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sylv || over 25 || she/he || freak with bad opinions and worse taste ✌️✨

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• MY ACCOUNT IS NOT SUITABLE FOR MINORS! interactions on safe-for-work posts are fine, but do NOT follow me or interact with my suggestive content if you are under 18!

• mainly borderlands but you may see others. I ship almost everything; jackothy is my favorite but you'll see katarhys, rhysothy, rhack, etc

• side blog, can't follow back from here

• potential censored ns/fw

• "problematic" content warning / dead dove, however all characters are 18+

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disclaimer: if I interact and you have me blocked on twt, I'm sorry. I don't always recognize usernames. I'm not trying to step on any toes. but if you have me blocked solely because you think I hate rhack, just know that I actually love it

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twitter • ao3 || art is tagged #sylv scribbles

#might start being semi active again so here's a pinned #sylv speaks #pinned #more active + I post ns/fw artwork on twitter btw ❤️#bothers me that this pinned is not well formatted but I don't know how to fix it while still keeping all the info on it so rip

can I just say, I unironically love how being deeply embedded in a fandom makes people hopelessly attracted to people they otherwise wouldn't be. I genuinely love seeing someone froth at the mouth over someone that makes me think "yeah that sure is A Guy", because they love him and he's important to them and the sight of that guy makes them feel infatuated and that's lovely I think

#I also love seeing it in myself #I love when I'm attracted to someone who super isn't my type #just bc they play a character whose personality makes them hot #it's fun! I love it! attraction is so fun #so endearing to see people adoring a man I wouldn't look at twice. I love it #sylv speaks

holland march smoking a cigarette and holding a magazine over his crotch while waving a gun around and struggling to keep a bathroom stall door open is one of the hottest scenes in rygos's filmography and I am NOT kidding

#he's so pathetic I need him #holland march #the nice guys #every detail in that scene just adds to the appeal #need healy to shove him against the stall wall and ruin him #and yes I know about the oral scene in the other movie. that's hot too I need to watch that lol #sylv speaks #I also know about the scene where he pulls his pants down in... the other other movie lol haven't seen that one either #but hear me out: holland march is pathetic and looks sleazy and he has an awful moustache that I hate. these are all positives

bigwozz

The gay guys or whatever the movies called,

#the nice guys #ryan gosling cinematic universe

nijuukoo

"Motherf… Tongue!"

( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) oh nooooo

#tongue indeed 👀#left 4 dead #uhhh ask to tag ?

driven2oblivion

eye contact 👀

#yeAHHHH runs around the room like an excited dog #the fuckign.... them #left 4 dead #nellis

y'all mind if I yearn in the wee hours of this tuesday morning

#sighs so longingly.....#I am yearning for someone who almost certainly doesn't exist and that is.... painful.#maybe I should dust off the ole dating apps but goddddd those suck ass #sylv speaks #uhhh #vent #?

agerblade

save me age gap until dawn 2 yaoi save me

#froths at the mouth #I'm so glad I'm not the only person going feral over these two #until dawn 2 #until dawn #the things I want them to do after this are neither safe nor very sane (:

phenikas

I've been wondering this for a while now but I wanna know your thoughts

is there any particular reason why you don't engage with the borderlands fandom?

I don't have anything to say

I don't make art/write

I post only self-made stuff on my blog

I forget to interact with the fandom

I don't know how this site works

There's a lack of official content

There's a lack of fan-made "content"

Multiple of these

I am afraid of posting (bcs of politics/bullying)

Other

Remaining time: 1 day 18 hours

If there are any other particular reasons not listed, feel free to let me know. I want this fandom to thrive once again but it feels like barely anyone on here cares that much about it.

#hmmm #I feel like there are multiple factors for me #burnout caused by pouring my heart into works and then getting silence in return 99% of the time is a BIG one #like why even bother?#it feels so pointless after a while #posting to what feels like an uncaring void is just really discouraging and kind of wears on you eventually #I want to connect with ppl. I want to make friends with people who love jackothy like I do #but it just doesn't seem to happen ):#I feel so lonely in this fandom. I miss having friends that are passionate about jackothy to yap with #anyway other factors include spending time on other things/spending time with friends/indulging in other interests #but like. hard to find a reason to go back to it y'know? Which sucks bc when I'm in the mood for it it IS fun. just lonely still #I just want community from fandom and if I can't find that then like. idk. it just feels sad #sry this probably comes across as whiny and entitled oughhh I've just been feeling really lonely in a fandom sense lately )-:#I even want to join the l4d2 and PHM fandoms but idk how to insert myself anywhere new #I'm shy and awkward and it's hard #but I post online bc I crave connections with people who like the same things I do ):#rb #dl

I Understand the desire for grace and rocky to be like. platonic soulmates and for the power of friendship to save the universe

however. I think they're having really weird sex. like all the time. they're both gross alien fuckers who are endlessly horny for each other #ToMe

#project hail mary #sylv speaks

I've been watching a playthrough of the quarry over the last few days, and I was having a great time..... right up until the ending. what the fuck was that? not only was the ending already TERRIBLY disappointing, but they added insult to injury by adding that godawful podcast that went on way too long and refused to make even a single point about anything at all. I don't think I'd have hated the inclusion of the podcast if it was both in addition to a real ending AND actually.... said anything. like at all. even just a recounting of what the public knows about the incident framed like they were actually interested in the case. instead it's like ~15 minutes of the most painfully boring and pointless, meandering dialogue you've ever heard

it was a fun story overall I think, but... there's definitely a lot wrong with it. there's so much that felt really fun to play with and then they just.... didn't. things just happened with no real payoff at all and suddenly the game is over without even a final reunion scene and it's like.... Okay? That's... It?

uhg. disappointing. whatever, at least it was a fun thing to watch, I just wish the ending had been even a LITTLE bit satisfying considering the pretty interesting things it had going for it

#next up on my list to watch is directive 8020 #I don't really have high hopes for it but we'll see. it sounds awesome on paper but I feel like awesome idea lackluster execution #is kind of supermassive's MO #I think everyone is in agreement that until dawn is like. the one that works the best #I'm HOPING that taking until dawn 2 out of supermassive's hands means that maybe it'll be better than the dark pictures anthology lol #I mean man of medan was Okay from what I remember (which is to say not much)#but the rest didn't really leave any impression on me #but directive 8020 sounds so cool but I imagine it will probably fumble 😔 we'll see tho #I guess maybe if you're gonna experience a supermassive game you have to just. lower your expectations and enjoy what's happening lol #also the monster DESIGNS in the quarry disappointed me as well #I'm trying not to actually spoil anything specific here so I won't explain but. meh.#which is weird bc I feel like supermassive has historically had some pretty sick designs #the creatures in house of ashes were REALLY good #but ehhh whatever #sylv speaks #ETA I looked at a still photo of the monster design. I suppose they're not bad I just would have loved something more... traditional?#I just have specific preferences for that particular creature I guess lol

I have never had as much trouble writing something I'm eager to write as I'm having with writing literally any nellis scene rn. I don't know what it is but I get like one sentence done every two weeks if I'm lucky

Is this a nellis related curse on me, or am I just THAT blocked creatively? 😭

#like genuinely I've been actively trying and the words just aren't coming #and when they FINALLY do hours or days later #I hate it and delete the 1-3 sentences I finally wrote bc they suck #what is going ON #why am I literally unable to make process no matter how hard I try #it's really disheartening and frustrating. I want to write and my brain just isn't cooperating #sylv speaks

phenikas

very demure, very mindful

#smaenches him on the cheek #timothy lawrence #bl

nikoisme

they're brainstorming

#I love. the them #project hail mary

ngl I kinda hate the narrative being pushed that if you can't tell when something is AI generated, you're failing morally or you don't have a soul or. whatever. as AI continues to become more and more convincing, maybe we should make sure to focus blame on the people actually doing the deception rather than people who can't spot it

#definitely totally not biased here bc I often can't tell anymore. it's so frustrating and horrible to feel bamboozled #sylv speaks

been really into the thought of writing someone giving their first blowjob and being taught how by an older man but can't. Figure out how to make it sound sexy when written down 😮‍💨 struggling hardcore

#doesn't help that I was also going for an awkward angle last time I tried this type of scene #where the one learning was kinda hesitant #based on recent posts you MAY think this is about the until dawn 2 characters #and in my head that IS happening #but no I can't write characters when I don't even know one of their names let alone ANYTHING about their dynamic LOL #so no this is actually about nellis (-:#I know a lot of ppl think ellis absolutely fooled around w keith. which is good. however #I am going for a 'ellis never really considered men' angle #not in a homophobic way just like. never even occurred to him to be attracted to men #except jimmy gibbs jr except I think he'd just say shit about him the way straight men talk about certain actors LOL #that said I fuck will all sorts of hcs so I'm not dismissing the idea of ellis x keith #just not what I want for what I'm attempting (and failing) to write Currently #sylv speaks #*fuck WITH. I can't type

can I be honest for a second

the fucking. until dawn 2 age gap yaoibait has had me in a chokehold for the last 24+ hours. I stared at that gif set multiple times throughout the day. it's driving me absolutely crazy.

if they don't have an actually interesting dynamic in the game I WILL cry about it. I'm not expecting them to be a canonical route or anything bc most ppl with the power to make well funded media are Cowards, but like. please give me something interesting and hopefully at least a little toxic

I have such high yet reasonable hopes, please don't let me down here 🙏

#I can't believe I have to wait at least a year probably to find out what the fuck is going on with these two #sylv speaks #sorry for being extremely obsessed with a single scene in a trailer. I will not change tho #just... the face the younger guy is making is driving me insane #why does that scene literally look more erotically charged than the actual sex scene that one guy is in like. lmao?#anyway my best friend has to be sick of me mentioning that scene. unfortunately for her I have brainworms from it so

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