just wanna say that i asked for the toxic mel fic and it literally ruined my night (in a very good way) jejdjdj im LITERALLY in tears omg you are a goddess pls never leave us
me when yall comment nice things and send me supportive messages:
NOOO im so sorry to have ruined your night hahaha but im so so glad you enjoyed it!!
and haha I will try not to leave yall ever!!
unless the demons get to me before then shfjksk 😭😭
Many days passed as you waited to hear from your lover. Playing the game of tag was her favorite and it always put you in a funk. A funk you were desperate to get out of, so you played along with. Mindlessly you chased after her, only for a few seconds of pure bliss you received when you caught up.
Once she had you, she would pull away and make you fetch once more. There was an endless chain you had become a link to and couldn't detach yourself from for very long. One day too long and you became sick. Like a cold blooded reptile you had difficulties finding comfort without the warmth of something, or someone enveloping you.
So you put up with it all. Melissa Schemmenti was a catch and you would be foolish to give it all up just because you couldn't tie her down. However naive it seemed, you knew you had her. She didn't see other people and only really spent time with you or at work. While she didn’t explicitly say so, you knew your relationship with the complex woman was exclusive.
Countless nights were spent with you on your knees, bending to her will, begging her to let you in. She was good at teasing you just enough to keep you intrigued, but not enough to see her deeply vulnerable.
“Please, Melissa. I want to be with you.” You pleaded and she just smirked in pity before brushing your cheek softly.
“I like you hon, but this is just... I don’t do the serious thing.” She quipped back, a different form of the same excuse she gave every time.
“We have been seeing each other for almost a year.” You giggled awkwardly and she pushed her fingers through your hair, tucking it behind your ear.
“It has been a wonderful time, why mess that up hmm?” she furrowed her brows and you huffed. It was worth a shot even if you knew she would never cave.
That conversation had occurred in some variation many times, every few months there would be a night that was spent in one another arms, laughing, chatting, and being completely normal with one another.
One odd question though and Melissa was clammed up and changing the subject. You had managed to keep a mental file of things you could, or shouldn't bring up.
She loved to talk about her culture, but hated to discuss her family. If you mentioned her sexy attire she would blush, but anything that would give hint to her age and she would pass over it like it was never spoken. Worst of all though, any talks of past romances were off limits. If you mentioned an old boyfriend or partner she would get jealous and quiet, and if you asked about her past lovers she would shoot daggers and scold you for bringing it up.
You had managed to learn of her divorce from Barb, a secret conversation with the righteous woman that you held close to your heart. It was the only time you learned something so personal about the redhead and it pained you that she wasn’t the one to tell you, to trust you with that information. Barbara explained the messiness, the fact that he had cheated on her, the way it broke Melissa for a while.
She even hinted to another man Melissa had begun to see after years of solidarity. Though it didn’t last for very long and only ended because he had proposed to her and she fled.
So much back and forth of this same routine and yet you loved her with your whole heart. You knew deep down she cared and wanted something real but was too ruined to accept she deserved a love like yours.
As you laid on your bed, half naked and staring at the ceiling you let out a bored huff. Your baby hairs tickled your face as they danced in the draft of the fan. Rain pattered against the window as the sounds of the gentle drops suddenly fell in sync with a ping from your phone. With lighting speed you sat up and lifted the device to illuminate your face in the dim room.
You frowned when you saw it was just a random email notification and you kicked your foot slightly. Before your pouting could grow your phone screen shifted and the familiar name popped up. You sat up fully and cleared your throat before answering.
“Hello?” you said non-chalantly with a small grin.
“What are you doing?” The woman asked deeply over the line and you bit your lip.
“Nothing, I’m home. In bed.” You teased and she hummed, causing butterflies to fill your stomach.
“Do you want to come out with me? I need a plus one.” She asked and you paused to weigh out your options.
You had gone out with her many times before, enjoyed her friends, and loved to dance with them all, but you hated not being able to hold her hand or dance softly with her. Still, you knew deep down you would always say yes to the woman. Regardless of how the night was spent it would always end at her place, entangled with the fiery woman.
The notion of being her plus one was new. You had gone to events with her before but only as her friend. It was a step forward you were more than ready to take, but part of you worried it was just a show Melissa had to put on.
“That depends, do I get at least one dance with you?” You said softly and you could hear as she sucked in a breath and contemplated an answer.
“And only you, just one Melissa.” you whined out and she grunted a laugh.
“Fine. I’ll be there in a half hour.” She said before hanging up and a large smile took over your face before you ran for a quick shower.
You threw on a nice outfit and fixed up your hair, applying lipgloss at the last second before grabbing your purse and heading outside. Right on the minute Melissa pulled up and you were walking up to the door. She opened it from the inside with a smirk, her eyes raking over your frame.
“Hi baby.” She said and you leaned in, pressing a deep kiss to her lips.
“Hello. Where are we going tonight?” you asked as she pulled away from your house and placed her hand on your thigh.
“You’ll like it, I'm sure, it's a big place.”
You looked down at that fact, a big place could mean two things, not a lot of people so you weren't seen or too many people so you were hidden.
“Hmm, what’s the event?” you said with a small distaste and she hesitated before answering.
“Well it’s kinda like a grand opening.” She replied softly and your brows pushed together.
“Hmm, that’s pretty vague.. do you know anyone there?”
“Yeah a friend of mine is hosting and the invite said to come with a date.” She said as she smiled at you and the familiar flutters filled your chest.
“So I am your date then.” You beamed and she looked away slightly annoyed.
“Don’t get all riled up now, but yes for tonight you are my date.”
Her reply filled you with joy but you remained stoic and just nodded along. This was a big step Melissa didn’t realize she was taking and you wanted to keep it that way. Otherwise the woman would deny any emotions she had and pretend it was all in your head.
As you arrived Melissa parked and opened your door, watching as you went to touch up your lipgloss first, she stopped you and you looked at her confused. She simply stepped closer and leaned in, her lips slowly but deeply locking with yours. You sucked in a shaky breath as she kissed you with fervor, your body turned to her now as she stood between your thighs and cupped your jaw with her strong hand. Her other squeezed the flesh of your leg and her nails dragged upwards, pulling the hem of your bottoms up.
Finally she pulled away, leaving you with reddened cheeks and short breaths. You smiled at her before bringing your hands up to apply your lip gloss to her plump lips, fixing her smudged makeup before your own.
As you approached the club entrance your hand brushed against hers and you looked down, hoping it would happen again. She didn't seem to pay any attention that time, but when it happened while you were in line, you grabbed hers for a moment and interlocked your fingers. She pulled her hand away slowly, calmly and you rolled your eyes.
“No one’s gonna care.” You muttered and she shook her head.
“I don't care about that, you know that's not the reason.” She sighed and you looked at her with judgemental eyes.
“It’s just my hand, you have done a lot worse I'm sure.”
“Did you only agree to come out so you could taunt me?” She quipped and you scoffed.
“You invited me, remember? As your date.” Your tone was strict but your voice came out softly and she just looked in your eyes for a mere moment before huffing.
“Dates hold hands Melissa. Doesn’t mean I’m gonna propose by midnight.” You added and she just sighed before grabbing your hand in hers and looking away. Her soft fingers locked with yours and you smiled before shoving the joy down and looking forward.
After ten minutes of waiting Melissa grew impatient and her hand detached from yours as she told you to wait in line while she talked to the security guard acting as a bouncer. You watched on your tiptoes trying to eavesdrop as best you could but the sounds emanating from the club doors and the people chattering around you masked it all.
Glimpses of red hair could be seen and the dazzling woman’s laughter met your ears, you saw as her hand grazed the man’s chest and his eyes traced her face before moving to her chest. A fire within your lungs began to boil your blood and redden your face at the sight. Soon her hand was moving from his chest and she was walking back to you.
Her hand grabbed yours and led you to the front of the line, leaving no time for you to comment on her shameless flirting.
“And this is my friend here.” She said proudly and you smiled at the man, knowing your role in this.
“Well it would be a failure on my part if I left two of Joe’s pretty little lady friends out here in the cold.” He grunted out as his eyes dragged up and down your frame.
You shifted uncomfortably but felt the pressure of Melissa’s hand gripping your waist as the man spoke. The feeling reassured you slightly and you snapped back into your fake laughter.
“I would hate for us to freeze out here. I mean look at me, I hardly call this weather appropriate.” you joked, gesturing to your low cut top and the sheen of your smooth legs.
The man’s eyes followed your hands and nodded in agreement. Nails were soon following the light pressure, the acrylics digging into your side and you just giggled up at the man.
“No, can’t say it is. Come on in sweetheart.” He said as he opened the door for you both and gestured you inside. Melissa flashed him a smile and nodded as she led you through the door.
You gave a small wave to the man and he smiled and winked at you before closing the door and returning to his real purpose. When you turned back around Melissa was glaring at you and you returned the expression.
“Don’t look at me like that, you are the one that put me in that position.” You whipped out and she scoffed.
“The flirting was already done! I just needed you to smile and follow me inside. Not stand with your chest up and your eyes just begging for him to mentally undress you.” Her words came out harsh and you just rolled your eyes.
Her reaction wasn’t anything new. Everything was a one sided street with Melissa and all you knew to do was shake your head. She could flirt with whomever she wanted, but if you asked for slightly too much attention from someone else, she was fuming.
“Whatever, I'm gonna get us some drinks, go find your friend Joe Schmoe.” You retorted before pulling away and walking over to the large wrap around bar.
You kept your back away from the woman as you ordered yourself a cocktail and the redheads usual beverage of choice. Eyes skimmed the room as you waited and you paused and smiled when you saw Janine and Gregory at the end of the bar. You walked over with a smile and Janine quickly noticed your presence.
“Y/n!!” She shouted with excitement before hopping off the stool to hug you.
“Hi! I didn’t know you two would be here. Are any of the others around?” you asked and they nodded looking around the large room.
“I think Ava is here somewhere with her date. Barb isn’t here for obvious reasons and then Jacob couldn’t find a date to come with..” She spoke out and you frowned at the last comment.
“That’s a bummer, I guess they are pretty strict about that then huh?” you pondered.
“Oh yeah, they wanted a lot of people here so it was required. They almost didn’t let me in because Janine was..” Gregory started and paused when Janine flashed him a look, testing him to continue.
“Um, she was below average height and they didn’t seem to believe me when I said she wasn’t underage.” he said holding back a smirk and she elbowed him in the ribcage.
“It’s true. Did you come with Melissa? Were you guys waiting outside for very long?”
“Oh no, only a few minutes, then Melissa flirted a bit and I guess she knows one of the owners of this place? Joe? I think it was.” you said as you looked around with a shrug.
Janine and Gregory gave each other a knowing look and your brows furrowed as you looked between the both of them.
“What was that look? Who is he? An ex boyfriend or something?” you began to question suddenly and Janine scratched her head awkwardly as she looked down.
“Kinda, I mean…more of an ex-husband type thing.” she said sheepishly and Gregory nodded with a sympathetic smirk.
“What?!” you practically shouted and they both shushed you.
“I’m sure it’s fine, it’s a big place you probably won’t even run into him. Melissa didn’t tell you any of this?”
You shook your head as you chewed on your lip anxiously and looked around, the bartender put your drinks up and you thanked him before taking a big swig of your martini and quickly ordering another.
“No, the woman won't even admit she's using my subscriptions, let alone who she has been with.” You scoffed.
“Well it was awhile ago, i’m sure they are just friendly now and he asked her to invite a few people to help fill the party.” Gregory reassured you and you nodded.
“Right, well I will catch you guys later.” You said before grabbing the drinks and departing.
“Don’t say anything I wouldn’t!” Janine shouted as you walked away and you nodded your head in confirmation.
Your eyes scanned the room and quickly locked on your lover, she was chatting with Ava and you smiled at the familiar faces.
“Hey, I got you a drink.” you said and she took it with a big smile.
“Thanks hon, this is Ava’s date, Saquon…Barkley!” she said and your jaw dropped when you looked up and saw the famous running back.
Immediately you extended your hand and he accepted it with his large calloused one and shook it politely.
“Nice to meet you Mr. Barkley. I’m a huge fan.” you said star struck and Ava smacked your hand away.
“Please don’t call me that, Saquon is fine.” He smiled and wrapped his arm around Ava’s waist. You looked at her with a knowing smirk and she nodded, silently stating she was well aware of the level of game she had.
“Well, Saquon, you and Ava make quite the power couple. How did you two meet?”
Ava intercepted and excitedly told the story while he admired her with excited eyes. Eventually the four of you found a booth to hang out in, Janine and Gregory joining.
An hour and a few drinks later and you were scooting out of the booth, hand in Janine’s with Ava close behind as the three of you took to the dance floor. Melissa stayed behind to get more insider info on the Eagles and Gregory stayed to keep an eye on you three from a distance.
The evening had been going smoothly so far. Melissa allowed you to rest your hand on her thigh beneath the table, and she would occasionally hold yours when you were at the bar waiting for your drinks.
Despite her fangirl heart she couldn’t seem to focus on the football player's story, her eyes instead drifting to your place on the dance floor. Watching the way the light flashed over you, your hips moving in sync with the other two ladies. There was a certain way you presented yourself that drew her in. She could tell the moment she met you that you were one of the good girls.
Suddenly she felt a spark in her chest and she nearly gasped. It had been awhile since she felt it but she knew what it meant. She felt her face grow hot and she let out a deep breath she didn’t realize she had been holding.
“So how long have you been with your lady?” Shaquon asked, snapping Melissa back to the conversation. Gregory was smirking at her, waiting to see how she was going to step around your relationship this time.
“Um, well we aren’t really together.” she said and he made a sorrowful expression.
“Oh- sorry, I didn’t realize y’all were just friends.” he said shamefully and she shook her head. Her lips opened to speak and Gregory boldly cut her off.
“No you were right, they are definitely more than that.” he smirked and Melissa flashed him a glare. She knew he favored you because of your closeness with Janine; she just didn’t know it meant he would be so willing to prove a point, or clarify one that is.
“For a year, we have been…seeing each other for a whole year.” She nodded, the realization rolling off her tongue with the words and the large man smiled.
“Wow. With a girl like that and no label? Is she crazy or something?” He furrowed his brows and took a sip of his beer in sync with a suspicious Gregory.
“No, she’s not crazy. She’s um, great. I just don’t do relationships.” She said before excusing herself and heading to the bar for another drink.
As the agitated woman waited for her beverage she felt a presence come to stand beside her and was met with a scent that caused her insides to recoil. The strong cologne overwhelmed her and she turned to look up as the man began to speak.
“Melissa Schemmenti.” He said gruffly and she flashed her signature smirk.
“Joey Regall.” She quipped and he shook his head and put his hands up in defense.
“It’s Joe when i’m working.” he smiled and she returned the expression, his arms opening to give her a small hug which she accepted hesitantly.
“When I sent that invite, never in a million years did I think you’d actually show up.” he joked and she shrugged.
“You look good.” He added as his eyes took in her glowing appearance.
“Yeah I know, not looking too bad yourself.” She smiled before sipping her drink.
As more people began to flood the dance floor you grew a tad hot and decided to take a break, your heels tapping as you walked back over to your table. You smiled at the guys and they asked how you were doing.
“It’s getting a bit stuffy over there. Where’s Mel?” you said looking around and scanning the bar.
“Went to get another drink I think, though she’s been gone awhile.” Gregory answered and you looked over at the other bar across the room. You smiled when you saw your lover's bright red hair.
“Oh look there sh-“ You stopped when you saw her laughing, a man stood in front of her with a large grin on his face.
The shock combined with your cocktails caused you to stumble back and Gregory grabbed your arm to stabilize you. Janine and Ava were arriving from the dance floor soon after and looked in the direction of your confused gaze. Janine’s mouth opened and Ava mindlessly moved to sit on Saquon's lap, oblivious to the situation.
“Is that-“ you started and Janine rested her hand reassuringly on your arm.
“Yeah, that’s Joe I think. I dunno for sure I've never met him, but it looks like him.” She said and Gregory cleared his throat to break the tension.
“I’m sure they are just catching up…” Gregory exclaimed, flashing a hopeful glance to Janine to determine if his reply was helpful or not.
“Only one way to find out!” you said before throwing back the rest of your drink and walking over with a determined stride.
“Wait!” Ava practically shouted and you turned with a confused expression. She motioned you towards her and you obeyed, coming to stand before the woman impatiently.
Her hand quickly came to your top and pulled it down farther, pushing your breasts up and then moving to smooth your hair. You watched in confusion but pleasure at her willingness to help and you let out a small giggle.
“There, now you can go say some dumb shit but at least still look hot.” she said and you tilted your head at the confusing compliment fused with insult and turned to head to the bar once more.
With a deep breath in you put on a smile along with a veil of confidence. Your slow and calculated steps brought you up beside your lover and you rested your hand on her shoulder gently.
“Hey Mel, the guys wanna know if you wanna play some darts?” you suggested with a feigned integrity.
The red haired woman looked up at you confused, slightly shocked to suddenly see you standing beside her. Her eyes darted towards the man in front of her before they landed back on yours.
“Hi, um yeah I'll be over in a bit.” was all she said. Joe cleared his throat to signal the desire for an introduction and Melissa nodded.
“This is Joe, Joe this is my…” she paused thinking of the correct verbiage and you took the opportunity for yourself.
“Date. I'm her date for the evening. How do you know each other again?” You asked and the man looked at Melissa with confusion etched on his face.
The crows feet between his brows were harsh as he tried to make sense of the situation.
“We were married.” Melissa said softly and you sucked your teeth. You knew coming over here who he was but hearing the confirmation from her still felt like a punch to the gut.
“Oh, so you are the ex-husband.” Your tone was more judgmental than you initially intended but he didn’t seem to take offense and just nodded.
“That would be me. I also co-own this place, so I appreciate you coming out to celebrate it.” he said and you nodded.
“I sense a story there.” You teased and Melissa refrained from shutting down your remarks.
“Joe and I were just catching up.” Melissa spoke out finally and you just smiled.
“Yeah, about how I fucked up in our relationship.” Joe laughed but you couldn’t bring yourself to follow the action. It may have been a joke to him but you knew what he did was the reason Melissa couldn’t accept you wholeheartedly.
Your eyes looked down to her and you felt your heart tense in your chest at the way her eyes were sparkling with curiosity up at the man.
“Well, we should probably get back to the group, and I'm sure you have your rounds to make.” You said playfully to the large man and he agreed with a smile.
“I’ll see you around.” Melissa said with a smile and he nodded before you split ways. You watched as Melissa’s gaze followed him into the crowd and you turned to hide the frown prying down on your lips.
Once he was out of sight you turned to face her with an accusing glare. Your arms crossed over your chest and your breathing shallow.
“Are you okay?” was all you could get out and she smiled.
“Yeah hon of course. Why wouldn’t I be?” she played it off and you tilted your head.
“You just ran into your ex husband at a party you brought your female lover to, figured that’s something that warranted my worry?” you added and she looked down.
“Look hon, what happened with me and Joe was complicated but we are on good terms.”
“How good of terms with a man that broke your heart?” You asked with a genuine care that Melissa only interpreted as judgement.
“No we are friends now, you don’t know him like I do he-“ she began to spit the excuses out and you cut her off.
“He cheated on you Melissa, how could you forgive him so easily?” you asked with true concern and she squinted at you.
“I don’t expect you to be mature enough to understand, just leave it at that.” She said sharply and clearly defeated, wanting nothing more than to leave this conversation.
Your eyes softened at her demeanor, your veil of confidence having been worn down to a mere thread. A shaken breath left your lungs and you nodded as Melissa began to take a step forward.
This wasn’t the biggest fight you had endured during the past years but it was definitely one of the more hurtful and surreal ones. Her words pierced your tough exterior and you knew it would take longer to patch this one up. Still you wanted to enjoy your night so you shoved it all aside and continued on through the pain.
It wasn’t long before you found yourself distant from Melissa again, out on the dance floor missing only her. You were smiling and laughing enjoying the motions with Ava and Janine, but you longed for your woman. You wanted her in your ear apologizing and holding you, her hips swaying with yours and her nails digging into the stomach above your waist.
The feeling grew too strong and you decided to suck it up and apologize to her. She was right after all, who were you to meddle in her business. All because you were jealous? Insecure? A hole began to grow in your stomach when you couldn’t find her, worried she had left you here out of spite.
The crowds of people began to blur as you scanned the room for her shining hair, or her bright smile and melodic laugh. Suddenly you saw a glimpse of red in the corner of your eye and you looked to the corner, catching a glimpse of her curved figure turning a corner.
You hurried over to catch her, a bright smile on your face.
”Melissa!” You spoke loud enough so she could hear you over the noise. However, as she turned to face you, you noticed the man with her.
There was Joe, his arm linked with Melissa’s as he moved to open a side door leading to the upstairs. She froze but then released his arm and held up a finger, requesting a moment. A headache began to fill your mind from the pressure caused by your brows being stuck in thin lines as you tried to make sense of the scene.
“Hey sweetie.” she said kindly and you instinctively smiled but then tilted your head.
“What are you doing?” The innocence and trust in your voice broke Melissa and her bold demeanor faltered for a moment.
She remembered the fire that had erupted in her chest at the thought of you earlier in the night and allowed this to fuel her courage.
“Joe is going to show me the VIP lounge they are working on upstairs.” She said simply and you nodded with a grin.
”Oh cool, can I check it out?” You said taking a step towards her and she raised a hand to gently rest on your forearm.
“Hon this was fun, but I think it's time we go our separate ways. It’s just not working.” She said effortlessly and you shook your head in shock.
”What? What are you talking about? We had a little fight, that's all.” You stammered out, a heat flooding your cheeks that were surely pink by now from the embarrassment you felt.
The redhead moved to speak and a deep voice chirped up from behind her.
”Coming Amor?”Joe spoke out seductively, having the audacity to flash you a sympathetic smirk to which you bit your tongue and glared back. Your sad eyes met those of your torturer and you let out a laugh.
“So that’s it then? Just like that?” You asked and she nodded, a hand resting on your arm before placing a kiss to your cheek and turning away.
Joe opened the door, holding it open for the woman. Your eyes met one last time and you swore you could see at least a dash of humanity in her emerald eyes but she seemed to ignore it.
“Don’t do this.” You said with your voice breaking slightly, but she continued and disappeared out of sight, the door shutting behind them. You stumbled back, holding on to the wall behind you as you took deep breaths.
“Y/n?” You heard the familiar sound of Ava’s voice and you looked up.
“Ava- hey.” You said with a lethargic tone and she cocked her head.
“Are you okay? You didn’t get roofied did you?” She said cupping your face to check your pupils and you shook your head.
”Melissa just ditched me for her ex-husband.” You shrugged and Ava gasped.
“Melissa is a divorcee? Wow I would have guessed widow…” she said and you laughed at her rambling.
“Wanna do shots?” She said and you nodded eagerly as she held out her hand.
”Yes please” You said taking it and allowing her to lead you to the bar, you turned to face the door once more, begging maybe she would emerge having changed her mind, ready to admit her wrongdoings. Instead you were met with the tug of your arm as Ava dragged you through the crowd.
A few minutes later and you had learned Janine and Gregory left due to their bedtimes and Shaquon was winning at darts and earning Ava some status at the club.
“Well, I think three is good for now, I’m gonna go check on Shaquon, are you good here?” She asked and you nodded, shooing her off to be with her handsome, Greek-god, of a boyfriend.
You grabbed another drink to sip on and turned around to face the sea of people, you looked for your now ex-lover but couldn’t find her. Your anxiety was higher the more time went on and you didn’t spot her. It was clear to you that if you did see her, your skin would set ablaze and you would have to run for the hills.
The opposite side to that coin though meant not seeing her was like making etches into your flesh with your nails. Slow feet led you to the door and you stared at it, a few feet away. You wondered if what you thought was going on behind that door truly was. Did you want to bust through there to investigate? Was it better if you didn’t know?
Your legs grew tired and instinctively stumbled to a nearby chair and you sat down. The weight of the night came crashing down onto you and you played with the dainty bracelet hanging on your wrist.
The simple yet elegant chain was a gift from the woman. She often spoiled you like this, especially when she crossed the line, or pushed you away too far. It helped her to know this was all it took to have you back, and it helped you to know she wanted you back enough to pick the items out.
You were unsure how long you had sat there, waiting for her to return. However the crowd had dwindled slightly and you knew that confirmed all of your suspicions, well the ones that were left at least. A heavy truth in the pit of your stomach regarding her current actions.
Like a loud firecracker popping, you heard the sound of the door opening with a click. Your head snapped up and you watched. Melissa walked out, her head down as she shut the door behind her. Joe was not in sight and this somehow made your stomach sink farther. Her eyes were distant as she straightened herself up.
Her eyes slinked up and instantly met yours, the guilt evident on her face. Her lashes fluttered and her head tilted slightly, the emotions drowning her completely. She began to shake her head and you felt the warm blanket of empathy fall around your heart and you stood slowly.
“I’m sorry.” She let out, her voice cracking ever so slightly. “I don’t know why I’m like this..”
You rushed over to her, your hands coming to grab her arms right as she leaned forward into you, her arms grasping yours as she just shook her head and apologized. Tears formed in her eyes and you realized it was the first time you had really seen her feeling like this.
“I hate myself for doing this to you.” She muttered and you kissed her cheek, and cupped the other. You looked into her eyes and gave a reassuring glance.
“Hey- it’s okay. Come on.” Your arms stabilized her as you held her and walked towards the exit.
When you reached the car you spoke up softly.
"I actually had a lot to drink. Are you okay to drive?” You asked embarrassed and she smiled, sniffing and grabbing the keys from her bag.
“Yeah. I'll drop you off." She said and you nodded.
The car ride was silent and for the first time in a while, it was awkward. You didn't know what to say, or how to feel. If you were jealous, was it justified? Considering the woman never made things serious with you. It pained you to think she did that on purpose as a way to leave her options open.
Were you not enough?
The thought echoed in your mind, but not before it echoed in the space between you, realizing you had said it aloud.
"Am I not enough?" it came out softly, and you hope maybe the loud sounds of the road would mask the question.
Melissa froze, her fingers gripping tight as she pulled into your neighborhood and you took some solace in knowing you wouldn't have to deal with the consequences of your slip for much longer.
However, she pulled over suddenly and put the car in park, turning to look at you.
"Hon of course you are. God- it hurts me to know I made you think that." She said softly and you looked down. Her hand came to your thigh and for once you felt the need to pull away slightly.
Pushing past the feeling you allowed her hand to remain, but refused to look at her.
"You are everything, absolutely perfect, and this had nothing to do with you." She continued to fill the silence and you could hear the manipulation in her tone. It was clear it was a lie and you had to decide whether or not you pretended to believe her.
"Say something sweetie." She added and you finally glanced up at her.
"Stay with me tonight." You stated more so than inquired and she furrowed her brows in confusion and surprise.
Melissa refused to spend the night at your place. Anytime you hung out, had sex, or spent the night, it was always at hers or a hotel. Of course you never minded this, her home was big and cozy and had her scent and personality all over it.
It didn't occur to you until this night that she had purposefully avoided your place, always making excuses, or cancelling at the last minute. You needed to see if she would do this for you, give up the odd discomfort of commitment, and lay in your bed with you.
She needed to give up her control and make some sacrifices, at least this once. You also hoped she would give herself the grace to stay with you, after the evening's events you didn't want her to be alone. It was clear she knew this by the look in her eyes as she slowly nodded.
"Okay." She said simply before swiftly pressing the break and putting the car in drive.
When you arrived you offered her a shower and change of clothes, you doing the same as she showered in your guest bathroom. It was weird to shower in the same house and not do it together. Still you both knew it was needed and you wanted her to have some privacy after her physical actions earlier.
Once you had both gotten settled down, the low hum of the TV filled the space as you pulled her closer to you. The intimate gesture took some convincing, your hands snaking to her waist and down her thighs to remind her that cuddling, while inherently intimate, was also extremely hot.
After an hour of talking and convincing Melissa you didn't care if she slept with him, she finally gave in. She allowed you to kiss her and lay her back on your soft comforter, your scent folding around her.
Her confidence returned and as her body pressed into yours, your lips found one another's and you kissed her sweetly, with a deep passion that bloomed into lust. Your hands gripped her thighs and stroked the smooth skin as her manicured nails raked through your hair.
That night you finally made love with Melissa Schemmenti in your bed and you were both satisfied to know this high would keep you entangled with Melissa for a while.
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Pairing: Step-Aunt Melissa x Step-Niece Reader (not blood relatives!!)
Word count: 11.6k DAMN this a whole book, if it does well i may make a part two
Warnings: fooling around with your step-moms sister, mild smut, fingering, grinding, some angst, drug and alcohol usage
Summary: You are 21 in college and meet Melissa at a family party and continue to run into her. You fall into a loop with her and she keeps dissapearing.
Part 2 Part 3
this was def not based on true events
Friday nights were always your favorite since you started college, and now you are freshly twenty-one meaning you prepare yourself all week for Friday nights. You and your friends would go out, have a blast, come home, and crash. Then you would do it again the next weekend. They were almost sacred nights now. So when you got a call from your step-mom saying her son's graduation party was on friday, you held in a displeased groan. Of course you said you would be there and dreaded the event. You did your hair and makeup, leaving your hair down and light makeup since it was mainly outdoors. You wore a simple skirt with a nice tank top and headed home just as it was about to hit seven.
When you arrived you took a deep breath and grabbed the card you got for your step-brother then headed inside. You could hear the music as soon as you got out of your car and your eyes went wide. There were a ton of cars parked in the front of the house and you heard the roar of chatter. Wafts of barbeque and beer came your way as you walked into the kitchen.
“Oh Y/n! I'm so glad you made it!” Your step-mom, Mary, said with a smile and came to give you a hug. “Your father is outside on the grill and Jude is outside with his friends.” she went back to cooking and you nodded.
“It smells great in here, what time did everyone get here? Sorry I'm a little late.”
“Oh it's fine people started arriving at five but they’ll be here all night.” she laughed. You looked out the window to see tables set up under canopies, with lights dangling all around, a balloon arch graced a window, and there was a large speaker playing music. Your jaw opened slightly, they didn't even go this big for your high school graduation. You turned back to Mary with a smile.
“That's a lot of people.”
“Yeah so we are trying to keep the inside off limits, unless it's for the restrooms.” she quipped in response as she bounced around the kitchen. You went outside and said hi to your dad before going to congratulate Jude.
“I got this card for you, Congratulations!” You said with a smile and he gave you a hug.
“Thanks Y/n.”
“Your mom really went all out.” you laughed and he nodded.
“Yeah I don't even remember some of these people, but hey mom’s letting me have a few beers so I can't complain.” You laughed before heading back inside to see if Mary needed any help.
After a couple more hours, people were dancing and mingling like crazy, drinks were flowing and people were either gossiping at tables or dancing by the speaker. You had to admit you were having a pretty good time, you had been hanging around your dad or just chilling by yourself for most of the night, but you were enjoying the people watching, and the juicy rumors people were chatting up. Your step mom called everyone in for a shot and your head started to hurt from the thought of that many people in the kitchen. You had also managed to avoid any introductions and didn't want that to change. You felt better with the drinks you had in your system and had already done a shot or two with Jude when no one was looking. Only the people that actually wanted a shot came inside, thank god, and you stood outside of the circle of people around the kitchen island where your stepmom was pouring the shots in these tiny plastic cups. Your dad yelled a salud to Jude and everyone cheered as they downed their shots. After that most people went back outside but a few hung around for another. When most cleared out of the way, through slightly fuzzy vision you saw a woman standing at the counter, red hair draped across her shoulders in smooth curls, and eyes that sparkled in the dim lighting. An angel- you thought to yourself. You looked away when you realized you had been staring and went to pour yourself another shot.
‘Oh do you want a glass of wine or a cocktail instead?” Mary asked from the sink and you shook your head.
“Nah thats okay im good with this and the beer selection isn't bad.” you said politely and she laughed, clearly more tickled due to her wine buzz she had going on. You took another shot and figured that was enough for now and went to the bathroom. As you were coming out you ran into your other step-brother, Anthony, who was older than you by a few years.
“Oh hey how’s it going?” you asked and he nodded.
“Not bad just got here. I was actually looking for you, you know I owe you for that time we smoked here fourth of july so I brought some stuff if you wanna come to my car?” he asked in a hushed tone and you looked around.
“Your mom still doesn't know you smoke? I don't think she will care. I mean Jude is shitfaced right now.” you said surprised and he shrugged.
“I guess. Come on I dont wanna risk it with the nosey neighbors and we are already being hella loud.” he pleaded and you nodded. You walked to his car, his cousin joining as well. He was parked under a tree and you got in the passenger seat, grabbing the lighter from the door and handing it to him. He gave you the joint to start up and you did, passing it to him as you looked out the window.
“So what happened with you and that girl you were seeing? The crazy one with the boyfriend?” you asked Anthony as his cousin nodded and handed you the joint from the back seat.
“Yeah, you're still seeing that girl?” she asked, leaning forward and he shook his head.
“Nah I ended that, I didnt wanna mess with that situation anymore.” he replied and you took a drag before handing it to him.
“What about you Y/n? You got a man?” his cousin, Ariel, spoke from the back and you laughed,
“No, I'm focusing on school right now.” you smiled and they nodded. You stayed and talked with them a while longer before you guys decided to head back to the party. You sprayed yourself with perfume and washed your hands when you got inside and paused to look at your reflection. You had a good crossfade going and started laughing as you thought of the fact you were going to have to spend the night now. You rolled your eyes before heading back to the kitchen.
Soon it was just you, Mary, another woman that was rather gorgeous but slightly older than Mary, and Ariel.
You smiled as you sipped on some water and talked with Ariel, your back to the patio door. You heard it open and didn't think anything of it until you felt someone come and stand next to you, her arm pushing into yours as she rested her hands on the counter.
“Hey Mary, can you make me another drink?” she asked with a cute smile that made your heart stop for a second. Okay maybe it was also the substances in your system but you caught your breath and turned back to Ariel.
“It's the angel.” you whispered to yourself.
“Hey Melissa, can you make it yourself?” she chirped and you raised your eyebrows. Mary saw and laughed, causing Melissa to turn and look at you. Her smile softened at the sight of you and she stood up straight, looking over your appearance.
“And who is this beautiful young woman?” Melissa asked and you hesitated to speak, the wave of nerves almost suffocating you.
“That's Y/n, Christopher's daughter. You met at the wedding but Y/n is always away at school for any of the parties we have here.” Mary answered as she started to make Melissa’s drink. “Y/n this is my younger sister, Melissa.” you nodded now vaguely remembering her. Your dad and Mary got married right before you left for college so you didn't see much of her family.
“Oh I didn't even recognize you, you have changed so much.” Melissa said with a smile and you weren't quite sure if that was a good thing or not.
“Well I grew my hair longer and stopped dying it. I also cooled it with heavy makeup.” You rambled, the drinks in you allowing your tongue to roll words right off it at a rather impressive speed, for your current state at least.
“I see. You have such beautiful hair sweetheart.” she said with excitement in her voice clearly a result from some drinks. She moved her hand to run her fingers through the ends, her fingers grazing your back through it. You felt a chill travel up your spine and your cheeks grew hot.
“Thank you, but you have the most beautiful hair I have ever seen.” you said softly and she smiled.
“Awe thanks hon.” she rubbed your back then grabbed her drink from Mary. “Are you coming with us girls to go shopping tomorrow?” she asked and Mary looked up with a smile.
“Oh yeah Y/n I wanted to ask you but I got so busy cooking. We would love to have you. We are just going to hit up some shops in town.” Your step mom said sincerely as she took a sip of her wine. You felt Melissa looking at you and you met her glance for a second. Her eyes were firm yet dazzling. You felt as if she was challenging you, but not threatening, rather observing your response and demeanor. You nodded with a smile and Mary cheered and Melissa's satin lips curved into a cocky smile.
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The next day you got up early to shower and get dressed, you wore denim shorts and a baby tee with sneakers and did some light makeup. You had slept in your room that was right across from the guest room, which you learned Melissa was staying in and you struggled to sleep with that fact circling in your head. This encourages you to wake up and get ready though. Because now you had a reason to get put together before you were seen by her in your pajamas with your hair a mess.
You step out of your room and see Melissa sitting in the kitchen, her back to you and Mary sat next to her with a cup of coffee. You took a breath and walked up to them with a smile.
“Good morning.” You said to them as you got a cup of water.
“Morning sweetie.” Mary chirped, Melissa looked up at you with a smile and muttered a greeting before going back to her phone.
It wasn't until you all went to load into the car that you realized you were a seat short. You offered to ride in the trunk but Mary refused.
“I think we can all fit if we squeeze.” Ariel muttered and you sighed. Melissa turned to you with a smile.
“You can sit on my lap if you need to hon.” she said casually in her rough and seductive voice. Your cheeks grew hot and it took every muscle of restraint to decline the offer. I mean you had to give yourself a pat on the fucking back at the willpower you had to say no to this. You knew it wasn't right to say yes since she was just offering to be nice and you respected her too much. You shook your head and laughed.
“Um I'll just take my car, and follow you up.” you said moving to grab your keys.
“Oh ok thanks for doing that.” Mary said and you nodded, “Go with her, Melissa, so she's not alone and so we all fit comfortably.” Mary ordered, gesturing to Melissa to walk to your car.
“Is that okay with you?” she asked and you nodded in shock. She walked up to you and grabbed the keys from your hand. You allowed her, not saying anything and just smiling. “I'll drive if that's ok.”
“Go right ahead.” you said and you walked to the passenger side. The car ride went fast, Melissa asking you about school, and you asking her about work. You learned she taught at an elementary school and that thought only fueled the butterflies. She said what you were studying was cool and that also made you blush a bit. You knew you couldn't keep thinking this, but it was hard. She was very affectionate, I mean they all were, but she would alway place hands on your arm or back and she always held eye contact. You were confused from all the signals getting crossed. Of course you knew she was just being nice, but you couldn't help the way your mind wandered about her every time you would lock eyes.
You split off to go shopping with Ariel and met back up with the others for lunch. Melissa sat next to you and you smiled up at her, she had her hair down but was wearing a casual yet very flattering sundress that had thin straps. You didn't notice any bra straps which made you think she either wasn't wearing one or had a strapless one on. As if she was reading your mind, she let out a sigh and her hands went to the fabric on her chest.
“I got one of these stupid sticky bras and the damn thing is falling off.” she muttered to the table and you all laughed. Your step-mom went on to share her own experience with those heinous creations and Melissa continued to mess around and you once again turned your focus away from her.
“Oh my god, should I just take it off.” she laughed turning to you and you laughed along.
“Just go to the bathroom and fix it.” you suggested, her knee was pressed to yours and you couldn't help your eyes accidentally glancing to her chest for a second.
“I mean look at that.” she said, holding the top of her dress out for you to see her dilemma. You felt your chest tighten and you panicked inside. The Schemmentis were all very open and close with each other, and you loved to be able to be a part of it all, but this moment had you wanting to drift away in a gust of wind to never be seen again. You couldn't help it and you looked down quickly before nodding and looking away.
“Yup yeah that sucks.” you said as you took a sip of your water. By the time you all got home you were ready to go back to campus and see your friends. You said goodbye to everyone and drove an hour back to school. Before you left Melissa gave you a hug and you felt her soft hands around your back, one resting on the exposed skin of your waist from your cropped shirt. Her hands were warm along with her skin which was silky soft and radiant. You cleared your head and quickly got into your car to leave. You only had a few more weeks of school, and wanted to hang out with your friends as much as possible.
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The next Friday you and your friends took a trip to Philly a few hours away to visit another friend that you hadnt seen in awhile. They had mentioned this popular gay club you and your friends wanted to check out so of course you agreed to go with.
“Yeah I guess it's owned by a famous drag queen, it's in Milwaukee though it's just so far and not worth checking out ya know?” Your friend said to you in the uber on the way to the club, no one wanted to be sober tonight so the Uber was necessary. Your hair was down and you were wearing a little black body con dress with sequins on it and some cute black heels. Currently you were reapplying your lipgloss since the pregaming rubbed some off and you needed to look good tonight. You arrived at the place and you and your friends all cheered when you got inside. The place was two stories, with the second floor being balconies that looked down onto the first that had a large dance floor and of course the bar.
“Follow me!” your friend said and you all grabbed hands as you moved through people. You noticed the crowd was full of all kinds of people. Some were younger, some were older, but everyone seemed to be having a good time. You were led upstairs where you found another bar, and then booths and high tables placed around under the colorful lighting. You all went to the bar and ordered some drinks, you noticed all the tables up here were full and your friend suggested you go dance. You all agreed and finished your drinks before going back downstairs. You took a second to have another shot and as you were walking to catch up to your friends you saw through the tables of people, on the other side of the room, flaming hair and a glowing smile that erupted with laughter sitting in a booth. You realized who it was and your heart stopped as you admired her. You wondered if you should say hi or just sneak away, as you pondered, one of your friends came up to you.
“Come on, Y/n” she said and you turned to look at her muttering an apology. You looked back up at Melissa and she was sipping her drink, she must have felt your relentless stare because she looked up and before her eyes landed on you, you were walking downstairs with your friend. Melissa caught a glimpse of you walking away and saw the shine of your hair and furrowed her brows. She assured herself it was just someone else but she couldn't get the image of you out of her head. She walked over to the bar and got a beer, taking it over to the balcony. She leaned over it looking down at the mass of people dancing and her eyes darted through the group. There were so many people squished together she felt her eyes sting as she focused looking through them, searching for your smile. Finally she smiled when she saw you and your friends pulling each other to the dance floor, thankful she wasn't crazy after all. The lights swirled around your face and you danced freely but with elegance to the music. Things slowed down as drinks started to flow and you smiled at the feeling. Time slowed for Melissa as well while she watched you dancing in the haze of smoke and music, your friend moved up behind you and you pressed against her, grinding to the beat and laughing as you did so. Melissa felt her breath catch and her smile grew. She admired your beauty and confidence mixed with your overall humble attitude. The innocence you wore underneath all of that was pulling Melissa in and she took a sip of her beer when she felt her throat going dry. When she looked back down, your friends were coming back from the bar down below, empty shot glasses left in your place at the counter. You kept dancing with your friends and Melissa felt a twitch of jealousy in her. Her brow raised slightly and she sucked her teeth with a smirk. She couldnt peel her eyes away from you, your hips, your face, the way you moved up against your friends, it all enchanted her.
You smiled and laughed while your friend put her hands on your hips and you both moved along to the music. It was already hot in the room with the amount of people there, but you felt your face heat up even more all of the sudden and you opened your eyes fully and slowed your dancing a bit. You felt eyes on you and something drew you to look upstairs. Immediately bright green eyes were locked on yours. Your hips didnt stop moving as you stared up at the woman, She was smirking at you and you hesitated in reacting. You were fairly tipsy by this point and you had all smoked before coming so when your eyes landed on her you were rather stunned. You couldn't help but smile at her, a sheepish and regretfully seductive smile that caused her to smile back in return. Your friend turned to push her back against you and you instinctively did so, your hips once again moving in sync. Melissa watched in envy from above and sipped her beer, giving you one last glance before walking away.
You snapped out of your haze and stopped dancing, casually enough to not raise concern, and then said you were going to the bathroom. Your friends nodded and you went upstairs. Fueled by alcohol-induced confidence and of course delusion, you looked for Melissa in the large circle of people. You spotted her table from earlier and you saw her sitting with three other women. From a distance you watched, observing to see if any of these women could be with her. That's when you realized… Melissa was at a gay bar. Which meant one of two things, her queer friends invited her, or Melissa didn't just like men. You knew she had been married and divorced to one but didn't think anything of it. Your heart started to beat faster and you let out a breath, now unsure about going up to her. What good could that do? While you pondered Melissa had seen you standing over by the bar alone and made her way over to you.
“You really shouldn't be alone hon.” a raspy voice chirped from behind you and your head snapped to look at her.
“I was just up here looking for the bathroom.” you said and she nodded, gesturing you to follow her. By how quickly she took you to the bathroom your senses pointed towards option two of your possibilities for Melissa being here and you sighed to yourself. Melissa held your hand as she led you and you smiled as you kept up with her. When you got out of the bathroom Melissa was waiting outside it, leaning up against the wall of the hallway that was semi-secluded from the rest of the loud music and voices. You smiled at her when you got out and you took advantage of your current situation and looked at her with a grin. She raised a brow and you sighed.
“So.” you paused looking up at her, “What are you doing in a place like this?” The words dragged out of your mouth but somehow managed to be quick enough that you couldn't properly phrase the question and you made a face at your choice of words. She scoffed with a smile and crossed her arms casually.
“I could ask you the same thing.” she said softly and you nodded.
“I'm just here with my friends for the weekend.” you said shrugging and she pushed herself off the wall to step closer to you. You looked in her eyes and she tucked a strand of hair behind your ear.
“Why are you really here Y/n?” she said with confidence and you felt your knees go weak.
“I told you, my friends brought me.” you replied and she shook her head.
“Come on. Be a good girl and tell me what I want to hear.” she said getting serious and you almost melted right there. You wouldn't believe what just came from her mouth. This woman you had met twice, and oh yeah, who was also your step..aunt? You swallowed and she smirked.
“My dad didn't tell you I like girls… well, women.” you slurred out a bit with a sly smirk and she tilted her head at you.
“I get the feeling you didn't tell him.” you looked at her plainly and laughed, shrugging it off and she stepped closer once again. You felt your back hit the other wall and you couldn't help a small grin.
“My family doesn't know, I'm very private. I'm not currently seeing anyone. I am as clean as a whistle. I like all women but have a soft spot for redheads.” you rambled out, your eyes softening at the last part as you winked. You would be the first to admit you were fairly drunk at this point.
“Anything else you wanna know? Oh, I'm wearing black lace panties.” you muttered as you teased her and you went pale when you realized what you said. Embarrassment took over and Melissa just smiled at you with a cocky and mysterious smile. You didn't say a word and just turned to walk away, but she grabbed your arm and pulled you into her, her hands cupped your face and she kissed you softly but with a desire so strong it made your stomach flip. You kissed her back, running your hands through her hair and pulled away with a sigh to catch your breath. Your eyes widened when you realized and you looked down shaking your head.
“I'm so sorry.” was all you said before walking away to find your friends.
“Damn did you throw up or something?” One said from their spot at the bar. You laughed and shook your head.
“No, I ran into a friend.”
Your friends were growing tired and you were all about ready to head back. As you were closing out your tab your friends ordered the Uber and used the restroom. You signed the check and thanked the bartender, putting your card back into your purse. The Uber came and you left with your friends.
That was the last time you saw Melissa for months.
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It took a couple days but after your kiss with Melissa you were able to eventually shove it away in the deep dark depths of your brain. You were currently at a work event for the organization you were interning at, and the event was at a nice history museum in Philly. It was a more formal event and you decided to just stay the night in a hotel instead of driving back. You were wearing a very simple yet elegant dress and some smaller heels. Due to your anxiousness you arrived early and decided to drop your stuff at the hotel first. The office made the reservation and covered the hotel expenses, so your room was rather fancy. It was on the top floor of the hotel and had a large king bed and a chaise lounge that sat in front of a large window that overlooked the city. You gasped at the sight and held in a scream at how gorgeous and amazing this was. You looked at your watch and saw it was almost time to head out so you fixed yourself in the bathroom mirror, and then grabbed your phone and purse before heading out.
You got there fifteen minutes early, and walked up the steps of the museum looking around at all the dimly lit architecture that graced the outside walls. You gawked at how magnificent and intricate it was and continued to do so as you made your way in. There were signs pointing you where you needed to go and eventually you saw some of your coworkers. You mingled with them for a bit and grabbed a glass of champagne from a passing waitress as you waited for your boss to arrive.
“Oh Y/n, you see that group of people over there? Those are the investors we are trying to impress tonight.” one of the other interns whispered to you and you looked over in the direction she pointed. You saw a bunch of people in suits that definitely looked the part and raised your brows.
“Wow, they are the real deal. Too bad we can't talk to them.” You laughed.
“Who says you can't?” you heard your boss chime in from beside you and you looked at her with a smile.
“No one really, just myself.” you replied and she nudged your arm.
“It's all about networking darling, and anyone can network.” she smiled and then walked to the front of the crowd.
Did you want to fuck your boss? Yes of course you did. She was brilliant. However at this point in time you knew better, and you needed this job. That didn't stop her from flirting with you, and she actually did flirt, it wasn't in your head. Only reason you know that is because even your friends at work thought so.
After her speech was over you were free to walk the museum, you decided to go checkout the best exhibit they had-- the planetarium. This was always your favorite part of museums and with how fancy this one was you knew it had to be pretty astounding. You decided to go to the bathroom before you went to the exhibit, and as you stopped to read the map on the wall to see where the closest one was, you saw people out of the corner of your eye. Naturally you glanced at them before looking back at the map. However, you recognized a face and you felt your cheeks grow warm, you slowly looked back over out of fear you could be right, and your eyes went wide when you saw the familiar glow of red hair. You watched as Melissa walked slowly, looking at some boring historic artifacts, arm hooked in the arm of… a man. You held back the disapproving glare that tugged to appear on your face and you decided to just turn back around. You decided to stare at the map until they had walked by. Eventually you lost track of how long you had been there, checking your phone to see it was definitely not longer than three minutes. You exhaled and before you could go to turn around you felt a hand on your back, stroking your hair.
“Hey Y/n.” you heard a velvety voice mutter your name and you felt a ping in your chest. Turning to face her with a smile, you fidget with your watch and look around for the man that was accompanying her.
“Hi.” you let out, your eyes locking with hers. You looked over her and your chest grew numb as your eyes traced over her curves that were gracefully accentuated by her dress.
“What brings you to a place like this?” she asked with a grin and you laughed at her mocking question.
“I could ask you the same thing. We have got to stop meeting like this.” you joke with a light blush on your cheeks as you smile. Trying your best to play your role as a perfectly normal college kid who did not kiss a step relative at a gay club.
“Looking for the bathroom I presume?” she asked and you nodded, slightly embarrassed. “It's that way.” she said and you nodded in realization. Soon the man she was with came from one of the staff only doors and came to stand next to her, a hand on her back.
“Hey, thanks for waiting.” He said to her before looking over at you with a small smile.
“No, problem I was just catching up with Y/n here she is my sister's stepdaughter.” she said with haste, “Y/n this is Clint he works here at the museum.” she said and you nodded.
“Nice to meet you. Clint.” you said enunciating the ‘t’ as you looked at Melissa.
“To clarify I actually own part of the museum not just a regular employee,” he said casually and You saw Melissa's eyes flicker to yours, she was reading your face for a reaction and her eyes softened as she listened to this preppy douche talk about himself, she felt embarrassment creep up on her as she watched you watching him. How could she stand here in front of an intelligent and beautiful girl like you with her arm linked to a man that was barely in Melissa's league and even she knew that for certain. “What brings you here?” he finally asked.
“I'm here for a work event.” you nodded and he had an “ah-ha” look on his face.
“Ahh yes, you’re with Smith Archives right?” he asked and your lips flattened.
“Yup, I'm interning there.” you replied politely and Melissa furrowed her brows.
“Wow hon that's a long drive home.” she asked with more concern laced in her voice than she intended and you just looked down.
“I'm staying the night, they put me up in a hotel a few blocks from here.” Her face relaxed and you saw a mischievous twinkle in her eyes for a second before you cleared your throat to break the silence.
“Well it was nice seeing you but I have to get going. Good to meet you, Clin-t.” You said quickly before smiling and turning to head in the direction of the bathroom. The slight sting of jealousy trickled in your head and you rolled your eyes at your own reactions to everything.
The exhibit was beautiful as you expected. The giant dome was lit up with the night sky and you sat in one of the seats, staring up at them as the soft sound of a narrator explained the astronomy facts. No one else was in there so you got to enjoy it in peace. Amongst the stars you zoned out, thinking of Melissa and convincing yourself this will all pass just like last time. You felt your head hurt from the stress and you took a deep breath. You sat there for at least two rounds of the little speech and were debating on staying for one more before you flinched slightly at a voice from behind you.
“Magnificent isn't it?” you turned to see your boss, Vivian, standing with her arms crossed as she looked around. You stood up and leaned on the backs of the seats.
“Yeah it is, I'm surprised we are the only ones here.” you muttered as you looked over her frame. Vivian was gorgeous, but her mind, it was her mind that was so brilliant it never failed to reel you in, the way she spoke, and carried herself often left you in a haze. She was so humble and reserved yet gave you just enough to leave you on your toes. She had long dark gray hair with white sprinkled through it, despite only being forty-eight. She had strong cheekbones and piercing brown eyes that were so inviting yet intimidating.
“Yeah well everyone is at the Dinosaur exhibit.” she laughed and you let out a soft giggle.
“That makes perfect sense. Did we have any luck with the investors?” you asked and she didn't answer she just turned to look at you with a smile.
“I want to ask you something Y/n.” she said softly as she walked past you to stand closer to the front of the dome, her head looking around at the stars in front of her.
“Yeah what's up?” you asked, trying to appear normal. She turned to look at you and you smiled.
“You know, you are very good at your job,” she paused and you felt your heart stop- oh god were you getting fired right now? “And I really value having you here but there is just one small issue. It is hard for me to help you get the most out of this position when you look at me like you want to fuck me.” Your eyes went wide and your jaw dropped.
“What?” was all you could croak out and she smiled, a soft laugh leaving her lips.
“Its okay Y/n, I know you don't mean to, and I can't blame you,” she said, gesturing to herself and you laughed awkwardly, “but this brings me to my question.” she started and you nodded for her to continue, you were unsure if this situation could get any crazier so why not.
“Are you able to get over this little infatuation or do I have to fulfill your fantasy in order for you to move on?” The words left her lips all too quickly and you felt your knees buckle as you leaned on the seats, she walked over to stand in front of you and you smiled up at her. If this was really happening you knew you had to take the opportunity. She stood over you and raised a hand to tuck hair behind your ear. The gesture made your heart ache and you were suddenly reminded of Melissa. You knew nothing could ever come from either of these situations, but your cons were longer for hooking up with Melissa than they were with Vivian. Melissa was never going to do the things you wanted her to and you had accepted that in this moment and allowed yourself to give in to pleasure. Vivian leaned down and hummed waiting for a response.
“No one will know?” you asked with a smile and half lidded eyes as you looked at her, standing to meet her face to face.
“Where’s the fun in telling?” she scoffed and you smirked, she moved a hand to brush a thumb over your lips and her other moved to rest on your waist. Just as she was about to lean in to kiss you, you saw movement behind her and you backed away, she did the same. Standing away from you nonchalantly. She relaxed when she saw it wasn't a coworker but you tensed up further when you saw Melissa standing there with a face full of confusion and shock. She didn't know how to feel and could only identify the jealousy she felt burning in her chest.
“Sorry to interrupt.” she laughed bitterly, before turning and walking out. You watched as she left the dome and you looked down.
“Did you know her?” Vivian asked and you nodded, “Hmm, ex?” she asked and you shook your head.
“No, it's complicated.” was all you said. Though you were surprised, that's what Vivian's first guess was.
“Well whoever she is, the way she was looking at you really reminded me of the way you look at me.” she laughed and your eyes snapped up to hers.
“Really?” you asked and she nodded. You looked at your watch and saw that the event was technically over. “I have to go Vivian.” you said with a shaky voice from the anxiety coursing through you.
“Go ahead Y/n. we can always pick up where we left off another time.” she winked and you ignored the small flutter in your stomach as you said goodnight, placing a kiss to her cheek, and then leaving the exhibit. You practically jogged down the hall, you looked all over and couldn't find her, the last place you looked being the front of the museum. You slowed when you saw her standing on the curb. You walked over and took a breath before coming to stand beside her. You didn't say anything and she looked at you.
“Was that your boss?” she asked and you nodded which earned a scoff from Melissa and you rolled your eyes. “I see you do have a type, though she looked a little too old for you.” she joked with a slight sting behind her words that fueled your own jealousy.
“Where is your date, Flint?” you asked with a smile and she sighed.
“Clint, and he is pulling the car up.”
“Where did you, uh, meet him?” you asked and she crossed her arms, both of you not looking at one another.
“I met him on a field trip here, this is only our second date.” she spoke softly and it set off a signal in your brain. She seemed more mellow than usual, she seemed unhappy and all out of pep. You thought maybe she was just tired but didn't want to ask. You decided to bite your tongue and not make any more remarks about the topic. Soon you saw a car in the distance pulling around and knew you didn't have much time.
“Melissa.” you said and she looked at you.
“Yeah hon?”
"Who were you with at the club that one night?” the simple question came out rather judgemental and you looked down.
“My friends from work. Why do you ask sweetie?” she said and you felt your heart swell at the pet name. You felt your cheeks grow hot and she sensed your nerves. She knew you wanted to ask her something else and just couldn't find the push you needed. “I date whoever I want, hon.” she said casually, leaning closer to your ear and you furrowed your brows. She gestured around and you realized what she was alluding to and you nodded.
“What did you really want to ask me?” she said and you looked down.
“I can't, not now, as much as I want to.” you said softly. You both turned to look at one another and Melissa smiled.
“What’s there to lose?” she said and your eyes met hers, she could see the desire lit within your gaze, she knew exactly what you wanted. Now it was up to her to decide, she had you at her fingertips and she wasn't going to let this chance pass by.
“Who says anything has to happen sweetheart?” she said assertively and you just smiled. Clint came pulling up and you looked at Melissa. Clint got out of the car to open her door and she put her arm around your waist gently and looked at him with sympathy.
‘Hey Clint, I'm actually going to take Y/n back to her hotel room. She isn't feeling too well and I want to make sure she gets there okay.” You didn't say anything and just hid the smile that crept at the corners of your lips.
“Oh ok I can follow and take you back to your place after?” he offered and she shook her head.
“No, that's okay, i'll take a taxi. Have a good night thanks.” She looked at you with a smile and you grabbed your purse.
“I'm driving this time.” you chirped and she laughed, grabbing your hand and walking to your car. The ride to the hotel was so tense you thought you wouldn't make it there without the car breaking down from the sheer weight of it. Your legs were spread slightly and your dress was riding up. Melissa tried to keep her gaze under control but you eventually caught her looking and smiled. Your cheeks flushed and you looked out the window. The wind coming in from the cracks of the windows chilled your face and made your cheeks grow rosy. The slight humidity in the air was comforting and you couldn't help but smile as you looked out at the streets. Soon you were arriving at the Hotel and you felt your chest tighten as you got out of the car.
“This is a very nice hotel.” she said as you followed her in and you laughed. As you walked through the lobby you spotted the bar and looked at Melissa.
“Are you tired?” you asked and she shook her head.
“Want to get a drink?" you said, gesturing to the bar.
“Always.”
After two hours of talking and nursing a few beers as well as two cocktails and a shot, you and Melissa moved to just drinking water, and went to sit on the patio. You sat facing each other on the couch, your knees tucked up and your elbow resting on the back of the sofa. You and Melissa were talking about all kinds of things, getting to know each other, and joking around together. It was one of the best nights you’d had in a while, where you were truly having fun and getting to just exist in the moment.
“Ugh do we have to go to bed? I could sit here talking all night” you stated simply and she smirked. As if she did it herself, you felt your throat dry up and you went to grab your water, taking large sips you felt a drop trickle down from the corner of your mouth and down your chin. Melissa let out a shaky breath and you set the glass down looking at her. She raised her hand to your face slowly, not taking her eyes from yours.
“What do you want to do sweetie?” she said as her thumb wiped the water off your chin and you felt your chest go hot and your breathing grew shallow. You decided there was no going back now and you smiled. The drinks were flowing and you felt fuzzy, the kind of tipsy you usually only got from wine.
“What I want to do isn’t appropriate.” you muttered with a grin, tearing your eyes from her and looking down into your water glass.
“If you are gonna say things like that Y/n, say them with confidence.” she quipped and you looked up at her with big eyes that soon turned hazy.
“Why were you on a date with Clint?” you asked as you were told to, your back straight, and your voice clear.
“I have needs. I know he was an idiot.” she said simply.
“How many women have you been with?” you said swiftly and she looked down and then sucked her teeth.
“I don't think you want to know.” she shrugged and you furrowed your brows.
“I've never been with one.” you said looking at her with a shy gaze and her smile softened. She knew from the moment she first saw you that there was a sweetness in you and she could tell by your body language and the way that her words affected you that you were inexperienced and searching for the right woman's touch.
“I know hon.” she nodded and you felt your cheeks heat up again at how easily she saw right through you. The air grew thick as you admired each other and you looked over her face in awe.
“Why did you kiss me that night?” The question left your lips softly but with speed, you didn't regret asking it though.
“Do I need a reason?” she said with humor and you moved to sit closer, your knees touching hers.
“Why won’t you kiss me now?” you said with confidence, and you held the same challenging look on your face that Melissa had months ago. She smiled and looked you up and down slowly, your skin melting under her fiery gaze. Your core tightened and your eyes darted between hers.
“Do you want me to, baby?” she said softly with a teasing tone and you felt your heart swell. Her hand moved to play with your hair as she looked in your eyes. Her eyes searched yours for the answer and you felt the weight of her gaze cause the rise of tension and lust to float in the air. You could feel your cheeks tingle like pricks of a needle on your soft skin. You nodded and she raised a brow, waiting for more.
“Yes, I want you to kiss me.” you practically shouted with a laugh and she didn't hesitate to grab your waist and pull you in, her lips devouring yours as a hand moved to grasp your jaw. You moaned into the kiss and pushed your chest against hers as she moved her other hand from your hip to grab your ass. Her hand then slid under your thigh to hook under your knee and lift it to her hip, causing your core to press against her as you moved to straddle her. You felt a fire erupt in your core at the action and you swear her skilled mouth caused you to almost climax there and then. The heat between the both of you was so strong with one strong gust of wind you would have set the whole hotel ablaze. You moaned and she pulled away from the kiss, admiring your glossy eyes and puffy lips with her own lips being slightly pink around the edges.
“What else do you want me to do?” she said out of breath and you just pulled her back in for a kiss, you let her tongue roam your mouth and find a pattern with your own. Your stomach grew hot and you felt your core tighten around nothing. You answered her question by grabbing her hand and moving it between your legs and she groaned into your mouth, causing a wave of arousal to wash over you.
“God honey you are soaked for me huh?” she muttered between kisses and you nodded, she kissed along your neck as her hand moved your dress up and slid her hand into your panties. You moaned as she moved her fingers over your clit and pleased you with precision you weren't surprised by.
“Fuck Melissa- I want you so bad.” you whined out and she pulled away, removing her hand and grabbing yours.
“Come on baby.” she said as you stood up and walked back inside, you headed to your room and the moment you got in the elevator Melissa was pushing you against the wall, her hands roaming your body as you tangled your hands in her hair, and moaned against her lips. The sounds you made echoed in the small area and only spurred Melissa on. The ding chimed loudly to alert you of your arrival and you broke away from her, digging in your purse for your key as you stepped out. Melissa kept an arm around your waist as you walked to your room, which you couldn't unlock due to the nerves and drinks in your system causing you to miss the slot. Melissa grabbed it from you and did it with ease and you smiled at her.
“Thank you.” You opened the door and led Melissa inside, shutting the door behind you and locking it.
“Holy shit this is a nice room.” she said looking around and you nodded. When she turned to face you again, you were taking off your heels and pulling your dress off over your head. Her eyes grew heavy with lust and she walked over to you, cupping your face and pulling you in for a kiss, she backed you up to the bed and she pushed you back. You climbed up and sat against some pillows, your legs spread. She watched and bit her lip as she admired your frame. She took her own shoes off and hesitated.
“Fuck you are gorgeous. You sure you want this baby? Once I fuck you, we can't go back.” she said firmly and you nodded eagerly. She slipped her own dress off and you felt your breath hitch at the sight of her. Her body was gorgeous, absolutely perfect. You wanted to feel her skin under your fingertips and trace her curves for the rest of your life.
“I want you more than anything I've ever wanted.” you said with a lovestruck voice and she smiled.
She came up and straddled you, immediately kissing you again with force, her teeth sinking into your bottom lip earning a surprised and throaty gasp from you. She looked down at you and moved her hand to cup your center. You admired her as she rubbed circles on your sensitive core. Her eyes were sparkling, and her lips were turned up at the corners in a smirk. You moaned into her kiss as she continued to move her hand. Her thighs laid over yours and the warmth of hers around you felt like heaven. She pulled away to breath and you looked each other in the eyes, her hand came out of your panties and to your lips, she brushed her thumb over your lip and you looked at her with doe eyes. Your hands rested on her ass, and she looked down at you with a smile.
“Open.” she said softly and you didn't hesitate to open your mouth and allow her to slip two fingers in. You sucked on them not tearing your eyes from hers as your tongue did circles around them. Melissa pulled them out of your mouth slowly before allowing them to return to their spot on your clit, your warm saliva touching your slit caused you to groan and Melissa kissed your open mouth, her tongue diving in and swirling around yours, finding a rhythm as you kissed back, you rocked your hips into her hand, causing her arm to press against her own center. Your hands squeezed her ass and nudged her towards you gently, she arched into you, her chest against yours as she continued to kiss you roughly. Without warning she slid her fingers into you and you let out a loud moan into the kiss and she smiled, pulling away to hover just above your mouth, your lips almost touching as she curled her fingers inside you, deep and rough. Your brows furrowed and your mouth opened as you rocked against her fingers.
“You liked that baby?” she whispered in her deep voice and your stomach fluttered. You nod with a smile.
“Don't stop please.” you whine and she giggles.
“I wouldn't dream of it.” she pushes into you harder and faster and you feel the heat in your core grow hotter, a tight feeling forming in your sensitive and deprived cunt. She stayed hovering a mere inch above you as she moved her hips slowly and her fingers moved hard and fast. You rocked your hips into her faster and she looked down at you with a devious smile. She watched as your face contorted with pleasure and your eyes went glossy as you grew closer to your release. You moaned as you felt your legs press together and your back arched into Melissa.
“Fuck, im going to cum.” you moaned into her and she smiled, finally kissing you again, this time slowly and tender. Her soft lips wrapping around yours gently and her fingers shoved into you caused quite the contrast and you felt your chest flutter from the contradicting emotions. Your brows furrowed and you squeezed around her.
“Cum for me baby, be a good girl and let it all out.” she said softly and your eyes snapped shut as you came around her fingers. You let out a loud moan as your legs tingle and you twitch under her slightly. You rode it out on her fingers and she pulled them out of you, bringing them to her mouth with a smile. You watched in amazement as her plump lips wrapped around her fingers coated in your flavor.
“Fuck you are,” you paused looking up at her, the dim lighting around her caused her to glow, her hair cascading around her face that was dewy from the things she had just done to you. Her lips were pink and her eyes were full of mischief and lust. She looked stunning, she was stunning. How could you put into words how incredible she was. She raised a brow waiting for you to finish with a smile on her face. “Ethereal.” you finally said and she looked at you with a more serious gaze, trying to detect any underlying emotions you may have been disguising.
“Well you aren't so bad yourself babe.” she laughed and you shook your head gently, still in your hypnotic state as you stared at her.
“No, I'm serious Melissa. You are the most beautiful woman I’ve ever laid my eyes on.” you said with a serious tone and her smile faded as she looked at you. After a moment she looked down and sighed.
“Thank you, hon.” she said as she moved off you and got off the bed, you watched her with confusion and your eyebrows scrunched together when she reached for her dress.
“Woah hey, did I do something wrong?” you asked getting up to walk over to her and she quickly shook her head.
“No, not at all. You’re a wonderful girl Y/n, but we can't be doing this, I want you but you are young, and I don't want you to..” she paused, her hand going to her forehead and you looked down as you realized.
“Fall in love with you?” the words left your lips quietly and she looked at you up and down with sympathy.
“I'm sorry I didn't think any of this through. I'm going to go, before anything else happens.” she said looking for her shoes and you shook your head, walking to stand between her and the hall to the door.
“I know I'm young but I'm not some high school virgin that's gonna fall in love with you because we sleep together.” You scoffed and she shook her head.
“No you’re not, but you have never been with a woman or been in a serious relationship with one, and I cant have this be your first.” she said, grabbing her purse. You stepped closer to her and she used all her strength to keep her eyes on yours.
“Is this not what you wanted though?” you asked sharply, gesturing between you and she looked down. “You didn't want to see me naked, on display for you?” you asked as you moved to take off your bra.
“Y/n-” she started, not looking at your body and you laughed as you slid your panties to the ground while you looked her in the eyes.
“Tell me this isn't what you wanted. Tell me that you weren't dreaming about me after we kissed that night, that I didn't cross your mind while you touched yourself, that you didnt want to fuck me in that museum while my boss watches. That you don't want to touch me right now.” you said stepping closer, now only a foot from her, she looked into your eyes and let out a sigh.
“I-” she couldn't get the words out. Melissa was usually so quick-witted and good with words, but with you it was hard, and in this moment it felt impossible. You looked at her with a smirk, reaching to grab her hand, you placed it on your chest and she kept her eyes on yours. Slowly and effortlessly, you slid her hand over your breasts and down your stomach. Her breath hitched in her throat as she looked at you.
“Fuck me.” she muttered under her breath, deciding to say fuck it and bringing her other hand to your waist, pulling you into her and kissing you with heat and aggression, she dominated the kiss and her nails dug into your hips as she kissed you with a desire strong enough to cause you to slam against the wall behind you, you moaned from the feeling, and she pulled away.
“Lay back on the bed baby.” she ordered and you nodded, moving to the bed once again. After many orgasms later you both eventually fell asleep, naked and tangled in the sheets, Melissa's warm body pressed against yours all night.
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A loud ringing song woke you from one of the best sleeps you have had in a long time. Annoyed and groggy you lifted your head to see what it was, you saw Melissa reaching for her phone and the noise stopped, but she brought it to her ear as she moved to get up out of bed. You watched her frame move gently around the room and she gathered her clothes from the floor and chaise.
“Yeah I’m fine.” she said in a soft tone and you tried your best to hear who was on the other side. You heard a lower voice but couldn't quite make it out. “Mhm. Oh um, I can't go to brunch today but lets rain check.” You furrowed your brows as you turned to lay on your side and propped your head up on your hand, your naked body lay exposed aside from the sheet barely covering your cunt and one of your breasts. Melissa turned and saw you were awake and smiled at you as she looked for her shoes once again. “Oh dinner? Look Clint I have a busy day maybe next weekend? Ok yeah, bye.” She hung up and you raised your brow with a smile. “I'm gonna shower.” was all she said as she put her hair in a bun and took her undergarments into the bathroom with her.
Your lips flattened into a disappointed expression and you looked around the hotel room at the mess you two made. Sheets were scattered around along with your own clothes. You got up and looked in the mirror, you had a bruise on your hip and you smiled at it. Thankfully she avoided leaving hickeys. You walked over to the bathroom and gently moved the handle to see if it was locked, it moved down and opened and you smirked. You shut it behind you and looked over at the shower. It was a large walk-in shower with glass walls and a built-in shower bench. A towel was thrown over the panel of the door, just barely blocking your view of Melissa's wet and naked body. As you put your hair into a bun, you walked over and opened the door, stepping in and coming up behind her, your arms coming to rest on her hips as your lips placed kisses on her shoulder.
“You sleep okay?” you asked and she hummed as she turned to face you, turning you towards the water so you were wet too.
“You did so good last night baby.” she praised you with a velvety voice as her hands roamed your body, she grabbed the body wash and put some in her hands, lathering it and placing her hand on you once again. She went over your arms and shoulders, turning you around to get your back as you washed your face, her hands moved over your hips and that's when she saw the bruise.
“Oh hon, did I hurt you.” she said with a sympathetic yet teasing tone, her fingers moving to trace it gently, sending a chill up your back. You looked over your shoulder at her, placing a kiss to her soft lips and smiled.
“No, I had a wonderful time.” you answered and she moved her hands to trail up your stomach and over your breasts. You turned to face her and cupped your hands to her cheeks and pulled her in for a kiss, you felt her wet breasts press against your chest and you moaned into her mouth, she took control, pushing you against the shower wall as her tongue moved around your mouth. You groaned and your hands moved to squeeze her ass and pull her into it, her knee came to sit between your legs and you pressed your core into it. Melissa pulled away swiftly and you opened your eyes, she was stepping out and grabbing her towel with a sinister smile.
“Finish up baby, I'll be here when you get out.” she reassured you and then grabbed her things and walked out of the bathroom. You stood in shock, hot and bothered as the water grew colder on your skin. You did as you were told and washed your hair as you tried your best to hurry. When you got out of the bathroom, Melissa was dressed and fixing her hair into a ponytail, perfectly curled pieces falling to frame her face.
“You know my boss said I could use the hotel for another night if I wanted.” you quipped looking at her seductively as you walked to your suitcase and got out a change of clothes. Melissa didn't say anything, she just got up and walked over to you.
“I had a great night, and you are.. Amazing.” she started and your lips turned down slightly.
“But?” you said with a scoff and her brows pushed together.
“But it was a one time thing.” she said and you shook your head, you dropped your towel and started to put your clothes on as you argued back.
“Oh fuck off with that Melissa, there is no reason two adults cant have sex every now and then. Guess what we fucked last night and im not in love with you.” not yet at least your subconscious chirped and you rolled your eyes.
“I know, but like I said last night it's wrong of me to let this happen. I’ll see you around.” she said before grabbing her purse and heading out of the door. You stood in disbelief and put your shoes on, grabbing your phone and purse and heading out after her. You caught up to her and grabbed her arm.
“Let me drive you home.” You said and she looked at you for a moment.
“Fine, but I'm driving.” she said and you walked to your car giving her your keys. You sat in silence before grabbing your phone and texting your boss. You told her you wanted to stay another night and she liked the message before sending a witty response that made you smile. Melissa saw but didnt say anything and just kept her eyes on the road. She lived close so the drive was short and you walked her to her door.
“Come see me tonight while I'm still in town.” You said as she opened the door. She turned to look at you and you smiled.
“I cant.”
“You absolutely can.” you quipped and she tilted her head.
“I shouldn't.”
“Why not? Give me one good reason.” your tone was light, but your eyes didn't leave hers as she looked at you.
“Your dad is married to my sister. That's my best reason, I'm sorry hon. Get back safe.” she said before shutting the door and leaving you on her porch. You felt your cheeks grow hot in frustration and heading back to your car, driving out of her neighborhood. You didn't know where to go so you just drove around, looking at the beautiful architecture of the city, you found a cinema and decided to go see a movie.
By the time the movie ended the sun had just started to set and you looked for a place to get dinner. An idea popped into your head and you smiled, pulling out your phone. You texted Melissa asking her to go to dinner with you since you were alone in the city. However you felt your chest sink when she read the message and never answered. You scoffed and chewed on your lip. You didn't understand why Melissa even slept with you in the first place if she didn't really have to desire to. I mean were you bad? Screw this, you headed back to your hotel and decided to drive home.
The truth was Melissa was the one afraid of falling in love with you. She loved your personality and she felt butterflies all night while you two talked, fooled around, and slept together. However she was terrified of someone finding out and her sister, or your dad finding out and being uncomfortable. She figured she would just cut it off now and she wouldn't go to any parties if she knew you were going to be there. She wouldn't go back to the museum, and she would sit at the club every weekend, sifting through every crowd, looking for your smile.
She did that for months. Just like when she kissed you, she created an unforgettable memory with you, then disappeared. Leaving you to get over the experience and pretend it didn't happen.
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This time it took a couple months to fully get over your night with Melissa. You would dream of it constantly. If you closed your eyes in the shower you would see her. If you went out you would look around the bars for her. You even stopped masturbating because you could only ever finish if you thought of Melissa. Eventually, with time you rarely thought of her. Some rare and rough nights she would plague your dreams, kissing you, fucking you, saying she loves you. Those nights you would wake yourself up and not go back to sleep. On the more lonely nights though, you would stay asleep, stay in the perfect illusion your mind created and wake up in a funk that would last a week.
You were home for winter now and knew you were going to see Melissa at least once. You started mentally preparing ahead of time, and just hoped you would be able to be normal, but when you heard she was coming to stay for a few days you almost decided to just leave. Having no place else to go did pose a challenge, but you were worried about what those days would bring. She was coming to stay over for new years and you knew this setting was going to teach you a great lesson on self-control. You only hoped things wouldnt be awkward forever, and you hoped that your heart wouldn't fall out of your chest and into her hands upon your first glance.
hiii! can i request an enemies to lovers age gap melisa fic where reader works at addington and is lowk friends w/ kirsten marie which makes things more heated between her and mel until they hook up @ PECSA. (lowk hate sex). tysm! <33
um HELL YES you can. enjoy. <3
Stuck in the Middle : Melissa Schemmenti x Reader
summary: ze request
word count: 5.9k
warnings: smut 18+, oral (mel recieving), dom!melissa, scissoring/grinding, slight exhibitionism, drama and angst
a/n: I hope you like thissss I finally finished season 5 so felt very inspired to finish this, sorry it took forever! slightly proof read!
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The office air was stale, the meeting room having a static in the space that cut off your air. Boredom was sucking the life from you, and the muffled voices around you were not helping.
The woman to your right was rambling loudly and you were just nodding along, trying to daydream of the long weekend ahead of you. If you could make it these next three days you would be off to pure relaxation and doing nothing.
"You hear me? I said I can't believe they are pulling this shit on us!" Kristin Marie repeated and you blinked yourself back to reality.
"Wait, what happened?" You asked and she sighed.
"They said half the staff scheduled for the PECSA conference this weekend dropped and they will be randomly selecting replacements." She said annoyed with a slow diction highlighting her discomfort.
"Shit!" You muttered and she nodded.
"I swear to God if we get selected and I am forced to give up this weekend... I am never going to come back." You said exhausted, shaking your head and she hummed in agreement.
"Hell, I don't want to either. You know who might be there?" She said nudging your arm and you tilted your head with an inquisitive hum.
"My dear old sis Melissa." She said and you rolled your eyes instinctively.
"Yeah there is no way we are going. I mean, when was the last time you saw her?" You asked and she thought for a moment.
"Scare Fest last fall." She replied and you felt your blood boil at the reminder.
That was the last time you had seen her as well, and it wasn't exactly the best memory. You assumed Kristin wouldn't want to open up that incident in this setting so you just nodded.
"Well, let's just hope the universe is looking out for us!" You said with a faux cheer to try and lighten the mood.
Suddenly you heard the chime of a microphone and the woman at the podium was shuffling through her papers.
"Okay, if I call your name you have been selected to replace the five teachers we lost." She nodded with a smile and all the staff surrounding her groaned.
"Mrs. Schemmenti, Miss L/n, Mr. Chavez, Miss.." Her words faded as your head dropped into your palm with a groan.
"I cant fucking-" Kristin started and you patted her swiftly to stop the string of curses she was going to follow the sentiment with.
"Well, I guess we just gotta avoid Melissa at all costs, attend minimal lectures, and get very very drunk." You nodded and she shook her head.
"This is ridiculous. With all we put up with and now I gotta give up a long weekend to spend it with my least favorite sister." She continued and you rested a hand on her arm reassuringly.
"It's okay, at least I will be there. I can be a buffer." you quipped and she smirked with a grateful smirk.
When you learned the conference was in Miami this year, you were both suddenly very excited to be the chosen teachers. That night you prepared for the nice weather that was predicted, putting together perfect outfits for the lectures and then any personal exploring you may escape to.
After you both unpacked and got freshened up you met at the main conference room to prepare for the introduction dinner. Your gaze wandered around the room as you sat at the table with your fellow Addington teachers. There were all kinds of teaching professionals here, from all across the region. You took in a breath, nerves tingling in your body at the notice of the overstimulating environment.
“They better get started soon. I wanna get out of here.” She scoffed and you elbowed her playfully.
“It may be nice to meet some new people.” You added and she shrugged, your gaze still keeping an observant eye.
“As long as I don’t see Me-” She started but your eyes snapped to a familiar face as the name left your lips alongside hers.
“Melissa.” You said with an annoyed tone and she followed your eyeline, finding the redhead chatting with some other randoms, laughing away confidently.
“Damnit.” Kristin Marie exclaimed and you turned your attention to her, wanting to make sure you didn't get too irritated by seeing the way the ginger conversed so naturally.
“Maybe she won’t notice us.” She continued and you both tried to avoid her sight.
“Although, should we be the bold ones and approach her? To show we aren't afraid?” You questioned and she tilted her head in thought.
“Hmm, that’s a good point. You’re right, come on.” She said before standing and you muttered an okay as you stammered to your feet and followed close behind.
“As I live and breathe if it isn’t my big sister Melissa.” Kristin spoke out and you looked at the fiery woman's expression.
“Kristin Marie? What are you doing here?” She inquired with a disgusted look and you hardened your glance in response.
“Well let’s see, this is a teachers conference, and I am a teacher. So that begs the question-- what are you doing here?” The blonde quipped back and you grinned.
Your eyes finally locked with the redhead and you felt your body grow hot once again, anger bubbling up and testing the surface’s tension.
“Miss L/n, pleasure as always.” she nodded and you kept your arms crossed over your chest.
“Hi Melissa.” was all you could get out at first, the heat in your body causing your mind to grow dizzy.
“Say, remind me of your first name again?” She continued and your jaw tightened, biting your tongue to remain professional to some degree.
Melissa knew your name, this was just her only way of trying to dig under your skin. Fortunately for her it was working tremendously and you couldn't seem to shake her tantalizing gaze. Her eyes raked over your frame, leaving wildfires in its place and grinning at your irritated expression.
“You know it.” You replied simply.
“Well I don’t want to give you too much power.” She said sarcastically and you huffed.
“Don’t tell me you’ve forgotten all about our fun last fall.” You beamed and she rolled her eyes at the mention.
“Whatever,” she started and you flashed a grin to Kristin at the mere mention of the event shaking the catty woman, “have fun at the conference, I look forward to not speaking with you both for the remainder of the trip.” She said, raising her glass to you both before walking off into the sea of people.
“Ha! Got her ass.” Kristin laughed under her breath and you nodded as you watched the red curls fade out of sight.
“Yeah we did, come on lets go sit down. Dinner should be out soon.” You spoke and she moved to find your table.
The dinner was basic but satisfying enough, especially paired with the drinks you had consumed, feeling much more relaxed but needing to relieve yourself.
“I'm going to use the restroom.” You said softly to the blonde and she nodded.
“Okay, I am going to go talk to some of the handsome suits over there.” She gestured and you rolled your eyes.
“Just, leave your ring on at least.” You teased and she waved you off.
While you washed your hands you noticed the small smudges of your makeup, drying your fingers and then swiping the shadow clean again. You tweaked your hair as well and straightened up your outfit, pausing when you heard the door open.
“Hello again.” Melissa chimed behind you and you stared at her in the mirror.
“Hi.” You said curtly and she frowned, taking slow steps towards you.
“How’s the night been going for ya?” She smiled politely and you finally turned your head to meet her gaze.
“What do you want Melissa?” You asked flatly and she raised her hands in surrender with a small shrug.
“I was just being professional.” she stated and you rolled your eyes once again.
“You sure do that a lot.” She gestured to your expression and you hummed.
“I have a good reason don’t I?” You snarked and the reluctant woman just nodded.
“Y’know, what happened on Halloween wasn’t my fault.” She said with a sudden calm in her tone and you resisted the urge to meet her eyes.
The memory played back in your mind and you grew angry all over again.
“Bullshit. I don’t know you well Melissa, but I know you have a big mouth. And you’re the reason Kristin and her husband are separated.” you said with tension in your tone and she hummed.
“Who cares? She’s the one that was flirting with other men.” She defended and you looked at her with a clenched jaw.
“You are also the reason I got stuck with kindergarten again this year, I was supposed to move to third.” You added, annoyed, and her brows furrowed.
“How on earth is that my fault?” She scoffed and you held back the circular motion of your eyes, keeping them on her darkening green ones.
“That was only my second year teaching, first at Addington, and the principal caught me breaking up a fight between two teachers my mothers age at a family event!” You said frustrated and she felt her mouth drop slightly.
“First of all, more like a young aunt's age. Second, it's not my problem your friend decided to swing at me.”
“You mean your sister. God, Melissa, can't you think maturely?” You scoffed and she straightened up, her gaze threatening.
“Look kid, I've been around a lot longer than you, I know what kind of person my little sister truly is.” she said leaning in closer and you could feel the heat radiating off of her, causing your breath to catch in your chest.
“People change. You would know that if you ever saw her.” You replied simply, pretending her proximity wasn't causing your insides to ignite in white flames, melting you inside out.
“Why are you really pissed at me huh?” She pried with a quirked brow and you shook your head.
“I don’t know what you mean.” You stepped back, turning to face the mirror as you recalled the parts of the event you tried hardest to ignore.
Addington had co-hosted a large fall festival with Abbott for the kids and families to come together. It also was needed in order to have the budget to throw a fall event at all. It wasn't something you could have predicted would happen during your festival duties. As you made your way through the different games and prize booths set up in the courtyard, you searched for the entrance back into the building.
When you stepped inside you smiled at all the decorations, the hallway doors shut with scary signs to label the make-shift haunted house. Your gaze shifted to the woman standing beside the doors fixing some webbing. Recognition came fast and you hesitated, wondering if you could sneak out before she heard you, but you were pulled from the thought by her low raspy voice.
“Oh, Y/n hey.” She said, disappointment clear in her tone.
“I just came to see how it was going.” You stated and she stepped closer to you so she could admire the work.
“All done I’d say. Where’s Kristin Marie?” She said with a nosey gaze and you looked away in annoyance.
“I don’t know.” You said simply, her gaze slightly disturbed by the answer.
“I wish you two would make up.” You added and she shook her head and raised a hand to stop you.
“Don’t get involved in family matters, you’ll never get it, hon.” She said with a smooth tone and you couldn't help the way your cheeks tingled.
“Well it’s too bad because based on this setup, and your costume, I think we’d have a lot in common.” You said playfully with a shrug and she smirked. Her hand came up to feel the fabric of your simple costume and you froze at the touch.
“My sister and I don’t have to be friends in order for us to be ya know?” the redhead scoffed sarcastically and you nodded slowly.
“Unless you had something other than friends in mind?” she toyed and your jaw clenched.
It grew painful, knowing she was just saying this to mess with you. It was only wielding the opposite results and caused a flutter in your stomach.
“Is that what you’re hoping for?” You said playing into it with an unusual mischief in your eyes.
“I’ll take what you can give me darling.” She quipped and her words struck you to your core. It was growing too real and you panicked, your grin softening as you laughed awkwardly.
“Yeah well if Kristin found out I was joking with you she'd have my head. I should go find her.” The excuse left your lips smoothly, naturally and she nodded with a knowing smirk.
“It was good to see you, Miss L/n. I hope to have the pleasure of working with you someday.” She said in her naturally velvet voice and your chest tightened as you nodded.
“You too Melissa. Best of luck to you this year.” you nodded before exiting the building.
It wasn't even an hour later that you were stumbling upon the fight between the two women, you weren't sure exactly how it started but you knew why and that was enough information to continue to defend Kristin.
Still the prior conversation with Melissa had made the event more painful to witness. Your present day anger only festers deeper because of the small sense of betrayal you felt after your conversation with the private woman.
Now here you were, attempting to hide those layers of frustration as the stunning woman looked you over. Her gaze burned into your back as you pretended to powder your nose and apply lipgloss.
“No way a mature woman like yourself is this upset on behalf of a friend, and over teaching kindergarten for another year.” She mocked and your eyes met hers in the mirror as she stayed close behind you.
With swift feet you moved so you could turn and face her, realizing she was even closer now. Her eyes were dark and you found yourself getting lost in them as you pondered a reply.
“I think it’s just best if we ignore each other the rest of the weekend.” You attempted to move past her and she stepped in front of you with a tilt of her head.
“Awe, you don’t mean that.” She smiled and your eyes caught hers.
The emeralds softened when she saw through your facade and knew she was indeed right. Guilt flooded in her and she regretted toying with you so much. Still there was a possibility she was reading into it wrong. Perhaps she’s being too arrogant, and in her own world to recognize you may just be uncomfortable or fed up with the woman.
She moved aside and at first you didn't budge, your eyes both locked on one another's for a moment longer before you looked forward and walked out of the rest room, your perfume rushing past her as she committed it to memory.
It seemed the event was large enough, and your avoidance skills strong enough, to not cross paths with the irritating woman for the next day. Then, the night before the final day of the conference, the organizers gathered everyone into a room and proceeded to deliver the worst news of the evening.
“25% of the schools will be closing. We have them listed here and will be reading them to you all shortly.” They started and you all began to mutter to each other, you gaze frightened as you looked to Kristin.
“It is important to keep this information as private as possible. If parents find out before we have time to take the proper steps it could be chaotic.” The woman continued and you all nodded.
It wasn't long before someone shouted at them to kill it with the fluff and just tell us who was going to need to spend the night job hunting.
When Abbott was the first to be called Kristin Marie let out a cackle and you sighed, looking around to spot the red head. Then you heard Addington follow and felt your chest sink, your head lowering as you muttered curses under your breath along with Kristin.
That night, a group of teachers had convinced everyone to make the most of their trip so the resort's pool and outdoor bar area was full of people. A band played loudly as well and you were in line to order at the bar, watching as everyone was letting loose and finally relaxing. If it wasn't for the open bar you would be out exploring Miami, but the idea you were losing income was enough to keep you here. The drinks helped to muffle your overstimulating surroundings.
A voice cut through your thoughts as you sipped your drink, and you turned to find it, your body tensing at the sight.
“So, how are you holdin up?” The redhead asked as she came to sit beside you.
“I’m not in the mood to chat with you that's for sure.” You said annoyed and she smiled.
“Hey-- we are on even ground now, sweets.” She quipped and you just stared forward, drinking the remainder of your cocktail before ordering another.
“It’s like you said, I think we could be good friends. Why not start now?” She asked and you flashed her an annoyed gaze before grabbing your drink and walking off into the crowd.
Truthfully you couldn't understand why you were so frustrated with the woman. Her catty remarks only enraged you and her dazzling smile was a contrasting threat. It made your head hurt and your blood to boil to be near her.
As you made your way around the pool you decided to go for a walk by the port, the music a tad softer now. You took in a deep breath as you took in the sounds of the small tide waves hitting the boats docked in rows.
“That was awfully rude.” The raspy voice came from behind you and you sighed.
“Melissa, please just leave me alone.” You said, not turning to face her, though you could feel and hear her take a few steps closer.
“I don’t understand why we can’t be cordial.” She claimed and you shook your head.
“I have no interes-” you stopped with a gasp, the words catching in your throat when you felt her hand slide around your waist to your stomach, her breath on your shoulder.
“You were saying?” She asked and you pulled away, shoving her hand from you.
“Stop it Melissa. I don’t want to be friends with a snitch who betrays family.” You finally replied, attempting to put your foot down with the personal jab. She simply scoffed.
“If Kristin Marie didn’t want her husband to know she was cheating, then she shouldn't have been doing it.” Her tone had fallen flat, defensive and tired and you shook your head.
“What, you want round two Melissa?” Kristin spoke up from behind you and you shook your head, fear flooding you.
“I’m not going to fight you again.” The redhead chimed with a smirk.
“Yeah, no fighting please.” You whined and Kristin looked between the two of you.
“What are you two doing down here anyway?” She asked and you shook your head but Melissa spoke up before you could, a wicked grin on her face.
“Your friend was just forgiving me for my Scare Fest behavior actually.” She smirked and your jaw dropped at her attempts to anger Kristin.
“Is that so?” the blonde chimed and you shook your head.
“No of course not!” You argued but she had already walked away and you let out a grunt of frustration.
“God Melissa, what is your deal!?” you shouted before turning away to catch up to Kristin. She watched you scamper off with a grin, loving the idea of you and her imbecile of a sister spending the night arguing.
Melissa couldn't figure out why but she loved to piss you off, to tease you and mess with you until you’re whining and irritated. It makes her chest flutter seeing you like that, a feeling she’s been assuming was just the delicious zing of envy.
When you realized Kristin had run off somewhere secluded and out of sight you huffed, a hand coming to brush your hair from your face in a frustrated gesture. Heavy and tiring feet led you back to the bar and you ordered two shots, downing them one after the other.
Unbeknownst to you, the jaded woman was watching with a smirk from her place on the dance floor. She was joined by some of her coworkers and she watched as you took the shots with ease. There was a clear distance in your eyes and yet Melissa felt herself being drawn in.
Before she could exit the floor to approach you, you got up and moved to the bathroom. The beverages were hitting you now and you relished in the feeling, a carefree rush flooded through you and you sighed.
The long hall grew dimmer with blue and pink lights reflecting inside, the music faint but ever present. You could see the door to the women’s restroom to the left but before you could turn, there were hands on your waist.
You yelped softly as you felt the manicured nails grip your hips and pin you to the wall, your back hitting the hard surface as you met her gaze.
“What are you doing?” you exclaimed looking around and she just shook her head.
“You have been thinking about things too much.” she said with a smile, small pieces of her bangs falling over her eyes as they sparkled at you with confidence.
“No this isn’t right-“ you moved your hands but she pinned them to the wall as well and you froze.
“Haven’t you heard? The world is ending darling,” she leaned in closer to your ear, “why not go out with a bang?” she finished and you felt a shiver travel through you.
There was no time to think. Magnetic tension pulled you to one another and the moment your eyes met her lips she knew she had been right all along. Her lips pressed to yours swiftly and you kissed back. Your mouths enveloped one another as your breaths grew heavy and desperate.
It was all the rage and frustration bubbling up as you smashed together and moaned into one another. She pushed a knee between your legs and her hand came to cup your breast as you tugged on her hair. You both groaned out and you allowed her entrance in your mouth.
Skilled fingers moved up your side to cup your cheek and brush the hair from your face. After a few more moments you had to pull away, needing to catch your breath as you looked at her with big eyes.
“You realize this could have happened last year if you had minded your own business.” You remarked and she rolled her eyes.
“Well, I’m here now hon. You really gonna turn me down?” she said with a cheshire grin and charming eyes, your heart tightening as your cheeks burned.
“Fine but I’m not fucking here in the hall.” You said agreeing to her unspoken desire and she smirked, grabbing your hand and leading you outside. You looked around confused, following her with haste as she looked for a secluded area.
“Melissa-- we can’t do this out here.” You whispered even though the music carried enough to cover your voices.
“Shh!” She shushed sharply and you obeyed.
“We aren’t, we are doing it here.” She said before pointing to a boat that was docked nearby but somewhat hidden from the moonlight. Your jaw dropped and you shook your head.
“No way!” you laughed, unable to hide the giddy grin on your face. She tugged your wrist and pulled you onto the deck, opening the cabin door and gesturing you in.
It was surprisingly spacious and you knew only extremely wealthy people could afford to rent these kinds of boats out. The whole concept was something you never considered you would take part in.
“Pretty nice, huh?” She asked, her hand sliding up your arm to stroke it gently.
The sensation pulled you from your wandering thoughts and your eyes met hers as you nodded slowly. She allowed her nails to rake up higher until the met the strap of your sun dress, sliding it down before moving to the other. A chill crawled up your spine as you slowed your breathing and watched her in awe.
Her eyes looked back to yours before she went any further and she could see the deep lust forming in your innocent and bright eyes. It caused her stomach to flutter knowing she had this effect on you, that you were interested in someone her age let alone with such an intense personality.
When you didn't stop her, she pressed her lips to yours and you kissed her back with need, your lips locking harshly with hers as you moved them against hers slowly. Her lips were soft and damp and you felt the heat between your legs growing stronger, your thighs rubbing together instinctively.
There was a beautiful and elegant eroticism in the way she kissed you, it was deep and primal but slow and sweet, you could feel every muscle in her mouth moving with precision. As you moaned into her mouth, her hands finally continued, stripping your dress off and moving back so you could step out of it. She turned you so you were backing up against the foot of the bed.
When she finally pulled away and opened her eyes, she admired your frame with reddening cheeks, you looked away and she felt her confidence grow at your nervous expression. She liked knowing she was in full control of you already.
Her lips pressed to yours as she gently pushed you to lay back on the bed, crawling to hover over you as your lips remained together. Your hands roamed her body and up through her hair, pushing it out of her face as she moved her knee between your thighs. Your lacey thong rubbed against her and you moaned into her deeply.
As she moved a hand to cup your bra you allowed your nails to trace over her hips to the hem of her long dress, finding the slit of it so you could bring it up higher and move to the back of her thigh. Pulses traveled through your core at the feeling of her thick thigh in your hand as you ran it up to her ass. You massaged it gently as you pulled her down on top of you, allowing her weight to rest on you as your lips moved faster.
She rolled over and you climbed on top of her, straddling her as you sat up to strip off your bra. She watched with her tongue swiping her teeth and a raised brow. You grinded down onto her and she grabbed your hips before sliding her sharp nails up your sides before cupping your bare breasts.
“You are so fucking sexy.” Her voice was sudden but soft and you blushed.
“Not so bad yourself, but I think you have some catching up.” You said tugging at her dress and she smiled.
“Patience, we will get there. You need to do something for me first to make up for your behavior.” She remarked and you scoffed, preparing to debate her only to realize it didn't matter what she had planned for you, you would do anything to be with her.
Her hand moved up to your shoulder, pushing you down the bed. You quickly caught on and she bent her knees up once you reached a better angle, your hands sliding slowly up her silky legs. She watched from above with a devious smile, as the fabric slid up higher and higher.
When you reached the red lacey panties beneath the linen, you looked up at her with excitement. Your lips came to her thighs, placing slow kisses on the inside as you grew closer to her center. Steady hands snaked around her hips as you held her in place and allowed your tongue to lick stripes over her clothed folds. A pleased hum left her throat as she watched with darkening eyes.
“I can’t wait any longer.” She spoke up and you pulled away to help her strip off the thing lace and shove her dress up her hips.
The moment her glistening cunt was on display you moved back toward it, your hands scraping her thighs gently as your tongue feathered through her slick folds, collecting her juices as her eyes grew hazy.
“Fuck yes baby, just like that.” She moaned and you sucked on her clit, earning a deeper groan from her as she began to rock her hips into you.
You could feel your own arousal growing so you pushed your thighs together, your tongue moving in circles faster to pull more erotic noises from the redhead. She moved her fingers to your hair, brushing it away gently before gripping onto it and gently pushing your head closer to her.
“I’m getting so close-- christ.” She exclaimed and you smirked into her, you allowed your tongue to enter her and she gasped as she moved her hips harder, your grip growing tighter around the plush skin.
You could feel her grip around you and felt her growing tighter so you moved to her clit, flicking your tongue over the sensitive bud and causing her orgasm to come flooding over her. The redheads brows pushed together as her head leaned back on the pillow and her back arched. You didn't stop until she had slowed her hips and opened her eyes.
After she recovered and you pulled away, she looked up at you with ruffled hair and a post-orgasm glow.
“That was fucking amazing hon, wish we had hooked up sooner.” She quipped, pulling you towards her. You giggled and your lips locked with hers, her hand sliding down your stomach to tear your thong off and cup your core. You twitched under her as she felt how soaked you were.
“How cute, you practically came all over yourself from eating me out.” She hummed and you looked up at her with doe eyes as she moved her fingers back and forth slowly.
“Please I want…” Your voice faded slightly as she gently pressed her fingers against your clit, moving them in circles over it.
“What do you want Miss L/n? Hmm?” She said seductively and you whined.
“To be against you, feel you finish with me.” The words were soft and hesitant but she just smirked, sitting up and pulling off her dress, then removing her bra.
You resisted the urge to widen your eyes and look at nothing else aside from the perfect breasts displayed before you, but you admired them and then looked at her with lust filled eyes.
With a quick motion she moved you so your legs were intertwined and your centers could press together. Your arms gripped around her leg as you slowly began to grind against her, both of you instantly moaning out at the feeling of your slick cunts rubbing together. The nerves you felt from never having scissored with a woman before quickly disappeared as she took the lead by allowing you to use her like your own toy.
“Just grind against me darling, you feel so good on top of me.” she moaned out and you nodded as you felt your head growing light.
The sight of her below you only pushed you closer to your climax, the coil tightening as you watched her chest bounce with her motions. Her red hair was spread out around her in curls on the mattress and you admired the way her face contorted as you grinded against her.
“Jesus Mel, you are a fucking goddess.” You said curtly and she smiled, her hands grabbing what she could of you and digging into your burning flesh.
“I like when you say nice things to me.” she joked and you couldn't help the small laugh that escaped but quickly turned to a moan as her hand on your hip and arm pulled you down harder, her hips pushing up to meet you.
“Fuck-” You moaned and she bit her lip as your hips sped up, the friction between the two of you growing stronger as your head fell back.
“You tasted so good-- and feel so good, i’m so close.” You said softly and she groaned in agreement.
“Come on baby, let go all over me.” She encouraged and you moaned out as you grinded your hips in sync with hers. Your cunts rubbed together as you scissored with skilled movements, going off pure instinct and desire.
It wasn't long before you felt your orgasm crash over you and your body convulsed over, her arms coming up to catch you and pull you to lay beside her. You layed there looking up through the sunroof, admiring the moon as you panted alongside the silent redhead.
“You did so good, kid. I should have given you more credit.” She scoffed playfully and you sighed.
“Don’t worry about it, I don't exactly scream sex appeal.” you joked and she furrowed her brows and looked at you.
“Are you kidding? You just fucked me on a boat at a work conference. That is pretty fucking sexy.” She said as she turned to face you, her lips hovering over yours.
“Yeah?” you said proudly and she hummed with a node before pressing her lips to yours. It was a softer kiss this time, more tender and caring but it soon grew deeper.
The sounds of someone walking along the port echoed and you pulled away, looking over her face as your eyes grew wide.
“We should probably go.” You suggested and she nodded, the both of you quietly dressing.
“You’re coming to my room though.” She ordered and your eyes locked on hers before you exited the boat.
“I’ll take whatever you give me.” You quipped with a smile and she brought her hands to cup your face, pressing a sweet kiss to your lips before moving to hold your jaw between her fingers with a firmer grip.
“Careful with those words, hon.” She winked before grabbing your hand and poking her head out of the cabin, scanning the surroundings.
She pulled you to the ships deck before helping you across to the dock and you saw a few people down the row of ships and grew nervous, trying your best to act nonchalant. As usual you followed her quickly with a rush of adrenaline from the actions you had just performed, combined with the ones that awaited you.
It was unclear what your careers would look like moving forward, and how life would be when you returned home, but for the remainder of PECSA you were going to spend every second with Melissa.
in celebration of the 4/20 holiday, here is a quick blurb
pairing: Michael Robinavitch x Jack Abbot x fem!Reader
word count: 2.5k
warnings: porn without a plot, smut 18+, smoking (weed), threesome, anal m!receiving, vaginal penetration, minor angst/hurt/comfort, brat!robby?, dom!jack?, minor use of daddy kink, no use of y/n, female reader
a/n: this is the first time ive written guy smut in awhile so bear w me. Also the first time ive written for the Pitt, and also mlm smut. Great place to start. not proof read in the slightest.
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The room was full of swirls of smoke, slowly trailing out the cracked windows as the cold air wafted in. Heavy eyes threatened to shut as you focused on the sensation beneath your hips. It was getting hard to stay up on your arms, the weight of your body tiring them as the drugs and hormones coursing through you relaxed your body.
All you could focus on was the way Jack was pounding into you, his grip on your hips tight and his chest glistening with sweat.
"Cmon baby, don't get sleepy on us." he muttered, his hand running up your back to grab a fistful of your hair. He tugged you back gently and you moaned.
"I'm not, I swear." You whined as your eyes rolled back with each thrust of his hips.
"We are just getting started aren't we?" He asked, his voice distant as it was directed to the man sitting beside you, back to the headboard, watching with a deep lust.
Your face was a foot or so away from his, your breaths barely reaching him as Jack's thrusts pushed you closer. Robby kept his eyes locked on Jacks as he brought the half-smoked joint to his lips. A smirk crept to his expression when he heard you moan and turned his attention to you.
"That's right, we have quite a bit of time before the day ends." He held the filter between his fingers, facing it to you to offer some.
Your eyes remained on his as Jack pounded into you and your eyes doed with furrowed brows. Though they were bloodshot and glazed over not because of the drug, but because of the intensity of the orgasm you felt approaching you. You were trying to keep it held in, but you couldn't resist the way your hips grinded back onto him.
Lips pursed around the paper as you sucked in a slow drag, never tearing your gaze from Robby's. He smiled, the crinkles around his eyes faint due to the underlying seduction in his expression. His lips twitched at the sight of yours around the tip of the filter and he pulled it away as you turned to exhale.
His hand grabbed your jaw before you could blow it out and pulled your lips to his, parting them slightly to breathe in the smoke that was just held in your lungs. You felt Jack's thrust grow stronger, deeper, as you made out with Robby. His large hand cupped your face as you allowed his tongue to roam in your mouth.
The high only increased the sensitivity of your cunt and allowed Jack to feel you tightening around him. You moaned into Robby and felt your lips fall from his as your head dipped in pleasure. Your back lining with chills as you feel your orgasm approach.
"Hey, hey. Stay with us." Robby joked, his hands catching your head and cupping your cheeks in his calloused hands.
You smiled at him in a haze, your brows straightening as you felt the fire burning hotter with every push of Jack's hard member inside you.
"Fuck- i'm so close." You moaned and Jack smirked, Robby looking over at him with a proud smile.
"Yeah? Is Dr. Abbot fucking you good, doll?" he asked and you nodded.
Jack's hand slid from your hip to find your soaked clit, rubbing it firmly, causing your thighs to press together and your legs to shake. Your arms turned to jelly and you felt them shake. Robby noticed and scooted closer. He came to the front of you, grabbing your arms and moving them to rest around his neck. Your head falling into the crook of his neck as his hands rubbed up and down your bare sides.
"She feels so good Mikey." Jack watched with a cocky grin, his eyes locked on Robby's.
He enjoyed the slight dissatisfaction in the man's dark eyes, ones that told him to hurry and make you finish so your body could rest and Robby could get his turn.
With Robby's hands massaging your skin and Jack's persistent circles over your clit that sync with his thrusts, you felt your climax approach.
You moaned into the warmth of Robby's shoulder, his hand coming to rub the back of your head. He could feel the way your body moved with Jack's hips pounding into you, over and over again.
"Please- harder. I'm going to cum!" You moaned and Jack sucked his teeth and sped up his hips. He thrusted deeper into you with each one and you began to see stars.
Finally you felt your insides collapse and your weight rested fully on Robby. Jack groaned out behind you, his chest pressing to your back as he finished. You felt him shooting inside you and your breaths hitched in your chest. He allowed you to ride out your high and you felt your center throb.
Jack continued to pound into you and Robby flashed him another threatening glare, their faces distancing again as Jack sat up.
"Jack." He tested in his low voice and the silver haired man just smiled, you finally felt your breath in your lungs, bringing you back to reality.
You looked over your shoulder to see his expression, then you looked up at Robby. Jack continued, his hips moving once again into your soaked center. You moaned and Robby shook his head.
You knew he was upset that Jack got to fuck you first today. It was the deal though, whoever bought the weed would get to have first dibs on you.
So now that Jack was attempting to continue Robby was growing jealous with need.
"Jack baby, let Robby have a turn." You smiled back at him and his eyes reluctantly met yours. His grip on your hips tightened and you raised a brow.
"Come take another hit, relax, and watch Robby fuck me." You said in a dreamy persuasion and he smiled at the suggestion.
Robby smiled when he saw Jack pull out of you. His cock glistened with your slick and Robby felt his throat grow dry.
As the men moved to switch places, their eyes still silently trying to steal dominance from the other you smirked and sat up on your knees.
"Hey," you started and they both looked at you, "kiss and make up, I don't want you two to be fighting tonight." You said with hands gripping their jaws and facing them towards one another.
They both looked at you with annoyed glares before looking at one another. You sat back on your bottom, arms crossed over your chest as you waited patiently.
Robby was stubborn, his eyes locked onto Jacks with a stern sight. Jack flashed a sweet grin, his eyes softening as he inched his face closer to Robby's and you felt your cheeks grow hot.
His hand moved to rest on Robby's neck, his thumb stroking his cheek as he brought him closer. Robby hesitated and you shifted so you could spread your legs, opening up before them to urge Robby on.
The darkening eyes looking down on you set your skin ablaze, and they gave the man all the push he needed. He overcame his stubborn pride and gave in to his needs, allowing his lips to meet Jacks roughly. He kissed him back with passion and Jack pulled him closer as their lips interlocked.
You watched with a grin, your center pulsing as you watched them make out.
It grew rough, more primal and fantastically erotic. Jack pulled off Robby's shirt, leaving him in his boxers as Jack remained proudly nude. They gripped at each other's flesh, their tongues battling each other as they moaned deeply. The sweet blond man slipped his hand down Robby's chest to grip his hard on. Robby groaned into him and tightened his grip on Abbot's waist. He rubbed him though the thin fabric and you watched as his hand gripped around Robby's thick cock.
You felt your breaths grow shallow at the pornographic scene before you. In order to prevent your lingering fingers from pleasuring yourself too early, you reached for the joint, lighting it up and taking gentle draws.
After another minute of the heated kissing, their breaths deep and desperate, they parted to grab air and Jack removed his hand leaving Robby needy. That's when they saw the smoke and looked down at you. Your cunt was still on full display and you were placing the filter between your reddened lips.
"Feel better now boys?" You asked and Jack nodded as he moved to his hands to crawl towards you.
He connected his lips with yours for a few small yet passionate kisses before turning to the item between your fingers. You smiled and turned it to him, letting go once he had it in his lips.
Your gaze found Robby and he was smiling at the scene. Your hand reached out for him and he grabbed it, pulling you up to him.
"Are you ready Dr. Robby?" You teased and his lips met yours, kissing you with passion and desire. His hands gripped your back as he pulled you into him.
Jack took the seat at the headboard, watching as he sent puffs of smoke into the air. Robby surprised you when he was grabbing your hips and turning you around. He removed his shorts then moved to sit next to Jack, pulling you to straddle him backwards, your head turning over your shoulder to face him.
His eyes were dark and he aligned his throbbing cock with your center. Rough hands grabbed your waist with power, pulling you onto his tip. You moaned out, the angle causing your entrance to tighten and stretch.
"Fuck Robby!" You moaned as you sunk down further.
His hand rubbed up and down your back as you leaned forward, your ass popping up as you slowly moved your hips. The dark man watched as your cunt took him so well, he could feel you adjusting around his girth as you breathing stuttered.
You lifted your hips with the help of his grip and you moved back down harshly, his cock reaching deep in you and causing a low moan to escape you.
“Does that feel good sweetheart?” he asked and you nodded, lifting your hips to perform the action again.
You moaned and he smirked, his eyes watching your back arch.
“So good daddy.” You said in your aroused haze and Robby smiled at the name he earned, his gaze snapping to Jack’s.
“Is that so? Better than Dr. Abbot?” He teased and you slowed your movements as you looked back at him to flash a warning. You looked at Jack and he was scowling with the joint between his lips. He put it out and stood slowly off the bed. Both you and Robby watched as Jack moved around the room to the other side of the large mattress.
“Find me when you’re done.” He quipped before grabbing his robe and leaving the shared bedroom.
“Robby!” You scolded, pulling off of him with instinctive moans leaving both of you.
He didn’t hesitate before crawling out of bed to stop Jack, grabbing the robe from his hands and tossing it to the floor. Jack turned in annoyance and Robby grabbed his shoulder, pulling him back to the bed, his hand sliding up to the side of his neck where it met his jaw, pulling him in for a kiss. Jack gave in quickly, kissing Robby back as the dark-haired man grabbed his waist, pulling him back to the bed.
Once in reach you grabbed Robby, scooting up slightly so you could lean back and pull Robby on top of you. He didn't hesitate to enter you, thrusting into you quickly as you let out a moan.
Robby didn't wait for you to adjust this time, instead he began to move his hips quickly, pistoling into you with shallow grunts in your ear, his ass on display as he thrusts into you with strength. Your eyes met Jacks as he grabbed the small bottle on the dresser and you smiled. He winked and you turned back to Robby. His cheek pressed to your hand as you kissed him deeply and he entered your mouth.
Jack applied the clear gel to his hand, stroking the fluid onto his once again throbbing member. You looked back at him and he prepared, waiting for your words.
You moved your lips to hover over Robby’s ear and you whispered seductively.
“Relax Robby. You owe Jack after your attitude this evening.” You order and he knows instantly what this means. He nods against your cheek and you smirk, eyes locking onto Jacks.
“Go on baby, fuck Robby so hard he’s thrusting into me.” You hissed and the man didn't hesitate before slowly entering Robby. Something the man wasn't used to but didn't mind in the slightest, especially not when he has you below him.
It didn't take many thrusts for Jack to grow tired, his leg growing sore as he pounded into Robby. You felt the motions, his momentum traveling through Robby’s hips into your cunt. The friction against your clit from your hot bodies rubbing against one another was too much and you felt your orgasm rising.
“Fuck guys- I’m so close please dont stop.” You moaned and the both let out tiresome groans. Jack sped up and Robby hissed as he moaned out deeply into your ear. You felt your skin burn at the noises.
“I’m gonna fill you up Mikey, teach you a lesson.” Jack grunted as he pressed his chest to Robby’s back, the angle causing him to reach a deeper angle, his cock twitching before he came inside.
He pulled out instantly, collapsing on the bed beside you. He was breathing heavily and you reached your hand out to rest on his shoulder. Robby continued to pound into you, the feeling of Jack in him drew him to his climax and you tightened around him as well.
“Ready for me princess? Ready to feel me cum deep in you?” He groaned and you nodded eagerly as his thrusts sped up.
“Yes Robby! Please fuck me.” You screamed and he shoved impossibly deeper into you.
Soon you were seeing stars as your eyes shut and Robby groaned out into your ear. Your low, deep, short grunts were erotic and torturous. You rode out your highs together, his hips slowing down gently until he was able to pull out of you and lay you between him and Jack.
The three of you laid there catching your breaths as you played with their fingers, tangling them together and you brought them to your lips, kissing both of them before rolling on your side to face Robby, pulling Jack's arm around your waist so he was pressed against your back. He fit against you perfectly and you felt his legs tangle with yours.
You pulled Robby closer and his forehead rested against yours and his hand snaked over your hip to rest on Jacks and you smirked to yourself. Not long after, the hazy high lulled you into a blissful trance and you fell asleep in each other’s arms, forever grateful for making any holiday an excuse to seduce your partners.
What is the correct way to write a fan fic for perspective??
“I put on my shoes before…”
“You put on your shoes before…”
“Y/n put on their shoes before…”
None of the above (plz comment the correct one)
It don’t matter to me!
Voting ended onMay 14
I personally write in the “You” format but I used to use “I” . I have seen a lot of debate on the “correct” way, and how a lot of people will DNF a fic if they are written in a certain perspective. So I wanna know what yall think and if you think it matters/have a preference!
I will say the “You” perspective I see the most which is why I use it, but i’m wondering if that’s as popular as the others??
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