active 2025

sw:265 cw:?? gw1:175 gw2:150 gw3:120 ugw:99 weightloss struggles:aug 2019-present

[spilledmilkxo]

Hey quick question was the dark mode Ao3 thing a joke and if not, how does one set that up? I have been on there for years and I feel like boo boo the fool

Hi! first of all so sorry for not replying sooner i forgot to have a look at my inbox 🫶🏾

dark mode definitely is a real thing on AO3! this is how i did it on my phone (im going to assume it’s the same for both apple and android)

1. Log into your AO3 account and go to ‘My Dashboard’

2. Click on ‘Skins’

3. Click on ‘Public Site Skins’

4. Scroll through the available skins - For dark more click the ‘Use’ button under the Reversi skin

5. Enjoy reading without destroying your eyes!

[contrastinglyunbeknownst4]

༺𖤐༻ Low Calorie Bagels

i’m so obsessed with these at the minute 😭 i think i could make some kind of other bread with this dough since its so versatile. serve savoury, sweet, or both!!! they’re so good and they’re toastable. they can keep in a sealed bag for around 5 days and can freeze in the freezer for 3 months!

(random piece of advice) unless you weigh each ball while shaping to get the exact same sizes, something i recommend is weighing all of the bagels together when they’ve cooled down and noting down the weight. this way, you can divide the mixture calories by the weight of the bagels and know the calories in each bagel because obviously you won’t shape each one the exact same😭

then, when you want a bagel, weigh the individual one and multiply the weight by the division sum. you’ll find that some are lower cal than others and be able to save the higher cal ones for something with less toppings so you don’t go over 🤍🫶🏼

ALSO!!! THESE TASTE SO GOOD!!! WITH CARAMELISED ONIONS!!!!!!!!!!

you’ll see these in a lot of my m3alspo posts 🤍😭

enjoy!

[dreamingsk1nny]

Staying at a higher BMI I thought I would lose way quicker than I am😗 only 15 pounds so far but proud of me for lasting this long tbh

[fasting-under-scrutiny]

Jealous 🤩

[fasting-under-scrutiny]

[supermario-2]

[sleep-sounds-nice-rn]

I made this so tag yourselves if you want! I’m oatmeal and cupcake with a little bit of green tea

[almondmilk1969-deactivated20220]

I’m going to start my miso soup and rice diet again. That shit fills you up and slims you down.

Steps:

Buy miso paste, most of them are like 20 calories per serving and they claim to come with barely 10-15 servings but it’s usually so salty you can water it tf down and stretch it for weeks.

Get low calorie add ins, mushrooms, low cal noodles, carrots and peas, tofu, scallions, whatever you enjoy.

Have a cup of rice with it(~200kcal), if you want your rice to be bomb drop of olive oil or spray, garlic powder, a little salt.

Get yourself something spicy to eat too, put chili flakes or Sriracha sauce on the rice.

Enjoy

[milkandhoneythin1-deactivated20]

[shinyloss-blog]

⭐ arcade thinspo ⭐

~ dm for credit/removal ~

[cr0wstarv3zz-deactivated2022020]

active blogs august 2021 reblog this my board is dry af

[fasting-under-scrutiny]

September 2021

[vacantlycruel]

Everything is just so.. boring sometimes. Not the regular "I have nothing to do" kind of boredom, no. But rather one that makes me feel helpless, desperate, empty, one that pierces through my heart, an inescapable void, the "I would do anything to make this stop" kind of boredom, I would destroy anything, burn my whole life, and put myself at risk just to get a bit of temporary excitement.

[slowevaporation]

i just wanna wear thigh highs without them rolling down okay

[robertwire]

400% of mental illness is thinking this is probably just how hard life is for everyone and you just can’t handle it because you’re a whiny baby who isn’t trying hard enough.

[bpdrug-addict]

i am addicted addicted addicted addicted to anything that distracts me. i cannot deal with my own thoughts, memories, emotions. i dont want to think about myself or my life or anything at all related to me. 

[heart-on-tape-deactivated202309]

being like actually fat and having an ed is so weird bc you still get light headed and you still feel like shit all the time but talking about it feels weird

[huntedcollarbones]

Anorexia media

Movies

- To The Bone

- Perfect Body

- Thin

- Sharing the Secret

- The Love of Nancy

- Secret Between Friends

- Thinspiration/Starving in Suburbia

- Feed

- The Road Within

- Vincent Wants to Sea

- Likeness

- Dying to be Thin

- I’m a Child Anorexic

- Men, Women & Children

- Little Miss Perfect

- Girl Interrupted

Tv Shows

- Red Band Society

- Make it or Break it 

- Glee

- Skins

- Supersize vs Superskinny

- Starved

- Holly Oaks

- CSI: The Hunger Artist

- Degrassi

Books

- Wintergirls

- Elena Vanishing: A Memoir 

- Brave Girl Eating

- Unbearable Lightness

- Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia & Bulimia

- How to Disappear Completely

- Diary of an Anorexic Girl

- Being Ana: A Memoir of Anorexia Nervosa

- Beautiful Me

- After the Strawberry

- Letting Ana Go

[leaf-liike]

Insatiable for the TV shows

[tothefuckingb0ne]

SECRET EATERS FOR TV SHOWS

I’ve binged all of supersize vs super skinny and then I found secret eaters in YouTube and ITS PERFECT I WATCH IT EVERY TIME I WANT TO BINGE. It’s British and just like sueprsize vs super skinny but without the whole ‘gaining weight’ part (not strictly an anorexia show but definitely an ED show)

[c1gsandtofu]

Nothing is scarier than fasting and then having a binge nightmare that feels so realistic you wake up crying