Scattered stars ☆

they/it/fae- BODILY A MINOR- pfp art by gigi!

[questionable-ftm-passing-advice]

kiss woman ?

KISS WOMAN!!!!

[questionable-ftm-passing-advice]

INSIST that your dick is longer than your cis male friends!!!

Because it is!!!

[scattered-starz]

I love making big dick jokes purely because I dont have one

[arlo-mike]

claim your badge here

[scattered-starz]

the deer plushie she gave me on Friday already dosent smell like her anymore which is sad

[scattered-starz]

really sappy but positive post, TW for past suicidal ideation

also I'm not trying with grammar, I could but I dont want to.

If you would've told me last may that I'm here I would've never believed you.

Last may I had finished peter and the starcatcher but I was horribly depressed. the medication i was on was giving me month long depressive episodes every 3 months and it was horrible, at that point I was contemplating whether I needed to be hospitalized or not because I felt so bad. I was with a group of friends who couldn't care less about me, I was crying every day and just trying to get to summer.

Now, I'm doing seussical and I'm going to be stage managering for my high school- a job i never would've had the confidence to take on. I'm excited, im enjoying things. I'm surrounded by people who like me, not just tolerate me. I have so much to look forward to. Sure there's still days that are hard but those are few and far between. for the first time in years im actually happy

and above all else I have a girlfriend. I found someone who LOVES ME! for awhile I thought I was unlovable but im not. I have someone who calls me their's, who loves me. sure we haven't been dating for that long but I have a feeling this will work out.

I don't know what's really changed to get to this point but I'm so happy im still here. I'm so happy that last may i didn't give in. May 22nd marked my 7 month milestone being self-harm free. the farthest before that was 5 months so when you think about it, everyday is a new milestone.

[scattered-starz]

expect a LOT of "i love my girlfriend" posts

[williamneedssleep]

waiting in the queue on youraislopbores.me reminds me of waiting for c.ai to work when it’d get over used or smth. everytime I get into the queue I remember sitting on my phone desperately hoping that c.ai would load.

i’m glad I don’t use ai anymore.

[scattered-starz]

im doing seussical rn and there's a part where as a joke Horton v*mits and I'm really close to when he does that- its in the script so we can't take it out byt I feel so scared and it makes me want to run away and idk what to do. its just a stupid sound.

[mawofthemagnetar]

What do you mean “chat” is now referring to ChatGPT and not twitch chat? What? What? What the fuck? No?

When I address chat I am speaking to a presumed Greek chorus of real human people shitposting on their lunch break, not a machine that devours lakes to covert electricity into slop.

[fun-eralsss]

if i had wrote hell followed with us, i would’ve made nick intersex ☝️ and the big conflict between him and benji would have been benji saying that he was “lucky” for being forced into masculinity while he was forced into womanhood instead of nick calling him it☝️ because realistically benji should have been a bit of a jerk at the start of the story ☝️ i refuse to believe that a little white boy raised by a cult that hates all things non-normative would be that accepting towards others right away ☝️

[scattered-starz]

im so lonely always and I hate it, I have so many friends but im nobody's first choice

[scattered-starz]

im in studyhall but my earbuds died and people are talking- which is fine ofc - but it's so overstimulating TwT

[beelijah]

dcc fans are doing the thing where they misinterpret a character to make them more visually appealing but instead of making some bland boy pretty theyre all collectively ignoring how fucked up purebred persian cats look

[scattered-starz]

wanna talk to sone friends about how im reconnecting to my native heritage but im scared they'll say that im not actually native cause i don't look native and stuff or think im pretending when im not im genuinely trying to reconnect. none of them are native to my knowledge so I know they dont have the right to say anything but ugh.

[loveridden1999]

[tboy-cock]

"trans men have never done anything for the community or the world u cant name HARDLY ANY trans men in history" well if yall would stop deadnaming and misgendering the dead ones or even allow us to speculate if gnc "women" who "pretended to be men" might have been transgender and hiding their identity to avoid persecution because you just loooove your "girlbosses" so much then we might be having a different fucking conversation

[puppyloathing-deactivated202605]

Magnus Johansson, born in 1683 in Åland (island between Finland and Sweden, technically belongs to Finland but they have their own courts and police and stuff, and they speak both Swedish and Finnish). he was assigned female at birth and described himself as ”both man and women-folk, but still leaning more towards man”. he moved to Stockholm in 1704 and worked as a nyckelharpist in bars and restaurants, playing and singing satirical songs about a vengeful and evil political figure. he got a male passport, started his apprenticeship as a shoemaker, managed a church choir and worked as a cantor.

he proposed to a woman, she said yes. the priest at the church he worked at got suspicious and started digging into his identity, and discovered Magnus was not AMAB.

Magnus was sentenced to 8 days in prison for crossdresser and unlawful proposal (because he was considered a woman, and he proposed to ”another” woman). the chances of survival were slim, due to disease, cold and famine.

we have records of his existence. we know where he was born and where he moved, that he was a musician and the first person that was assigned female at birth to work as a cantor in Sweden. we know he would be considered a trans man in today’s terminology. we know he was sentenced to prison for it, and that the conditions were very harsh and many people died while incarcerated.

we don’t know if he survived his sentence. there are no records of whether or not he made it out.

[phillybabay]

bad times but also not alone ?

first time i ever search term misophonia on tumblr and omfg people ataully suffer like me too i can relate to this misery.? for once?

misophonia is actually actively damaging my entire day to day , minute to minute, second to second life and has been since the beginning of my life.

i need to have earplugs or headphones in around anyone or thing, really, and i feel like im only getting more and more sensitive to even just the sight of some things triggers it? like my ears are plugged at least 20 hrs a day like them bitches are tired lmfao. but everything is dictated by it, my reactions are just so visceral and impulsive AND HORRIFIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously!!

rip ugiksgjthkgkisrbdkisbdisty its just a real mess ifh this