jason at hogwarts x reader. ch one
authors note - bringing the idea i had for a fic to life. who knows if itll last
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ch one
Jason had died a hundred times and never once lived.
His life had been blood and blade and breathless orders barked in languages older than gods. He had been forged for war, sharpened on the whetstone of divine will, and tossed from myth to myth like a coin with no face. It was never hisâthe stories, the battles, the endless cycle of triumph and loss. Never his choice, never his freedom. He had been a tool. A weapon. A soldier for gods who never asked him what he wanted.
And now, as Elysium loomedâsoft, pale, waitingâJason felt a weight settle deep in his chest, as though the thought of peace were a chain he could never sever. Here, at the gates of eternity, the promise of rest felt like a crushing thing. What had it ever meant to live? Not to be marked by the endless march of blood and pain, but to simply exist, to feel the weight of time stretch long, to breathe air untainted by orders? Was that not something worth wanting?
But in the quiet of the moment, the truth hit him like a cold wind. He had spent his entire existence at the mercy of fate, of gods who made choices for him. Now, after a hundred lifetimes and an infinity of stories, what could he do but fade into eternity, a ghost among the stars?
He realized thenâit was not peace he feared. It was forgetting that he was ever alive at all.
So, he stood at the edge of death, unblinking, his gaze fixed on the horizon where Elysium waitedâpromising quiet, rest, and the balm of oblivion. But peace, now, seemed less like freedom and more like a prison. To fade from one eternity to the next without ever having made a single choice for himself?
A life he had never chosen was now all that stretched before him. And that, above all else, felt like the truest form of death.
So he called outâout of a need deeper than survival, deeper than reason itselfâfor the only one who might grant him the kind of life he never had.
Hecate came, her arrival not marked by sound but by the shifting of the world around her.
The air grew thick with the weight of forgotten promises. The cavern she emerged from stretched impossibly high, lined with pillars that seemed to reach into nothingness. The very walls throbbed with old powerâpulsing like a heart long stilled.
And yet, she moved with the grace of an ancient waveâbarefoot, unfazed by the icy chill of the forgotten world she ruled. She was at once all silver light and shadow, a living paradox of life and death, her dark eyes sharp with knowledge older than the first myth ever told.
"You ask for something most do not dare," she said, her voice like smoke curling into the air, a thread of silk unraveling with each word. "To turn your back on eternity for mortality."
Jason did not look away from her. The weight of his decision settled like stone in his chest, but there was no turning back.
"I don't care about eternity," he said, his voice hollow but resolute. "I never had a life."
Her gaze sharpened as though she could see every shred of his soul laid bare before her. She said nothing for a long while, her silence wrapping around him like the dark itself. Then she spoke againâslower, almost with a trace of curiosity.
"There are rules."
"I'll follow them," he replied.
But even as he said it, the hollow feeling inside of himâthe sense of having already lost so muchâgrew louder. Never had he been able to choose for himself. Not once.
"You don't even know them," she whispered, a soft warning in her voice.
"Tell me," he answered, a little too quickly. His mind raced, but he didn't care.
She smiled then, her lips curling just slightly, but her eyes remained impenetrable.
"You may live," she said. "But not where your name echoes. Far away. You will be unknown. No glory. No story. And you must never speak of what you are, what you were. To no one."
Jason's breath caught for a moment, and in that fleeting second, a pang of regret sliced through him. His friendsâthe ones who had known him, even in fleeting moments, in the lives he had lived before. The bond of memory was hard to ignore. But this lifeâthis life was his choice. For the first time in his existence, he would choose something for himself, no matter the cost.
"I can do that," he said, the words heavy but true.
"There's more." Her tone grew colder. "There is a girlâyour path will cross hers. She is not for you. You must never seek her heart. If you do, your life ends where it began. No second chances."
Jason barely flinched. His lips tightened in something like resolve. "My life is in the hands of a girl I do not know?"
"She is a mirror," Hecate replied. "And mirrors are dangerous to the lost."
His jaw clenched. Ultimatum after ultimatum. They gave him nothing of himself without a window for their own selfish enjoyment. He would not let it get to him any more. He would allow it, but not out of submission. Out of that feeling, that defensiveness, when it comes to being ones own self.
"Very well," he said, his voice steadier than he felt.
"Then it is done."
Hecate's voice dropped into the dark, the words a promise and a curse.
And the world shattered around him.
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The Great Hall was already alive with the murmur of excited students, eager for the year ahead. The long tables gleamed beneath the golden light spilling through the enchanted ceiling, and the scent of roasted meats and freshly baked bread hung in the air. Laughter, chatter, and the clink of silverware echoed in the space, but none of it reached Mila's mind. Her thoughts were preoccupied, but not with the weight of the school year or future plans. No, this was Mila HawthorneâHead Girl, confident, poised, and always three steps ahead of everyone else. Everything was under control.
Dominique leaned in with a gleam in her eye, her voice low as she nudged Mila. "They're opening up a speakeasy in Diagon Alley and those sexy Durmstrang Quidditch players are in town. I need a shag."
Mila arched an eyebrow, fighting a smile. "Is that your idea of a priority list for the year?" she asked, dryly, but there was a flicker of amusement in her eyes.
Dominique shrugged dramatically, completely unbothered by Mila's tone. "We've been working way too hard for the first day. A little fun never hurt anyone."
Mila leaned back, smirking. "I'll have fun the second they let us eat."
Dominique's eyes lit up at the thought. "Yeah, true. What's the hold-up? I really need to try one of those." She reached for a pastry, but Mila immediately slapped her hand away.
"Poise, Dom."
"Fine," Dominique muttered, feigning disappointment. She leaned back in her seat, watching as the staff continued to bustle about, setting the tables with their usual efficiency.
Mila smiled, but it was the kind of smile that had nothing to do with excitement or carefree indulgence. She was already planning aheadâthinking about the Prefect rounds, the schedules, the responsibilities. Everything was already neatly arranged in her mind.
"So, what about you, Mila? Who's on your radar this year?" Dominique asked, her voice teasing.
Mila glanced over at her friend. "Nobody."
Dominique raised an eyebrow, incredulous. "You're in your last year at Hogwarts, and you've still not had a love story? Seriously? Even James wants to settle down. He told me over summer."
Mila scoffed, leaning forward. "James Sirius Potter? Settle down? Look at him." She pointed toward James, who was in the middle of throwing chicken across the table at a second-year.
Dominique shook her head, laughing. "You're right. James will probably marry Fred. Unless you want him."
Mila gave her a flat look. "I'd rather die."
Dominique giggled, nudging her again. "Oh, come on, remember that time we snuck in that firewhisky and you told me that you fancied him?"
Mila shot her a deadpan stare. "That isn't what I said. He's attractive, and so are youâbut that doesn't mean I'm going to shag either of you."
"There goes my dream of you becoming my cousin."
"You have enough cousins as is."
But then, something interrupted the flow of their conversation.
Professor McGonagall rose at the front, commanding attention with the subtle strength only she possessed. The students fell silent almost immediately. "Before we begin the feast," she said, her crisp voice carrying across the hall, "Hogwarts is pleased to welcome an exchange student from the United States, Jason, who will be joining us for his final year."
An exchange student?
Mila's brow furrowed as she looked up, exchanging a glance with Dominique, who raised an eyebrow in confusion. An exchange student wasn't unusual, but this felt odd. Hogwarts had never participated in any kind of international exchange program before. The Wizarding World had its own schoolsâIlvermorny in America, Beauxbatons in France, Durmstrang in the northâbut none of those students came to Hogwarts.
Mila was a girl who prided herself on knowing everythingâevery change, every program, every bit of information that could give her an advantage. And this? This was news to her.
She leaned in slightly, her voice low. "There is no exchange program," she said, raising an eyebrow.
Dominique shrugged. "Maybe he's the first?"
"Right," Mila muttered under her breath.
The doors opened just then, and the murmur of whispers around them grew louder. Mila's gaze snapped to the entrance as Professor McGonagall stepped aside, allowing a tall figure to walk in.
He wasn't what she expected. No, he was far more striking. He was tall, his broad shoulders filling the doorframe like some kind of figure from a legend. His platinum blonde hair fell in messy strands across his forehead, like he had just rolled out of bed and somehow looked even better for it. He walked with a quiet confidence, his presence commanding attention. There was something unnervingly perfect about the way he moved, and despite herself, Mila's gaze lingered on him for a moment longer than necessary.
Her eyes flicked down to the smooth line of his jaw and the sharpness of his cheekbones. He looked unreal. His features were sculpted like some Greek god, but there was something else there tooâsomething in the sharp, calculating way he surveyed the room, as though he was taking it all in, piece by piece.
His eyesâthose piercing, stormy bluesâswept the room, and Mila felt something inexplicable catch in her chest. There was a coldness to them, something hard to place, something that didn't quite belong. And then, as though he'd sensed her gaze, he turned his eyes directly toward her.
For a moment, it felt as though time froze. Their eyes locked, and there was an undeniable tension, something thick and charged in the air between them. Mila's heart skipped, and she quickly pulled her gaze away, focusing on Dominique, who was clearly staring at Jason with a look of pure awe.
"Wow," Dominique whispered, her voice almost breathless. "He is absolutely unreal. Like, leng. Absolutely lengage."
"He's fit, I'll give you that," Mila said, not missing a beat. "Oddly perfect posture."
"Maybe he doesn't own one of those Muggle things you have - the iRone." Dominique did not finish there. "He is the most beautiful person I've ever seen in my life. Maybe even better looking than me."
Mila looked at him again, studying him this time. "I fear he could just a better-than-average white boy, and that the boys here are so mid that we consider him far better. Also, nobody is better looking than you. "
"Cheers, Mils."
McGonagall's voice cut through the air, drawing everyone's attention back to the front.
"Let us welcome him properly," McGonagall continued, "and allow the Sorting Hat to place him."
There was a ripple of surprise in the crowd. Usually, the Sorting Hat took time, but before it even touched Jason's hair, the Hat cried out loudly, "Gryffindor!"Â He blinked.
The room cheered. Gryffindor boys got up to clap. Gryffindor were exceedingly joyous.
But Mila narrowed her brows. That was odd. The Sorting Hat usually needed a moment to deliberate.
Jason seemed unaffected by the sudden attention, as though he expected it. He walked toward the Gryffindor table, and the cheers followed him like a storm. As he neared, Fred and James immediately waved him over, their enthusiastic greetings creating a bit of a spectacle. Jason slid into the seat next to James, a relaxed smile tugging at his lips as if he was already comfortable in the chaos of it all.
Mila couldn't help but watch him, her curiosity now piqued even more. There was something about him that felt out of place. Her eyes followed him for a moment before she instinctively reached into her pocket, fingers brushing over the charm she always kept there. A slight flick of her wrist, and her vision shifted, her focus sharpening.
There, just under his bottom lip, the faintest scar. Jagged, almost invisible, but there.
Mila was about to look closer when a hand touched her shoulder, jolting her back to the present.
"Miss Hawthorne," McGonagall's voice was soft but firm. "Make sure Jason settles in well. We expect him to succeed here."
Mila gave McGonagall a quick nod, the weight of the request clear. "Of course, Professor," she said, standing up with ease.
As McGonagall walked away, Mila turned her attention back to Jason.Â
What an oddity.








