Dec 27, 2024
Realizing I want a love like Penelope because I feel impossible to love, that I'm too much of a monster to be loved. Need someone to look at the thing I am and the harm I've caused and say "I see you, I know what you are, I know what you've done, and I love you anyway, in spite of, because of."
But at the end of the day no one is coming. There's only one person who's really going to understand me and it's me. So I guess that's the mission. Love yourself life Penelope loves Odysseus, and like Odysseus loves Penelope. Be willing to wait however long it takes for you to get where you want to be. And fight like hell to get yourself there.