/gəˈfô/

Marc Airelle | 19 | Goodbye rainbowwkid.tumblr.com! | UPIS |University of the Philippines | Arkham | music, rainbows, glitter, unicorns, cats, dogs | Mabuhay ang sining!

[extremerainbowhappiness]

Past, Present, Future

Hi, Tumblr! I’m back. It’s been 4 years since my last blog post. Who would’ve thought that CMSC2 would make me (parang pinilit haha) post content here again.

Just a recap on the happenings of the last 4 years:

✨ My bio says I’m 19 but I’m now 23, graduating (just need to finish CMSC2 hehe), and working as well.

✨ I have a total of 3 kids now. My Pekingese boi Percy, goodest Beagle Bogs, and masungit Persian catto Kate. I’ll just post photos of them soon.

✨ Had a bunch of meltdowns and breakdowns.

✨ I got in a language assistant program in Spain. I had the chance to teach kiddos English.

✨ I’m still ME, but stronger, wiser, and more emotional (nyak).

Here we are, 2019! Much has changed and I know I have to brace myself for the future. Since I’m graduating, I often get panic attacks because of what the future has in store for me. 

How did I calm myself down? I listed everything I wanted to achieve for 5 or 10 years from now.

✓ Go back to teaching kids and own a preschool.

✓ Radio jock (or something to do with the radio)

✓ Write articles again for publishing houses or magazines

✓ Take post grad studies

I know this is a long shot, and I’m still lost on how this will fit my timeline, but I came to realize that I can reach my goals and dreams without a timeline. It can happen in between goals, before or after another. I’m somehow proud of myself that I came up with this list. It just motivates me to work harder.

Okay, I think this is enough sharing for today. ‘Til the next post!

Remind me to post photos of my pets. 

[extremerainbowhappiness]

3 out of 7 of my band kuyas Throwback to the time we had to create a sub group for a gig hihi

[therelatableimages]

[extremerainbowhappiness]

Remembering those happy moments doesn't make me miss him... I just miss the feeling.

[extremerainbowhappiness]

Summer Vacation Plans

- catch up on my series - blog, about… Stuff - finish my poems and stories - finish all my books (ehem ebooks ehem) - hang out with my guitar and create more music

- sleep overs - gigs (i hear wedding bells– we need money, have yourselves a wedding and hire us as your band lol) - gigs (nothing beats indie and rock bands hehe mabuhay ang musikang pilipino) - dates (oh yeah i’m so single and ready to mingle haha joke lang dates as in dates with friends haha kung payagan ano pls marc sana payagan ka na, 20 ka na next year, ‘di ka na bata)

[extremerainbowhappiness]

Muay Thai!!! My dad's been boxing for a while now and decided to tag me along. He enrolled me in Muay Thai training. He said it suits me because of my legs. Come 'on dad. Really? Hahaha. These photos were taken yesterday during my first day of training. I really enjoyed this sport. Kick boxing is no joke. It's tiring. And I better train hard so that I wouldn't be out of breath that easily. Cheers to my summer vaction! Hooray! And oh, this branch of the Elorde Boxing Gym is just walking distance from my house! Less hassle, ey?

[egberts]

[extremerainbowhappiness]

Loving you was like being trapped in your box. Your box had walls. It had doors. Sometimes I would think of escaping. But I didn't let myself. I wandered around. I saw the exits. I had the keys. Why didn't I leave? My body didn't cooperate with my mind. I wanted to move. I wanted to get out. But I was chained by my own thoughts, by my love for you. Then you came by your box. I saw you. That was the first time you visited. But you made sure I didn't see you. You thought I wouldn't notice you? You thought I wouldn't see you making that peep hole? You thought I wouldn't hear you leave? Well guess what, I did. I got really mad. You made that stupid peep hole just to make sure I'm still in your box. But why would you keep me there if you would leave as you wish? Why would you come back and leave me again? It's partly my fault. I could leave any time. I just didn't. Maybe I was waiting for something or someone to break that wall. But one thing's for sure. I know I've waited long enough.

[tyfabustuff]

twenty | one | pilots BLURRYFACE ERA

[ivegotadirtyheavysoul-deactivat]

Twenty One Pilots concert?

[extremerainbowhappiness]

Double exposure photography for our Theater 160 final output //

Inspired by post modern theater plays Hamletmachine, 4.48 Psychosis, Crave and Fuerza Bruta

[extremerainbowhappiness]

Check out my EP! (hahaha, this was one of my final outputs for a subject)

[docgold13]

Gotham Rogues paper cut-outs

[extremerainbowhappiness]

I have so many unfinished poems............ Better work on them asap

[extremerainbowhappiness]

Puro na lang deadlines

Di pa pwedeng deads ka na lang sakin? OKAY GOOD NIGHT FINAL PAPER IS DONE. MARCY SHUT UP HAHAHAHAHA

[extremerainbowhappiness]

Why aren't you guys looking at the camera???! Hmph hehe. Meet my babies (look my 2 dogs and my cat)

[extremerainbowhappiness]

One week to go woohooooo