i want to be skinny

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ "i swear it's not by choice but ana has this voice and it calms me down it gives me purpose" xx F - 20y - 47kg - 156m - still struggling with anorexia since july 2017 ✨ i only want to figure me out so i can be happy again

[citrusbandit]

me: *has bipolar disorder*

me: *shows symptoms of bipolar disorder* what the fuck is this?? what are u actually doing???? stop??????????

[bitterbcrry]

the four rexies of the apocalypse

[hype]

[nymria]

comfy girlfriends

[die-rosastrasse]

Requested moodboard - Fashion in Pink & White

credits: 1 | 2 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 

[meltyparfait]

@s_a_n_r_i_o.m_i_l_k

[bandicoot]

anyone who was an ugly girl in middle school has incredible social perception now. like no other life experience trains you to spot fake niceness like that

[citrustar]

8.23.19

[d7gitalgrl]

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[d7gitalgrl]

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[wannabesoskinny]

[youwwontknoww]

[signific-nts]

**Trigger Warning***

**************************************************** It isn’t just mood swings. It isn’t just an attitude. It’s irrational thoughts, unprotected sex with strangers, taking drugs without thinking of the consequences. It’s hospital trips, cuts and sores and bruises out of urge or because you’ve done something crazy and put yourself in danger again, and not because you wanted to do it but because your brain thinks it’s invincible. Sometimes even thoughts of hurting the people you love. The constant roller coaster of emotions constantly changing without matching the room mood. 24/7 agitation, even in my sleep I’m constantly tossing. It’s hard. It’s so hard. It’s no sleep when I’m on a high, and non stop sleeping on a low. It’s fucking chaos. Bipolar is nothing but chaos. Who’s ever gonna love me with a brain like that?****************************************************************************

K.L.B

[c0medy]

Me: Holy shit I'm so fckn unmotivated, I can't believe this, my mania is finally fading *sobs uncontrollably*

Me that very same night: *does an entire weeks worth of hw* *finally folds 3 loads of laundry* *makes bed for the first time this decade at 2am* *actually cleans room* *calls bff and rants about how amazing McDonald's is then laughs uncontrollably from happiness and begins to cry about it*

Me: *is confused as hell*

[bettiesbullshit]

[a-chainofflowers]

I am so fucking empty but at the same time I feel like I am going to explode

[godbroccoli]

every psychiatrist: You have bipolar disorder.

me: So I'm a creative genius?

psych: Bipolar Disorder.

me: A witch?

psych: B I P O L A R

me: OK so...I'm a reincarnation of Joan of Arc and the Holy Spirit is in me...?

psych: 😰