“Before you read, know that I LOVE YOU and that you're never alone, you can turn to me at any time if you have any problems, concerns, if you want to rant about whatever, or even if you want to just say hello and start talking. I’m always here for you <3
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Sehun
Sehun felt your pain. When he found out you used to hurt yourself, he was broken down as well. When he realised you were hiding it from him, he felt damaged and scarred. One night when you were asleep, he snuck next to you without waking you and kissed your head gently. “I love you, jagiya.” He’d whisper. He would wait a bit of time for you to tell him, your relationship being more on the new side. If you didn’t tell him soon, though, he would come to you and confront you about it, his eyes full of tears.
“They’re old scars, right? You’re not hurting anymore, right? Have I healed you?” He would make sure you're still okay and admire your strength. “I love you.”
Suho
Suho would spot the scars one day when he was admiring your beautiful body (one of his favourite activities) as you cuddled. You always put up such an effort to hide your scars but you accidentally let your sweater slip this time, you were just too comfortable with Junmyeon. “Jagiya?” He’d look into your eyes. “Do you want to talk about this?” You would shake your head and feel tears brimming in your eyes. “No, baby don't cry.” He would pull you into his chest and you'd relax with his strong arms embracing you. “Don't cry, it’s over. Now you have me.”
Suho would dedicate the rest of his life to making yours full of joy and happiness. He lives for that smile on your face. You are his beautiful little girl, after all.
Baekhyun
*Imagine you’re Chanyeol in that gif ^* Baekie would be really quiet. He was beyond hurt that you never told him. He thought you two told each other everything, but he must have been mistaken. When he accidentally saw your scars as you were cooking dinner, he dropped the glass he was holding and when you turned around and saw the look on his face, you knew your secret was out. He would want some time alone to process everything, but he wouldn't ever take that time. He wouldn't ever leave your side again. “You know you can tell me everything, right, jagi?” You broke down crying which completely shattered his heart. So he took you out to a carnival to have fun, ensuring that beautiful smile stayed on your face.
“Look y/n! I’m a bunny! A big pink bunny! YOUR big pink bunny!” The two of you laughed and he’d feel his heart warm. “I have the most beautiful, strongest girlfriend in the world! How did I get so lucky?”
Chen
When Chen first found out, he wasn't terribly surprised. He noticed that sometimes you didn't smile with your eyes or that sometimes you didn't look as happy as you could in a certain situation. He figured you had been through some rough times, but he just pictured you as a strong soldier who fought through those hard times. His strong soldier. When he found out his soldier had battle scars, he went to your side right away.
“You're so strong, baby.” Chen would cuddle up to you and when he said those words, you knew he found out about the scars. “I’m always here for you. You know that, right?” You nodded and let him hold you, enjoying his warmth. Chen wouldn’t be very concerned about you self harming again because now that he’s in your life, he wouldn’t ever let you.
Xiumin
Xiumin would need to calm down before confronting you after he found out from a friend that you hurt yourself. He listened to some slow music and got himself in the right mindset. He knows that the scars are exactly that, scars. That you weren’t self harming anymore. But the thought of you ever needing to go to such an extreme measure tore his heart to shreds. Once he was calmed down, he made his way to your place to make you smile.
‘She doesn't need to tell me now,’ he thought ‘but I’m sure she will when the time is right. I’ll just be here for her making her feel loved until then and forever after then.’
Kyungsoo
When he found out, he was always checking on you. You didn't know that he knew, but you were starting to get the sense that something was off. You’d catch him staring at you when he was supposed to be working, when you were reading a book, when you were talking to someone else. He just wanted to make sure you were always happy and he was like your own personal security guard, protecting your smile.
When you finally did confess, he gave you so much love. He felt proud of himself that you knew you could trust him. From that point on, you understood why he always watched you closely and looked like he was going to murder someone when you failed to smile. You understood the secret meaning behind his words, he subtle touches and his light kisses. You knew you weren't alone anymore and that your adorable little Squishysoo wouldn’t let you be alone. You asked if he was even a little mad at you for what you did and he said “Scars are proof of healing. How could I ever be mad at you for being so strong?”
Lay
“Is this some sort of sick joke? Because I really don't like this joke.” Lay stared at your friend judgmentally. She told him about your past of self harming so he would take care of you better, but he didn't quite understand. “What does this change? She was strong and got over it. Now she has me so she doesn't need to do that ever again. You should really learn the meaning of a secret.” He was questioning your choice in friends until he saw you again. The weight of your friend’s words really hit him. ‘She hurt herself’ was all he could think about. You asked if he was okay and he just smiled back at you.
“Yes I’m so happy I have you!!!! Come jump around with me, y/n!”
“Yixing, it’s 2 in the afternoon...” He pulled you by the hand and made you jump with him anyway.
“It’s never NOT the time to be happy, y/n! And I'm so happy I have you!!!”
Kai
Jongin was crazed. He wanted to find whoever hurt you and kill them. He regretted not being in your past to save you from those hard times. He confronted you right away about it. Not to shame you about having not told him, but so you knew that you could always turn to him and trust him with anything and everything.
He gave you more kisses and more love (if that was even possible) just so you knew that you were loved. He was determined to make sure that your past was just that, the past, and that you would never feel the need to self harm again in the present or in the future.