art credit: Marilyn Monroe Cloud Portrait by John Lijo Bluefish driving on 676 and the clouds are a rustle of satin or they’re cream that’s been over-whipped There are no peaks you’re gonna have to start over No sorry the clouds they’re more the folds of her skirt that white dress she wore Halloween Marilyn Monroe that glow-white hair I helped bleach to halo in Eastern Pennsylvania autumn breaking from frats and crowds original wood-flooring carpeted with booze that rickety porch was backway ballroom in war-boom new york where she and I could both raise our hems and hem our hair and pull on pearls and pass a cigarette in brick alley. tilt our heads together so her bottle blonde highlighted my fawn brown. lips brushed, her bottle red printed my softshell pink. But maybe too the clouds could be the way she would wrinkle cigarettes That’s right they’re definitely the wrinkle of the cigarette she pinched them funny and I watched the way she watched the cigarette’s flare passed it to me with patchy kisses left on the filter from Marilyn-red lips and then looked up Perfectly-peaked clouds because in that Pennsylvania valley at the end of October it snowed that snow was curtains in glossed-up hotel top floor where she and I could both raise our glasses, wrists blending and effervescence invading lungs, bubbling up giggles in the negligée corners. bend heads to shoulders, angle elbows to frazzle updos, undo makeup. Fingertips brush, stockings falling on bare legs. Maybe the clouds are the quiet of going out every week not healing anxiety coursing through bones not making her love me but at least It was quiet No sorry the clouds are her smile like home, hanging over my head just like the clouds over the 676 offramp to this city people claim is broken has built its picked bones to home for me ~Allison Casey















