It's been a damn long time since I had an intro post up here but I suppose now that I'm more active...its time
My name is Clary, I generally go by Faerybeary or Feybae on all corners of the internet these days. I've had this blog since about 2010 so I've seen it all and lived to tell the tale.
Currently I'm most known for my gothic lolita brand, Atelier Profane (@ atelierprofane on insta) which recently was given the honor of appearing in the EGL fashion magazine, Le Vitrail!
That being Said. This blog is just me, yelling. I tend to post nonsense here, headcanon ramblings about things I'm into, reblogging art that I like, so while there may occasionally be business related stuff, this is foremost a personal space for me to be the most authentic hamster that I can be.
My current top five fandom interests as of spring 2026 are:
Warhammer 40k
Trigun
Danmei (Erha and TGCF mostly)
Genshin Impact
Soulsborne
Ofc I will post about whatever so there will probably be lots of mutterings about lolita fashion and jfashion in general, other media, art and art history, etc.
Mechanicum - Very good book! The FMC had no chemistry with her supposed boyfriend. I need more skitarii protectors yesterday. The Knights and Titans are cool but they were very much the bolter porn sections of the book. I do love the Knights being more like bestial in their own way. You can see the exact moment mcneill got horny but otherwise the female tech adept was very cool and got to have a 'break the dam' moment. The Dragon of Mars lore was very interesting and it's always a joy to see Emps back in the day (tm).
Truly she was Barbie and he was just Ken, if Ken had no memorable qualities and you were hoping she’d hook up with that hot robot Ryan over there instead.
Not sure if I should share this, but my friend told me to just post it sooo This is a sketch i try to learning how to draw his details , I have plans to draw him again but that'll be after I finish clearing AF
When I look at it as a heart shape it help me a lot (ㅅ´ ˘ `)
The calico princess Talos, raised by Malcharion; the smiling tabby Cyrion, whom Talos inexplicably adores; and the German Shepherd Xarl, who killed Talos's dog when they were young and, as if by fate, ended up becoming Talos's next dog in life.
I really wanted to create an art with Sevatar in a dopamine wreath of flowers that are currently trending on Instagram to calm my nerves before an important upcoming event, but somehow I ended up creating a new cover for the second part of the Midsommar *crying*
Hello! Just curious, if you mean a night lord version, do you mean first claw with talos and his gang?
You caught me 😂 👀 yes absolutely that's exactly what I was thinking, ofc I'd also be curious about Sev and the 30k lads but first claw was the intention
Under the cut for obvious nsfw. X reader but no implied gender
Azrael - Come sit on his lap, spread your thighs over his, he'll help you bounce on him. If you tire, he'll guide you to lay back, your legs still around his hips and fuck you deeper. Don't mind him if he starts to spread your legs wider, bending them, folding you in half as his control slips.
Belial - Let him impress you with his ever present strength and perfected body. He'll pin you against the wall using only his hips and thighs, one hand holding your hands above your head, the other touching, teasing your exposed body. He needs nothing else than that to make you unravel under his touch.
Sammael - Mount him!! Ride him like he's your jetbike, let him see those thighs stretch to fit his waist! His hands will be on you, squeezing and smacking your ass, teasing you if you're facing him. His fingerprints will be reminders of the ride around your hips and thighs.
Ezekiel - He's behind you, unseen but far from unnoticed. His breath fanning over your ear, low grunts as he tells you exactly you feel, buried deep in you. His hands keeping you flush against him, squeezing your hips, your waist, your chest. Even after you're unable to hold yourself up, he will, one strong arm wrapped around you, the other keeping his weight from crushing you. He cups your jaw and tilts your face towards his for slow kisses that war with the fast pace of his hips.
Sapphon - Slow and steady, holding your back to his chest as he rocks into you. There's never any hurry, sometimes it's a curious exploration of what drives you to respond verbally and loudly, but it's never anything that can be considered hard or fast. He holds you close and pants into your hair, moaning your name as he keeps you flush against him. If you're facing him, he'll have your leg over his hips and bend low to kiss your lips.
Asmodai - Any position where you're helpless. He'll take the time to tie you himself, taking a deep interest in softer ropes and far more elegant knots than he's used to. He knows how to drive the human body to its limits and before the night's anywhere nearing over, he'll have you trembling and teary-eyed with overstimulation. You're at his mercy and he won't let you forget that.
Cypher - He wants you wrapped around him, arms and legs, your moans muffled by the meat of his shoulder. His hands never stop touching every inch of you, remembering every slight bump and human imperfection. He could recreate you in and out if ever wanted to. He'll stay buried in you long after you've tired, cradling you to his chest with his hips rocking into you slowly, not enough to overstimulate, only to remind you of his constant presence.
For reference here's the warham books I've read so far in order (I'm attempting to go all the way through the Heresy loosely using cd8d's guide on reddit)
Horus Rising
False Gods
Galaxy In Flames
Flight of the Eisenstein
Dark King/Lightning Tower
Betrayer
Fallen Angels
Know No Fear (read twice because I love it)
Unremembered Empire
Heart of the Pharos
Pharos
Angels of Caliban
Ruinstorm
Vengeful Spirit
Fulgrim (currently in progress)
Night Lords Omnibus (currently in progress, halfway through second book)
I'll add to this as I go so I can track myself, but also- got recs? Did I miss your favorite book? Let me know and I'll slap into my queue, I'm not pressed about order (obviously) and clearly I'm a little biased (Argel Tal is the only Word Bearer I can stand) but I'll give p much any book a try
Mechanicum finished!! I LOVED it, the begining was a little slow but honestly. The little found family? The descriptions of tech priests? Skitarii making jokes? Incredible.
The ending did fuck me up (as I suspected it would) but it was a great ride and I would still die for Rho-mu 31.
Next up is A Thousand Sons!! I've heard very mixed reviews but I'm excited to finally see Magnus since he's only briefly appeared in my readings so far.
Finished A Thousand Sons! I enjoyed it overall, but it was not as engaging as some of the others- the magic talk was a little much and felt a bit long-winded at times. I love Ahriman though, god that boy needs a hug
Took me a hot minute to write this post cus i forgot how to advertise on main...
First off, Im sorry for the inactivity in terms of posting, and the slow updates in terms of current commissions. Life had gotten rather messy. Nothing too dire of course, but its been tricky trying to stay on my feet. I tried to hold off on reopening until I settled down a bit, but unfortunately I need to help make rent so, Emergency Comms it is!
At my current capacity, I will only be taking in 3 or 4 at most.
To sweeten the pot, I will be hosting a little ⭐️art raffle⭐️, of sorts! Of the people that reblog this post in the upcoming 24 hours, 3 randomly chosen can win a sketch of their choice! (One character, halfbody or bust, preferably warhammer). Note that its one entry per person, so no spam reblogs please.
Here's a link to my Ko-fi again to see prices, for inquiry/discussion surrounding the commission, please contact me at Mildlydampbog on discord.
Lastly, I just wanna thank all of you for your continued support and understanding, I know it's kinda cheesy to say but I realy wouldnt be here without your support!
