Just Some Notes on Life

This is my first time putting myself out there and sharing my life with anyone. I don't know if it's any good or even if anyone will like it, so I'm just going to see where this goes. :)

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So we won the volleyball game today and the team played really well and we played as a team. We are going to state and not only that, but I ran today and I'm working out consistently again.

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Stuff in my Life

I'm sorry for all the emotional stuff the past week. I was very down in depression, but I got some help and I conquered it for a bit! I started working out again today; it wasn't much, but I can't get sore before my volleyball game tomorrow. I'm eating better today; I didn't starve myself and I didn't over eat, so I'm very happy with myself; for today at least. I drank a gallon and a half of water, so I treated my body well by being healthy. I hope this encourages some of you, if anyone is even reading it. Keep going! Fall down seven times, get up eight!

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Writing

So a new thing to know about me: I write. I haven't written in a long time though, which is crazy because I love to write! Today, though, I decided to just sit down and write a story and I realized something: if you wait until you're in "the mood" to write, you're going to miss out on a lot of good stories. Hope it encourages you writers!😊 Keep writing!

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I haven't been consistently working out for a bit, but I can get back on track. Fall down seven times; get up eight.

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I feel nothing but sometimes the spurts of pain come back. Can you make them go away, for good?

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And then she smiled, because she felt nothing.

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I'm Broken

So another thing about me is I don't only struggle with eating problems, I'm drowned in depression. One of my New Years resolutions was don't self harm. I only lasted till today. Why am I so weak!? I know I'm struggling big time right now, and believe me, I know it can be hard, but find something to fight for so you don't give up. It can even just be so you don't miss out on the autumn weather or for your best friend that loves you. Keep trucking.

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I have more questions for life than answers, but for once I'd like someone to willingly give me an answer that I can believe without a shadow of a doubt.

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My quote to help me and all of you get through the day.

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Working on Losing Weight

So I'm not drastically over weight, but I don't have the fastest metabolism and that's a really bad thing when you eat all the time because of stress and boredom. That's me. I have a problem with sugar and carbs, but mostly sugar: I'm addicted. Now I have decided to put myself on a week cleanse from sugar and all data usage on my phone besides tumblr. I'm human, so I've been trying to control my eating habits, but to be honest, it's super hard. I just want to encourage anyone else out there like me; keep fighting! Well, now you all know a little bit more about me.

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Early Morning Thoughts

So it’s really early, it’s 3 am, but I’m awake so I might as well post something. I watched The Good Dinosaur last night and I can’t help but think about the scene where they eat the bad fruit and go loopy. It’s a really short scene and one that they could have gone without putting in, so why did they? Any thoughts?

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It's just another one of those sleepless nights.

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I decided to play around with my pic editor apps. This is what came of it. Enjoy!😊

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Sometimes I'm looking for inspiration for writing or sometimes I'm just on my phone before I go to sleep and then before I know it I can't stop scrolling through pictures of anime! Does anyone else have this problem? Is it because it's beautiful in some way?

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Starting Out

So yeah, again, I’m kind of new at this, so bear with me. If anyone is reading this, which you’re probably not, be proud to be one of my first readers! I have a couple ideas of what I want to do, but I’d have to think about it some more to get a more offical schedule...

   Today I’m just going to tell you about my very annoying, though very boring life. I had a hurricane come through my city last night and it lasted into the morning a bit. So church got canceled because of flooding and power outages. Yay! I was super fired up about getting stuff done, but being the person I am, I procrastinated and ate three pumpkin cinnamon rolls for the day and sat on my butt reading. 

    Then I had a sudden burst of inspiration and decided to take a nice breezy walk. It was beautiful outside and I’m now officially in love with the autumn weather.

Well I let you into my life just a little bit and I’m sure it bored you to death if you read it, but hopefully I’ll get better at this blogging thing as I go along. :D