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❛ I will not be another flower, picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find and impossible to forget. ❜

[Meme]

“Be as a crocus, then: vivid, and beautiful, and poisonous to fools daring to consume the petals! They’re dwindling in these times, too, tucked up in hard to keep places.”

[⚔]A laugh, the Caster throwing her hands to the sky: the crocus was a beautiful thing, and could be deadly if it so wished -- rare and beautiful, toxic and bright. Why wouldn’t she advise someone to arm herself up as such a bloom? She herself had failed to do such long ago, and look where she was now![⚔]

“Flowers are lovely things, dear Master, and a woman’s true armament -- they can be perfume or poison if so desired.”

#Answered; Inquiries.#solemnspear

@saberxfblue || CONTINUED.

[⚔] Deprive people of a hero...perhaps she would, given the choice: others would have taken up the mantle, someone else would have been named martyr-patron. Maybe it’s how she shows her age, that quiet moment of dwelling on such a thing (she has been around for a long, long, tiring time). [⚔]

“Ah, but if you had the choice, would you not wish for a quieter life yourself? Then again, our lives were starkly different: perhaps the adoration of the masses does your mind good.”

[⚔] A chuckle, the woman smiling in a manner dry as a fallen leaf: yes, she’s just old and bitter. Surely that’s it. [⚔]

“I suppose I am simply a very tired and bitter old woman.”

#saberxfblue

“Would anyone care for a fruit tart? I fixed a good few.”

[⚔] Her face is just short of blank: delicate lips in a near-line, the plate extended in her broad hands (ah, no -- her hands were hardly so dainty as her expression), but -- the voice, the voice was warm and gentle. [⚔]

#Open; Short.

bluesmemethings

various starters

❛ you’re a weapon and weapons don’t weep. ❜

❛ hurt me once, I’ll kill you twice. ❜

❛ never trust a survivor until you learn what they did to stay alive. ❜

❛ death is the only god that comes when you call. ❜

❛ I am teeth. I am royal. you are nothing to me. ❜

❛ the sun will rise and we will try again. ❜

❛ we’re just kids. we aren’t supposed to be heroes. ❜

❛ I like my women like I like my Absinthe: bitter and intoxicating. ❜

❛ what doesn’t kill me better run. ❜

❛ she wasn’t looking for a knight. she was looking for a sword. ❜

❛ don’t dehumanize bad people, because it’s their humanity which makes what they’ve done so terrifying. ❜

❛ she isn’t just pretty. she is otherworldly and vaguely threatening. ❜

❛ magic is not good or evil. is a knife evil? only if the wielder is. ❜

❛ I don’t want your crown. see, I’ve come to burn your kingdom down. ❜

❛ they broke my wings. they forgot I have claws. ❜

❛ all that blood was never beautiful, it was just red. ❜

❛ what do you do when there’s no hero in the story? simple. you kill the monster and crown yourself. ❜

❛ how terrible it is, to love something that death can touch. ❜

❛ you may not be interested in war, but it is interested in you. ❜

❛ I feel divinity in my bones like aching. like fire. ❜

❛ you make me feel and I don’t like it. I want it to stop. now. ❜

❛ you are losing my interest and that is very dangerous. ❜

❛ she will burn your kingdoms down, herself with it, if it means your ruin. ❜

❛ it’s okay to be scared. it means your about to do something brave. ❜

❛ she looks like divine absolution. ❜

❛ I will not be another flower, picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find and impossible to forget. ❜

❛ be careful with words. they can be forgive, but never forgotten. ❜

❛ you not wanting me was the beginning of me wanting myself. ❜

❛ I’m tired of fighting. for once, I want to be fought for. ❜

❛ never run back to what broke you. ❜

❛ I was quite, but not blind. ❜

❛ your gut knows what’s up. trust that bitch. ❜

❛ we all eat lies when our hearts are hungry. ❜

❛ do not judge my story by the chapter you walked in on. ❜

❛ I’m just a girl, standing in front of a salad, wishing it was a donut. ❜

❛ you can miss something but not want it back. ❜

❛ you can’t save people, you can only love them. ❜

❛ I came, I saw, I made it awkward. ❜

❛ we buy shite we don’t need, with money we don’t have, to impress people we don’t like. ❜

❛ you’re always one decision away from a different life. ❜

❛ my brain has too many tabs open. ❜

❛ I’m not saying I hate you, just that you’re like the Monday of people. ❜

❛ there’s no ‘we’ in fries. ❜

❛ apology accepted, trust denied. ❜

❛ death and I have been scandalously intimate for some time now. ❜

❛ life happens. coffee helps. ❜

❛ I am mine before I am ever anyone else’s. ❜

❛ I rely a bit too heavily on alcohol and irony. ❜

❛ very early in my life it was already too late. ❜

❛ is that a threat or are you flirting with me. ❜

❛ was the use of force necessary in completing your objectives? ❜

❛ I’ll let you drag me to hell if it means you’ll hold my hand. ❜

❛ I do bad things, and I do them very well. ❜

❛ you drink too much, you cuss too much and you have questionable morals. you’re everything I ever wanted. ❜

❛ they will kill you, but first they will have to catch you. ❜

❛ drugs might kill you but they’ll never break your heart. ❜

❛ good girls are just bad girls that haven’t been caught. ❜

❛ a pretty face doesn’t guarantee a pretty heart. ❜

❛ no airbag, we die like men. ❜

❛ true evil is, above all, seductive. ❜

❛ it takes more courage to suffer than to die. ❜

❛ you must be lucky to avoid the wolf every time. but the wolf? he only needs enough luck to catch you once. ❜

❛ justice is vengeance in prettier packaging. ❜

#{[ GAMES | Happenstance & Games Of Chance. ]}

Peer into my muse's memories: Part 2

💌- A memory about an important event in my muse's life

🎀- A memory about being a child

🛍- A memory about being a teenager

🍾- A memory about being an adult

🛌- A memory about being old/on their deathbed

🎎- A memory about their parents

🎏- A memory about their siblings

💎- A precious memory they hold dear

🕯- A sad memory they would rather forget

🗑- A silly situation that still makes them laugh

🌌- A time they got to admire the beauty of nature

🌃- A time they got to admire the beauty of a city

🎞- A memory that never fails to come back to their mind, good or bad

🐉- A memory that gets them thinking

🌸- A memory about life and joy

🥀- A memory about death and grief

🌱- WILDCARD!!!

#{[ GAMES | Happenstance & Games Of Chance. ]}

Muse Preferences!

Please repost, don’t reblog.

TAGGED BY: @zappsta

TAGGING: uh feel free?

#Headcanon

(( Starter Call. ))

#Out Of Bloodied Platter #Starter Call; Like Or Inbox.

bloodstone: how my muse sees themself as part of the world at large

[Meme]

Overall, Lucia sees herself as quite small -- or, at least...she wishes to. In truth she knows, she is the mouth-piece of the martyred, those made saint under her own fragile name. Those who call to her, of all people: those who cry out, (salvation holy glory), and feel wounds and death ‘pon them.

She knows she has been put up so high, so great and large, but she knows she truly is so small a woman (and she wishes to just be such).

#Answered; Inquiries.#Headcanon #infinitecoupling

ruby, sapphire, quartz, silver

[Meme]

ruby: a happiness headcanon

Lucia enjoys sharing her happiness with others: if she’s happy, she will gladly share it with another person near her -- gifts and tenderness all the way along. Even if she can only share her smile, that is enough for her.

sapphire: if everyone my muse knew was hanging off a cliff and they could only choose three to save, the rest certainly dying, who they would choose

( As she has no set dynamics with anyone right now, all of these are from her origin/lifetime.)

- her mother

- her house-attendant

- and now that she’s been able to look back on it, her betrothed

quartz: how my muse thinks other people see them

Lucia believes people see her as soft, only forgiving; gentle and demure, unable to fight back or give opinions. She greatly disapproves.

zoisite:does my muse believe everything's going to work out for them in the end or not?

Most certainly not, unfortunately. Lucia is neither optimistic, nor pessimistic -- she simply views her past outcome as likely to repeat.

#Answered; Inquiries.#Headcanon #Anonymous

confessionsfromatvaddict

I adore the romantic trope of “whatever universe, my soul will find you.”

#tbt.#aaaaaAAAAA!!!

( Asterios. )

She’s right, he doesn’t hear her clearly. All he catches is the word ‘frightening’ and that in and of itself is enough to catch his attention - though, strangely, not his ire.

No, she’s too curious for him to be his usual unforgiving self. Is he really the wisest choice for a companion? Surely there are others who could protect her, or at the very least hold a decent conversation better than himself.

“… Mm.” His hand hovers a moment, before very carefully taking hers. “Cold out…”

“Is it truly? I suppose I shall be plenty warm if I hold your hand, however.”

[⚔] She doesn’t lie -- his hands are incredibly warm, and have quite a comfortable texture. The size of the appendage is disproportionate to the level of absolute tenderness: such a clash, and so wondrous to behold.

A chuckle -- this wasn’t so foreign a sensation, as she’d clutched at the hands of others before in her youth. [⚔]

“This is not so unlike walking about the markets in Syracuse, in a way.”

#adikema #v; Of Swirling Gears & Sparkling Stone [Chaldea Sainted].

Pre-established relationship call!

Like this to let me know if you’re interested, and I’ll contact you about what type of dynamic you wish your muse to have with Lucia! Platonic, familial, lifepartner, and romantic relationships are all up for grabs.

#PRE EST. CALL

send me a crystal and i'll tell...

abalone: what kind of situations compromise my muse emotionally

aegerine: my muse's opinion of the supernatural

agate: how my muse calms down

blue lace agate: my muse's favorite form of communication (verbal, letters, texting, etc.)

fire agate: if my muse is brave or cowardly

moss agate: if my muse has a high or low opinion of themself

amazonite: what kind of situations call for my muse to be dishonest

amethyst: what my muse would most like to be able to shape-shift into

ammolite: how lucky or unlucky my use is

angel aura quartz: my muse's opinion of LGBT+ issues

apache tears: a sadness headcanon

apatite: a headcanon about my muse's intuition

apophyllite: my muse's religious/spiritual beliefs

aquamarine: where my muse feels most calm/relaxed

biotite: the biggest problems my muse is currently dealing with

bloodstone: how my muse sees themself as part of the world at large

calcite: my muse's social tendencies (introverted vs extroverted, parties vs one-on-one conversations, etc.)

carnelian: an art-related headcanon

celestite: how my muse deals with anxiety

chalcedony: the saddest my muse has ever been

chalcopyrite: how my muse deals with ending relationships

charoite: who my muse looks up to

chrysocolla: a money-making headcanon

copper: how I think my muse will end up when they're older

coral: how my muse views the natural world

diamond: a sex headcanon

dolomite: a sleep headcanon

emerald: how my muse tells someone they love them without words

fluorite: what my muse's room looks like

fossil: what my muse's dream job is

galena: what it's like to be in a relationship with my muse

garnet: what my muse's perfect partner would be

gold: my muse's financial situation

hematite: how squeamish my muse is

hiddenite: how much of an "inner child" my muse has

iolite: my muse's drinking habits

jade: if my muse would ever cheat on a partner

jasper: what my muse would be like as a parent

kyanite: an anger headcanon

lapis lazuli: where 'home' is to my muse

lodestone: what kind of people gravitate towards my muse

malachite: what my muse as a child thought they would be when they grew up

mica: what my muse views as their worst personality trait

moonstone: my muse's opinions on outer space

mother of pearl: if my muse tends to lift people up or bring them down

nebula stone: how good my muse's memory is

obsidian: which of the seven deadly sins my muse would be

opal: how creative my muse is

pearl: a mental health headcanon

petalite: what my muse would do if they found a wallet on the street

pyrite: a physical health headcanon

quartz: how my muse thinks other people see them

rhodonite: if my muse prefers elegance or convenience

rubellite: if my muse has any 'triggers' that inspire painful memories

ruby: a happiness headcanon

sapphire: if everyone my muse knew was hanging off a cliff and they could only choose three to save, the rest certainly dying, who they would choose

serpentine: how my muse would seduce another [alt: how my muse makes their money]

silver: if my muse prefers masculinity or femininity

tsavorite: if my muse believes in destiny or fate

ulexite: how empathetic/sympathetic/compassionate my muse is

unakite: what my muse's ideal pet would be

verdite: my muse's ethnicity/family history

zebra stone: what gets my muse excited

zoisite: does my muse believe everything's going to work out for them in the end or not?

#tbt.#mobile shenanigans.

"Do you believe it could be possible to fall in love with someone, long after you have been apart?"

#Open; Short.

thequotejournals

You, of all people, deserve a happy ending. Despite everything that happened to you, you aren’t bitter. You aren’t cold. You’ve just retreated a little and been shy, and that’s okay.

Sylvain Reynard, Gabriel’s Inferno (via thequotejournals)

#{[ HEART | Somewhere Tween Sword & Smile. ]}

☂☼🏨❤❀♞☆

[Meme]

☂ : Does your muse like rain?

Lucia actually adores the rain, yes. The rainy season is her second-favorite time of year!

☼ : Does your muse like daytime or nighttime more?

Nighttime! It’s quieter, cooler, and calmer. She does hate the bugs though.

🏨 : How well does your muse sleep?

On most nights, worse than others. Dreams are of the martyred, under her jurisdiction -- those she cannot help but must protect, and herself.

❤ : What are your muse’s thoughts on love? If they are not in a relationship, do they believe that they will ever find a perfect someone for them?

Lucia actually...fell in love with her betrothed after their deaths. She wishes she had loved him in life, as he was not as so unkind as most stories make him out to be: he simply wanted an end of conflict. But yes -- she knows of love, now, even if it is a love she carries (martyred with the gently smiling magus who held it so close too).

❀ : What is your muse’s opinion about flower crowns?

They make her sneeze and she’s very bad at making them, but she loves them.

♞ : What is your muse’s favorite animal?

Cows, actually. Lucia has adored the cows that wandered into the market, the ones which she oversaw from a fair distance. They’re strong, reliable, and gentle -- everything she hopes she can be.

☆ : Of the sun, stars, and the moon, which is your muse’s favorite?

The stars: they look like gold and flowers to her, sitting in a bed of water -- and they reflect, blending earth and heaven.

#Answered; Inquiries.#Headcanon #she lov cow #mondartmusen

rosy-rpmemes

Random headcanon meme!

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giraffys-rpmemes :

⍤ : What does your muse’s voice sound like? Is it light? High pitched? Scratchy? Deep?

✍ : What is your muse’s handwriting like? Is it neat? Sloppy? Fancy?

☕ : Does your muse prefer coffee or tea?

⌚ : Is your muse good with keeping on schedule for meetings, appointments, or events, or are they always late? Or, are they always a bit early?

♿ : Has your muse had any injuries in the past?

☺ : What is your muse’s smile like? Do they smile often?

⚡ : How does your muse feel about storms? Are they afraid of them, or do they calm them?

⚠ : How does your muse react to possibly dangerous situations? Do they face them head-on, or do they plan out their actions first?

☃ : What is your muse’s favorite season? What about their least favorite season, if they have one?

☂ : Does your muse like rain?

☼ : Does your muse like daytime or nighttime more?

🏨 : How well does your muse sleep?

❤ : What are your muse’s thoughts on love? If they are not in a relationship, do they believe that they will ever find a perfect someone for them?

☘ : Does your muse believe in luck? How about fate?

⚯ : Does your muse have good eyesight? If not, what is it like? Are they nearsighted or farsighted? Or both? Do they use glasses? Or do they prefer contacts?

👓 : If your muse wears glasses, what are their glasses frames like?

♨ : Does your muse have good table manners? How do they feel about bad table manners?

❀ : What is your muse’s opinion about flower crowns?

♬ : Does your muse sing well? Regardless of whether they sing well or not, do they enjoy singing?

📐 : Is your muse good at math? Do they like it, or do they hate it?

♞ : What is your muse’s favorite animal?

εїз : How does your muse feel about bugs and insects?

📱 : Does your muse prefer calling or texting?

☆ : Of the sun, stars, and the moon, which is your muse’s favorite?

ツ : Does your muse prefer lots of friends, or just a few close ones?

✝ : Is your muse religious?

#{[ GAMES | Happenstance & Games Of Chance. ]}

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