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@fastcardotmp3
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embarrassment has good bones
sometimes being a fan of something means not wanting them to make any more of it
*gently takes your face in my hands* hey. remember that fandom is for fun. if you're not having fun it is ok to step back. if you're intentionally making it unfun for others it is ok to step back. none of this is real. go sit in the sun and smell a flower. i love you.
ana telling eddie "there's a lot to be said for getting back on the horse, but there's also some value in learning that you don't like horses" in their third ever scene together really needs to be talked about more...
their first one on one interaction actually
you're a broadcast journalist at the height of pre-vaccine pandemic, reporting on immense losses of human life every day, combatting unprecedented levels of misinformation and conspiracy in an attempt to just keep people base-level safe, and then the guy you've been able to have no-strings, no-pressure fun with in the past invites you over for dinner only for you to find out upon arrival that you're being used to make him look better in front of people who are complete strangers to you and he helps you Save The Day like 2 days later but honestly there is no greater proof that you're as lonely a person as he often is because if you had a singular Close Personal Friend she would be trying to talk you out of dating Mr Red Flag with everything she was worth
(bonus: earlier in the week you told this guy "your life is nothing but meaningful relationships" and he can't see your jealousy but it's there and you feel it and maybe if you let him pull you into his orbit the way he clearly wants to, some of it could rub off on you << aka something a Close Personal Friend might point out about why you feel so attached to Mr Red Flag but also something you might very well not be saying if you had literally just one (1) Close Personal Friend)
Recently finished reading the All My Friends series by @fastcardotmp3 and I couldn't get the New Years scene from the penultimate story (all my friends are) stepping stones out of my head. It's been quite a while since I did any drawing/photo-manips for more than a personal use doodle, but I'm pleased enough with how this turned out to share it. The use of silhouettes rather than fighting with my line art was inspired by @snowflake194's beautiful covers for the series.
If you like slow-burn!Buddie stories, I can't recommend this alternative-first-meeting-AU enough. It's truly beautiful, a deeply moving examination of grief and healing, and has gone in my personal archive for rereading in the future.
Series
Creator: fastcardotmp3 Description: It starts in 2015 at a funeral in Santa Monica. Or: In bearing witness to each other's tragedies, Buck and Eddie become their own second chances. A slow burn series rewrite. Works: 9 Words: 488,784 Complete: Yes
First Story
(all my friends are) funeral singers Summary: “Did you serve?” Eddie asks, a nod to what he instinctively knows to be the shape of dog tags under a thin white dress shirt. Evan laughs and he presses a hand to his sternum and he shakes his head like he can't believe what's going on around him. “No,” he says simply, takes another sip of beer, and deftly does not elaborate. It’s 2015 and Eddie still bares the fresh scars of bullets when he attends Greggs’ funeral in Santa Monica, California. At least there’s someone here as desperate for a distraction as him.
Image made in Krita with a combination of manipulated royalty free images, filter effects, and line art done with a Huion tablet. Lyric text overlaid using PowerPoint (because Krita's text options and I were not getting along).
I hope you get your favorite food this week and your favorite drink and your favorite 2k dollars
I'm sorry there's no magic in this post I'm just talking. I hope good stuff happens to people online I hope good things happen to all of us
the big man is the masculine dom and the dom is the top and the little man is effeminate and transgender but fully passes as a cis man and has top surgery but since he doesnt have bottom surgery he literally has to be a bottom theres no way for someone with a vagina to top and the bottom is the sub and they are both uncomplicatedly homosexual with zero positive emotions for women and they both have adhd and autism but only the kind of autism that doesnt actually disable you and they also crossdress but in a specifically humiliating way (why would a MAN wear a DRESS??? 🤪🤪 etc.) and they live together in a big house that they can both effortlessly afford and they're married and have 2 kids a dog and a cat (because Big man is dog coded and Little man is cat coded) and neither of them have jobs or lasting damage from canon events they've been through or physical disabilities or PTSD that I cant turn into Angsty Ship Content and the sun has a big smiley face and birds are just V shapes on the paper it doesnt have to be more complicated than that you dont have to flesh them out. you dont have to. and if you think about it wouldn't it just be soooo much effort to draw a whole bird?? youre just having fun its mean to ask you for detail. and my teacher lives at the school and the bus driver lives in the bus and everything is exactly the same :)
The Eternal Eartha Kitt
apparently youre supposed to perform. they love it when you perform. but it has to be authentic. they hate it when it's not authentic. but you have to perform.
fic demanding to be longer and cover more ground than originally planned incident-- only one injured but it's me and i'm being sooooo brave about it
tagged by @ilyasmole 🍊💓
pick something from my room to borrow for the day
my light blue whale-shaped butter dish
my big octopus squishmallow. she’s wearing a Santa hat
my scrapbooking/journaling bin!!! so much washi tape in there
my perfect huge red plaid little sleepies blanket w/ Sherpa on one side
a 24 pack box of easy Mac except 2 are missing
I tag @gimmiekiss1221 @pregnanthudsonwilliams @moldhoney @flashfaded @dontbedistracted @fastcardotmp3 @fourtempers and anyone else who wants to play!!!! feel free to tag me 💓
carefully, I was going to live by @fastcardotmp3
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Recently finished reading the All My Friends series by @fastcardotmp3 and I couldn't get the New Years scene from the penultimate story (all my friends are) stepping stones out of my head. It's been quite a while since I did any drawing/photo-manips for more than a personal use doodle, but I'm pleased enough with how this turned out to share it. The use of silhouettes rather than fighting with my line art was inspired by @snowflake194's beautiful covers for the series.
If you like slow-burn!Buddie stories, I can't recommend this alternative-first-meeting-AU enough. It's truly beautiful, a deeply moving examination of grief and healing, and has gone in my personal archive for rereading in the future.
Series
Creator: fastcardotmp3 Description: It starts in 2015 at a funeral in Santa Monica. Or: In bearing witness to each other's tragedies, Buck and Eddie become their own second chances. A slow burn series rewrite. Works: 9 Words: 488,784 Complete: Yes
First Story
(all my friends are) funeral singers Summary: “Did you serve?” Eddie asks, a nod to what he instinctively knows to be the shape of dog tags under a thin white dress shirt. Evan laughs and he presses a hand to his sternum and he shakes his head like he can't believe what's going on around him. “No,” he says simply, takes another sip of beer, and deftly does not elaborate. It’s 2015 and Eddie still bares the fresh scars of bullets when he attends Greggs’ funeral in Santa Monica, California. At least there’s someone here as desperate for a distraction as him.
Image made in Krita with a combination of manipulated royalty free images, filter effects, and line art done with a Huion tablet. Lyric text overlaid using PowerPoint (because Krita's text options and I were not getting along).
hello today i am thinking abt runaways and the line abt bobby. Captain nash could never know what it meant for buck to swear on that heart. its been living in my head for months. just sooo beautiful
being emotionally bombarded by this on a beautiful sunday morning moodboard
they were going to take his heart out of his body and give it away but a woman who Invented Love for him saved him!!!!!!!!! and then he swears on that very same heart-- the one she made sure was all his to swear by-- in order to save!! them!!! both!!!! :(((
also jumping up and down that you brought it up bc i've actually been thinking about this fic a lot since the s9 new mexico arc began like.... there is something about clone!buck potentially being mistaken for someone else and snatched off the street to fill that role after he already escaped a life trapped in a hospital room for someone else's gain that is making the brain worms wriggle...... god..... by the end of runaways buck is still not fully At Peace with where he comes from and everything that's been done to him and this new trauma being a way to crack him open and force him to look at all of it head-on for likely the first time is so delicious to me i need to beat him up some more 😔
imagine it either way, too, i mean 1) buck is mistaken for someone he doesn't even resemble all that closely but it still stings in that particular way and it still makes him wonder at the person he was created from in ways he has not allowed himself to or 2) buck is taken because perhaps there actually are other copies of him out there and he really does share derek's face and the subsequent horror of realizing that there are others like him and it doesn't matter how much of a life he builds for himself, he will always be a copy of them in return
anyways you weren't asking for any of this but that's the risk you take when you mention sci fi au to me waugh... kissing you mwah 💜
@snowflake194 kissing you on the mouth about this
#still thinking about this btw#and perhaps maybe not too long after fighting for his personhood in a lab somewhere in the galaxy all over again and managing to get away#and leaving another set of grieving parents in the wreckage of their own grief buck finds another clone while on one of their missions#four years old kid maybe who had two good parents who wanted him more than anything and is now left alone in the wreckage of their deaths#and buck isn't his father and he isn't responsible for him except how can he not be when every clone that came after buck only exists#because buck was the first successful one and got to live despite it all and when all buck ever needed in order to do that#was someone to let him be a person and to look at him and see a little boy instead of an experiment#someone worth loving for no reason other than the fact that he existed
and consider for a moment buck going to maddie about this decision because at first he's reticent to bring a child into his mess when he's only just shaking a drug dependency he developed while being experimented on Again and still trying to come to terms with everything he has ever been, everything he has been made to do, so he's like you could help him the way you helped me, the way you're helping jee-yun but maddie looks him in the eye and she says something to the effect of you were brand new and jee is brand new but this kid-- theo?-- he is old enough to know something is different about him and he is old enough to know what he's lost, to hurt with that loss, and no one is more equipped to help him navigate that than you..... buck who has felt protective over the children in his life but has never dared to see himself in any sort of parental role seeing the child he never got to be and having to decide to love that kid both then and now
