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Fandom, someday everything will be tagged.

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Ao3 with edited works.

Just to make things clear, if any of you want to write some of the shithead mc list.

PLEASE DO IT I ALL BEG IS FOR A LINK.

I'M STARVING BUT I DON'T FEEL LIKE COOKING THE FOOD IN THE FRIDGE I WANT A TAKE OUT.

Thank you for your attention

Masterlist

Others MC after gaining knowledge of the loop without memories of the past routes but keeping the new ones if the loop restarts. : Having a

The origin

MC and their relationship with Daniela and Angie.

MC kidnapping Bela and Cassandra.

Cassandra brainrot. Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, End

Plot Points. (Because I can't have simple shit, it was supposed to be a silly au)

Snippet of Donna's cult ending aftermath

Omegaverse/medieval au.

Lore Part 1 , Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5

Bela Part 1

Cassandra Part 1

Daniela Part 1

Donna Part 1

Brain worms .

Other works.

Resident Lover

Jealous Kitty _Donna_ Oneshot. Bonus

Please just love her (idea of @crispyfriedshark) _Bela_ Reason behind Bela actions Part 1. Part 2. Part 3. Part 4. Part 5

Por favor, solo ámame _Bela_ Part 1-3. Parte 4 Parte 5

Incorrect_Miranda_. Spanish_English.

Oneshot Mother Bela_Bela_Idea and art of @crispyfriedshark (Check her art she loves causing pain)

Snippet Donna Smut

Punishment _Donna_Smut

Castigo_Donna_Smut

Snippet Donna vs Miranda. Part 1. End.

Snippet Mc cheat on Miranda with Donna. Part 1. End.

Mean girls smut.

Making Donna cry

Needy donna

Resident Evil Village

Inefable Plan_Bela x g!p Reader_Part 1. Part 2. Part 3. Part 4 Part 5. Part 6

Sweet Alpha Dangerous Omega (some smut/NSFW)_Cassandra x Alpha Fem Reader_ Part 1. Part 2. Part 3. Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Parte 13 Part 14 Part 15 Part 16 Parte 17 Part 18

Alfa Dulce Omega Peligroso _Cassandra x Alfa Fem Reader_ Part 1. Part 2. Part 3. Parte 4. Parte 5. Parte 6. Parte 7. Parte 8 Parte 9 Parte 10 Parte 11 Parte 12 Parte 13 Parte 14

Oneshot POV Reader _Cassandra x Fucked up Reader_ Check @muffinsin Cassandra POV. (And all her other works she is amazing and 70% responsible of my brain rot)

Donna being a little shit.

My version of Donna.

Just a dream_Donna_NSFW

Solo un sueño_Donna_NSFW

Kpop Demon Hunter

List of au

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Omegaverse au ZoeMira established.

Mating runs are public events, anyone that passes out the screening can participate, is a week of survival in a forest, the first three days Alphas/betas fight for the best places to Camp and build a shelter, the fourth day Omegas/betas enter the forest following their preferred scent and defeating rivals. Sometimes celebrities enter and they're used to promote the event.

Everyone had the right to refuse a partner and if someone keeps insisting will get banned from the event.

Now ZoeMira never participates and Rumi refuses too for her patterns.

Post movie, Rumi is trying to get over ZoeMira and the duo is giving her space trying to not overwhelm her.

Rumi is so lonely and tired of spending her Rut alone, ZoeMira are happy together and she doesn't want to ruin it, she doesn't think they could love her like that, she should ask for more as is enough they love her as a friend after everything.

ZoeMira goes on vacation and they have zero internet because they not want to be disturb/distracted, rumi is free to call or text them.

Taking advantage Rumi enters the Mating run and the world fucking explodes, many people starts signing that the organization have to make a separate event just for Rumi.

Now there is a mating run with Rumi as the prize, Rumi wasn't expecting that but well at least she would have options.

Five days in and after no text from Rumi, they decided to check if she decided to participate at that mystery event she mentioned.

They find out and they're on the plane an hour later.

Rumi is very relaxed in her very well built underground den and preparing everything for her choice of mate.

People are astonished because that is the best fucking den in the whole history of the event, like rumi could fucking live there if she wishes, she had clean water, a source a food and everything she needs.

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The coordinators typically plan for two weeks, the event normally lasts a week and at most ten days. They decide to use a week for the normal event and the other will be Rumi focused.

People laugh that the kpop princess has easier because she won't fight other Alphas and experts start making predictions of what are good points to make a shelter.

Everyone shut up when a jacked Rumi started making an underground shelter, something that is not a normal choice, people tend to make the shelter in the open, the more experienced/skilled make rudimental treehouses.

But Rumi's demon brain tells her that choices aren't good to protect her mate because they are at open to danger. So underground is the obvious choice for her.

ZoeMira finds out on the third day and rushes back, they demand to enter and before anyone can say is not allowed, the poor humans feel the absolute bloodlust that the duo's scent is exuding.

They're approved immediately .

Because Rumi is well hidden and the competition is big, Omega/Betas are divided between searching Rumi and fighting each other to cull their numbers. Zoey likes the former and Mira likes the later.

Rumi is found three different times by someone else, the three times she is harvesting materials far away from her den. The three times she gently rejected them and they took it well.

Rumi keeps playing Minecraft, Zoey is playing Sherlock Holmes and Mira is in Tekken.

When Zoey finally finds Rumi's den, she goes back for Mira.

The next morning just a rumi wakes up she opens the door and is surprised to see her fellow Hunters there.

"Girls? Did I lost track of time? Is over already?"

"Oh is over"

"Absolutely over"

Zoey pushes her back inside and Mira closes the door.

On the last day, Zoey is the first to come out, she is skipping around collecting everything, Zoey's mating bite is refreshed and Rumi's mating bite is smugly show.

Mira comes next, she is stretching and you can see her neck is in the same state as Zoey.

Both Omegas have bruises in her tights and hips.

    Rumi comes last, the Alpha clothes are shredded, her legs are heavily trembling and she supports her weight in the door, her neck is MAULED full of bites and hickeys that endorse the two most gruesome bites in her glands, her mating bites.

She takes a step and falls face first on the ground.

Mira sighs and helps her up to sit before licking the mating at her right, Rumi whimpers and Mira purrs pleased before helping Zoey to pick everything.

With everything ready, Mira walks to rumi and sits to pick her in a piggy back ride, Zoey helps Rumi to climb Mira's back, Rumi is groaning at every movement and whimpers when Zoey lick the mating bite on the left side of her neck.

The next time they have a show, they hold Rumi between them and broadly licks the healed marks before mouthing "Ours" to the camera.

Celine, Kim and Bobby are betting on who will be the first to get pregnant, Kim/Celine bet on Zoey and Bobby on Mira.

Bobby wins.

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Omegaverse au ZoeMira established.

Mating runs are public events, anyone that passes out the screening can participate, is a week of survival in a forest, the first three days Alphas/betas fight for the best places to Camp and build a shelter, the fourth day Omegas/betas enter the forest following their preferred scent and defeating rivals. Sometimes celebrities enter and they're used to promote the event.

Everyone had the right to refuse a partner and if someone keeps insisting will get banned from the event.

Now ZoeMira never participates and Rumi refuses too for her patterns.

Post movie, Rumi is trying to get over ZoeMira and the duo is giving her space trying to not overwhelm her.

Rumi is so lonely and tired of spending her Rut alone, ZoeMira are happy together and she doesn't want to ruin it, she doesn't think they could love her like that, she should ask for more as is enough they love her as a friend after everything.

ZoeMira goes on vacation and they have zero internet because they not want to be disturb/distracted, rumi is free to call or text them.

Taking advantage Rumi enters the Mating run and the world fucking explodes, many people starts signing that the organization have to make a separate event just for Rumi.

Now there is a mating run with Rumi as the prize, Rumi wasn't expecting that but well at least she would have options.

Five days in and after no text from Rumi, they decided to check if she decided to participate at that mystery event she mentioned.

They find out and they're on the plane an hour later.

Rumi is very relaxed in her very well built underground den and preparing everything for her choice of mate.

People are astonished because that is the best fucking den in the whole history of the event, like rumi could fucking live there if she wishes, she had clean water, a source a food and everything she needs.

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Does Mira ever reveal she was in love with Zoey/Sun-Hi back in college?

Also how coherent is Rumi at the different stages of her revival? Like was there a period of time where it was all pain and coherent thoughts were too hard?

You know what? I don't even know if I'm going to properly write so this is full of spoilers/ half baked ideas of the plot.

First Stage

Fresh resurrection, coma for two-three days, still injured, no thoughts no feelings just hunger. Pretty much a zombie.

Second stage.

Dog/animal like mind, becomes capable of making decisions with time and simple thoughts.

Events

Zoey mated with Rumi at the start of this stage.

Mira finds Zoey almost at the end of this stage.

Third stage

Primitive and feral behavior, cavewoman like, no memories but the feelings are there.

Events

ZoeMira hangouts.

Accident.

Mira recognizes rumi. ZoeMira gets closer.

Fourth stage

More human-like behavior, memories come as flashes and she will be trapped on them until they pass, not fully capable of speaking coherently but will get better at the end of this stage.

Events

Mira is revealed as Rumi ex wife/mate, ZoeMira confrontation, here is when Mira confesses her feelings for Zoey because the youngest ask why she was cruel to Rumi and Mira says because Rumi destroyed any chance of being with her, she was so close to be free but Rumi trapped her and ruined everything.

Zoey wants to kill her but Rumi stops her, Mira is thrown out but rumi becomes inestable, Zoey acquiesces to Mira's presence but ignores her.

Mira is consoled by feral Rumi, more of her hate-love relationship towards rumi

Zoey softens after Mira does her best to avoid rumi being mad at her, they have an honest and direct talk.

Towards the end Rumi lapses and is coherent enough to notice Mira's change of scent, because she is unbound Rumi goes crazy with anger and jealousy and ends biten Mira forcefully bonding her because that way the parasite will be gone, aka Mira pregnancy reveal.

Five stage and last.

Full memory recovery, propensity to feral state and anger when emotions run high.

Events

Rumi confrontation with Zoey she refuses to listen to her explanations.

ZoeMira full reconciliation/start of relationship.

Rumi finally understands that Mira never loved her and never will after seeing her so happy with zoey.

Rumi trying to kill herself again and again twisting Zoey orders until she can't.

Rumi hostile behavior against zoey, Rumi starting to hate Mira too.

Baby is born, Rumi instincts zeroing in doing everything for the baby,

Rumi softens after seeing Zoey with the baby.

Mira apologizing for everything, Rumi confesses that Mira was right about her.

Rumi finally talking to zoey. Rumira/Zoerumi officially starting.

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I have and evil idea.

HERE ME OUT!!!

Mira and Zoey have a following, causing a few weeks of separation. And the the unthinkable able happens, the hospital calls Zoey as Mira's emergency contact.

Weather Zoey wants to go is at this point of my idea unimportant, tho more interesting if she doesnt, Rumi goes(either unobstructed or very obstructed).

Rumi arrives in time to see Mira holding a sickly newborn.

(Weither she arrives to Zoey shouting at Mira or with Zoey hot on her tail i fully imagine she busts the door down and scares everyone in the vicinity)

Hope you like my idea!

I have two ideas:

1. Shared secrets au of au

Following the canon world but in Shared secrets au where they sleep together drunk. Rumira had a night, Rumi freaks out tries to kill herself and ends knocking herself out, Mira hides the evidence and because rumi doesn't remember she keeps quiet about it but tells Zoey. Zoey is hurt and betrayed more but forgives Mira but with time it is obvious (to zoey) that Mira's pregnant, she wants to tell rumi, Mira refuses. Hence the fight and separation, Rumi stays with Mira all the time, worried because she is sick and her demon brain telling her to take care of her sick bandmate is not helping. The stress causes Mira to give birth early. Rumi was checking how the hiatus extension was going, the Hoonmoon pulled her and she was sprinting to the hospital.

She arrives just in time to see Mira holding a black haired baby while Zoey is shouting at her.

Rumi demon side just takes control and pushes Zoey away.

"If you can't keep your shit together then leave"

Tense silence.

2. No powers au

All of them are roommates, ZoeMira are in relationship. Both are thirsting for Rumi but they keep a secret of each other knowing how bad the other will take. Everything happens the same just a lot more of ZoeMira hurt because they don't talked before.

Rumi still stands between Mira and Zoey, Zoey full of anger and jealousy argues with Rumi. Rumi answers with her own because she had see how miserable Mira has been (Zoey has been miserable too, drinking day and night, she is actually slightly drunk now)

They stop when the baby starts crying and Mira softly tries to calm them, shushing and apologizing among tears because the baby is so small and weak and is her fucking fault.

She break down crying apologizing again and again.

And that's all!

What is your evil mind version?

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Okay, two questions about the Frankenstein ABO Au:

1. How will Rumi react once she's recovered enough to actually know what's going on? Since not only did she die, but was then brought back to life by Zoey, who then proceeded to make Rumi her mate WITHOUT Rumi's consent. Even if Rumi ends up loving her like a partner in the end there is that one small issue on how they "got together" that should probably be adressed (will she ever even find out Zoey caused her death and why?)

2. Once Rumi has recovered, will she regain her ability to speak or did the "accident" damage something that even Zoey's spell couldn’t fix, leaving Rumi only able to make noises like growling and whining, but not physically able to form those noises into actual words even after her mind is healed? (Sorry if it sounds weird, I kept rereading what you had written so far and then my brain wouldn't stop going in that direction)

Love the AU by the way, gonna be fun to see where it goes

1. Rumi is going through a lot, her scars/phantom pain, the residual energy of the spell on her, the new bond overwritten the past one, Mira presence and strange scent, her instinctual feelings towards Zoey that the bond push, among a lot of other things. There is no way to hide what she has done, Rumi can feel the wrongness of her body and the new bond hasn't settled down bc said body is still recovering, Zoey can omit/lie some things like her part on the accident but the rest? No.

Rumi is going to be furious to Zoey, because Rumi wanted to die, she was hoping to die and Zoey not only took that away, she also took her humanity, her choices, her Mira, everything.

So Rumi will be very pissed at Zoey and Zoey is very lucky that a) they are mated and b) she is Rumi's Master, otherwise Rumi would have killed her.

(do any of you notice a pattern in all this?)

Zoey will tell the truth of the accident but much later, by that time Rumi is more comprehensive.

(They're insane, the three are pretty much insane)

2. The spell and ritual make sure her body is at its peak but the costs are permanent effects like : phantom pain, feral behavior and night terrors.

So rumi will heal so well that at first glance everything is fine with her. ZoeMira quickly learned that is a lie

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Imagine if the reason Mira vomited when she found out about what Zoey did in the Frankenstein ABO Au was because she is pregnant with Rumi's kid

I don't know how much time has passed since she died so it could be a cryptic pregnancy

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I would be sincere I was not thinking about that BUT NOW hehehehehehe.

I will have to make a timeline of Rumi's death, resurrection and recovery.

Pregnancy or no pregnancy, Decisions, decisions.

Because Mira being pregnant will work perfectly, because she won't have noticed for reasons (use of supresors,ect) and sometimes you can be pregnant without knowing until the birth. Beta Zoey won't notice either and Rumi is yet too gone to notice it.

BUT That's the matter Rumi is GOING TO get better, Rumi is going to notice the change of scent and Rumi will act .

Hehehe thank you anon

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Rumi randomly picks Zoemira up and carries them around. She likes holding them a lot. They both love being manhandled so it all works out.

Oh boy they definitely do, zoey loves being thrown around like ragdoll and Mira loves the flexing of muscles, and both trust Rumi to never harm them when they are vulnerable ( following my hc of abused Mira and bullied Zoey this matter a lot to them)

Rumi just loves having her girls in her arms and every time her demon brain sees them goes Mates! Come here I will protect you!.

...You may have given me a brainworms

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#polytrixDrunk Rumi destroys Zoemira in bed while keeping her patterns hidden until the end, the girl demands answers just to shut up when Rumi summons her sword to kill herself they stop her but she still tries until the tiredness qnd alcohol wins.

The day after Rumi is fully clothed.

She doesn't remember anything and the headache is killing her.

Everything is normal, Zoey annoying Mira while she is cooking.

Everything is okay, Everything is fine.

Now the three of them are hiding a secret.

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Another wonderful addition from @canibalistic-brownie

Knowing is bad for your health/heart and doing it anyway.

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Rumi is not an innocent angel, she was alone and a secluded island, yes but Celine gay ass surely had porno magazines hidden around, one day Rumi found it and the door of heaven opened. Then the internet came and you bet that the workaholic repressed girl investigated EVERYTHING about sex, kinks, toys, safety, etc.

Now Rumi is a perfectionist, she needs to be the best in everything she does.

Sex included.

So she had some one night stand to practice and to de-stress (also because her band mates are really hot and cute and sexy and Rumi has scratched some surfaces horny griping around Zoey and Mira)

When everything was on the open, Zoey found herself OUTFREAKED but she rose to the challenge, mama didn't raise a weak bitch no sir (she says before entering in coma by orgasms, 10/10 she would do it again).

Mira vanilla ass is just trying to survive her two kinky horny as hell girlfriends.

Mira coming from a shot promoting underwear:

Their make-up artists get a raise and new contracts to keep quiet about the amount of bites they have to cover.

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Wtf I just saw this, everyone says thank you @canibalistic-brownie

Hilarious and delicious, thank you honey!

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I'm glad that my lapse in memory was good for something (I genuinely could not get myself to remember properly and just reached for the best descriptors I could but your comment made me go back and look and I actually love the original name too) *nod nod* but that raises many more questions! then what about Celine? is she the one to reveal who Mira really is?? does she care much about what's going on? (considering to my understanding of Zoey's perspective she's busy with Miyeong which... that's a whole other can... I wonder how third is doing... beside the point)

and that makes me curious as to how Mira might explain any of it or Zoey's feelings because surely they've bonded over this time again and that just sounds complicated ,to say the least, emotionally for her??

(if IF I ever write it properly the name will be In life in death because it is perfect but already changed the tag and won't do it again)

Celine doesn't care at all about what Zoey is doing unless it is about Miyeong, she understands her and feels sympathy for her. She also cares for Rumi because she is Miyeong's daughter, Rumi also despises her Father and loves her mother.

She didn't tell Zoey about who Rumi's wife was before and she won't tell her now (also not her problem) this in part because Zoey DIDN'T WANT TO KNOW out of insecurity.

Polylight had the same love triangle trouble that Polytrix, well almost, Kim(third light) loved Celine, Celine loved Miyeong but Miyeong loved Gwi-ma, that was what fuck over their relationship. Celine will do anything for Miyeong and Kim will do anything for Celine even if she knows is fucked.

Mira would never lie to Zoey but she won't confess unless she is asked and Zoey won't ask out of fear and insecurity. Mira loves Zoey and knows the truth would cost her greatly so she waits for Zoey's judgment but refuses to reveal (at least completely) her hand in Rumi's suffering

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Alpha Rumi worshipping omega Mira like it was her god given purpose. She cooks for her, gives her massages, holds her close, tells her everyday how much she loves her, tops her-

I think Rumi would be very obsessed with her ngl

I mean you aren't wrong, in almost every au Rumi is absolutely a simp, her whole purpose in life is to love and take care of her mate.

Rumi loves is all consuming she puts everything of herself like everything she does, her life is better when she has a goal and that goal is making her mate happy, that goes well with Mira because my hc is she is very much love/touch starved and a abused child.

In the Frankenstein au, this was pretty much Rumi's behavior, Mira detested but sometimes she caved because of the neglected/abuse her shitty family put her though.

(And you have no idea of how right you are about Rumi being obsessed with Mira, this will be touched in her Pov)

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Hi! I love all that you write, but i have a special soft spot for your omegaverse polytrix. So i wanted to ask out of all omegaverse polytrix you wrote, which trope is your favorite.

Also on my tomodachi island rumi and mira are dating, and since poly isn't possible in the game 🥲, i thought of maybe having zoey go out with Papyrus 'cause he got a crush on her.

Would they be a good match?

Favorite trope is Rumi being a disaster lovesick alpha, yes I love my pathetic daughter fully capable of killing a man but can't hold her girls hand for five seconds before melting in a puddle.

The second one, I think they will be a good match, both are ray of sunshine.

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ok, so in that new Frankenstein ABO AU, is Mira manipulating Zoey? planning on telling Rumi everything? is she broken from the guilt? because that's a *lot* but to suddenly offer to help? and the fact Zoey is trying to parse out their previous relationship... i can't see it going well when Zoey gets that one figured...

First goddamnit Frankenstein abo is the perfect name and I'm going to change it immediately.

You are absolutely right about Mira being broken by the guilt, her pov is next and is pretty much her drowning in guilt. She offers to help half because of her guilt and half because she really loves Zoey, none of the girls are normal for each other.

Hahaha yes if Zoey knew, Mira would have died the moment she was at the door. But she won't connect the dots until at least two/three months in when Rumi starts having lapses of conscience/memories. By that time killing Mira will be dangerous for Rumi's sanity and stability.

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Guys, gays, pals send me asks please, I'm working all day and I'm bored and the fucking heat is killing me slowly.

Ask about any of my brainworms any questions about my wips, au ect.

PLEASE I'M DYING HERE, OM HAVE ANNON ACTIVATED DON'T WORRY!

Pregunten lo que quieran de mis aus y fics en proceso (no spoilers en este caso) por favor, estoy trabajando todo el dia y necesito distracción del jodido calor.

POR FAVOR, TENGO ANÓNIMO ACTIVADO SERA NUESTRO SECRETO.

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Omegaverse bc I can, kinda dark I guess.

Alpha Rumi and Omega Mira are in an arranged marriage, Rumi, who has been in love with Mira since meeting her as kids, does everything to make things easier for Mira, she tries to properly court her not with in the fancy and extravagant way their families force them to show off if not in the personal and caring way.

Mira hates it and hates Rumi because she is in love with her college friend Beta Sun-Hi but the marriage and mating ruined her chances and she lost track of Sun-Hi, the only good thing she has in her marriage is the sex but even that is starting to fall apart because Rumi is growing more tired, more weak.

Rumi is rejected again and again, with more aggressiveness and rudeness, the only good thing she has in her life is her long distance friend, Zoey, who she met when she was studying abroad.

One day Rumi and her parents end in an accident, no survivors. Rumi's half brother Jinu is the one to inherit everything .

Mira is free, her mating mark is gone and because she is a widow people let her alone, her parents to avoid attention let her do whatever she wants as long as she stays low, Rumi' will pretty much set her for life.

She doesn't mourn at all.

(She does, she feels so much regret for hurting the girl who only wanted to love her but she repress it)

Mira wants two things: to enter medical school to become a pediatrician and find Sun-Hi to confess her feelings but all her contacts are useless, even so Mira is determined and has a lot of money to spend, after a few weeks she finds her and Sun-Hi is surprised but welcome Mira back in her life, they talk in Sun-Hi home but before mira can confess her heart breaks when an Black haired alpha appears and kisses Sun-Hi in front of her, the love of her life is married and mated, Mira is about to stand up and go when the alpha pulls up Sun-Hi and takes her away.

She hears the whispers and the growling and a loud thud of the wall, she stands ready to pick a fight when Sun-Hi comes out she looks at Mira with a nervous smile and tells her they can hangout later.

Mira wants to argue but the desperate look of Sun-Hi stops her, she nods and gives her number.

The beta accept and before closing the door she says.

"And please call me Zoey, Sun-hi... brings bad memories"

Mira nods.

Standing outside the door, she hears more growling.

"Is ok, I'm here, nobody is taking me away Ru"

Mira and Zoey keep hanging out, the omega discreetly watches the beta for injuries and she always finds bruises and scratches and breaks her heart.

Zoey works from home, the only time she is away is when she goes to the mall or when she is with Mira.

Zoey's mate is always home, Mira has a few encounters with her and that is enough to know that there is something wrong with her, the woman doesn't talk at all, her face, arms and legs are heavily scarred and her eyes are an unnatural yellow almost golden color. Her scent is an only tone of lavender but there is something wrong about it too, the scent is muddy and sometimes smell like rot.

The woman is always touching Zoey, always by her side and worst of all...

...there is something scarily familiar about her but Zoey always sends her back to their room before mira can't see more of her.

More time passes and Mira can't shake the feeling of wrongness and familiarity, in one of their hang outs there is an accident and Zoey ends knock out and in need of medical attention. Mira takes her to the hospital but they can't contact Zoey mate as there's no number, Mira goes back to Zoey home to bring her mate to the hospital.

It is the first time she sees the woman closely and her brain finally makes the connection, the woman is Rumi.

Rumi, her dead wife.

Rumi, who Mira personally buried.

Rumi, who is dead, she saw the body, she recognized the body, Rumi is dead.

So how?

"Rumi?"

The woman tilted her head in that puppy-like way her wife used to do to show that she was listening to Mira.

Mira panic makes her own scent come out and the woman, Rumi whines worried before expanding her scent.

Lavender so familiar.

"Rumi!"

Mira touches the woman's face and the Alpha lets her, pliant against her touch until the door opens with violence and Zoey appears, bandaged and barely catching her breath, she sees the scene in front of her and frowns.

"No"

Mira doesn't move nor stops touching her wife.

"Ru, come to me now"

The purple haired woman obeys, standing in front of Zoey she sniff and whimpers before licking the bandages.

"I'm fine, Ru" Rumi just whimpers and nuzzles her head.

"Zoey, what the fuck is going on...she is dead"

The shorter woman doesn't answer.

"SHE IS DEAD I WAS IN THE FUCKING FUNERAL!"

Zoey flinchs before looking at Mira with anger.

"She isn't, she is mine now"

Is whisper but is filled with so much emotion.

"What"

"She is mine! I waited years to have her! Years! Just to have some ungrateful omega bitch took her from me!"

Mira is stunned.

Zoey hugs rumi and she is hugged in return, a purr comes for the alpha chest.

"And she broke her heart again and again and again, every night she would call me crying because that fucking whore keep rejecting her, just using her like a sex toy"

Mira pales.

"She was never enough for her Father and her mother never did anything for her but Rumi refused to abandon everything no matter how much I asked her to... she was sick you know?"

The omega feels ill.

"What?"

"Yep, bond sickness and the stress from her father wreck her heart, literally, she probably had two or three years"

Mira blanches.

"So, what matters if I speed it?, at the end the result will be the same"

Mira legs fail.

"She would be mine"

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Zoey is starting high school two years early and going through her parents divorce, her mother cheated two years before Zoey's birth and had a baby while working in Seoul.

An excellent way to learn that cousin Jinu is actually (half) brother Jinu.

Zoey has been bullied since middle school, she stopped telling her parents because they will just use it as ammo in their fight blaming each other and Zoey for being too much of what side and not enough of the other.

Because her fathers works long hours, she stays with her grandma and while the older woman is not cruel or mean, there is something uncomfortable about her and her house, a heaviness, a darkness creeping around. She does her best to ignore it because again the woman is nice to her.

Three months in, she is called to the principal's office and sitting there is the most beautiful girl she had ever seen, then she is told she will be said to be a girl guide.

Cool.

Zoey is nervous, the girl is an alpha and she knows how hot blooded and prideful they are, she probably won't take well being told to listen to the younger Beta.

But Rumi is nice and respectful. She doesn't make fun of Zoey's accent even when she corrects her she is gentle about it.

(That's the first strike)

The time for lunch comes and normally Zoey will be hiding in the roof but she is giving Rumi a tour, so they go to the public space.

Ten minutes later, Zoey bullies come to the table and before Zoey can stand between Rumi and them, Jessica flirts with the alpha...of course Rumi is very attractive and the few traces of her scent that Zoey can smell are really good.

Rumi is nice and kind, picking the conversation easily and Zoey knows how this will end.

Rumi with new better friends and Zoey alone.

"What don't sit with us , handsome and leave the freak behind, you don't want someone like her close"

There is, Zoey braces herself for the laughs and scatting comments but they never come.

"I see"

Rumi stood up and Zoey knew she would leave, everyone left her anyway.

"Zoey, sweetie let's eat in another place, the scent of bleach and stupidity is destroying my appetite"

Rumi holds her hand and Zoey feels like crying, Rumi chooses her.

She is not leaving her.

(That's the second strike)

They eat on the roof and when Zoey tells her about all their bullying the alpha is offended in her honor, she doesn't tell her to hide herself or that act more normal.

When the classes are over Zoey decides to wait for Rumi, she is watching a video about the migration route of the Galapagos tortoise.

"What are you watching Zoey?"

Zoey is so invested that she starts rambling before she remembers herself and she shut up.

"What did you stop? It is very interesting"

"... really? Is not annoying?"

"Of course not! It is very charming actually, I can see why you skipped two years."

(That's the third strike and Zoey's heart is gone)

They become friends, Rumi confides her about her father's pressure to become his heir even if her half brother is more interested.

They get closer and closer but not like Zoey wants.

Still she is happy to have Rumi in her life.

Rumi is staying with her aunt Celine, when she is out of school she is shadowing her in her company, her little free time is wasted on Zoey.

" Don't say that, it's not a waste, I enjoy the time I'm with you, I look forward to seeing where you will take me"

Zoey is happy and of course is temporary.

First her grandma dies and leaves behind a weird ominous chest for Zoey.

Then her father accuses her of sleeping around with Rumi so he bans her from seeing it, it doesn't matter because Zoey just sneaks out but still bother her

Finally and the worst of all, high school ends and with that Rumi time in the USA.

Celine, bless her heart, tries to keep her there but Rumi's mother comes personally for her and is like all the battle vanishes from the older alpha.

(Zoey can't be mad not when sees the familiar pain, the familiar yearning she feels deep in her bones reflected in Celine eyes)

Rumi promises to text daily and she keeps it.

Zoey plots.

She tells her mother she wants to study her degree in Korea, she uses her Korean name, Sun-hi, to fit more.

There Jinu finally acts like a Big brother to her, she gets allies.

Her plan is to simply run away with Rumi, open a flower shop close to the sea, work from home and be happy together.

Rumi is a dutiful daughter but Zoey knows she will break and take her offer.

It is stressful managing college and her side hacker job.

Lonely too, she has allies but no friends, she can't go to Rumi, she needs distance for her plan to work.

Enter Mira, a softie and sweetheart behind her sharp looks and apathy.

They get closer and is nice, having a friend like Mira, she cares for her and for that reason her heart hurts in sympathy when she tells her, she is going to marry by the orders of her parents.

"I always knew this was going to happen...still hurt like hell" Mira saids crying and Zoey can't do nothing except hug her.

Her heart breaks when Rumi happily tells her she's going to marry her childhood friend, even if it is not the way she wanted she will do her best to make her happy.

Zoey smiles and congratulates her.

Zoey plots.

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She ends black out drunk after Rumi's marriage comes to be. An indulgence to deal with her pain and envy, the only consolation is that Rumi doesn't forget her, every day she keeps sending a text even when Zoey doesn't have the strength to answer she keeps doing it.

If that Omega made Rumi happy then so be it, Zoey will keep being her loyal friend but for better or worse that wasn't happening, of course someone had the best mate in the world and was an ungrateful bitch about it. She understands that being forced to marry someone you don't love is cruel but is so hard to be nice? It is not like rumi chose her, it was an arrangement from their shitty parents. She had seen her share of Alpha assholes and Rumi was nothing like that, God, Rumi worked to the bone in her father company and even tired like hell she is still tried to make that bitch comfortable.

Rumi did everything just to make her wife happy and just received pain, insults and humiliation.

So Zoey plots and for the second time she is considering murder (the first time was Rumi's father Gwi-ma) killing the Omega will be the easiest way to break the bond and free Rumi but she holds back because Rumi truly is in love with that fucking whore and killing her had a high chance of making Rumi sick for broken heart illness.

She plots, maybe she can convince the woman to help her, she would be free like she wants and Rumi so lovesick would listen to anything she said.

Then in one of their meetings, Celine shows her Rumi's last physical exam. The stress and overwork are destroying her heart little by little, she stops being subtle and she begs Rumi to run away with her, to let that life behind but that stubborn and dutiful woman refuses.

"I'm their daughter, that's my duty and even if my mate hates me...I can't let her go I can't Zoey, I'm selfish like that, I'm sorry"

What else can she do?

What other way she had?

Rumi is not willing to let that woman go.

Rumi is not willing to run away.

Rumi is willing to die.

What can Zoey do?

Trying to find the answer she visits her father, her old home and room stayed the same. The chest from her grandma is still there and for the first time she ignores her discomfort and opens it maybe whatever curse it has will kill her.

Nothing happens when she opens it.

Tough luck.

Inside there is a big ass book, a porcelain plate, a silver cup and a fucking ornated knife.

Well finally she finds what was wrong with Grandma, the old woman was a witch.

Curiosity wins and she opens the book, the marker left in a page and

*Love spells*

There is a sticky note in the page.

*Your grandpa was a blind idiot too, don't put too much cardamon sweetie*

Huh, grandma took a look to her helpless ass and choose violence.

She keeps reading the spells and potions aren't that hard to make, well Zoey had always been good with numbers and it seems black magic is full of it.

Calculus really is work from the devil.

She keeps readinguntil a page took her attention.

*Resurrection*

There are different spells with different requirements.

One in particular attracts her attention ,the first part is easy, the second part makes her slightly squeezy because for it to work requires to feed the resurrected a special potion made from the remains of their biological family, something that will be harder the more they recover.

She re-reads again and again, until it is burned behind her eyelids.

This... This could work.

Rumi is willing to die, fine, Zoey is willing to do anything to bring her back.

And if she dies her mating bond will fade, the side effects of the resurrection will mess with her brain untill she fully recovers, Zoey could work with that.

Yes she could work with that.

She talks to Celine with some apprehension but the woman is as desperate as her, Miyeong health is worse than her daughter, Rumi has two maybe three years, Miyeong has months.

The ingredients are easy to get when you had a obsessive CEO help and even if it breaks her heart to hurt Rumi, killing her immediately is the best option in compared to let her die slowly.

Miyeong's parents are luckily alive and Gwi-ma finally will do something good for her daughter.

She doesn't tell Jinu everything and her brother probably think she is too jealous to let Rumi live with another woman, not exactly wrong.

A delicately planned accident later she gets her Rumi back, she doesn't know or care how Celine get Rumi's grandparents she just cares to get all she can from Gwi-ma, heart included.

The spell is draining and she ends knocked out but when she wakes up is to a heavily bandaged Rumi sleeping in bed, she carefully enters the bed and hugs her crying with relief, she has her Rumi back.

Rumi is not better than a brainless zombie, she can't eat,bathe or do anything alone, Zoey is happy to help but she can't help the fear that maybe she messed up the ritual but keeps following the book and with every feeding Rumi gets better physically and mentally, she ascends from zombie to dog, she is capable of following orders now, she does everything that Zoey says and always trails behind her.

When all her injuries are scarred, Zoey decides that it is time to establish the new mating bond and that helps to keep Rumi appeased.

Zoey gets bruises and some scratches because Rumi doesn't have full control of her strength but is a fair price to pay.

She is happy, she has the love of her life in her arms.

Life finally is right.

Then Mira appears at her door, she is found even when she deleted her traces of her time in Korea. She lets her enter to see if she needs to move out but it seems unnecessary, Mira is just a stubborn worried friend.

She is free too, her wife died and now she is a rich widow living the good life, she tries to seem unbothered by the woman dead but Zoey knows her, she can see the guilt hiding behind her eyes.

They keep talking and she is so focused she doesn't hear her alarm telling her that Ru is awake.

The Alpha finds them and the first thing she does is kiss Zoey and dazed let herself be pulled up, she recovers and guides her mate (God she loves saying that) to the kitchen.

"Sorry Ru, did you miss me?"

The alpha growls and before Zoey can't ask again, her mate kiss her like she owns her money.

Oh Rumi didn't lied when she said she was possessive.

She push the alpha away, what gain her a growl but she needs to send Mira back.

"Stay here"

More growling and Zoey pushes her away again, making the taller woman hit the wall with a soft thud.

"Just a moment Ru"

She comes out and see Mira with her *ready to cut a bitch face* oh boy.

"Sorry can we hang out another time?"

Mira seems ready to argue and that warms her heart really but she needs to attend Rumi immediately.

(She also doesn't want to have an Omega close to her mate, less one as beautiful as Mira)

Mira nods and gives a paper with her number, Zoey walks her to the door before remembering

"And please call me Zoey, Sun-hi... bring bad memories"

She doesn't want to remember those awful years apart from Rumi.

She just closes the door before Rumi appears behind her, growling directly at her ear with wandering hands, yes she can get used to Rumi's possessiveness.

"Is ok, I'm here, nobody is taking me away Ru"

She says turning around and her mates process to pick her up and take her to their room.

Yes life is good.

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Zoey didn't know how much she missed Mira until she came knocking at her door. Their hangouts were an excellent way to forget about everything (The blood,the betrayal, the pain, the piece of herself she threw away). She makes sure to keep the schedule tight to avoid trouble with her still recovering Mate.

Rumi is... progressing there is still months far ahead until she fully comes back to herself, sometimes the phantom pain makes groan at every movement so she needs to rub some pain ointment, sometimes she wakes screaming and Zoey just can hold her until the tiredness wins, she is not  complaining and she never would because Rumi is here, alive (Is she?) and that is all that matters.

Zoey is Rumi's Mate and she would take care of her until the end of her life, they're bonded now.

(Don't think about how still she was, don't think of how the Alpha just took it, don't think about how you had to  order her to bite you)

But yes, it was extremely tiring doing all that and keeping the house running, Mira is truly a breath of fresh air, even if they have to meet so far away.

(Are you scared that Rumi would prefer her? Because she will, you know, you know and you are afraid,  you weren't enough for her before you won't be enough for now)

Mira is a really good friend, her best friend by  process of elimination, she doesn't want her weird (wrong) situation to ruin it.

But she can't never have what she wants without the world trying to take it away, maybe she offended some god, maybe she did something horrible in her past life, that the world needs to remind how happiness is temporary, that is what sent the car through the Café.

She must be paying a serious debt.

The moment she woke up, she took her things and just ran, headache be damned.

Her free time was up, Rumi was awake and alone, she would get agitated after not finding Zoey and that wasn't good.

She is still recovering, the potions are indispensable yes but the  magic of keeping her alive depends on her own stability.

Zoey needs to be home, yesterday.

She doesn't know where Mira is and she feels bad but Rumi is her priority, she has always been and that won't change anytime soon.

In her hurry she doesn't think twice about why the door is unlocked she just throws it open and closes as fast.

Before she can call for her, Rumi is there.

With Mira.

Rumi is standing still, relaxed in Mira's hands who is touching her face so delicately, like she is afraid of breaking her.

"No"

(Rumi is hers, she was hers first, she is hers now and always)

"Ru, come to me now"

Her mate obeys like always and in the moment she notices the smell of the medication and dried blood, she whimpers in agony before licking the bandages.

(Like the dog you made her)

"I'm fine Ru" Rumi just whimpers and nuzzles her head.

"Zoey, what the fuck is going on"

She doesn't answer, maybe Mira don't know her"

"SHE IS DEAD!"

She flinchs before looking at Mira with anger.

She is not dead, she is alive, Zoey brought her back and she just needs to follow the treatment.

"She isn't, she is mine now"

She always has been Zoey's.

"What"

And maybe because it is Mira, reliable and loyal Mira, that all the despair and pain she keeps it inside just overflows.

"She is mine! I waited years to have her! Years! Just to have some ungrateful omega bitch took her from me!"

She had a plan but the world laughed at her face.

(Too much and never enough)

She hugs rumi tight and without being ordered to, Rumi hugs in return (See?she is getting better)a purr comes from the alpha chest.

"And she broke her heart again and again and again, every night she would call me crying because her fucking wife keep rejecting her just using her like a sex toy"

What she won't have give to be that Omega, to have Rumi absolute devotion, to share a bed, to share a life.

"She was never enough for her Father and her mother never did anything for her but she refused to abandon everything no matter how much I asked her to, she was sick you know?"

Why did Rumi have to be so stubborn?

"What?"

"Yep, bond sickness and the stress from her father wreck her heart, literally, she probably had two or three years"

Why couldn't she just let all go?

"So, what matters if I accelerate it?, at the end the result will be the same"

Why did she have to drive her that far?

"She would be mine"

Since the day they meet Zoey always have been Rumi's and Rumi have always been hers.

She ignores the sounds of Mira throwing up everything they had eaten in the cafe, her heart already breaks for what she had to do.

She won't kill Mira, that's too far (for now), she would erase the memories of herself that way she won't come back... and if Mira, stubborn and hot blooded breaks the spell then.. then she will do what she needs to do.

(Rumi comes first, even if Zoey has to lose everything)

The sounds of retching stops and Zoey braces herself for the screaming for the indignation but nothing comes more than quiet sobs.

How close was Mira to Rumi? Was she at the funeral as a friend or as a business partner? Or has she gone on behalf of her wife?

Her train of thought is derailed by a quiet whisper.

"Is she in pain?"

Friends then.

"Is she suffering?"

Maybe she can trust her.

"...she is still recovering, there are...side effects like you can see"

"Zoey please just tell me, is she suffering?"

"... sometimes she has phantom pains and nightmares of her death... I'm not sure if that will ever go away but she will recover"

"...is she even there?...she doesn-doesnt know who I'm"

Close friends?

"She is progressing, slowly but she is getting better, as long as I keep with her... treatment she will recover fully in a year or so"

Mira is silent for what seems hours.

"... how I can help you?"

Zoey turns in Rumi arms, the Alpha whining before holding her with such strength she knows she will have bruises.

" what?"

Mira is kneeling on the floor, face white as a ghost, her makeup a mess and her body trembles, she tries a smile but comes as a grimace.

"Ride or die, Remember?"

Mira is the best friend on the world.

"Thank you, heard that Ru? We have another one for the team now!"

Rumi chuffs at Mira direction before licking Zoey's mating bite.

"See Mira? She loves you already!"

"...yes...yes she does"

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@agelesswanderer mentioned Zoey drugging Rumi and this little brain worm appeared.

Omegaverse and fair warning ZoeMira are not sane and Rumi is going through it, ZoeMira families are supportive and love their daughters, that is good right?

Everyone knows that the trio will end together is obvious. They balance each other and make the best of them come out.

Mira is more patient and calm when Zoerumi are with her, her family is happy seeing her more Omega traits sprout around the other girls.

Mira's family approves Rumi not only because the girl is also high class if not because they have seen how good alpha she is to Mira, their daughter has a wild spirit and that always worried them but Rumi is gentle and patient with the Omega. Zoey is approved because the girl is wicked smart and after seeing her roast some old bastard flirting with their daughter, they were extremely impressed because the young girl did with such expertise that took them a few minutes to understand she wasn't being nice.

Rumira are approved by Zoey's parents because of how protective they were of the little Beta,getting detention, bruises and bloody noses defending her from bullies. They see how they give her the 200% of their attention when talking about anything.

Rumi'moms approved ZoeMira because they make her daughter happy, supporting her to become the best without sacrificing her health.

Zoey and Mira start dating in highschool, Rumi is so focused in her studies that she doesn't think in the dating but still takes time to hangout with her girls. What a hardworking girl!

Yes, is obvious they will end together.

So what the fuck is Rumi dating that generic ass guy, Jinu?

What the hell!

ZoeMira families are outraged in behalf of their children.

Celine and Kim sigh disappointed in their daughter but well the should have expected it, Rumi was so similar with Miyeong, afterall.

Mira's family buy her a personal dance studio and Zoey gets a truck filled with plushies.

Zoey's family send her at least ten boxes full of her favorite snacks and another ten boxes of Mira's favorite spicy snacks.

They tried to console them but ZoeMira are like what do you mean?

"I understand that what Rumi is doing is devastating an-"

"Oh yeah, Rumi is just being a stupid alpha, you know, don't worry Eomeoni, is just a phase"

"Don't worry dad, Is chill really, Ru will get bored of him soon"

All their lives Zoey and Mira have known that are mean to be together, the three of them, there is nobody else for them.

Rumi is just so dense and oblivious, always have been. So she dating Jinu is just a tiny pebble in the way. They give it a three months at most.

Is been 8 years, they graduated, got jobs and a cheap house.

Enough is enough when Rumi show them the ring, when she tells them that Jinu finally ask her to marry, finally they will mate and bond.

Yeah, that's not gonna happen.

Zoey takes Rumi for gaming night, drugs her drink and take her to a secluded house in a peaceful town.

Mira goes to Jinu'home (because it was never Rumi's, no they are) finds him and quickly kill him. A call later and a truck is picking Rumi's things while the cleaning crew take care of Jinu and the rest of the house. Mira personally picks the weird ass cat Rumi loves so much, she has to admit he is kinda cute.

When Rumi wakes up, she tries to make her sense of everything, she asks for Jinu. ZoeMira never lied to her and they won't start now.

"What?"

"Rumi we let you have fun with your stupid boytoy but enough is enough, is time you take responsibility"

Because is Rumi fault, she makes them fall in love with her so she needs to take responsibility.

Rumi doesn't love them that way, she never did, for her ZoeMira are little high maintenance sisters that needed constant supervision. Mira was always picking fights, Zoey always was doing things without thinking, they obviously need someone to take care of them, so she did.

She says that but Mira sighs and Zoey roll her eyes.

"Dammit I told you we should ended this since the first week zo"

"Ugh, I thought she needed just to let it out of her system!"

Rumi tries to run just to be tackled and drugged again this time with a Syringe.

She wakes up and taking the opportunity she calls her Maman.

"Zoey and Mira have lost their minds, they-they killed Jinu and they kidnapped me, Maman I-"

Celine sighs disappointed.

"Rumi, we raised you better than this, stop hurting that poor girls hearts and woman up"

"M-maman?"

"You really are like your Eomma, but is ok the girls really love you and you will learn to love them soon, mon étoile, your Eomma did it afterall"

Celine ends the call and Rumi feels her world crashing down