catharsis

sideblog you could probably find my main lol, there's hints. he/she

[false-garlic]

intro post ~~

hey, I'm jackdaw. I use he/she, & it changes frequently.

I'm mostly gonna use this blog for posting my fics & writings, though we'll see!

ao3 - false_garlic

writing requests

I take requests for writing, though I will veto at will!

I'll happily write from smut to fluffy domestic stuff though, do your worst

here's some fandoms I'm in that I'd prefer writing for:

• andy and leyley

• murder drones

• tadc

• supernatural

• stranger things

• + your fandoms! I can do my best to write fic for fandoms I'm not in, but yk cut me some slack gang

will also beta read! :3

stances

• anti endo

• anti radqueer

• proship/profic + anti-censorship & harassment

• para neutral? I feel like I don't have enough info to have a really solid stance on this tbh (willing to learn!)

[thingsarentgood]

Clark saying the creatures don't feel anything and then later in the same scene the woman anomaly is seen attempting to run away from the pirate, seemingly in fear. Something something devaluation of life seen as different than him.

[false-garlic]

also - I could have totally just hallucinated this, but when table guy gets stabbed I SWEAR you can hear a really quiet anguished noise. like he can actually feel it, but can't react to it. which is infinitely more horrifying.

[false-garlic]

also the theatre we went to was Old As Balls and Definitely Fucking Haunted so there was a light above my dad and I that kept flickering 😭

10/10 we both thought it was part of the show at first, horrifying ambiance

[false-garlic]

just got back from seeing the backrooms (2026)!

I really liked it, first of all, and I'll probably post more of my thoughts soon, but I wanted to point something out in particular.

did anyone else get the feeling that mary or her mother was trans? during Mary's nightmare/flashback, her mother is fairly androgynous in voice (possibly a result of hrt). I myself am afab, but have a very deep voice due to some other shit so that's not remarkable in and of itself.

but when Mary wakes up, every colour in the room, including what she's wearing is blue, pink, and white. later on, the guy sitting at the table is wearing the same colours.

I thought this was a really heavy implication that one of them was trans, and so did my dad (he noticed the table guy)

anyways I don't really see people talking about it so I wanted to put it out there

[hthrrloooo]

Catastrophize Benedictine

[false-garlic]

I got y'all beat w dissociative tikka masala

[false-garlic]

my own original fic!!

helloo! so I'm actually working on a longer fic right now, so figured I'd post about it!

it's called The Sun Cannot See Into Your Grave, it's set in the Russian Empire circa 1903.

our illustrious protag, Elizaveta Galka (yes her name is kind of a pun and yes I stole it from her) is 19 years old & the daughter of Baroness Diana Galka.

she gets invited to this big-time ball and is stood up by her date, Peter, but meets this mysterious shadow man who sweeps her off her feet....

...but his intentions turn bitter, and he is not the warm-hearted and kind man she thought he was.

so! I'm hoping this will be a haunting narrative about abuse and dependency. elizaveta is literally my baby I adore her with all my heart and soul.

here's the ao3 link! feedback is always mega appreciated :>

~ jackdaw

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You Can't Stand It

https://ift.tt/YI0A9yP by false_garlic You Are Andrew! ...And you can't stand it.   Andrew goes to jerk off about Ashley, but gets caught and has to do the real thing. Words: 962, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: The Coffin of Andy and Leyley (Visual Novel) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Rape/Non-Con Categories: F/M Characters: Andrew "Andy" Graves, Ashley "Leyley" Graves Relationships: Andrew "Andy" Graves/Ashley "Leyley" Graves Additional Tags: Incest, Sibling Incest, Drunk Sex, Orgasm Denial, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Masturbation, Rough Sex, Rough Kissing, dubcon? maybe?, I put the rape warning but tbh probably not, it gives the vibe

[false-garlic]

oh! hi! that is mine!

[false-garlic]

also supes excited to be your first request !!!!! :D this is my first request-ing too !!

hi!! it is done!!

i am extremely nervous about this, I wrote and rewrote like 4 or 5 drafts for this, so god I hope it's halfway decent!

link!

here's the ao3 link - orphaned because this isn't a usual fandom of mine!

thank you for requesting!! it was fun researching everything :3

[false-garlic]

do you write x reader👀👀

yes!!

I really love writing in 2nd person pov, so that would be a really fun exercise for me