Deals Were Made

18+ ONLY Open/Semi-Selective Indie and Arcana OCs (They/Them for both. Rey also uses She/Her) Main/Non-RP blog: pookaclubs Just call Mun either Pooka or Fe (They/Them)

[just-your-hand]

Arcana Server

That feel when Tumblr eats your reply: mmmm watcha saaay

That feel when you are minding your business and you get discourse on your dash: mmmm watcha saaay

That feel when active rp blogs are scattered everywhere and you cant find anybody to rp with: mmmm watcha saaaaayyyy

Don't worry, be happy. Come join our Arcana rp server! There are knights, werewolves, assassins, succubi, and more. We need Julian and Nadia, but apprentices and original characters are welcome!

It's 18+ due to nsfw channels.

Discourse-free since it's creation in May 2019.

Friendly mod and members

*For apprentices and original characters, a bio must be written, but there is a template ready to be filled in. Easy peasy.

Come join us!

(Message me @just-your-hand for details)

[just-your-hand]

Arcana Server

Hello! We are looking for some new peeps for our roleplay server. We are in need of Muriel, Nadia and Julian, but original characters and apprentices are welcome if you're willing to fill out a bio.

It is 18+ due to nsfw channels present.

Message me if you are interested :)

[just-your-hand]

*slams this down again*

We've also been discourse free since May 2019. Just Sayin.

Come on down.

[just-your-hand]

Aaaand we've reeled in Muriel!

Now we just need Julian and Nadia.

Apprentices and original characters welcome also.

[fadedintheflames]

Hopping out of hiatus for a brief second to boost this! This is the main place I to nowadays (and Lyn may or may not have their own set of channels) Message @just-your-hand for more info!

[just-your-hand]

Arcana Server

Hello! We are looking for some new peeps for our roleplay server. We are in need of Muriel and Julian, but original characters and apprentices are welcome if you're willing to fill out a bio.

It is 18+ due to nsfw channels present.

Message me if you are interested :)

[fadedintheflames]

Hopping out of hiatus for a brief second to boost this! This is the main place I to nowadays (and Lyn may or may not have their own set of channels)

Message @just-your-hand for more info!!

[just-your-hand]

Arcana Server

Hello! We are looking for some new peeps for our roleplay server. We are in need of Muriel and Julian, but original characters and apprentices are welcome if you're willing to fill out a bio.

It is 18+ due to nsfw channels present.

Message me if you are interested :)

[fadedintheflames]

Hopping out of hiatus for a brief second to boost this! This is the main place I to nowadays (and Lyn may or may not have their own set of channels)

Message @just-your-hand for more info!!

[fadedintheflames]

Just letting y'all know that I'm no longer active on this blog. I plan to change Lyn to a general oc, with an arcana verse, but will no longer be active on this blog. I will still be active on my main @pookaclubs

If you would like to get my discord, please message me there. Not here. I'm not deleting this blog, just no longer using it.

It's been fun yall

[fadedintheflames]

Just letting y'all know that I'm no longer active on this blog. I plan to change Lyn to a general oc, with an arcana verse, but will no longer be active on this blog. I will still be active on my main @pookaclubs

If you would like to get my discord, please message me there. Not here. I'm not deleting this blog, just no longer using it.

It's been fun yall

[bitters-enthusiast]

*blows kiss* I'm back and better than ever. Did you miss me?

“Why, of course I missed you, dearest Lyn! Time spent without you is absolutely unbearable~”

[fadedintheflames]

"Mm, I hope it wasn't too unpleasant. If hate for my absence to cause you so much grief." Their hand moves to caress Julian's cheek.

[oopsiewoopsie123]

SOFT FLUFF;

send one for my muse's reaction!

“I want to know you, [NAME].” “How about making me vice president in charge of cheering you up?”  “Try to get some sleep. You’ll feel better.”  “I bet you don’t really need those glasses.”  “These days are like a miracle.”  “You might catch a cold, you know?“ “I’m just happy you’re back.” “You think I can stay with you for a while?” “Your kindness is like a candle. It lights up. When it does, it brings a happy smile to my face.”  “It’s fine. You can call my name without needing anything, and I don’t mind if you hang around where I can see you, and if something pisses you off, you can hit me.”  “I love you!”  “You look so beautiful right now. I can’t even tell you.” “Everything about you is so easy to love.”  “In the crooks of your body, I find my religion.” “You are, I think, an evening star, the fairest of all the stars.” “I’ll send you a bouquet.”  “Skip class today, let’s walk together in the park.”  “Being able to see you smile, being in your vicinity, just that is enough for me.”  “When I’m with you I can be myself naturally.”  “If only one request is granted then let me sleep next to you.”  “I want to hug you once more, as soft as I can.”  “My friend, for who could be my equal but you.”  “When I see you, I feel struck by a sense of duty to feed you!” “I have a request. Will you eat dinner with me? Will you eat and make dinner with me?”  “You were scared? But now, you are safe.” “[NAME]. You’re my number one friend. A friend like you… won’t show up before me ever again. You’re that important, even if you don’t want to be.” “Hey, this is delicious. Really delicious. Okay, open your mouth.” “You came back.“ “I think I’m falling in love with you.” “I’m the luckiest person in the world.“  “Uh, here, this is for, uh, you.”  “Thank you for always thinking of me, and worrying about me.”  “I know I’ve cause a lot of trouble, so I don’t know if I can say this, but… But if you would still be my friend… I would be really happy.” “If maybe I have managed to change just a bit… It’s because I found people who accept me.” “You’re just too warm and fuzzy!” “I think I’m falling in love with you.” “Change is exhausting. I feel like there’s nowhere to hide from all the newness of everything. Except here. With you.”  “I lie awake at night and imagine running my fingers through your hair.” “I like your hair down. You look pretty.“  “Just meeting you made me happy.”  “Your voice is more comfortable to listen to than anyone else’s.” “I want to… be with you…” “Take my hand.”  “If I may, that is, it would give me the greatest pleasure if you would do me the honor of letting me lead you through this dance.” “Please, stay by my side.” “[NAME], I… want to be together with you.”  “You’re… beautiful.”

[rpmemestbh]

S t a r t e r s

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[rpmemes-galore]

a collection of my own writings … sentence starters a warning for dark themes and profanity

“ i was just a kid. “

“ i want to be soft… “

“ you are immovable. “

“ do you forgive yourself? “

“ can i stop fighting, now? “

“ you were different. you cared. “

“ you never really cared, did you? “

“ i keep waiting for it to get easier. “

“ i’d lay down my life to keep you safe. “

“  think i’m owed a happy day… just one. “

“ i should’ve known better than to trust you. “

“ who the hell gave you the right to hurt me? “

“ you always made me believe that it was okay. “

“ no one’s ever smiled at me the way that you did. “

“ i thought i had forgiven. i thought i had forgotten. “

“ but, anger is damn well better than nothing, right? “

“ maybe some people are just made to be shattered. “

“ you gave. and you gave. expected nothing in return. “

“ all the love I’ve ever known… has never been gentle. “

“ do i fear you…? since when does a wolf fear its prey? “

“ something inside you is broken. maybe it always was. “

“ i’ll never forget their faces. i still see them every night. “

“ why do i find myself missing a life that never even was? “

“ maybe it’s time to show them what a mistake they’ve made. “

“  i didn’t know how far i’d fallen. i don’t know how i can escape. “

“ and, sure, you can fool them… but, you can’t fool them forever. “

“ i fucking hate it when you smile, because i know what’s beneath it. “

“ i found myself craving touch, aching to be held, if only for a moment. “

“ i’ll hold your heart as it deserves to be.  i’ll protect it to my final breath. “

“ no, you were never meant for this, but that will not stop you from trying. “

“ i guess i always knew it was too good to be true. shame on me for hoping. “

“ a fire still has a way of blazing ,still eats you alive, even if you aren’t looking. “

“ if that’s what it takes… i’ll let the beast inside win and claw my way through this. “

“ you thought you could keep them all fooled, but your silver tongue keeps slipping. “

“  you will have my forgiveness, time and time, again. always. ——  but, my trust…? “

“ i would do whatever it took to protect you… let my hands drip  r e d  to keep you safe. “

“ oh, yeah, there’s a lot of things i would love to say to you… ‘ fuck you ‘ comes to mind. “

“ there’s still so much of me that’s pieces of you. and i can never seem to claw them all out. “

“ how do i trust you won’t bring the lighter, the gasoline and set my garden ablaze as they did? 

“ i was too young for these scars on my heart. i was too young for this blood on my hands.”

“ we climbed all the way to the stars, but heaven knows we were doomed to fall from the start. “

“ wounds don’t ever heal. you just notice them less. on good days, you forget they exist at all. “

“ why the hell do i rearrange my world for you… when you pretend i’m not even a part of yours?”

“ it took me long enough, but i think i’ve finally figured it out. i’m the villain of this story after all… “

“ the moment they touch you is the moment they should be falling to their knees, pleading for mercy. “

“ they dropped the world on your shoulders and called you atlas.  ——- how long can you hold the weight? “

“ i could live without you. i could fight without you. i could survive without you. but, that doesn’t mean i want to… “

“ you were once among the strongest, appearing unbreakable, unshakable… oh, but, darling, even Rome’s walls crumbled. “

“  i don’t know how to put it into words how much i need you, how much i love you… i just know i sleep better when you’re beside me. “

“ they molded you into a monster. sharpened your claws, your fangs. ripped out everything good and holy, made you howl until your throat burned… “

“ you were so pure before they dragged you through the flames… now, you’re all charred remains and shattered bones, choking on ashes and smoke, begging for the fire back. “

“ when i tell you that i love you, i am swearing that i will be here for you when you need me. i am saying that you are my entire world. i am saying that you are more precious to me than you could ever know. “

[pookaclubs]

Jobless and need help.

I normally don’t post this type of stuff here, mainly because I want my blog to be a good place for people to just chuckle and have fun, but I really need help. I have been unemployed since last May, at first because I was finishing my degree, then my rapidly declining mental health, and now because of the quite understandable job issue associated with Covid-19.  As some of you know, I was in physical therapy for approximately six months, and I am still paying it off. I originally owed approximately $700 and have gotten the bill down to ~$450. I also have a credit card bill that I used during college that I have slowly been paying off. I am also trying to be able to afford a binder, possibly hormone therapy, and hopefully top surgery at some point.  Currently, I don’t have a steady source of income. I have been able to pay the monthly fees up until now due to certain commission work and leftover savings. This month will be the first time I won’t be able to. I am still looking for a job, and I am lucky to be able to live with my parents. But even that has some downfalls that I won’t mention currently. The most important part of this is that I was put down as a dependent on my parents’ taxes, meaning I won’t get a cent from the covid-19 stimulus. 

If you would like to support me in anyway, I have a ko-fi that I will be posting below. I also have several types of commissions open, from resin 3D printing services (perfect for DnD minis and Ball joint doll prototypes!) and various art commissions that I will be posting to my instagram, which will also be posted below. If you can’t support through commissions or anything, please share through a reblog! Anything helps at this point. In advance, thank you.  Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/pookaclubs Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/pookaclubs/

[askboxmemes]

My muse is dead. Tell me how yours is dealing with it.

[memeingovermemes]

My muse has to tell nothing but the truth for 10 asks.

Ask them funny questions, get personal, query about the people around them or pester them for their deepest darkest secrets - go wild! Include ✘ with the asks!

[fadedintheflames]

❝ I can’t go out tonight *fake coughs*. I’m sick. ❞ -Mayla @greenleavesblueflames

Lyntel smiles at the stranger, themself leaning against one of the secret entrances to the hidden Red Market. "Then you better run home, little one. This area can be dangerous for those who aren't ready."

@greenleavesblueflames

[greenleavesblueflames]

Mayla sighs, disappointed in herself. She'd gotten herself all hyped up to go exploring, only to falter now when it came down to the actual 'being around other people' part.

She does need supplies for the shop. She asked around, and was directed here.

But it sounds crowded, down... wherever she was going. Gah, she isn't sure what to do. Hence looking for an excuse.

"...Thank you, friend, for your concern. You're right, I should go..." She doesn't move yet, however. "...Are there... many people? Around these parts, I mean."

[fadedintheflames]

Lyntel can't help but chuckle to themself about the girl in front of them. She reminded them off when they were younger. "There are people everywhere, sugar. It's a market just like any other. We just like to sell the more fun things in life. The things that the Countess would prefer to think doesn't exist, I'm sure."

Lyntel didn't hide the fact that they belonged in the Red Market. They wore it like a badge of pride, glad to look more "exotic" than those that wouldn't even touch the red underbelly of Vesuvia.

[rpmemes-galore]

Lord Huron — Lonesome Dreams Album  {Sentence Starters}

“I feel like I know this place.”

“The time to forgive is gone.”

“Ain’t you worried what I’ll do?“

“Some kind of trouble is coming.”

“Little girl, you are not so young.”

“Doesn’t mean I’m ready to stay.”

“I made a vow I’d see you, again.”

“Does it hurt when you lie to me?”

“I decided my fate with my deeds.”

“Our time will come, but not today.”

“Just please don’t leave me alone.”

“I’ve been waiting for you to come.”

“Search all day, never find anyone.”

“And I feel I should know this place.”

“Come inside and lie down to sleep.”

“If you’d asked, I would set you free.”

“You were out finding trouble, again.”

“I’m going away for a long, long time.”

“Die if I must, let my bones turn to dust.”

“All the dead seem to know where I am.”

“Fall asleep and forget all your troubles.”

“Can you face me for what you’ve done?“

“You are my protector and my best friend.”

“But this kind of trouble won’t just go away.”

“Years have gone, but the pain is the same.”

“I’m just a man, but I know that I’m damned.”

“I make my way through the night, all alone.”

“The old stars die and the young stars burn.”

“I love this world and I don’t want to leave it.”

“Perhaps my chance was then, I’ll never know.”

“I ain’t ever gonna let ‘em take my life from me.”

“And it’s lonesome here, in a wide open space.”

“To the ends of the earth, would you follow me?“

“Maybe, this time, I won’t wake from the dream.”

“They’ll be looking for me, should be on my way.”

“I said we’re all gonna die, but I’ll never believe it.”

“I’ve no regrets, I will not ask for your forgiveness.”

“You are the purest soul I’ve ever known in my life.”

“I’ll search the world until there’s no place left to go.”

“There’s a price to be paid for the things that we do.”

“She left no trace, but I know her face. I will find her.”

“There’s a world that was meant for our eyes to see.”

“Well, I know that my life’s better when we’re together.”

“I wanted everyone to know that you’re the girl for me.”

“So, just lay down your head and I’ll sing you to sleep.”

“Don’t turn away, don’t tell me that we’re not the same.”

“Where have you been, darling? What have you done?“

“It’s time to run, they’ll string me up for all that I’ve done.”

“Trying to flee that life, but I can’t seem to leave it behind.”

“I did it all for you, don’t spurn me after all I’ve gone through.”

“There’s a fire in your eyes and there’s blood on your hands.”

“I want to run on the sacred dunes, through the ancient ruins.”

“I’m going soon, gonna leave tonight by the light of the moon.”

“I did it all for you, well, I hope you know the lengths I’ve gone to.”

“You just let me know that you’re coming home… and I’ll wait for you.”

“I remember that fateful day when I ran away, and you told me I couldn’t return.”

[nctinmotion]

Source: This

[fadedintheflames]

❝ I can’t go out tonight *fake coughs*. I’m sick. ❞ -Mayla @greenleavesblueflames

Lyntel smiles at the stranger, themself leaning against one of the secret entrances to the hidden Red Market. "Then you better run home, little one. This area can be dangerous for those who aren't ready."

@greenleavesblueflames