hi hello, and welcome to the chaos that is my blog. i’m so glad you could make it :)
name: aster
pronouns: she/they
star sign: gemini
hogwarts house: hufflepuff
some things i adore: books, poetry, sunshine, art, tea, plants, mythology, oversized sweaters, chocolate, crochet, writing, hugs, romance, halloween
music: taylor swift, noah kahan, chappell roan, hozier, boygenius, the crane wives, ethel cain, paris paloma, gracie abrams, conan gray, billie eilish, abba, arctic monkeys, fiona apple, laufey, the amazing devil, lorde, aeseaes, yaelokre
books: where the crawdads sing, hell bent, ninth house, song of achilles, tender is the flesh, under the whispering door, good omens, burn our bodies down, six of crows, the power
fandoms: soc, marauders, tma, pjo
other fun facts:
my favorite tea flavor is earl grey
i love rainy weather
my mbti is infp-t
i’m scared of the dark
i rewatch star wars when i’m sad
my favorite trope is enemies to lovers
i have a dog!!
i adore ranting about my wips
poetry sideblog is @for-better-or-verse
you can find my ao3 account here
dni if you are a dick, i will block you and have no regrets.
i’m a minor so please don’t be creepy because again, i will block you and have no regrets.
i’m cool with dms as long as you’re cool about it and not a creep.
i love chatting about everything and nothing, but if a boundary is crossed, i’ll let you know.
THIS BLOG STANDS WITH PALESTEINE.
have a beautiful day and i’m so happy that you’re here <3
then ofc there’s all my anons but especially 🪤anon and 🌹anon!!!
ty all for making my days brighter, ilysm <3
i love it here on jiraiblr, if i ever leave it probably won’t be by choice 😭😭 if i’m forced to leave (by my mom i mean) i’ll probably figure out a way to come back but i don’t think that’ll happen teehee
Tagged by @themurdochmemesteries thanks for the tag!❤️
Last song:Behind blue eyes-Limp Bizkit
Favourite colour:Blue
Last book:The Metamorphosis-Franz Kafka
Last movie:I don't know if The Day of the Doctor(doctor who)can be count as movie or not?if it can then it is,I watched it last night,if not then is Nackt unter Wölfen
Last show:Star Trek:Lower Decks
Sweet/Spicy/Savoury:always sweet,i never change hahaha
Relationship status:Single
Last thing I searched: Ornidazole dose for snake
Current obsession:Star Trek(Enterprise especially)
Last book: (book in non-english language which roughly translates to demon fire?)
Last movie: dead poets society/good will hunting
Last show: (honestly? the traitors probably i don't watch lots of shows)
Sweet/spicy/savoury: (whatever plain rice is)
Relationship status: taken :P (by @utterqueerdisasterthesimp )
Last thing I googled: pink and white sky
Current obsession: dead poets society probably (i may have read around 230-250k worth of dps fanfics in the past two days) (the characterisations are very interesting)
Looking forward to: getting this year done with and hanging out with my friends/ finishing exams
Last book: The Sandman Vol. 1: Preludes & Nocturnes
Last movie: Wicked
Last show: Dead Boy Detectives
Sweet/spicy/savoury: Savory
Relationship status: Single (aroace lol)
Last thing I googled: "shocked" synonym (most of my search history is just synonyms, antonyms, and song lyrics lol)
Current obsession: Dead Boy Detectives!!!!
Looking forward to: I got books 1 and 2 of The Sandman for Christmas, so I'm really looking forward to getting to the part where the Dead Boy Detectives show up. Also, there are three different fic authors I really like that have made vague mentions to their future writing projects, so I'm really excited for that ^_^
@fredlikesbreakfast @makemeimmortalwithahug @rivenantiqnerd @frog-cult-leader @mountainsoftreatos @adskayapanda @genderless-moth @utterqueerdisasterthesimp @newtness532 @ouch-my-ghost-skin no pressure tags <33 + anyone else who wants to join!
i respect those people who have sideblogs for all their different interests, if you follow me, you’ll just have to accept you’ll be submitted to whatever nonsense i’m into at the moment
whenever people talk about working in an office i never even consider what their office does. they work at Business doing Business Things. have Meetings and Drink Coffee. you are a cartoon character to me
So, technically, I know Thanksgiving is an American holiday… history… yadda yadda. However, this is not Thanksgiving.
This is Mootsgiving, and what I say goes ‘cause this is my holiday. Anyway! Mootsgiving is all the basic ideas of Thankgiving but better because I’m great like that.
I just wanted to show everyone how grateful I am, since gratefulness is a key principle of Thanksgiving.
I want all my moots from different countries to be able to have the picture-perfect movie-esque Thanksgiving of being surrounded by friends and family with all the care and love and gratefulness that can be poured into a single human. And, as the ever-dramatic Runar, what better way to do that than to organize a huge event?
So! Rules!
State what food you brought
State one thing you’re thankful for
My name is Runar, I brought the eggnog, and I’m grateful for each and every one of you 💗🫶
Really sappy and really long paragraph/speech under the cut!!
Soooo… to start off my big long speech… *clinks my fancy wine glass that’s filled with a mysterious substance* (It’s eggnog)
When I first started this blog, it was off a whim. I wanted to do something, something that involved putting my work out there, as I was just starting out. I wanted to mean something. In any sort of way, I wanted to leave a sort of mark. Not just any mark, though, no. I wanted to add a bit of joy, a spark of life that comes from creativity, and adding words and love into the space we occupy on this floating rock in space.
I wanted to write because it made me happy, and I wanted there to be a possibility of someone who was who got joy from reading to maybe stumble upon it, and get joy from me. Get joy from something I was able to provide for them.
I was also incredibly lonely. I had no friends, I had nothing, pretty much. I didn’t talk much. I was reclusive. I was okay, but I was empty. I didn’t have a purpose. And while I wasn’t expecting much, nothing at all really, I was overjoyed at the prospect that maybe just one person would stumble upon something I wrote and for a moment of their day, maybe they got peace from it.
Maybe they felt a little less lonely. I would have been at peace with just knowing the possibility of it was out there. And then… it did. And I got more than I bargained for, even, I got a friend. My first friend.
From there, everything… clicked. Slowly, but ever so surely, things were falling into place. I was gaining something that had not even crossed my mind. A family.
So, my silly dream born from a whim became friends, connections, and family, it became life-altering. It had ups, it had downs, it had in-betweens. It was beautiful and messy and happy and sad and fucked up and so wonderfully… human?
Yeah, this is online, this is a silly mootsgiving idea I thought up three hours ago because I wanted people to know I love them.
But to someone who had nothing, this is everything. You are everything.
Even if we’ve only talked one time, you have a special place in my heart. The character growth has been… one hell of a ride. I’ve gone through many eras, and made new friends in each and every one of them. So, with the end of the year closing soon, I suppose in a way this is not just a silly mootsgiving.
My bigger end goal, really, was to make sure as we get to the end of this ear, you know how genuinely important this whole year has been to me. How important you have been. I got an anon ask,
What does it feel like to be wanted?
It was beautiful poetry. I replied, said I wouldn’t know what it feels like to be wanted. But really? I think maybe I do. I think it feels like having enough people that you love to organize and invite everyone to a huge event online, to write out this heartfelt paragraph and trust that at least one person will care enough to read it.
My beginning goal has changed so much, and not at all. My biggest purpose in life has been, and I think will always be, to add something into this world.
Creativity, joy, happiness, compassion, I want to ensure that no matter what, as long as you know me, you know you have one person on this earth who loves and cares about you with as much feeling that can physically be felt by one person without exploding into a bunch of tiny little runar pieces.
But moreso, I think maybe my goal has changed from wanting to put stories out there, to putting myself out there. I don’t want to write stories that are just fiction, just crafted ideas meshed together to create a blob of fiction.
I want to write pieces of myself into everything, which i think might genuinely be impossible to not do. I want my heart to pour out of my fingers into the things i type out for you, and i want to not only feel things, but to maybe make you feel something too. Something warm and fuzzy, something good, as good as you deserve.
Hi! I'm Zoe and I brought Sweet Potato Goodness. I'm not sure that that's the actual name but it's basically a sweet potato pie sorta thing, and it has crunchy stuff on top. :)
I'm thankful for all of my friends and moots on here! When i joined tumblr, i had just gone to a new school, and i didn't really have any friends. My best friend had stopped talking to me, i still have no clue why, but anyways- i was pretty lonely.
This was the first place where i felt a real sense of belonging and felt like i could be myself without getting judged. I feel like i have a really good community now, with people who actually want to talk to me! It just makes me so happy whenever someone on here acknowledges me or talks to me :)
Anyways, yeah! Thank all of y'all for being wonderful people Happy Thanksgiving!! <33
tagging a couple other people: @blueberry0409 @callmesel @winn-wynn @chocoochino @guess1mjustheren0w
(sorry if I do this wrong, I know very little about Thanksgiving traditions)
Hii, you can call me Uni or Sarky, and I brought chocolate muffins because I can't think of a setting where a chocolate muffin is not appropriate, and I am gratful for the kindness of people here, all of you guys are awesome and fun and help me come out of my shell a little :)
Benny here! I brought the pies! We got pumpkin, apple, lemon meringue, key lime, chocolate, blueberry, raspberry, all the pies, you'll find something you like!
And I am grateful for the people here that I know I can talk to if I want or if I need (and I want to let all my moots know that I might suck at texting but you can always message me anyway)
Hey, thanks for the tag! I'm Zoey and I brought the macaroni and cheese, my favorite side dish! I'm thankful that no matter what happens in the not-so-distant future, all of us here in our little online communities will be there for each other when and if things get hard. Love, support, and compassion for others is truly the most beautiful thing in the world to me. <3
Tagging some lovely mutuals to join in the fun: @dukeofdelirium @dimaloving @alex-the-bringer-of-chaos @flaringgoosebumps
Hi friend, thanks for the tag S2. My name is Alex and I brought the Feijoada, cause I got a golden opportunity to play the patriot card, so: Vai Brasil! I never did this thankfull speach before, but I'll do it under the cut:
These last feel months have been tough to me, having found what the group I grew up with really was like and finding out what they teached as the ultimate through was just a bunch of lies. When your sense of reality crumbles, and you're already a person prone to getting overwhelmed by anxiety, it can have some interesting outcomes.
I've been struggling with the intensification of my feelings of worthlesness and lack of purpose, as if life only has a meaning if it is of service to others and the reason to continue being that it would cause more damaged if you died.
Tumblr has been one of the places I came throught my years of using it to let it all out, and my mutuals have shown the empathy and care that comes from an honest place, where the person doesn't fell obligated to seem caring cause they must, creating a place where even if I may not talk in the dms I feel like I can come and say whatever's in my head, be it silly or serious.
Now, to tag some of my mutuals: @ael-dragon @akelafang @apatheticlexicographer @astronomicallymessy @autistic-ace-bee @cerealfangirl1 @closetsof-backlogged-dreams @duncanor @duquesah @elizbeth-rose @example-of-a-romantic @foodiewithdahoodie @godmerlin @hildifons-hairyfoot @himitsy-chan @inattentivecatlady @itsallcockamamie @justaz @leo-lem @littledemonlorne @notebooknonbinary @nyxi-pixie @pika-cthuluuuuu @polishedgnome @poltergeist-punk @primeguardian @salty-spaceship @sorry-i-panicked @stars-through-my-back @tansyuduri @the-immortal-asshole @thedaselcor @theroundbartable @vaguely-existing @vampiretblog @wackywriterwhowriteswhenever @will80sbyers @witchmd13 @wynsvre @yelenapines
TLDR: Thank you to my mutuals and irl friends for showing empathy and care withouth expecting anything a reward or servitude in return. It may not fix everything immediatly, but it does help with the process of creating trust on people and a hope for a better future. So again, thank you.
Thanks for the tag! I'm Inés and I brought cranberry sauce. I am grateful that, even if some days are bad, I can still notice how I'm getting better with my mental health and may be able to heal
@kiingleoturtles @mybedroomceilingsbored @s0lit4ir3 + anyone who wants to join
Thanks, love! I'm Mouse and I brought chocolate pumpkin pie. I'm so incredibly thankful for all the sweet, sweet friends i've met this year and the amazing community i've found here! For the first time in my life, i'm able to talk openly about so many things, and y'all have met me with nothing but love and support <3 love y'all!
thank you so much, mouse, you’re my fav :) i’m piper and i brought the rolls, fresh from the oven. i love each and every one of you guys. thank you for showing me so much love and support, in every aspect. you are all so kind and lovely and thoughtful and i couldn’t have done it without you.
@bequiteanddriveeeeeee @sizzlingcandyjellyfishhhhhh @blueberrylovv @oscillating-fan-whore4 @st4rr-b0y @svnny777 @pierrotdoesnteat hehe @zuzubo @kitten-darling-x @brains5ana @nuvco-iv @milk-strawberry @strawberrysoupstuffedpockets @1nkyyyyy @littlestrawberryicecubes @safehaven3d @you-will-never-be-satisfied etc theres a lot so i cant do everyone and if you weren't mentioned but we've literally ever interacted then know that youre on this list too. watch out
🏷️@raskoln1kovsaxe @shinchansbitch @mi-stress-of-chaos @andromeda-en-stella @why-i @auuwmk @neil-perrys-suicidal-tendencies @kyouka-supremacy @losergfdotcom @idk-here-for-the-escapisim and all my mutuals<33
@viivdle @tunguszka20 @lunarthecorvus @worth-this-and-more @starrynightsxo @letmeliveinelfhame @lyra-kane @graaaaaayy @wish-i-were-heather @shuggyjiggy @thesongofsoleil @xoxo-lenah @his-littlefox @rizzgoddessans @sweetreveriee @annamatix @xcruelprincessx @lupesfedora @merlinsleftit @balladofareader + all of my other mutuals because you all mean the world mwah mwah x<3
@love-and-books320, @thebisexualwreckoning, @justafanbutcurious, @caityrayeraye, @anotherlostghost, @aficionadoenthusiast, @ch3rrybite, @moutainrusing, @myswordtoswing, @coffee-is-my-lifeblood, @somewhere-in-the-rain, @rosettastarlight and all of my other mutuals, i love you all 🫶
Thank you so much for the tag ! You’re so kind - I really appreciate it :D ❣️❣️
I’m sorry I wasn’t able to reply sooner , but here goes :
@smallturtlebomb ✨
@ssunnybee ✨
@itsemmiy ✨
@h9rrorfilms ✨
@x-adoringvoid-x ✨
@miahearts ✨
@frozenhi-chews ✨
@paper-entusiaster ✨
@quinby-bee-690 ✨
@herrling ✨
@kylilah ✨
@solitaireships ✨
While I added the wonderful moots that I interact with the most , I also wanted to include a few blogs that I really admire but with which I don’t talk with much ( I’m anxious and get terrified about being weird or annoying and stuff like that ;C; ) : just know that you guys are so cool , and seeing your content on my dash makes me happy ^^ ❤️
@callsignsundance @iobsesswaytoomuch @unofficial-crow @sillyicecubes @fallenrain40 @lunathewannabegothchick and anyone I forgot but seriously I love all you you so so so so much :3
AWE TYSM :,D
@unofficial-crow (get tagged twice mwahahhah) @llama-li @spinnysocks @hunter216 @sunglooow
@peridotporygon @hollowflight-propaganda @aretemisapollo @ammonitetheseaserpent @cindertobglow @a-storm-of-moss-and-rats @howmanyholesinswisscheese @insertisopodthemedusernamehere @gayest-squrrel @futilechildhooddream @maddogmp3 @internetgiraffekid1673 @jepser21 + MANY MANY MORE SRRY IF I DIDNT TAG U I THINK UR VERY COOL TOO <3 (also let me know if u dont wanna be tagged in these!!)
edit: im sorry like all of the tags are broken JHGVJBH
@gayfrogash @munebat @starboydreamy @ashthedem0n @maple-leifarts @hyper-lesbianism @emilem-forevermore @wishiwereheather13 @the-music-phantoms @astarlitpumpkinpatchofshadows @augmentedchordsofficial @th3-r4t-48 @sleepy-boything-shit @eliza-rivers And anyone else I'm moots with, I just woke up so Im sorry if I dont remember everyone :']
@mrblazeflappybird @fictionalsimp09 @iamgayforyourmom1510 @yourlocalbadgerscales @im-on-crack-send-help @noblehouseofgay @zsrntyouil @watchtheprongss @sspadfoot @ashes-to-ashesxx @emilem-forevermore i don't remember everyone but i love all of y'all
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