dark side.

pessimistic side

[i-was-today-years-old-when]

i learned that the standard CPR doll face is a copy of a 19th century drowned woman (x)

[fatalisticsworld]

I think I'm much better now, i felt so loss before, more like..sadness,emptiness inside. But now i don't feel it often, certain days? Yes. But not often. I'm glad something actually work to ease my chaotic mind, and thank you for sticking around with me because i could never do this without any helps.

Certain days, i just hate being me, blame myself over everything but i guess it's normal to felt like that? Yeah. Its normal. Everyone in this world felt like that. You're not alone. So don't be too harsh on yourself.

Gentle reminder: You did great, very outstanding. You just don't see your positive side because you're too reluctant.

[thehopefulquotes]

“If you hear a voice within you say “you cannot paint”, then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced.”

— Vincent van Gogh

[fatalisticsworld]

Wasn't at my best but i know you'll keep me safe and sound.

[iglovequotes]

https://iglovequotes.net/

[extramadness]

[fatalisticsworld]

To my favourite lover, thank you for being patience with me all this while.i know i could never repay you sooner or later, but I'll try to be better version of me. We've been known each other for quite a while. And it shows that im much happier with u than i was . Atleast its an improvement ( i guess) thank you for coming into my life when im in despair. I thought i would never found someone that can make me feel alive again, but then god sent you to me. Im truly blessed with you by my side. Oh ya im sorry i could be forgetful sometimes but i swear i still love you just like day one, And always will sayang. May god protect us. (Especially you) ♥️ iloveyou my love 🥺

[fatalisticsworld]

🥺

[fatalisticsworld]

Just cause if u cant see, doesnt mean it isnt there.

[fatalisticsworld]

Tried to bottle up everything but it seem so wrong, i couldnt hold it even a secondd, gosh just show me wtvr u wanted to show. Im ready as long this thoughts gone with the sea.

[fatalisticsworld]

This isnt me at all... The dark side tht nobody will know, i was struggling with myself and its weird because its harder than fighting 50 henchmen... Gosh, if this is for my good please let it be the cure later but if this is other from YOU please make it disappear, i got no one to talk to because im so perssimistic, but that just how human work after being broke over a million times right..i did the right thint right? Am i?

[fatalisticsworld]

Im dumb

[fatalisticsworld]

I hope my life wont go to waste ☹️

[fatalisticsworld]

Before quarantine session. Myself is already locked up in deepest thoughts.

[fatalisticsworld]

A beguiling creature

If ure reading this. Know that im always here forever. Thank you for your everything. U gave me the world that nobody ever seen. We is like a mixture poison and a cure. You're the cure while im your poison... Because i never bring any good to you :( im sorry for making your days extra difficult.. but however, im trying my best to keep you feel like home.. iloveyou sayang.

[fatalisticsworld]

A beguiling creature

If ure reading this. Know that im always here forever. Thank you for your everything. U gave me the world that nobody ever seen. We is like a mixture poison and a cure. You're the cure while im your poison... Because i never bring any good to you :( im sorry for making your days extra difficult.. but however, im trying my best to keep you feel like home.. iloveyou sayang.

[fatalisticsworld]

I just want to swim across the ocean and drown myself because my life already suffocating enough