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[crackedsoulgem]

MUTUAL AID/EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS (anonymous)TW ABUSE

Hello, u can call me Kalindi. I’m a queer, mixed South Asian, autistic and mentally ill only child trying to get away from narcissistic parents.

I was almost killed this summer during my dads psychotic episode and my parents have given me cptsd. They control my finances (although I am 21) and have stalked me before. I need a way to become financially independent, and pay for my last year of school (hopefully with financial aid and little student loans). I am currently working on finding jobs, but in the time I am looking I was encouraged to do emergency commissions and mutual aid.

I will take mutual aid or commission requests, DM about commission prices but I’ll take whatever is in your budget. I won’t do porn, gore, or mecha.

My venmo is the last picture. Thank you so much.

[froglegsz]

this next cup of coffee will fix me

[froglegsz]

im worse now

[largishcat]

labor is good actually. the desire to Make Things and Do Stuff is very human and fundamental actually. the part i hate and you also hate is the exploitation

[largishcat]

[ganymedesrocks]

Anton Raphael Mengs (1728 - 1779), “Hesperus as Personification of the Evening Star (1765)

Sweet Dreams to You All!

[great-tweets]

“Update: The student who wrote the letter has been found and we’re in the process of finding a way to reward her for her actions. Very grateful for what she did”

[shaelit]

I love this mental image of this quietly horrified and righteous 6th grader just being like ma’am you can’t do that

[whycantibeepbadoop]

6th grader:

[phrenotobe]

#the drawing including kids in the bus windows going like :O kills me

[shameshomalo]

[dynastylnoire]

All the kids at the same time “ OOOOOOOOOO”

[aiiaiiiyo]

Ice delivery man in Houston, TX circa 1920 Check this blog!

[corporatebigwig]

why did he eat this 

[shorthistorian]

#the hip pop… the cigarettes in the hat…#how many kids from pre-electric refrigeration look suspiciously like this guy I wonder…#POV: You are a bored housewife whose husband is constantly away on business trips and barely looks at you when he gets home#and this guy is rolling up to your house on like a weekly basis with a block of ice and his WWI thousand yard stare

Historian finishing a dissertation on the ice industry here. For once, I am not here to take away your joy!  “Oh no, the ice man is too sexy and he’s going to fuck my wife while I’m not home” was a legit moral panic for DECADES. So much so that if you were fancy, you could get an icebox built into your wall so the dirty, sexy ice man didn’t have to come inside your house with your delicate, impressionable wife.  This pic is going in the diss if I can chase down the correct citation for it.

Update: I’ve found and contacted the gallery that has the photo. Follow tag “freezing civilities” for more from my research.

[clawsfangs]

the rush of validation i experience when the nurse looks at my arm and says “oh you have good veins” like yes my veins are so luscious and juicy stop or you’re gonna make my dick hard

[clawsfangs]

[shadowtherat]

Olive testing out the rats newest prop, which is a mini keyboard! Excited to see how this trick will progress during future sessions! (Side note, but in 6 years of searching this is the ONLY mini piano I’ve found that’s sensitive enough to detect rat paws - I was so excited to find it, I’ve wanted to train this trick forever!)

[squeakyfuzzies]

Olive banging out the tunes, december 10, 2021

[bedroomemo]

[empyreumata]

Kerry Skarbakka – The Struggle to Right Oneself (2001-2014)   [via]   

[4gifs]

[sexysalomonandthecurtainchild]

This is exactly how physics does not work.

[tricotfurry]

okay but it DID work. Believe women.

[polkadotmotmot]

John Karl Claes - Lit, 2021

[unclefather]

new states just dropped and white supremacist sharks live there

[brucebocchi]

[mothsprout]

Had a dream that I saw this ad in a paper

[l0s3r-g0r3-d3s7r0y4]

Not gonna lie i actually thought i just scrolled past a tumblr ad for a minute

[meatswitch-deactivated20231107]

When you turn the lights off and get in the shower

[grimeygruel]

Oh God someone please explain this to me

[trans-angel]

[she-ramen]

the she-ra reboot makes this video relevant again which means we are in the best timeline

[she-ramen]

the kids these days dont know this masterpiece…they will learn

[amarguerite]

@watertightvines that is arguably the best way to discover this video

[34ther]

Sleep paralysis is weird… you’re awake but your body literally can’t fucking do anything, your brain is going “back to sleeeeeep” but your survival instincts are saying “DON’T GO BACK TO SLEEP OR YOU’LL FUCKING DIE” you end up being this creature that’s half way to an anxiety attack but literally can’t do anything about it… mother nature why did you design this shitty animal

[hamenthotep]

And then your brain projects a demon into your room because why not?

[34ther]

Brain: this situation isn’t hellish enough I’m gonna add some uuuuuhhhhhhhhhh…satan

[hamenthotep]

The first time it happened to me I had a witch, complete with pointy hat, green skin and a wart on her nose, floating on a swirling black cloud above my bed.

I was about 12 at the time.

[shado48]

man i feel sorry for you guys. The first and only experience i’ve had with sleep paralysis was literally just a bunch of fucking ants crawling all over my body, but like it was a poorly looped gif of ants and as soon as I realized when the ants reset to their original position, they started floating off my body in chunks and clipping through my bed. Hands down one of the top 5 funniest things to happen to me.

[34ther]

It seems you were suffering from sleep bethesda