ㅤ ㅤㅤ✦ / ✱* &. 𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 ; ⸻ a sporadic activity, private &. heavily selective, 𝖒ulti — 𝖒use blog ft. IVAN from 𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐄 && muses from various media . . self — implemented portrayals \ \ \ dark & mature themes would be present & explored. , follow at your own discretion. minors dni.
✦ * 𝐀 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘 𝐈𝐍 : stuck in time , too late to change fate , inevitability of death , the burden of love. , 𝐎𝐁𝐒𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 & what comes with the territory & the mirror of survival. death , self - sacrifices , survivors guilt.
── ✧⠀⠀CURRENT OBSESSIONS / PRIORITY MUSES ⇣ ㅤivan , Till , Sua , Luka , Vein , Cheng Xiaoshi , Mizi , Casper , Redacted , Sol , Pierrot , & Harlequin
𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨 — , i am an extremely private blog and i'm here to just have fun and write. i am not affiliated with any rpc at all and i reserve the right to follow people i see myself interacting with. i'll block if vibes feel bad. if there's too much drama or there's too much negativity i'll block.
𝟎. just gonna congratulate you for making it this far. this is just a massive reminder before you dive into the regulations.. i work very hour heavy jobs. i tend to disappear for days, weeks and months at a time. due to said jobs. this excludes personal life. so far im gonna be available mon, tue & wedns. & some saturdays.
𝐈. basic roleplay etiquette applies . IF WE NOT MUTUALS PLEASE DO NOT INTERACT . please have your age somewhere visible as i'm not comfortable interacting with minors . activity is permanently sporadic or low . i'm not fast ; im very forgetful. it doesn't mean i don't want to write with you. i have ADHD im so easily forgetful, a reminder now and then is more than welcome.
𝐈𝐈. inboxes / prompts : there's no limit to the amount you can send. send as much as you please. and please know YOU CAN ALWAYS CONTINUE AN ASK !
𝐈𝐈𝐈. everything gets tagged but topics and genres that could be upsetting or triggering will be explored here given the source material . tags will be simple to make blacklisting easy this goes for sexual themes as well - and speaking of such themes for such a genre it would be very much preferred if muns spoke outside of rp .
𝐈𝐕. shipping depends heavily on character dynamics and my comfort level with my potential writing partner. i would like for us to be friends first before anything else. currently , shipping status is MULTI — SHIP &. MULTIVERSE FRIENDLY ! single ship muses are up for negotiation, but highly selective &͟. only agreeable upon good chemistry. i understand duplicate anxiety, which is why some ships i will refrain to have more than one if my writing partner expressed said anxiety. . ٩̋（ ˊ•͈ ꇴ •͈ˋ ）و i reserve the right to also turn down &͟. drop a ship if i no longer feel comfortable with it, even if it's discussed beforehand.
i heavily go by vibes so if i see any lack of interest it will be instant drop.
shipping also does not designate lewd nor smut right off the bat, unless we're close and / or its approved.
𝐕. i normally write paragraphs - often times more. i don't expect my partners to match me. please write in how you're most comfortable with. just don't half ass it. i also format my posts with small font, colors, and icons. i don't expect that to be matched either.
where others may not read the fine print, eris had. & after having done so, he stared at ren and the face he made for one long, drawn out moment. . . before slowly starting;
"one corn chip..? shouldn't you at least price yourself at a full bag?" he neither denied or accepted the offer, but instead honed in on the ridiculousness of its "cash redemption".
𓏼 ͟♥︎⠀ ͚֯ 사랑해 ! ྀི 𓈒 ๋𓏲 ❝ …𝐈𝐓’𝐒 𝐀 𝐃𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓.❞ 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐕𝐎𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐀 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐋 𝐌𝐔𝐑𝐌𝐔𝐑.
❝ I don’t want you exchanging it for cash. I want you to redeem it properly.❝ The grin he gave him was all pierced tongue, sharpened canines, and poorly disguised devotion. He let the implication linger, looking entirely too pleased with himself. Ren had expected embarrassment, maybe an irritated shove, perhaps even the coupon being torn neatly in half. What he hadn’t expected was for Eris to calmly appraise him like merchandise and suggest he had undervalued himself. The tips of Ren’s ears began to burn.
His smile twitched. His eyes darted toward Eris, as if checking whether the other man had noticed the sudden crack in his composure. the flush betraying him before he could recover. ❝ Not that I’m—❝ He cleared his throat, sitting up straighter. His words began tumbling over one another, faster and quieter with each breath. ❝ I mean, the coupon’s obviously a joke. Mostly. You don’t actually have to redeem it.❝
A beat passed.
❝ Unless you wanted to,❝ he added quickly, only to immediately grimace at himself. ❝ But not because I want you to. I mean, I do — hypothetically — but I’m not sitting here begging for it or anything.❝ He abruptly stopped, lips pressing into a thin line as though physically restraining the rest of the words threatening to spill out. A faint flush had begun to color the tips of his ears. Ren cleared his throat and straightened, hurriedly smoothing a hand over his clothes before reclaiming his earlier smile—though it sat just slightly too stiff upon his face.
❝ although,,, angel, you didn’t say no.❝ Ren tilted his head, resting his cheek against his palm as he watched him with unbearable patience cheeks flushed . His face warmed as he abruptly tried to calm his from practically beating out of his chest. ❝ You read every word, stared at my demonstration, and started negotiating my market value.❝ His lashes lowered. ❝ That sounds an awful lot like interest to me, angel.❝
WATCHED: for sender to wake up and find receiver watching over them. // for casper :)
◠◠ ﹫ 𝐋𝐎𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 . . . !! ₊ 𓏵𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐇𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐃. not in the unsettling way mortals might have accused him of — though he supposed looming silently at the bedside with his arms folded did very little to defend his innocence. Rei had simply looked too peaceful to disturb, their breathing soft and even beneath the blankets, untouched by the unease that so often followed in death’s wake. Casper had seen countless people sleep before. He had witnessed their final dreams, their restless regrets, the desperate way some clung to unconsciousness as though morning could save them.
They had turned toward him sometime during the night, face half-buried against the pillow, one hand resting near the edge of the mattress as though they had been reaching for something in their sleep. The thought settled somewhere inconveniently inside his chest. Ridiculous.
And yet Casper remained there, gaze fixed upon them while faint morning light slipped through the curtains and painted their features in muted gold. He told himself he was merely ensuring they remained alive. It was, technically, his responsibility to keep track of their soul... and a soul for him to reap. to collect.
it was rather a difficult predicament for the grim reaper.
When Rei finally began to stir, Casper straightened instinctively, as though he had been caught committing some grave offense. Their eyes opened slowly, unfocused at first, before settling upon the dark figure beside their bed. Or one quiet moment, neither of them spoke.
Casper lifted his chin, arranging his expression into something appropriately unimpressed despite the relief that loosened the tension in his shoulders.
❝ You are remarkably vulnerable when unconscious❞ he observed, his voice smooth and dry. ❝It is almost embarrassing, little mortal.❞
by now, the light tinkle of the front door's bell was a familiar sound; one that brought with it a sense of comfort born of a stable location and a trustworthy person inside. till's studio was, for a lack of better term, homey - made even more so due to the neighboring flower shop and a mother's gentle touch upon the parlor. the edelweiss livened up the studio with its wintery sweet smell and a pop of white in the sea of black.
"that sounds like the cheek of someone who doesn't want his treat." eris countered breezily. in one hand he balanced a drink carrier and the other he held a paper bag. it crinkled lightly as he navigated through the parlor. "in which case - cheers. more for me." to somebody unfamiliar, his glib remarks may have seem too brisk to be friendly. to a friend, they'd know that eris was teasing. even if, for whatever reason, the food wasn't accepted - he'd of still left it behind in case the giftee changed their mind.
a small boxed crepe and a beverage of till's liking, straight from eris' shift at the cafe. he didn't always come bearing gifts, but now and then it was nice to give to those he deemed friends, if he could. he'd already stopped by io's to hand off a treat to her as well. the goods were set aside away from till's work station but close enough that the smell might entice him.
in the meantime he settled himself onto one of the waiting room couches and tucked into his own snack. he didn't mind waiting for the current session to wrap up, nor letting words die down in favor of the ambience of the buzz of tattoo machine and faint music.
╯✭ . ˙ 알 수 없음 ︴˚ . ˙ᯓ 𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋’𝐒 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓’𝐒 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐍 to the paper bag eris set down, and the corner of his mouth twitched like he was fighting a smirk and losing badly. ❝ ...Never said I didn’t want my treat ❞ he huffed, finally easing off the foot pedal and setting the tattoo gun aside with a soft clink. He turned to the client under his hands, gesturing vaguely with one gloved finger toward the wrapped bandage and ointment pot. ❝ ...Leave that for a few hours. Don’t pick at it. Don’t be an idiot ❞ The client nodded, looking thrilled and exhausted all at once. They slid off the chair, paid quickly, and then shuffled out into the evening with a muffled thanks over their shoulder.
Till pulled off his gloves with a snap, tossing them into the bin before swiping a wet cloth over his station, wiping away stray ink and the tacky film of ointment. Only then did he fully turn toward the male lounging in the waiting area, leaning back against his chair with his arms crossed. He tilted his head, hair falling into one eye as he let the silence stretch for a beat longer than necessary, just to be dramatic. Then he reached for the bag and the drink, making a show of it. He popped the straw into the lid with a soft click and took a long sip, not even trying to hide how good it was. ❝ ...So, ❞ he said, setting the cup down. ❝ What’ve you been up to? I haven't seen you around for sometime. ❞
Teal irises drifted, landing on the small vase of edelweiss again. ❝ ...Mom’s been asking if I’ve heard from you. ❞ He didn’t look at you directly as he said it, but the way he fiddled with the straw wrapper told you he wasn’t just making small talk. He picked at the crepe in the box next, tearing off a piece and popping it into his mouth.
❝ ...Been busy with the cafe, ❞ he guessed. ❝ ...ive told you before. you don't have to save up just to pay me to finish your piece. i dont charge friends. ❞ He said it flat, like both options were equally plausible, but the glint in his eyes gave away the jest. For all his bite, he was glad you were here. ❝ ...plus ive came up with some designs based off the images you provided. had to trash sketches till i felt like it was perfect ❞
The studio was quieter now with just the two of them, the low hum of the neon sign and the distant traffic outside filling the spaces between words. The crepe was gone in a few bites, and he tossed the box into the bin before slumping back in his chair, one leg propped up on a nearby stool. ❝ ...Anyway. You gonna stay for a bit or just dropping off? Not that I care either way....i . appreciate your company... ❞ till paused, gaze shifting away for a moment as he sipped from the straw of his beverage, busying himself momentarily.
PRE - ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME . // Accepting !
FRIENDS. childhood friends / work friends / family friends / recently friends / turning antagonistic / turning into something romantic / stable / falling apart / friendship of need / friendship of circumstance pen - pals or internet friends / coworkers / partners / other .
ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / newly entered / soulmates / skinny love / unrequited from my muses side / unrequited from your muses side / friends with benefits / awkward / fading / turning toxic / toxic and destructive / other .
FAMILIAL BOND. sibling bond / older sibling figure to your muse / younger sibling figure to your muse / parental figure to your muse / parental figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / other .
ENEMIES. dangerous to themselves / dangerous to others / unpredictable / passionate / rivals / petty / developing into a sexual tension / developing into a romantic tension / based off family matters / based of circumstance / based of professional matters / based of misunderstandings or lies / other .
She blinked as Till decided to push her against the wall, and tried to pin her, this caused her to smile and look down to him. ' Well hello there, you know to introduce yourself, one usually says hi.' She smiled allowing herself to stand straight.
i play a canon character the way I want to play them, not how the show plays them, not how the actor plays them, hell not even how others want me to play them. I play the canon character for me. I play them so I can have an outlet away from stress, not to gain stress from the pressures of following canon. I don’t follow canon. and i’m proud of that.
Mini inbox call 3.0 - since time is nearing the witching hour & i have drafted a few starters already. i will stop to save and post tomorrow while i plot with some of you lovelies <3 ANYWAYSSSS by liking ur giving me permission to annoy you and i Will raid ur prompts tag if available and send you as many I can muster ( no obligation to answer them all if u agree ) if I can ill randomly include / type a little paragraph of something unprompted. ( for my freaks who wants possessive shyt <3 )
I’m home from work!! I feel better after consuming nourishments. I will get to work on the inboxes and the starters after I make myself dinner so my human flesh puppet may consume nutrients and enrichments. So I will be responding to DMs for plotting in the mean time :D
new starter call. 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 ᝰ .ᐟ i may have been in a shambles irl but I've also been neglecting threads/starting new threads with mutuals (bc im ridiculously shy ) and i wanna break that sense of anxiety and start writing with you gais ♡ so ! consider leaving a lil ゛𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 on this && ill reach out to plot a little or if not ill just blindly write us a little something! ( lengths will heavily vary ! ) 𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐟𝐲 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞 ! otherwise I'll pick it at random. you can like this even if we have threads or have talked about starting one. will be making this call permanent. ♡
the more we have , the more i can be the ever pressing parasite in ur life ₍ᐢ. ̫ .ᐢ₎ 𖹭.ᐟ
Mini inbox call 3.0 - since time is nearing the witching hour & i have drafted a few starters already. i will stop to save and post tomorrow while i plot with some of you lovelies <3 ANYWAYSSSS by liking ur giving me permission to annoy you and i Will raid ur prompts tag if available and send you as many I can muster ( no obligation to answer them all if u agree ) if I can ill randomly include / type a little paragraph of something unprompted. ( for my freaks who wants possessive shyt <3 )
