Fangirling much??!! Anyone?

I am weird and awkward human being. "Tv taught me how to feel now real life has no appeal" Joanna, 34 INFJ, Polish living in England

[stealingpotatoes]

started watching heated rivalry and omg that gay hockey show sure can gay

[homunculus-argument]

Being overstimulated is such a weird thing to explain to people. Like "hey sorry, I'm not mad at you and this is nobody's fault and I'm not blaming anyone for it happening, I am aware this is a part of regular everyday life but I am mentally crumbling because There Have Been Things Happening nonstop for 5 hours straight back to back with no breaks, and I really need to sit down in complete silence for like 15-25 minutes, after which I will be completely fine and can proceed as normal. But if I'm not allowed to have that, I will resort to violence."

[fangirlingmuch]

I don't know if I need a boyfriend or just a friend who will agree to go on every trip and holiday I want, There are so many places I want to visit but sometimes it is not safe to go alone. And everything is more expensive for single people.

I am so frustrated.

[weltenwellen]

I had this feeling suddenly. I get this feeling a lot, but I don’t know if there’s one word for it. It’s not nervous or sad or even lonely. It’s all of that, and then a bit more. The feeling is I don’t belong here. I don’t know how I got here, and I don’t know how long I can stay before everyone else realizes that I am an impostor. I am a fraud. I’ve gotten this feeling nearly everywhere I have ever been in my life. There’s nothing you can do about it except drink some water and hope that it subsides. Or you can leave.

I’m lonely. What kind of loneliness? Every kind. I feel disconnected. Abandoned. As always. Repetition. So what, my love? So what? At first, I just wanted to run away. Now I have no where else to run to, nothing to run from. I don’t belong anywhere, I don’t want to go anywhere, I just want to be happy.

(1) Czeslaw Milosz, New and Collected Poems: 1931-2001 (2) Leila Sales, This Song Will Save Your Life (3) Daniela Fischerová, Fingers Pointing Somewhere Else (4) Wisława Szymborska, tr. by Clare Cavanagh and Stanisław Barańczak, from “The Railroad Station”, Map: Collected and Last Poems (5) Daul Kim (6) Sarah Kay, from “The Paradox”, No Matter the Wreckage

[fangirlingmuch]

There are few types of parcels you REALLY DON’T want someone to accidently open. I just had my friend's mum open my BL manga order. The only plus side is that they come plastic wrapped so she wasn’t flashed by a d*ck. So embarrassing. 

[fangirlingmuch]

"...Why are we trying to be okay and normal on the outside when there is a nuclear holocaust happening on the inside?..."

[fangirlingmuch]

Hi. I love tje fanfics Ayapin. What was the content in this page that is blocked?

Thank you for reading my fics. Something is blocked? Long time ago the one-shot from the beach was under review but later made available, so I am not sure which post you cannot access.

[fangirlingmuch]

If write Ayapin A/B/O fanfic would anyone want to read it?

[fangirlingmuch]

I need a video or an article that can be send to fathers’ of fat daughters outlining how their behaviour is not helping their daughters lose weight. 

[fangirlingmuch]

Fangirling much??!! Anyone? turned 10 today!

[fangirlingmuch]

“I went through my darkest times by myself, so sorry if I act like I don’t need anyone”

[iguanamouth]

good days bad days

[honeyyoushouldseemeinacrown]

This is literally me right now. Anyone who’s been wondering about my absence or why I’m not talking with you, this is literally why.

[crookes-library]

Space Sweepers Family & First Appearances

[fangirlingmuch]

I want everyone to watch this movie. In my mind I would describe it as Korean movie for Wall-E meets Guardians of the Galaxy.

[avoidingapples]

14th century doctors be like “i don’t know what’s wrong with you but you’re a woman so i diagnose you with witchcraft”

[avoidingapples]

19th century doctors be like “i don’t know what’s wrong with you but you’re a woman so i diagnose you with hysteria”

[avoidingapples]

21st century doctors be like “i don’t know what’s wrong with you but you’re a woman so i don’t believe anything is wrong with you and won’t diagnose you”

[tempest-caller]

That’s not entirely fair. Sometimes they also diagnose you as “fat.”

[kakuusei]

I want to be with you. Until we are separated apart. Until the last moment.

[arandomthot]

I once again feel attacked

[kipplekipple]

“I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to exist any more” sounds mild if you’ve never experienced it, but it is in fact a horrible, violent way to feel.