Welcome.

Hey. Exculis' second account.

[exisque]

days since staff terminated my main for no reason: |||| ||

ITS BACK ITS BACK!!!!! !!

Nowadays if I'm here then I almost definitely hit post limit on my main

[exisque]

Post limit releases me from its grasp once more, as this shell of a blog releases my soul back to its rightful vessel – my main

[valtsv]

visiting the paris catacombs today and my mom messaged me saying "make sure you check the weather forecast before you go" . in the catacombs?

[valtsv]

[closet-keys]

I'm not assigned female at birth, I was assigned female at birth, but that was one moment decades ago. if you wanna talk about how I was raised, we can talk about the specifics of my family life & messages about gender I received from adults and other kids growing up. if you wanna talk about my body parts, we can talk about the specific body parts I have and don't have, the ones I had as a kid & the ones that developed with hormones or were removed later on with surgery. if you wanna talk about my positionality within systems of gendered oppression we can talk about my lived experience being subject to misogyny and transphobia but exempt from transmisogny. if you wanna talk about my internal sense of gender we can talk about that and I can even explain the words that fit okay and the words that don't at all and why I feel that way about them.

these conversations and topics are part of an interrelated web, but they are not the same, and they are not interchangeable.

an "assigned gender at birth" does not mean "raised in a specific gendered way" or "internalized specific universalized gendered messages" does not mean "has a vagina/uterus/ovaries/breasts and not penis/testicles/facial hair" or visa versa does not mean "experiences or is exempt from misogyny/transmisogyny/transphobia" does not mean "a particular gendered identity or words used to describe that identity"

there is no inherent "afab" or "amab" socialization, body, positionality, or gendered identity. assigning gender at birth is a cultural practice, a literal act which is done to us, a performative utterance that creates the social reality applied to us at least intrusive and literal unnecessary surgeries performed on intersex infants at most intrusive. it is not a euphemism or shorthand to discuss the other ways in which we interact with and experience the social constructs of "gender" and "sex" throughout our lives.

there is no shortcut to discussing these complexities.

[titsay]

[witchesversuspatriarchy]

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Blood Heritage Post

[daughter-of-sapph0]

oh me? well I'm the faggot America.

[casliyn]

Rest in Peace, Andre Braugher.

[midearthling]

Btw, in his obituary he asked for people to donate to the Classical Theatre of Harlem instead of sending flowers, which is a wonderful thing and should be honored!

Donation link

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Sure technically not a confession scene but you cannot deny that is one of the most romantic things you could say to somebody.

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I want him i want to be him etc.

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You can't just call it edging.

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I believe that we can recondition Rihito. We can educate him. We can make him bisexual.

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GOD he's so hot.

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King of reactions

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When you hit the cloud of axe body spray

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It is a little funny that Setsuna's handler is a fujoshi. I cant explain why concisely but it is kind of funny that she's sitting around daydreaming about Setsuna (gay, actually for real) kissing Ohma (??) when what Setsuna actually wants is to beat Ohma to death. And then maybe defile his corpse. I dunno he hasn't been super clear on the plan there.

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'Oh Ohma you look so delicious i want you right here right now'

What the fujoshi thinks: sex? Kissing? My yaois??

What Setsuna and Ohma are both thinking: im gonna kill this motherfucker with my bare hands