Lost in the fog
I fear that there's still further to fall
It's dangerous 'cos I want it all
And I don't think I care what it costs
I shouldn't have fallen in love
Look what it made me become
I let you get too close just to wake up alone
And I know you think you can run
You're scared to believe I'm the one
But I just can't let you go...
Fiiiniiished. The story & the art. usual bs/images under the cut~
Also this song my pal passed to me that's pure dead on for the story
Took about a month between life and time in general. When I realized I was at the end of the story, I wanted to finish this to accompany it. Like close the fuckin' book, figuratively.
Started with just randomly sketching Flambae while hungover on the bunk watching World Cup games... it wasn’t anything and then suddenly it was. There's a fun OC villain (designed with my kiddo!) and then there was resisting every.single.urge to draw Robert like an anime character and instead make him look more like his game-canon self. Tbh I found that dead boring, but he’s still pretty. And then the mech…
I'd wanted to draw the Mecha Man unit from the second I first played the game, but it was always so fuckin' intimidating. Channeled all my inner wee-boy-watching-Gundam energy into it. No sure I want to devote that effort again anytime soon, but the door isn’t closed.
blob colours and scratches and blurred bullshit make the bk. Just played with the clouds brush a lot and smudged the fuck outta it.
All these blah blah shots below, including textless, villain-less and close-ups.
And Book 2 is fuckin finished. A wee bit short of 100k (94k), 12 chapters. (also going up on Gay Stories cuz i love the fan interaction there.) Thanks to my tireless beta, Cia 🧡 Here’s the partin' shots.
I'd let it burn
I'd let the world burn
Just to hear you calling out my name
Watching it all go down in flames...
Obsessed with stripper!Robert for some reason. Okay so normally I use hella Pinterest and Dispatch references. This is all off the top of my head and I'm proud if it. It's very freeing. probably missing some scars though.
After 1.5 years of writing...
the final chapter of Rookie is here!!
If you've gotten all the way here, thank you SO SO MUCH for reading Rookie!! ❤️❤️❤️
It's been about 1.5 years since I published the first chapter and Rookie was my first ever fanfic 🥹 It started as a self-indulgent little story where I just wanted to flesh out my Rook and Viago's backstory... and it spiralled out of control into a landslide 61 chapters covering the events of the whole game!
I've learned so much writing every chapter and trying to re-imagine the Lucanis romance & all the other Crow events. I was posting weekly for months at one point and it absolutely consumed my life. But I don't regret a single second because I've fallen in love with writing again along the way, and with this story and these characters.
So thank you for reading a whopping 470k word fic! Thank you for every comment! Thank you for every second you've spent with me on this journey! And though Rookie may have ended for now, her journey isn't over yet ;)
Started this in January, dropped it for two months and now finally finished it, under the pressure of our Zine. I feel like I've ran a marathon.
This quote has a chokehold on me, so how else would I name this?XD
A bit dead on my feet , but I’m home and I hope you all are safe and well too^^ In next few days I might be in reader-mode a bit and I use this time to read all the wonderful works for past Illario Week and all your precious commentaries gladly) 💜💜💜
So I wish you have a safe, nice and easy day!
And here: look at sleepy exhausted Rook and the reason of her exhaustion (so full of himself) X))
Imagine if you will, that since Flambae is doing so well, he's able to be sent out of city/state to do hero work. He texts Robert about how much he misses him, saying that he wishes he was home so he can cuddle Robert to sleep. Robert mentions that he's not completely alone, and he has a good cuddle buddy to help keep him warm. Flambae assumes that Robert means Beef, and asks for a picture of Robert and his cuddle buddy.
The photo Robert sends Flambae?
Ryan Gosling body pillow.
I'm afraid this is the definitive end of the Ryan Gosling body pillow, rip.
Loved how this post turned out, but next time I post them talking about Ryan/PHM I’ll bundle the three or four asks in my inbox all at once and then take a break from it, cuz I feel like I’m starting to sound repetitive 😪