Angsty Bitch

DID & multiple Cluster B disorders Adult, dxed, hates psychiatry

[fadedstones]

20. which symptoms are you working on to recover?

A lot.

The easiest answer is my rage episodes. I’ve made a lot of progress with them, and I’m good at isolating myself and not saying things that will have major consequences for me. They’re still physically distressing though, and can ruin my day, so I’m working on reducing their severity.

I guess a more honest answer would be I’m trying to be less judgmental of my partner. I’m not sure how much my negative thoughts about them impact our relationship, but it is probably something I should work on more.

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socializing is so exhausting wtf. i don’t want to talk to anyone for a whole week

[quezify]

Local Surgeon Baffled, Patient's Family "No Longer Keeps In Touch"

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Babysitting my partner is so annoying. It’s been multiple hours of helping them do one simple task. I just want to be able to go relax

[92fs]

Low affective empathy is when you have to learn how to comfort people based on media sources and experiences of your peers because you’re literally unable to react to another’s emotions in a naturally compassionate way. 

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i love manipulating people into buying me stuff 😌

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Masking takes so much energy

ID: two cats fighting. one is labeled “wanting attention”, the other “exhaustion and fatigue”

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Haven’t had a proper friendship in so long … interacting with people is weird

[cluster-b-culture-is]

cluster b culture is like… forgetting ? that people are just as complex as i am ? like. people are npcs in video games to me. i’ll see someone sobbing and i (having forgotten completely that strangers can Also experience dilemma and feel extreme emotions) will be like “oh shit people can do that?”. i really truly don’t know why my brain works like this

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the urge to cause violence …

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Haven’t felt anything in a while now

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my own body is body horror

[noartnowritingsorry]

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People really do say the dumbest shit sometimes

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Need for attention versus need for privacy 🤜🏻 💥 🤛🏻

[guilt-tw]

No explanation- if u get it u get it 🙃

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guess who’s had the fucking flu 😷 this sick bitch right here. My immune system was compromised when I was accidentally fed gluten and bam! that shit pounced and hit me hard

[ghostdata]

this person is unhinged *hits follow*