My partner is out for dinner tomorrow so ima challenge myself to not eat at all tomorrrrrow. I’m weak as piss and I give up despite the constant fucking dread and self hatred I feel when thinking about eating but WELL SEE

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@fatbitchgoinghungry
My partner is out for dinner tomorrow so ima challenge myself to not eat at all tomorrrrrow. I’m weak as piss and I give up despite the constant fucking dread and self hatred I feel when thinking about eating but WELL SEE
DAY THREE🙌🏼
What I ate today✨
Breakfast: (11am)
Monster Ulta Zero
14cal
Lunch: (1:40pm)
Tomato on bread thins
130cal
Snack: (4:00pm)
Cookie dough bites
100cal
Dinner: (6:00pm)
Homemade pizza
600cals
Snack: (8:00pm)
Piece of chocolate
32cals
Total: 776
DAY TWO🙌🏼
What I ate today
Breakfast:
Monster Ultra Zero (12pm)
14cal
Lunch:
bread thins w/ carrot, lettuce, egg and shredded chicken. (2pm)
Lemonade ice block
200cal
Dinner:
Potato mash w/chicken schnitzel
Maybe 400 cal?😬
Snack:
Waffle, apple and white chocolate
300cal
Total: 914cal😬
HELP
I NEED ED FRIENDS✨
I know Ed’s are terrible and I don’t wish them pain anyone but since trying to loose weight (as a fat bitch) I’ve slipped back into this shit.
Please hmu so we can chat about this shit together! I need motivation!!!!
DAY ONE🙌🏼
(What I’ve eaten today)
Breakfast (11:30am)
Medium iced latte w/ Vanilla from McDs.
250cals
Lunch (2:30pm)
Veggie soup (carrot, pumpkin, chicken, onion, spices)
75cals? (I only drank the broth/water)
Dinner (5:50pm)
Breakfast burger w/ bread thins
300cals
Snack:
Either a cyclone (ice block) 90cal
Or
Caramel rice cakes 20cal each
Total: Around 700cal (with snacks)
(Making this before I eat dinner and snack so I keep myself accountable for what I’ve written)
*Most of my cals are estimates- I’m fasting (or at least not eating) until around 2 everyday so although my calories may be larger than what I estimate I don’t feel terrible) as long as I fast and eat practically nothing, it’s fine.*
STARTING FRESH (recent post will explain)
Time to cringe..
Starting weight (a week ago) : 109.5kg
Current weight : 107.5kg
Goal weight : 65kg
Gonna be posting what I eat every day and maybe even pics. PLEASE reach out and share your shit with me- I want to be in this life again- as shit as I know it is. I just want to be skinny again.
SO
After a few years of LIFE I’m back.
Ups and downs.
Ive met the love of my life (7months ago) and we’ve recently decided to get healthy.
We both have a past with weight gain and through our relationship we’ve gained a bunch.
When I first made this acc I was in the peak of my ed. And I miss it…
I’ve briefly told my partner about my past with food and he doesn’t get it AT ALL. But I still love him.
The plan is to starve myself every day while he’s at work and eat dinner with him. Hoping I can do it sneakily.
I want to be skinny. I was to loose this fucking weight again. I don’t want to be seen as the fat girl EVERYONE in my life sees anymore.
if i ever slip i fall into a better situation ~
This will be me. Two months. I’m speaking it into existence.
only reblog this if you WILL lose weight. lets see who really has their priorities in order.
A “good week” to me is losing unhealthy amounts of weight
I'm sick
- Im sick of elastic bands giving me muffin top
-I’m sick of having to wear jeggings because jeans are uncomfortable
- I’m sick of looking bad in tight AND loose clothes
- I’m sick of having days where I feel too fat to wear ANYTHING
- I’m sick of dreading trying on clothes in my favorite store
- I’m sick of having fat rolls when sitting, bending forward, or laying on my side
- I’m sick of having to pull my pants up high on my waist to hide my fat bump
- I’m sick of knowing he’d rather look at skinny girls than me
- I’m sick of being afraid that I’ll finally tip the scale to overweight
- I’m sick of covering up at the pool/beach
- I’m sick of always giving in to my cravings
- It’s time to make a change because I’m sick of not feeling good in my own skin
Aight but fr, anyone else binge for months then the second the fast the feel like there getting toned and look so much better? Like don’t get me wrong ima always think I’m a fat piece of shit but like??
Does anyway relate or just me?
Been fasting for 2 hours and I'm still not skinny? What the fuck is this shit?
Meanspo
Eating all those carbs was it really worth it?.. you wanted that for what maybe 2 minutes and gave in like it was nothing, stop, you wanted a thin and petite frame for the last four years!! If you get through the first 24 hours of fasting then it will feel like its nothing, snap your fingers and you’ll be thin In no time! Remember just say “I’m not hungry!” And if they ask just say you don’t feel so good, now piggy. Are you really that hungry?