fa1ry

24- they/them where my emo feelings live

[starwarsgrl77]

A part of me is missing

[bleedingheartboy]

Wish I was cared about more, but it's fine.

[sickfrr]

I wish I felt safe with you. I wish I could go back and feel what it’s like to be held without fear, without overthinking, without wondering if I’m going to be misunderstood again. I wish your presence made things easier instead of more confusing.

[bpderanged]

I'm not even angry anymore when people lie or disappoint me. I just end up blaming myself for trusting them and having expectations in the first place.

After everything, I should have known better.

[sickfrr]

[condemnedbody]

I think bashing my head against a wall will fix me.

[fa1ryriot]

if i say i don’t think i can go somewhere, you don’t need to try to tell me how much fun it would be if i went. i know how fun it would be. i know how fun it would be if i wasn’t so afraid. but i am. i am afraid.

[fa1ryriot]

i don’t think you understand, i want to

i want to be able to leave the house without needing to prepare for at least a day beforehand

i want to be able to go to the grocery store

i want to be able to eat at a restaurant

i want to go to that concert

i want to be able to browse a store on my own

i want to be able to take a walk

i want to be able to function

i want to be normal

[nonromanticising]

maturing is realising that no one gives two shits about you and you either gonna make it on your own or off yourself

[fa1ryriot]

torn between “i don’t deserve to be treated like this” and “maybe it’s all my fault”

[cxybxby]

[sugaglos]

"I was burning inside, while you came only to blame me for the smell of ashes"

[deadsignaltv]

[daddystinygirll]

BPD feels like being both the victim and the villain in the same story.

You're the one bleeding… but you're also the one holding the knife.

[megofwands]

“There is Loyalty, but Blood.”

mixed media

[froggycha1r]

[sharpenededges]