ExploreWord

Don't think about the elephant. So. Hi. I love to explore and especially explore words. Like writing and stuff. Actually I'm a writingaddict. And bi. Recovering from ptss&ed. Whoops. Just told ya my secrets. How did we get there so fast?

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Quarantine... Like we’d ever go outside anyways

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I got shamed for being skinny: they told me I deserved to get fat

You know, I was really doing all right. I thought I could say that I recovered. But then there was this moment during my internship. They always made comments about my body, how skinny I am and how I could eat anything without gaining weight.

I never knew how to respond to this and just smiled kinda awkward and said I got a quite quick digestion. But they kept talking about it and always made comments when I ate something unhealthy or so. And that I could pull that off because I'm thin and it won't be a problem.

Like I said, kinda awkward and annoying. But then they made references to people they know who got ‘fat’. Like: ‘yeah my mom used to be as thin as you are but now she's just fat’.

But they didn't stop there, no. She stated her mom was ‘fat’ now bc she never knew how to maintain a healthy diet or how to lose weight. And another colleague replied that was funny and what skinny people deserved. I just sat there, frozen.

They told me that it will probably happen to me either so I better enjoyed that cookie now I still could. I wish I told them about my eating disorder. About how I fought years to 'just' eat that cookie. But I didn't.

They forgot about it. It was two months ago. I'm here, hearing the voice of my eating disorder again, scared as hell I will gain weight. Please people, be aware of what you say. Treat others with respect. Recovery is tough and almost never fully done. What you say, matters.

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Prompt

"So was your wish worth it?" the demon asked. "One use of love at first sight, in exchange for your soul?"

She cocked her head, peering into his black eyes. "I had a happy life."

"Well, that's over now." He beckoned her forward, towards the darkness.

She passed him, barely able to conceal her smirk. Actually, her happy life was just beginning. She'd never used her wish. She would though, on the king of hell himself.

- Lynn

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Genius writing prompt <3

[somepiecesofmyheartandsoul-deac]

In my darkest moment where even the Sun is afraid to show me his rays of shine, you come to me with stars in your hand and pull me out, to show me the better side of the world. Even when I have given up on myself, you, with restless hands, keep holding me high. You are always there, to keep the world around me from falling apart and words are never enough to express how grateful I am to have you in my life.

Lukas W. // My Valentine (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

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can you tell me?

can you tell how my body cowers on a late night, how i know im supposed to feel anything but this

can you tell what throwbacks are actually giving me back if they are just some fucked up horror stories?

can you tell how scared i was although i knew you wouldnt hurt me

can you tell how it works? 

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Oh goodness, do I want to imagine this? 

[thegoodvybe]

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“Why won’t you give it a try at least?”

“I did. And you never heard it.”

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still working on a new novel, this is a quote. Wanna vote for me? boekgoud.nl/stemmen -> young adult -> Luna 

<3

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Get to know me tag

Naaww thanks for the tag @thatfangirlwithoutalife ! <3

Relationship status: in a relationship with my cute bf 

Favorite colour: turquoise, pink and blue

Lipstick or chapstick: chapstick

Favorite food: chicken nuggets, no doubt

Last song I listened to: atm an acoustic version of Fast Car

Last movie I watched: not really a movie girl. I’m afraid I can’t even remember... whoops... -_- Probably Pitch Perfect 3.

Top 3 favorite shows: RIVERDALE. Uhm yes. Also Riverdale... Oh and Riverdale. And Atypical, The Blacklist is also nice. 

Top 3 bands: how can I pick three without being rude tot the ones I didn’t mention.. well,  I guess by just doing it. First of all, Twenty One Pilots. Imagine Dragons. BMTH. <3

I’m kinda a newbie on Tumblr so I don’t know many people to tag. Hm... @random-weird-person01 and @yirais I’d love to tag you two :)))

[try--bear]

Person A: My hands are cold.

Person B: *hold hands*

Person A: … you know what. For some reason my lips are getting cold too.

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I’m just so cold. All over. Freezing. 

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

via @extramadness

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I’m in a writemosphere right now

[crying--is--okay]

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“So, where is that button for?”

“Just don’t touch it.”

*Turns it on*

“I SAID DONT TOUCH IT TURN IT OFF YOU ASS”

*Turns it off*

In a calm voice: “Thank you.”

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You’re the pink elephant of my world <3

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The panicking stuff comes later.