just a silly birb in silly fandoms

Artist, furry, fan, Eldridge Horror, what more could you need? Sanders sides, TAZ, TMA, Hermitcraft/mcyt, theatre of all kinds, EPIC the Musical Also birds and various creepy-crawlies <3 They/xe

[existential-grackle]

Hello! I’m Existential Grackle, also known as Ender. I post inconsistently, so oops!

Trans, non-binary, and aro-ace 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

Adult

They/Xe pronouns for me <3

All original art is tagged #ExistentialGrackle Art

I kinda just reblog whatever I want, so there will be political activism, fandom, and shitposts alike.

I love creatures of all kinds, creepy-crawlies and non-animals included. I try to cw everything but things might slip by

I’m a furry :3

Sander’s Sides is my long-term fandom and comfort media

I’m in the Hermitcraft and Trafficsmp fandoms, as well as some of the wider mcyt (but not well)

Sometimes I’ll post Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss

I listen to The Magnus Archives and The Adventure Zone

I’m also a nerdfighter, DFTBA!

My blog is largely The Amazing Digital Circus atm

Feel free to send me DMs, tag me, and send asks!

There may be NSFT (including dark kink) posts from time to time, but all will be tagged as such so feel free to just block whatever tags you don’t want to see :)

[butchtoks]

[belovedroach]

Intruality Week 2026 !!

Day 4 - Guilt/Repression

Day 4 of @intrualityweek and i am once again doing something tangentally related to the prompt lol

I have a very specific view of their dynamic and how it evolves throughout time, but let's just say I think Remus would really hate Patton when he's starting to get accepted into the group (?

if you want to indulge me i'll go into more detail under the cut, but if not this is how i see them in a nutshell

Soooo imagine you and two other guys get shunned away for being "evil", and later you become very close with them. So close that they basically become the only people who don't judge you and truly understand you. But one day, one of them leaves you behind and basically wants nothing to do with you, and sometime later your other friend follows. And now you're completely alone, until you decide to pop up to see what's going on.

And only then you understand why: there's a guy who seems to have grown very close with your friends out of nowhere. But now he wants to extend the same kindness to you, to become a big happy family. Just that, you know, this is the same guy that made you and the most important people in your life feel like villains, took them away from you, and NOW wants you to forget everything and pretend nothing happened.

...yeah no if i were Remus i'd have to kill that guy lol-

Meanwhile, I think Patton did play a role in dividing the whole group into "dark" and "light" sides. Not out of malice, but rather ignorance and his very black and white views on morality. It took a while for him to actually reflect on his actions and realize the incredible amount of pain he caused, and wants to fix it. It took a lot of work, but managed to redeem himself to Virgil and Janus. Now, he wants to do the same with Remus. It's very difficult, especially since they don't have a lot in common, but he still wants to fix things.

Which makes Remus's much more confused but also angry. This is the person that hurt him the most, but now he actually seems remorseful. But he's not ready to forgive him, he is still hurting and mad. So Remus tries to bother Patton in order to make him snap and finally show everyone (and mostly himself) that Patton is actually evil. Except every time that happens he's met with compassion, which makes him even agrier, and want to force Patton to snap even more. At the same time, Patton is actually getting fustrated but feels like he can't really complain since he's the one at fault, and fears that it might affect their progress. The cycle repeats itself.

yeah im so normal about them

[olliedollie1204]

Does anyone else remember a livestream that happened shortly after wtit where quill (iirc) and thomas were talking abt remus in that video and how his and logan's methods work, and quill asked thomas, sort of to the side, "do you wanna talk about what remus had actually written on the 'to do' list?" And they said it so casually it seemed like it was gonna be a joke just to be silly during filming. But then thomas actually paused for several seconds, thinking about it, then said very definitively "no, actually, I don't" and quill seemed kinda surprised but they moved on. I have never forgotten that moment bc what was on that to-do list. What was it Sanders. Why did u think so hard about whether or not u wanted to share it. If it was a jokey thing just for filming or even if it was an in-universe typical remus thing to say abt sex or something gross, then he could've just said it on the livestream no problem. But he didnt say it on the livestream, he had to think if it was something he wanted to share, which means it's not a Joke it's a Secret Thing. What did Remus suggest to Logan that c!Thomas should do that day. What did Remus say that Logan found so overwhelming he didn't even respond to it. And what do u have planned for the story that means that piece of information had to be a secret

[logan-sanders-enjoyer]

wait because this really interested me (and i would be very curious to have the livestream source if that exists but it's fun to think about regardless) and i went back to the episode to see if there was in fact actual stuff written underneath when remus turns the page, and there is.

knowing this, going back to closeups of the list, the paper is actually quite thin as can be seen in just basic screenshots of it. there's faintly another list behind the updog one.

i don't know the best ways to make text like this clearer, which is part of why i'm posting these screenshots in case anyone else wants to have a go, but just messed around with the levels for a bit and like

that 100% says to reckon with, right?

anyway i may mess around with it a bit more to try and read some of the actual list (harder with the smaller overlapping text) but we know what the title is at least!

[olliedollie1204]

[op here] i'm screaming crying kissing you on the mouth THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS!!!!!!!!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THIS MEANS TO MEEEEEEEEE i have literally thought abt the livestream SO much in the past 5 years (unfortunately it's not on patreon anymore i don't think, the livestreams collection only goes back as far as May 2022 and this one was probably July 2021) ((unless it just shows the livestreams from when you joined the patreon, in which case someone who's had it since the beginning might be able to check if they still have th July 2021 livestream saved?)) AND THEN U WENT THE EXTRA MILE AND FOUND THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is so fucking major as a remus stan we are SO fucking winning!!!!!!! i loveeee a remus that is the only one who will say the shit that c!thomas and the rest of them either can't or won't admit THAT'S MY GUY!!!! THAT'S MY NO BULLSHIT CUT TO THE CHASE STOP HIDING YOUR SHAME GUY!!!!!! and PLEASE if u do manage to find anything from the rest of the list PLEASE add it to this post too bc i need to be up to date w all of this excellent fucking research

[pris-cas]

Lesson #21 sleep walking!

(In the book it’s mentioned that Rocky has five hearts btw!)

FYI there will be fewer post for a while, terribly sorry 💔💔

First Lesson Previous lesson

Thank you to everyone who had the idea and recommended it to me!

Thank you to my amazing beta readers!

@xushibeetle

@the-asexual-winter

@stelosia

[jessamakesart]

Choose Joy.

[fitcherset]

Don't hate the girl, just hate the crime.

TW: flashing lights and gore (a frame looks like). Plus, my Jax has not accepted that she is a trans girl.

It might sound silly, but when I draw or write, it's the best part of my day. Anyway... Remember that if you want to support me on other networks, you have all my links in my bio! I also have a Ko-Fi account if you'd like to give me extra support.

[thevalkyrieflies]

boy you're so lazy get tf up you can't postpone your FATE

[beardedmrbean]

[muppetshow2026]

i genuinely feel like im being edged

[rattanwhip]

What's in a name

[rattanwhip]

I'll add this here too

[3hkowalski]

Happy birthday! ...at the end of times,

with the digital hallucinations

[ankle-beez]

so i found out the guy who sang "isn't it lovely" in the finale also voiced disappearing guy and immediately got to work

[creepycrag]

If you remember being a teenager you're a creep because you straight up saw yourself naked back then. The only way to be righteous is to obliterate your mind with drugs until you can't remember anything

[fella-lovin-fella]

i hate it when people mistake "etymology" with "entomology." like, i know where they coming from but it still bugs me

[pikavani]

A little white lie 💚

My contribution to Ribbit's and Ragatha's relationship.

Believe it or not I've been working on this comic for months now but only had the time and patience to finish it now.

Rest assured that whenever Ragatha doesn't get enough attention, I will make it my mission to make her shine.

It's just a little funny interaction I had in mind.. tho I'm sure Ragatha had a hard time keeping up her smile when her friend abstracted.

[megvautour]