Aku lupa kalau aku juga harus memikirkan diriku sendiri.
Aku suka banyak berbicara tentang agama. Alangkah indahnya jika orang terpenting ku kelak juga demikian.
Aku suka membicarakan hal-hal tentang filsafat kehidupan. Tentang hal-hal yang logis, hal-hal yang membutuhkan akal untuk berpikir, tentang hal-hal yang berkenaan dengan hati, dan banyak lagi.
Tentu aku menyukai musik, tapi tidak seberapa. Musik hanya sekedar pelengkap saja dalam hidupku, bukan hal yang mendasar. Mungkin aku tidak akan bisa banyak berbicara tentangnya.
Aku tidak boleh menggadaikan apa yang aku cintai hanya karena aku mendambakan cintamu. Kalau kau memang untukku, bukankah seharusnya aku boleh bernapas seperti biasanya aku bernapas?
Aku hampir terlupa bahwa aku juga harus mencintai diriku terlebih dahulu.
Alangkah baiknya jika orang terpenting dalam hidupku memahami apa yang aku pahami, memperjuangkan apa yang aku perjuangkan. Alangkah beruntungnya aku jika semua itu tersedia untukku di dunia ini.
Waktu berlalu. Terkadang ku pejamkan mataku untuk menyampaikan pesan lewat semesta. Untuk orang terpenting dalam hidupku kelak. Waktuku semakin pendek, dan hidup sangatlah sunyi di antara hiruk pikuk manusia di sekitarku. Bagaimana denganmu?
Aku tidak ingin memaksa untuk terburu-buru. Tapi, mari yang masih belum sempurna kita selesaikan bersama-sama. Kita boleh saling membantu, bukan?
Malam sudah sangat larut. Aku sudah terlalu lelah untuk berjuang lebih keras dari biasanya. Semoga fajar segera menyingsing di kehidupan kita.
ربنا هب لنا من أزواجنا و ذرياتنا قرة أعين واجعلنا للمتقين إماما.
She's done with the crowds. She's trying to make excuses to her friends about going home first. As she's walking away from them and getting out of the crowds, there he is, standing three meters from where she is. And time stops.
After all the longings and fightings. After all the letters she sent him and never get any answers. He's now here standing so real in front of her. She's frozen. Her heart almost stops. "The Man".
Two eyes meet at seconds that feels like a decade. She wonders what's in his mind. His eyes seems to recognize her, but does he? But then, what? Does she has to take the steps forward again? After all this time, it's always her to step up, right? All those letters and not a single answer? It hurts her, her self esteem, and her pride. She's staying still. Begging in her heart to him to take the steps forward this time. It's your turn!
In your dreams, how do you see all the members (the ones that you dreamt of) with their future spouses? Like how do they interact with each other? I'm curious on how BTS will act around their special person because I imagine it would be adorable in some ways.
Hoseok and his fs : very charming and charismatic couple. Lovely and bright in a way that they vibrate good vibes, like they could be the couple in the friend’s group. I would say it couple because they are so cool, inspiring and cheerful! But they are serious though.
Yoongi and his fs : like I said, very cozy, lovely and comforting but they would have inside jokes only them understand and very teasing. Trickster in a way, the would love to do surprises but overall they are the most homely couple from them all. They have an amazing bond and intensity.
Jungkook and fs : I repeat but the love is tender and warm at the same time, they would tease each other very often, inside jokes too. They may seem choatic and even unstable at times but they are an emotional relationship at core. They would appear as the funny lovely couple.
(Intuitively as I sensed for Tae) Taehyung and fs : an harmonious couple inside and out although they show opposite sides of them which seem contradictory but make sense for them. Very elegant, very charming and charismatic one. I don’t know how many type of « it couple » there is but their relationship would be taken as an example of how good a relationship can be. Alluring couple (whether the spouse is liked or not).
would you mind giving more details of your dreams about Yoongi’s fã? Like what happened? Where was it? If it’s okay ofc, other readers mentioned that Yoongi is very protective of his fs and her guides as well
If they are protected and protective there is a reason.
I had mentionned that I have seen them together walking next to each other — meaning they still have a bond even though they are apart. Yoongi wanted to be closer to her but she did not noticed it so there was a space between them, but it is fine for him, he is patient with her. He loves her with all his soul.
Where was it? Well it is specific because when I dream of such things often times the place is all white. I suppose it means that it is a very spiritual and protected place.
To be honest I really think people should not read on them (their (future) relationship) for a moment right now because based on that dream they deserve and need to be left alone at the moment.
Disclaimer: just for fun and tarot practice. Don't take anything too seriously.
I decided to do a reading for Yoongi and his future spouse / soulmate/ twin flame. Basically his end game romantic partner. I don't know if I will do more for other members, but I might.
Some of the oracle cards and tarot cards are not pictured down below because tumblr posts don't allow as many pictures as I had, so if you are curious about what those cards look like just lemme know and I can make a post with them.
Decks I used: Tarot de la Nuit, Ascended Masters Oracle, Fairy Tarot, Moonology Oracle, The Good Tarot, Indigo Angels oracle, and romance angels oracle.
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This starts from the assumption they are not yet together because of the way the cards came up. You will see more on that down below.
Yoongi's current energy :
Knight of swords (reversed), The Chariot, King of Swords
This combo paints two different pictures about how Yoongi is currently feeling when it comes to love. The first one is that he feels very impatient and lacking in direction but is racing towards trying to be more composed and wise/ knowing what he wants. He wants it so much that he's almost trying to force it when it's not something that is easily done. He needs to take time and heal past wounds.
The second interpretation is that he's very angry and emotional about a past situation/relationship still and that is holding him back. He sees that and is trying to work hard and better himself with a lot of effort so that he is a more controlled and logical person when stepping into love. Again, this still pertains to the healing of past wounds from other relationships.
So basically he knows that the insecurities and hurts he has are going to not be helpful in the kind of relationship he wants and he is trying to heal himself before he fully commits to looking for love because he doesn't want to take past relationship energy into a relationship with someone he deems to be The One. This may be taking longer than he wants, but he is still actively working at it.
I think he is probably pretty far in the process of healing, but it is still a process.
F/S current energy:
9 of pentacles, 5 of pentacles, 3 of cups
This was a little confusing at first because 9 of pentacles is about abundance and material wealth and success, but 5 of pentacles is about isolation, abandonment and unemployment. Then you have the 3 of cups which is social gatherings and parties, but when it comes to relationships it can also be about a third party entering a relationship. (cheating, threesomes, or otherwise)
I had a feeling, but wasn't sure so I pulled come clarifiers from the bottom of the deck and got:
2 of cups and The Sun (rev)
Which basically means they are in an unhappy relationship. A relationship that is dark, cold and void of the sun.
This person is currently in a relationship and it is NOT with Yoongi. The relationship they are in is almost perfect. Almost. It is a relationship that definitely gives them financial security and a lot of material wealth, but a 9 in tarot is near completion, but it's not a 10. Also, it's pretty clear that with the 5 of pentacles they actually feel very alone and not happy in the relationship. It's almost like they think they SHOULD be happy, but they aren't. 3 of cups here is actually suggesting that even though they are in a relationship they still think there is someone better out there (cough cough yeah YOONGI cough)
They might even realize the person they are with is not their soulmate and their real soulmate is still somewhere out there. They may even be working with others (like their friends, or maybe spirit guides if they are spiritual) to get out of the relationship.
What moves them forward?
Yoongi: Let it go
Obviously what he is already doing. He needs to let go of the past, the anger, etc. to move in the right direction be ready for his F/S. He can't bring that baggage into the relationship, or at least not without it being mostly healed and let go of. Once he has healed then he can move forward and be closer to meeting them.
F/S: Trust
This person needs to trust their intuition and get out of the relationship that is almost perfect. It's as if they keep questioning whether or not they are making it up in their head that the relationship doesn't feel right. They keep questioning if the relationship is bad enough to leave. If they trust their intuition and follow the path they have been following it will lead them in the right direction.
After Yoongi Heals:
4 of autumn (pentacles), The Star, 7 of winter (swords), 10 of summer (cups)
He will still have insecurities, jealousy, and clinginess, but it will be healed enough that he can see it for what it is. The star is all about healing and optimism in relationships, so I think once he can get over his past relationships he will gain his optimism for love back. Then he will get really, really serious about finding love. He is really good at manifesting the things he wants (like winning awards and such) and this will be no exception. He doesn't want games or a bull shit. Honesty will be really big. He wants his one and he wants the ultimate happiness with the 10 of summer (cups). Domestic things. He wants to settle down. He won't accept anything less than that. No one else will be able to catch his eye.
After F/S leaves other relationship:
Queen of winter (swords) (rev), King of Autumn (pentacles), 6 of winter (swords), 4 of summer (cups)
They will comes to terms with the fact that the relationship they left was actually pretty toxic. It looked good from the outside and provided them with a lot, but once they are out they realize just how bad it was. It turns them into an ambitious person who wants to take care of themselves financially, so they dive pretty hard into that. Even after coming to this sort of realization they will wonder if they did the right thing. They are still questioning if they were being stupid and if the relationship was really that bad. Maybe they won't ever be happier than what that relationship could give them (but it isn't true). They will be so absorbed in that and work that they actually won't be looking for opportunities for love at all. I have a feeling the end of this relationship will cause a lot of uproar in their life as well, so that's another reason they won't be looking for love actively.
Moving into union
Yoongi: New Moon in Pisces AND Full Moon in Cancer
The only way for him to find his F/S is for him to let his feelings guide him. Meditation and manifestation are key. I know we've seen a video of him saying he doesn't like to meditate, but I think even writing down what he is looking for or listening to music and thinking about what he wants in a romantic partner (like day dreaming) is probably enough for him to get exactly what he's looking for.
He will also finally get his emotions under control and that emotional strong-ness is what will help him reach his resolutions and find the person he is looking for. There is a chance he may have to be emotionally open with them to attract them. (which is a big yikes to Yoongi usually, but for them I think he will do it)
F/S: New Moon Eclipse AND Waxing Moon
This persons life is going to shift completely. Huge changes will happen during this time that will make their life feel like a completely different life. It is through their effort (possibly work. May be a work-a-holic like Yoongi) that they will finally feel confident and move out from their shadowy dark period of their life into the light. This shift will make them open and ready for the union. Effort in themselves is what will cause them to meet Yoongi.
When they meet (Union)
Yoongi: 10 of Earth (pentacles) AND The Hierophant
lmfao.
They meet (maybe immediately or maybe after one conversation) and he's like MY SPOUSE. THIS IS MY SPOUSE. The 10 of Earth is happiness and prosperity and most of all stability. He sees someone he can very easily build a strong foundation with. The hierophant is also a marriage card, but it's marriage done by the books. So despite him immediately knowing he wants to build a future with them he will want to do everything right. He wants to go on dates, talk, meet the parents, all the other steps and THEN get married. They are exactly what he imagined in his mind.
F/S: High Priestess AND 9 of Fire (wands)
They will be more subdued in their feelings, but only because they are cautious from their previously relationship and only externally. They want patience, slow building love, and most of all honesty. They need to make sure Yoongi is honest and that their own feelings are honest. BUT under the surface there is a raging passion they are trying to keep subdued in the name of patience and slow moving love. They will literally fight for Yoongi no matter what because they want him that badly. They know relationships take work and they know how bad it can end when one doesn't work, so they are going to fight to make it work try to move slowly even though they want to run off into the sunset with him as quickly as possible.
Yoongi: Release/Relax
He will be quite nervous upon first meeting them. He may have to internally tell himself to relax and play it cool. Once the first interaction is over he may need to take some time to go over it in his head, and he is going to try really hard not to over think it. This is why he needed to heal from past traumas because the old him might meet this person and think they are too good for him so he won't go for it, but the healed version of him will.
F/S: Ask for a Sign
The F/S might not be as sure as Yoongi at first. Because of their last relationship they may be worried it's too good to be true so they will be asking for signs that Yoongi is the right person even if they really, really like him. They are just cautious.
Together: Send Love
They will both make their attraction and feelings known upon meeting. (even if they don't mean to lol) They will keep things going by continuing to send signs to the other that they like one another until it fully develops into full blown love.
Views from the outside:
I didn't specify between close friends finding out vs outside world finding out so I imagine these three cards encapsulates all of it. Army, BTS, Family, Friends, and general public.
Page of Earth (pentacles), Messenger of Water (cups), and King of Water (cups)
So some people think the couple is kind of like the page of earth - they are dedicate to each other and practical for each other. It may even be advantageous for both of them (like they can make money from working together) BUT they are boring. I can see twitter going into a rage about how out of all the people Yoongi could've married he married this boring person who is lacking flavor (which isn't true but they will perceive it that way) BUT it can also work the other way in that people who know of the F/S think Yoongi is the boring match OR just that they are boring together
Then there is another group of people who see them as the Messenger of Water- they have major chemistry and are flirtatious AF, but there is no way they last. They are in la-la land and it won't last. They like the idea of each other and the idea of loving each other, but it's unrealistic. Yoongi is this and S/F is that and because of this career or that career it just won't work! For this reason I really think both might be in the spotlight. Especially with the moon cards I pulled for F/S earlier.
The final group of people, and what all the others will see over time is that Yoongi and F/S are actually The King of Water. Their relationship is passionate, full of love, and very calming for both of them. It is very sturdy and actually brings out the best in both of them. They were literally made for each other.
Finally, The truth of their love:
It is safe for you to love, Getting to know each other, True Love
(these cards are going to make me cry omg)
They feel so safe with each other. Both of them have had hard times in relationships previously, but they just GET each other like no one ever before has. They seem to have very similar experiences in love and very similar philosophies when it comes to building partnerships as well.
They will talk so much. I know Yoongi is known for not sharing his feelings, but with them he will be much more communicative because he knows that is how he will make this relationship work. Also, he just feels comfortable around them possibly like he never has before. No matter how long they are together they will still take the time to always get to know each other and figure out the other persons newest interests or thought on some random matter.
And last but not least, I cannot believe it, I pulled True Love. They will be each others true love. Like they are going to be everyone's couple goals for ever. omg.
It's so funny that Yoongi is the member who hates "i love you" and things like that, but his relationship is sooooooooooo ooey-gooey lovey-dovey and soft omg. So emotional, but stable. Cute. Very cute. Let's all go cry now.
hi sweet girl! i’m the same anon, uhmm i think i’m more curious about how they feel each other at this moment? especially that yoongi will be out on the spotlight for two years. thank you so much and i’m sorry i don’t have enough money yet for your kofi🥹
Hi gorgeous, thank you so much for coming back and sending in this ask! Today may truly be a day all about Yoongi! We will miss you <3
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Yoongi’s feelings/energy towards FS
8 of cups, the hanged man, judgement, the emperor, 7 of pentacles
“I need to walk away”, that is the overall energy that Yoongi has towards the fs right now. He is closing himself off to this connection at the moment because he needs to focus on something else (obvs the enlistment) Everything in his energy towards this person just seems to be at a standstill, It’s a sacrifice that he is doing, right now is not the time, but the time will come. Right now he is turning his back on this connection but I genuinely feel like he has reached out to his fs energetically. At the very least he has put his energy out there with the hope that it will reach this person and receive some sort of energy exchange back. He is trying to take control over this connection and when it will happen, how it will happen. “Not now” Right now, he is going into a period of retrospective about himself and the things he has accomplished/ the things that he wants to accomplish in the future. For now, he is cutting ties and putting things on pause.
FS’ feelings/energy towards Yoongi
Knight of pentacles, the world, queen of swords, 4 of pentacles, 8 of swords, 9 of wands
“It’s going to take time, but I am in it for the long haul”. This person is very aware that Yoogi is going to be away and they may even feel the disconnect. They are trying to focus on themselves right now, and they may have even spent the past week by themselves healing something?! The world card is really giving an “I need to think about myself” type of energy. This is someone who understands what is going on and the need to do this, the need for Yoongi to enlist. They like the fact that Yoongi honours his duty to his country because this person would do the same if they had to. They will start working more on their stability right now and again finances?! Their long-term security is coming through as well, just so that they are ready when the time comes because they know it will come. My heart aches a little as I am doing this reading and I do feel like the FS can sense a disconnect from Yoongi, like they can’t approach Yoongi right now even though usually it’s pretty easy for them to do so. “Just a little bit longer - the last hurdle” That’s how they feel.
Hello girll, I just wanna ask who’s more clingy? Yoongi or his fs?
Hi sweet anon <3 Thank you soo much for being here! I hope you are well!
Let's have a look:
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Who is more clingy? Yoongi or fs?
Knight of wands, 6 of cups, king of cups
Yoongi is definitely the more clingy one! He may be a bit unpredictable in this relationship and a lot more active than he was in previous relationships, but he will want to be around his fs constantly and doing this with them an for them. He will constantly be giving this person gifts, making sure that they aren’t missing anything, and just looking after their well-being. The King of cups is the perfect husband card! So really, even if he is a bit clingy he will still give his fs their independence.
I read your last post and realized that I would like to see more messages from the bts to their fs, the posts are so cute and interesting. My priority is the pair of yoongi and his fs, so I think I would like to see another message from yoongi to his fs 🥹
This couple is so cute
Hi sweet anon <3 Thank you so much for being here! I totally agree this couple is killing me they are so cute!
I had a couple of asks for the fs' message to Yoongi so I decided to switch it up since I've previously done 2 messages from Yoongi to the fs.
Soooo enjoy!
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Fs' message to Yoongi
The star, 5 of wands, the fool, ace of pentacles, hanged man
I just want things to hurry so that we can be together. I go to bed every night thinking about you, do you think about me too? Do you dream about me, do feel my energy? I try so hard to send you messages at times, is it working?! I know this connection is real, but why can’t you just come to find me? I still have some work to do, and I still have a lot of things to figure out before we can be together. I want to do the work that I need to do but I don’t know where to start sometimes or if what I’m doing is enough. I hope it is so that we can be together sooner rather than later. I’m so amazed by you and everything that you do, you motivate me to keep moving even when I don’t know where I’m going. You motivate me to go for it before I understand my own intuition. Thank you for guiding me softly like the brightest star in the winter night sky. I hope I can be that star for you one day too. I want to give you the biggest hug, I'm here for you.
You : (Alive and exist somewhere in the east side of the world)
Me : (After a very long years looking for my other half, and finally found you)
You : (Alive and exist somewhere in the east side of the world)
Me : HI. I know you. I've been looking for you. It's nice to know you.
You : (Alive and exist somewhere in the east side of the world)
Me : I see that you struggle in life, well.. Everything is going to be fine. I know you can do well. Very well. Don't stop trying, don't give up.
You : (Alive and exist somewhere in the east side of the world)
Me : I see that you are doing something you shouldn't have done. It's bad. I don't want you to engage in that bad situation. Can you please fix that?
You : (Alive and exist somewhere in the east side of the world)
Me : I see that you still in that bad situation that you thought that it's good. And you're even proud of it. I couldn't tell you how much I'm disappointed in you. Please. Please don't do that. Please fix it.
You : (Alive and exist somewhere in the east side of the world)
Me : (Slowly breaking down. Angry. Sad. Disappointed. Helpless. Almost giving up on you)
You : (Alive and exist somewhere in the east side of the world)
Me : (Resting)
You : (Alive and exist somewhere in the east side of the world)
Me : HI. It's me. It's been a long time. How are you? I see that you're still the same. You are still on the other side of the road. I'm always carefully observing you from here. Believing that we're having a conversation now and then. But deep down, I understand this. You are just someone so far away. You are beyond the continents, beyond the oceans. Beyond our destiny. To meet now and fix what has been wrong.
You : (Alive and exist somewhere in the east side of the world)
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