crippled by fear&self-loathing

a mix between extremely organized & extremely messy

[lezpleasure]

“When you are attracted to people, it’s because of the details. Their kindness. Their eyes. The fact that they can get you to laugh when you need it the most.”

— Jodi Picoult

[bxmeto]

6:52PM

Im sad this place is dyingggg. 

[dropovers]

me? constantly afraid of being abandoned and replaced? hell yes

[scromit]

[letstheblackandwhiterainbow]

Social anxiety problems

[lifeofbubblygum]

“Sometimes, I wish I could make you nervous. I want you to get just a bit flustered when I walk into a room. I want you to look away too quickly when I smile at you because you’re shy, but you have to tear yourself away from my gaze. I want to make your heart speed up if I put a hand on your shoulder. I want you to ask me to dance and seem collected on the outside, but have nerves bubbling under the surface. I want you to feel the same way for me as I do for you.”

— b.p.

[your-loosss-deactivated20220403]

too!!! much!!! on!!! my!!! mind!!! but!!! nothing!!! to!!! say!!!

[yeopposcya]

[weltenwellen]

Lori Gottlieb, Maybe You Should Talk to Someone: A Therapist, Her Therapist, and Our Lives Revealed

[gameraboy]

[handwrittenloveletter-deactivat]

watch the way a man opens and closes doors. pay attention to the way he puts down his cup after taking a sip of his drink. the way his steps announce his coming and going. if you look closely those things tell you a great deal about who he is. is he considerate enough, for example, about someone sleeping and strives to make as little noise as possible? or does he think no matter where he is or what he does he has every right to declare his existence to others?

[go0dvibes-420]

[hellish-daddy]

what is a better than sex?

[hellish-daddy]

stay in bed all day with girl and kiss all parts of her body, some cigarette listen fave music and sleep together, eat pizza play with her hair, kiss on her neck, lips, hug from back and fall asleep

[apeulo]

if you are reading this, something good will happen to you very soon, don’t give up

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“Sometimes I remind myself that I almost skipped the party, that I almost went to a different college, that the whim of a minute could have changed everything and everyone. Our lives, so settled, so specific, are built on happenstance.”

—

[konoko]

[silk101]

u kno when every single app on ur phone is so boring and u think what’s the fucking point. What’s the point of any of this shit. Why do we post photos of ourselves online why do we care what strangers are up to. Why do we keep seeking validation from strangers why is this all happening and why does it matter so much to so many of us