadn’t went all that far awhile, he had a great time and found a way to have fun. Though, he wouldn’t be Phil if he didn’t. “It’s so exciting,” Phil said, stopping as he chewed on some cereal.
You hadn’t been drinking too much tea as you sat there listening and watching him as he talked about his adventure. “I’m glad you had a great time,” she smiled at him as he looked at you, “I’m excited for you too, I’ll have to try to come out to see you.”
“I hope so too,” Phil’s eyes light up at the thought of you joining him on tour. “How was your week here?” He asked.
You stared at him, as you bit your lip. It felt all too soon, he has only been home for an hour and you were going to lay huge news on him just like that.
“Y/N?” Phil asked, worry crossed his eyes as he looked at you.
“Oh, sorry,” you muttered. “It was great, um, Heather, she came over for a little bit,” you told him, “We had a girls night, movies, and sweets,” you nodded, biting at your lip. How were you suppose to tell someone this kind of news. Looking down you picked at the hem of your shorts, trying to avoid eye contact. “She stayed here a couple days, I hope that was okay,” you really didn’t think he’d mind, you were here by yourself.
“It’s fine,” Phil told you, “It’s kinda scary to be alone, here,” there was a smile on his face as you looked back up at him.
You didn’t want to crush that smile with the fact of having a baby with him. Though, you couldn’t keep it a secret at some point you were going to show. You were going to have more morning sickness and you didn’t think they’d pass it off as some cold. Though you were scared, who wouldn’t be?
“Are you sure you’re alright?” Phil asked.
You sat your tea cup down on the table before looking back at Phil. You nodded, leaning into and pressing your lips to his quickly.
“I’ve just missed you,” you said, hoping he’d believe it.
“You sure?” He asked, concerned as he sat down empty bowl and turned fully towards.
“We’ve been together for along time,” you said, not sure where you were going, but you were hoping to get the truth out somewhere, “We’ve been together so many ways, I didn’t think would have be possible, like for myself, that is,” You looked up at him. You could tell he was confused but at the same time he was happy to hear you talk. “So, we’ve been through a lot then,” You went on. “We tell each other…”
“Y/N?” You could hear Dan’s voice coming into the living room. You quickly looked at him, sighing and irritated that he was ruining your moment. “Y/N, what is…” You saw what as in his hands before he held it up and you moved quickly off the couch. Nervous because you wanted to tell Phil and not have it completely ruined you snatched the stick out of his hands, glaring at him. His eyes widen as he looked at you, holding his hands up but he stayed right where he was.
“What was it?” Phil asked, eyebrows frowning as you looked back at him.
“Oh,” you said, getting a little dizzy as you hid the item, “Um, nothing just a pair of underwear,” you said, moving to sit in front of him, again.
“I’m…” you both started at the same time.
“Pregnant,” you cut him off before he could finish what he was saying.
He stared at you, not in a completely horrified way in which you thought he would be. Though, he looked scared but yet, there was something else.
“What?” He couldn’t help as the corners of his mouth turned to turn into a grin.
You bit your lip, nodding, “Pregnant,” you repeated, “I, we are pregnant,” you said again.
“Disgusting,” Dan’s voice popped into the living room. “You did that when I was just crossed the hall?” He asked but sounded more like a statement.
You giggled as Phil blushed which made you laugh as you looked over at Dan. “Ready to be an uncle?” you asked him. Shook his head in with a playful angry face before leaving the room.
“There’s like a little person…” Phil started, “in there?” He questioned looking down towards your belly. “Like little Phils and Y/Ns?” Phil questions, with caution he brought his hands towards your belly lightly moving the shirt before poking at the skin. You let him explore this in his own way as he came to the conclusion there would be something growing there.
“Well, yes and no,” you told him, giggling at his silliness. “We aren’t having a litter of children.”
He couldn’t help the smile that took over his face as he looked back up at you. “Like a full tiny human is in here?”
You laughed before kissing his lips, again.
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