its stupid but
february 11, 2020. 12:35 am
when i was in high school i couldnt wait to leave. when we graduated i was like oh hell yeah my life is beginning!! new opportunities!!! imma live it up n be amazing!! but sometimes nowadays all i want is to go back man. i wanna redo senior year n enjoy it better n really soak it up and appreciate what i could have appreciated more. ive done a lot of valuable growing that im thankful for but i think im in a lil stuck spot rn, i dont know how to walk foward anymore.
i been kinda bothered by my brain lately, bad memory, weird dreams, sleepin bad, brain hurtin like im bein heckin LOBOTOMIZED bro its WACKYYYYYY. wackey. wa🔑 heh heh.
i just really wish i could clean my room n like b content. when im not happy im just sad. so its kinda like 80% sad 20% happy rn. which doesnt mean that wont change,, ! thats just how i be crunching the numbers lately.
anyway im pretty sure you’ll never see this haha so i guess i just be journaling now. idk if you remember this lil tumblr spot we had. good lil place, shadey n pleasent n nice. i miss so many things so much
ivebeen cryin a lot lately, dunno why
Onwards & Upwards
LL









