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You had such a weakness for custard. Of all things indulgent and edible — sweet, savory, or otherwise — custard had always been one of your favorites. Decadent donuts dripping with their sweet filling. Plump profiteroles oozing out their yummy centers. But today… you had éclairs on your mind. You’d been salivating at the thought of them for days now, some sickly sweet thought placed in your head.
Buying some wouldn’t do, you needed to make your own. Watch the plump dough swell with cream, slather them in chocolate… the whole process made your heart flutter and your belly rumble.
With the bag in one hand, you used the other to give your soft belly a soothing rub. “So hungry just looking at you…” you said to the doughy desserts, picking up the first tube of dough, pressing the nozzle into place, and watching as the sweet custard began to fill the pastry, plumping it perfectly, leaving it round and teeming with delicious cream. Your bowl of melted chocolate was next. Gingerly dipping the filled sweet in, letting the chocolate just cover the top…
“Bit of a mess already,” you said, licking away the bit of chocolate that stuck to your fingers.
In front of you sat the one perfect éclair…
Your tongue ran across your lips, feeling so greedy for the sweet taste. You didn’t eat it gently. One big bite first, then pushing the rest into your mouth, the cream oozing, the chocolate melting onto the dough as you chewed… perfection.
You wanted more, so much more…
Without thinking, you took the pastry bag and brought the tip to your mouth, groaning as you squeezed and felt the sweet creamy filling starting to push into your mouth. The heavenly taste overwhelming your tongue as you swallowed a huge gulp… then another… then another.
Your belly felt heavy and full already — had you always had this soft and round of a gut pushing against your shirt?
Squeezing the pastry bag harder, you felt your cheeks strain under the pressure of the cream, but guzzling it down was the only thing on your mind. “Mmmmmmm,” was all you could groan as you slid yourself into a sitting position, taking the pastry bag with both hands, feeling your shirt riding up higher and higher as every gulp rounded you out.
The pressure and pleasure in your belly grew as the bag started to feel empty. You frantically compressed it more and more, tighter and tighter, trying to suck down every morsel…
Your strained belly necessitated you laying on your back, the arch of your swollen middle coming fully into view now. Plump, puffy belly pushing up and out, your cheeks full and flushed. The last of the custard passed your lips, your tongue lapping at the nozzle for more…
“So… big…” you moaned, sinking your fingers into the dough-like blob of belly at your middle. You tugged up your shirt to see your chest, looking plump enough that cream might trickle out of your nipple if you squeezed hard enough.
You rubbed your swollen ball belly, the groaning gurgle of your indulgence straining your body audibly. But you realized what you were missing…
“Cho—uuUUrrp—clate,” you groaned, trying to reach up to the counter and grab your bowl of dipping chocolate, the strained belch catching you off guard. There was a moment of feeling around, but it quickly became clear when you made an error.
The bowl tipped, sending a stream of gooey chocolate dripping over the edge of the counter, landing right on the peak of your belly and spreading down the sides of your inflated middle. Your custard-stained mouth was salivating with anticipation as a small dribble slid down your belly towards your chest, your face digging in to your pudgy double chin as your tongue desperately reached for a taste.
When that wasn’t fast enough, you brought your hand up to catch some dripping chocolate and then messily sucking it off your fingers. “I’m so tasty and filled,” you whimpered as the chocolate started to settle, your mouth hanging open with awe and exhaustion, your hands gently sinking into your chocolatey sides…
All you could see was the soft roundness of your custard-stuffed body, coated in chocolate as you moaned contentedly, realizing you’d become the most delicious éclair of all.
Ashley punched in the code to Bree’s apartment, finding a handwritten note on the counter.
Thanks for looking in on Chunk! He’s very food-motivated, so don’t be afraid to use some treats if he’s not cooperating or offer him extra he’s being a good boy. Two containers in the fridge: one for dinner and one for dessert, make sure he finishes his dinner first and uses his bowl! Dessert usually goes in the wall feeder. He loves belly rubs, especially after he eats. -B
Ashley nodded, it seemed easy enough. From the fridge, she pulled out the large opaque Tupperware dinner with a sticky note that said "dinner" in delicate script. She hadn't heard any sounds of stirring, so she figured Chunk must be asleep. Ashley hoped he'd take his meal without too much trouble.
After a soft knock on the bedroom door, she opened it slowly.
"Chuuuunk," she said, her voice like a song. "I've got dinner for y—"
Ashley stopped at the sight of Chunk, who was sprawled supine out on a floor cushion the size of a queen mattress. He had always been big, but he'd grown downright enormous since she'd seen him last. Ashley figured he was nearly 500 pounds, if he wasn't there already. Stretch marks dappled his plump arms, his thighs were two hefty pillows of pudge that forced his legs apart, and even his face looked overinflated. Ashley couldn't tell if he was wearing much of anything, but he was easily kept decent by the bulging rolls of thigh and underbelly fat that were competing for space down there.
The only part of Chunk that didn't look doughy was his belly, which was a firm, round dome of flab that sat heavy against his middle, touching the ground on either side of his hips. The width and intense redness of the stretch marks gave his belly an extremely strained look, even now as it rose and fell with his slumbering breaths.
Ashley found the food bowl on the other side of the room, no more than ten feet from Chunk's bed. She popped the first latch off the Tupperware, immediately rousing Chunk from his sleep. Groaning, his eyes cracked open to see Ashley crouched at his bowl, starting to pour the fattening slurry of meat, cheese, and bread chunks that made up his meal.
"Heyyy Chunk," Ashley said, approaching him slowly. "You've gotten pretty big, huh? Too many treats, I guess."
Chunk was struggling to maneuver himself under his own bulk; stuck on his back like a turtle. His swollen belly sloshed heavily as he jostled himself onto his side. Momentum carried him onto his front, his globular ass wobbling as he reared back onto his knees far enough to unsteadily support his upper body while on all fours. Barely visible between the thick slabs of fat that oozed from under his chin, his collar and name tag jingled daintily as he tried to move.
Panting, his tongue lolling from his mouth, Chunk made his first few inching movements towards his bowl. His belly, visibly hanging low with the combined weight of his fat and the distressing amount of food already in his stomach, dragged across the carpeted floor as he made his way slowly, each weakened arm wobbling at any moment of concentrated weight baring down on it.
He'd barely made it a few feet before faltering and landing heavily on his front, groaning at the pressure of his body landing on his overfilled stomach and looking longingly at the bowl, which taunted him with the promise of more food if he could just make it a few more feet. His round face was growing redder as he intently pushed himself back onto all fours and continued the journey.
Chunk's determination lasted only another couple feet before he was forced to rest again.
Ashley watched on, eventually taking pity on the poor overfed guy. She reached into the wall-mounted drawers labeled "Chunk's treats" and pulled out a few mega-stuffed Oreos. Trying to spur him into completing the trek, she fed the first cookie to him, but it quickly became clear this wasn't going to get her very far — Chunk happily chewed away at the treat he was being hand-fed, then looked eagerly at her for another without moving.
"C'mon Chunk," Ashley said, rolling her eyes a little. "You've got dinner right there."
This time she put the Oreo a few inches from Chunk's mouth, watching as a dribble of drool formed on his lower lip while he forced himself forward just enough to reach the treat.
"That's a good boy, you're almost there," Ashley said, enticing him forward, pulling the cookie back a couple inches every time his mouth was nearly close enough to reach it.
Eight Oreos and lots of praise later, Chunk was in range of his bowl. It was no wonder to Ashley how Chunk had gotten so fat if it took that many treats to even get him towards his dinner, but she felt a sense of caring satisfaction seeing him collapse down onto his elbows, put his face to the large dish and start eating vigorously. Ashley watched him eat, admiring how his belly pooled on the ground and how the fat seemed to ooze around to folds on his sides and back, no matter what position he drifted into.
When his eating started to slow, she'd run a hand down his wide back or tousle his hair to goad him into completing his task. Ashley understood completely how Bree managed to spoil him so much; he made such happy, cute noises as he ate. As his belly filled, he tipped further and further into his bowl face-first, going so far as to lick clean the bottom when the chewable portions had been gobbled up.
By the end of the meal, Chunk was visibly more bloated than he'd started. He rolled with a thud onto his back, whimpering and pawing at his distended belly. He didn't look to be in any state to move much from that spot, but fortunately the wall-mounted feeder was located right beside his food bowl.
Ashley left Chunk long enough to retrieve the second container from the fridge, feeling this one was much more liquid by how it sloshed as she carried it. The wall-mounted feeder had a large hopper where she could pour in Chunk's dessert, then there was a knob on the spout that controlled the flow down a tube that Chunk already had scooted close enough to pop into his mouth.
"You know what's coming, don't you Chunk?" Ashley said affectionately, rubbing a couple lines across his belly beneath his chest. Chunk lazed unmoving as Ashley poured what seemed to be a large amount of milkshake, made of melted ice cream with various chunks of cookies and brownies interspersed within it. She opened the nozzle and watched as Chunk greedily started gulping and chewing down the fattening contents as quickly as it met his mouth.
This part of the meal, Chunk made quick work of. Even his mouth barely had to move, though his belly was growing audibly more strained as he gulped and groaned through each mouthful. Chunk's belly looked painfully swollen by the time his dessert was finished, but he lapped up the last of his shake before letting the tube free from his mouth.
"Such a good boy, you really ate it all, didn't you?" Ashley said, patting the taut dome of his belly, which had rounded out with intense fullness near the peak and splayed into soft fat at the edges. Chunk's grin widened as he planted one foot on the floor and used that point of stability to start rocking himself from side to side, his enormous belly swaying.
"Mmmm someone thinks they've earned belly rubs, does he?" Ashley teased, taking both hands and starting to knead the firm dough of Chunk's middle, watching him groan and grunt and grin as his overfed body was rewarded for obediently gorging itself even further.
"Such a good guy! You're spoiled, Chunk, but I don't think you mind," Ashley said, giving some attention to his moobs and bellybutton, sliding her fingers along the stretch marks that looked freshest among the forest of stripes. Chunk panted appreciatively, then descended into a sort of whimper, his eyes shifting over towards the treat drawers.
Ashley smirked, shaking her head. "Chunnnkkk," she said. "You're getting so big! If Bree keeps overfeeding you like this, you're just going to get bigger and bigger…"
She could tell by the darkening shade of red on Chunk's cheeks that he knew, accepted, and wanted whatever came with being a spoiled, overfed pet. Sighing, Ashley got up and grabbed a package of brownie bites, feeding them to him one by one, watching his happy, food-filled cheeks wobble as he chewed away, her hands roughing up his belly and easing out a couple of deep burps.
Chunk started getting sleepy pretty quickly after that, and he didn't seem to be in any state to make it back to his bed, no matter how many treats Ashley could offer him. She rubbed his belly until he fell asleep, quietly making her way out from his room and pulling out her phone to text Bree as she locked up.
Ashley: oh my god Bree
Ashley: Chunk is so. freaking. huge.
Bree🐝: isn't he just the cutest 🥺
Bree🐝: I can't wait to feed him extra when I get back tomorrow
Bree🐝: thank you for looking in on him!! he gets so hungry when I'm away
Ashley: literally anytime, he's such a cutie!
Ashley: sign me up to pet-sit whenever you're out of town, I'm kind of obsessed
A growing part of Ashley couldn't wait to visit Chunk again, curiosity building within her about if he might be even bigger when she saw him next.
Let me dispel this silly idea that you're getting "too big".
You can never be too big.
Sure, you can get too big for your favorite shirt. You can get too big for your once-loosest sweatpants. You can ware holes in your jeans and rip the seams of all your underwear. Nothing you own can fit anymore.
But there's always a bigger size, so you're not too big.
You can get too big to fit between armrests. You might spill over the seats of certain chairs. You may crack the frame of your couch and hear worrying creaks coming from your bed frame.
But there's always something lower, sturdier and wider that you can splay across, so you're not too big.
You can get too big for you car. You might push the seat back as far as it can go and find your belly is still pressing on the wheel. You may struggle to push your overflowing sides out of the way enough to buckle your seatbelt. The suspension might strain to one side as you plop into your seat.
But there's always the whole backseat for you to grow into when I'm driving, so you're not too big.
You can get too big to climb a whole flight of stairs. You might have to take a break after every few. You can get out of breath walking from your car to the store. Your balance might not be what it used to be. You might realize you're panting and breathless from how full you are after a big meal. You can feel your sides brushing the doorframes as you make your way wobbling from room to room at home.
But there's always the option of staying nice and comfy and relaxed on your bed, so you're not too big.
You can get too big to reach down and tie your shoes. You might need the occasional hand getting up after you've eaten. You've can have a few folds and rolls that you aren't able to scrub down without some help. You might need to ask to be rolled onto your side when you're too heavy and full to maneuver yourself.
But I'm always here to help you, aren't I?
So go ahead. Grow until nothing fits you. And you don't fit into anything. Move less. Depend on me more.
Let me dispel this silly idea that you're getting "too big".
You can never be too big.
Sure, you can get too big for your favorite shirt. You can get too big for your once-loosest sweatpants. You can ware holes in your jeans and rip the seams of all your underwear. Nothing you own can fit anymore.
But there's always a bigger size, so you're not too big.
You can get too big to fit between armrests. You might spill over the seats of certain chairs. You may crack the frame of your couch and hear worrying creaks coming from your bed frame.
But there's always something lower, sturdier and wider that you can splay across, so you're not too big.
You can get too big for you car. You might push the seat back as far as it can go and find your belly is still pressing on the wheel. You may struggle to push your overflowing sides out of the way enough to buckle your seatbelt. The suspension might strain to one side as you plop into your seat.
But there's always the whole backseat for you to grow into when I'm driving, so you're not too big.
You can get too big to climb a whole flight of stairs. You might have to take a break after every few. You can get out of breath walking from your car to the store. Your balance might not be what it used to be. You might realize you're panting and breathless from how full you are after a big meal. You can feel your sides brushing the doorframes as you make your way wobbling from room to room at home.
But there's always the option of staying nice and comfy and relaxed on your bed, so you're not too big.
You can get too big to reach down and tie your shoes. You might need the occasional hand getting up after you've eaten. You've can have a few folds and rolls that you aren't able to scrub down without some help. You might need to ask to be rolled onto your side when you're too heavy and full to maneuver yourself.
But I'm always here to help you, aren't I?
So go ahead. Grow until nothing fits you. And you don't fit into anything. Move less. Depend on me more.
been thinking about someone's fat husband recently 💕💕
"it's not even worth going in," he whines. he had collapsed on the couch immediately after coming in the door, now half out of breath and working with chubby fingers to free his gut from his tightly stretched buttonup and work pants. his spouse comes over, carrying a beer and his first plate of the night. "thank god, i'm starving."
they immediately finish unbuttoning his clothes for him and work on rubbing his gut. it's already swollen--he must have stopped for food on the way home.
"i'm so sorry, honey," they coo, pushing back his hair and planting a kiss on his cheek as he starts inhaling the food like a starving man. "it's okay. you're home now, big boy."
he lets out a groan. "fuck, this is so good." his spouse giggles in response, continuing to rub his fat.
"i'm glad you like it. i'm so glad you're home. i made lots of treats for--"
he doesn't hear them. "it's not even worth going in to the office. i hate it," he complains between bites and labored breaths. "every time i do, they just comment on how big i've gotten. they call me fat. can you believe it?" he lets out a quick belch, and his body jiggles. "sure, i've gained a few pounds. but i'm a married man now. it's not like there's anyone i'm trying to impress." he reaches around and grabs his gut, lifts it and lets it fall back onto his lap. he pats it once before continuing. "and it's such a chore. i'm tired by the time i get there, and then i'm so hungry all day long i can barely get anything done." he pushes the now empty plate towards his partner. "i'm still hungry." he turns on the tv.
"of course. i'll get you another plate." when they return with a plate piled higher than the first, they sit down beside him and resume rubbing his gut. "poor boy," they lay their head on it, looking up at him, watching as he shovels food past his thick double chin. "you shouldn't have to work so hard."
"i know. thank god i have a husband/wife who knows how to treat their man. something nice to return to."
his partner smiles up at him. at their man. big and thick and needy. growing fat off of their cooking, addicted to their attention.
poor boy. it's so unfair.
they'll make him feel better, though. they always do.
I know that ring is not a wedding ring, but I think it's caused my brain to warp your videos as "my domesticated house-husband sends me stuff while I'm at work" vibe. It makes me irrationally turned on idk—Fatty getting fatter at home, teasing me while I work to pay the bills. 😵💫😵💫😵💫
So hot! 🔥 🔥 🔥
Not gonna lie. Being asked to stay home and get fatter for my fat obsessed provider is a thought that's crossed my mind more than once.
Waking up as a trophy husband and being left a list of foods to eat or food already laid out for me, I have to eat before you come home every day. I'm sending photos to help on stressful work days, letting you know I've outgrown my clothes, and maybe go for that managerial position because this chair is creaking under my increasing weight and will need to be replaced if you keep feeding me like this.
Here... I ate everything you asked, and i had to let my belly out to breathe 🥵 your trophy is growing so much soon it won't fit behind this table. Are you sure you wanna feed me more when you get home?
I love what you've shared of the dynamic with your feeder! It seems like you've grown into a bit of a submissive gainer (she's leaving you specific instructions, telling you what to (not) wear, etc.); was this vibe the same when the roles were reversed? Have you intentionally been becoming more soft and obedient, or is that just coming with the tubby territory?
Tubby territory is the perfect way to describe it.
I was always polite and careful with her when she was gaining weight for me because I didn't want to push to hard and turn her off from gaining, So it made sense she would do the same for me when we switched roles.
I never set out to become more submissive. It just went that way with her taking more control as the feeder, but she was always gentle about it. She became even more doting when she started referring to herself as 'mommy' once I started getting quite chonky. I thought it was quite cute, so i went along with it, and it turned she really liked it.
She started saying things like "mommy needs to look after you" while tugging down my shirt over my belly peek or "mom's knows best" when dishing up large dinner portions. It was cute and funny, but I think it allowed her to release some more controlling tendencies that were coming to the surface she definitely didn't have before.
She even started saying the cringe phrases like "Are you mommies big boy or not" when cramming me with food, which felt a little forced. But very genuine when she says "mommy needs some sugar" after rolling me onto my back and, well... getting her sugar lol
Shortly after... yes, 'shortly' after... because she knows her moves up there, I took this pic while she was cleaning herself up, and I was still rolling in the bed, lol
So I guess no is your answer, I never intentionally set out to be submissive, and I dont know if she wanted to be more dominant, but she's definitely stepping into the role. I have wondered if that's one of the reasons she wanted to stop gaining because she prefers being on the other end of the power dynamic?
She has said she never saw herself as a feeder or anywhere near the feedism kink, but she does like doing it. I think she just wants to feel in charge, and this is a pretty good way to feel that power.
Fat Rights? Fat Chance! A History of Fat Liberation In The United States From 1967-1974
by @fatliberation
During the height of the Vietnam War, two months before Woodstock, one month before the moon landing, and just two weeks before the Stonewall Rebellion took place merely twenty miles away, another thread of U.S. history was quietly being written. On June 13th, 1969, an engineering student with no prior experience in political organizing and his fat comrades gathered in Westbury, N.Y. and ratified a constitution for a new human rights movement that was deemed shocking, laughable, and entirely unheard of.
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don’t notice the way you struggle a bit more to button up your jeans before work.
don’t notice the way your shirt feels a lot tighter, how it’s practically become a second skin for you.
don’t notice the way you breathe heavier just walking from your house to your car, sitting in the front seat for a moment just to catch your breath.
don’t notice the way you had to move your seat back this morning, too, because the steering wheel has started to press uncomfortably into your stomach and thighs.
don’t notice the way your first meal of the day has more calories than you should be eating for half the day.
don’t notice the way you stop and get donuts on the way to work more frequently now, so you have something to snack on during work.
don’t notice the way your co-workers are staring more and more often at you, the way your clothes cling to your body, every new pound on full display.
don’t notice the way your shirt has started to roll up while you eat, exposing that soft underbelly for the world to see.
don’t notice the way you eat three times as much as your friends do when you all go out, ordering more and more and finishing off their plates for them, too.
maybe you don’t notice how fat you’re getting, but you’re going to notice soon.
you’ll notice when you try to pull your old favorite jeans on, and they get stuck on your thighs. you’ll fight and pull and try to get them on, but even if you manage to slide them up your legs, they’ll never button across that belly.
you’ll notice when all of your shirts have suddenly become crop tops, sliding up to rest above the top of your belly.
you’ll notice when you get out of breath just walking from your bedroom to the kitchen to stuff your face even more. how a simple few steps make you have to pause.
you’ll notice when the seatbelt cuts into your belly and chest when you move too far in your seat, when it’s a struggle to fit yourself in behind the steering wheel.
you’ll notice when your breakfast order comes out and there’s enough plates to feed a family of 4, and the waitress asks if you’re sure you can finish all that.
(you know you can, you’ve done it before.)
you’ll notice when your two, three, four donuts a day becomes 7, 8, 9, a dozen a day, until the workers know your name and order by heart.
you’ll notice when your co-workers start to whisper when you walk by, asking what happened to you, how could you let yourself go like that?
you’ll notice when your clothes are tight before you even eat, but they become unbearable once you’ve shoved all that food into your face. when you have to unbutton your jeans mid meal, as to not risk losing a button.
you’ll notice when your friends start asking if you need that 3rd, 4th, 5th plate, if you really need dessert after all that food. when they say hey, we’re going to the gym after lunch, do you want to come?
I've been toying with combo fantasies around weight gain and blueberries. do you have a preferred interaction type?
how does getting fatter affect you swelling with juice? how does being juiced affect your appetite?
ps you liked one of my berryfics thank youuuuuuu
wow ok I love this question- there’s loads of great 2nd person fics where you’re already fat and turn into a blueberry they’re so good like the descriptions of having a flabby squishy tummy to a round smooth spherical blueberry tummy is soooo good.
I have a specific fantasy where the blueberry part of the gum doesn’t make you swell up but the tomato soup and the roast beef do 🤤 you don’t change colour the meals just make you verryyy fat like you’ve eaten loads and THEN the blueberry pie comes ughhhh
I’ve also talked about this before but I love the idea of being juiced and still being really big having to haul around a big belly and having thick thighs which would def make you want to eat more 👀👀 and maybe blowing up just a tinyyyy bit more
All those snacks, those sweets, the leftovers, the second helpings. All gone, aren't they?
It's never any one thing you choose to eat, it's that you eat everything now.
There's never enough for you. There's no planning, or portions. There's just the constant deliveries of food, whatever you've got in front of you, and whatever you're dreaming about eating next.
Your body used to have definition, but that's gone too, isn't it?
Round curves and folds replacing every inch where muscle and tone used to be, soft and swollen and stretched from your chins to your chest to your thighs. Fat bulging and hanging and folding onto itself, your body struggling to find enough places to keep all the extra weight.
Did you notice that your lap is gone?
Before all of this belly started to push its way across your thighs, swallowing up the space in front of you with this heavy, constant reminder of your gain, you used to have this whole void in front of you, just waiting to be filled.
Where did your manners disappear to?
It's never long into a meal before you've tugged that tight shirt up over your belly to rub. You're past taking small polite bites when you eat, it's huge mouthfuls and food-stifled groans as you force in bite after bite. It's deep burps and heavy breathing, it's crumbs on your chest and smears of whatever you've eaten last on your lips.
Your self-control is totally gone, isn't it?
There's no temptation, or hesitation, or concern about your weight. You eat what you want, order what you want, and watch the pounds pile on, feel your body sink into the weight of the gain. It's not an accident at this point, you're chasing the feeling of being stuffed, desperate to grow softer and fatter.
There were points you thought you'd cut back. You were certain you'd feel big enough at the next milestone, didn't you? That the looks you'd get and comments you'd endure would force some reason back into your habits.
But that version of you is gone now.
You've crushed it under your heft, forced it away bite by bite, stuffing by stuffing, pound by pound.
All that's left is this insatiable glutton you've unleashed, and look just how enormous it's making you.
Keep gaining, keep eating. Let's see what's going to be gone next.
All those snacks, those sweets, the leftovers, the second helpings. All gone, aren't they?
It's never any one thing you choose to eat, it's that you eat everything now.
There's never enough for you. There's no planning, or portions. There's just the constant deliveries of food, whatever you've got in front of you, and whatever you're dreaming about eating next.
Your body used to have definition, but that's gone too, isn't it?
Round curves and folds replacing every inch where muscle and tone used to be, soft and swollen and stretched from your chins to your chest to your thighs. Fat bulging and hanging and folding onto itself, your body struggling to find enough places to keep all the extra weight.
Did you notice that your lap is gone?
Before all of this belly started to push its way across your thighs, swallowing up the space in front of you with this heavy, constant reminder of your gain, you used to have this whole void in front of you, just waiting to be filled.
Where did your manners disappear to?
It's never long into a meal before you've tugged that tight shirt up over your belly to rub. You're past taking small polite bites when you eat, it's huge mouthfuls and food-stifled groans as you force in bite after bite. It's deep burps and heavy breathing, it's crumbs on your chest and smears of whatever you've eaten last on your lips.
Your self-control is totally gone, isn't it?
There's no temptation, or hesitation, or concern about your weight. You eat what you want, order what you want, and watch the pounds pile on, feel your body sink into the weight of the gain. It's not an accident at this point, you're chasing the feeling of being stuffed, desperate to grow softer and fatter.
There were points you thought you'd cut back. You were certain you'd feel big enough at the next milestone, didn't you? That the looks you'd get and comments you'd endure would force some reason back into your habits.
But that version of you is gone now.
You've crushed it under your heft, forced it away bite by bite, stuffing by stuffing, pound by pound.
All that's left is this insatiable glutton you've unleashed, and look just how enormous it's making you.
Keep gaining, keep eating. Let's see what's going to be gone next.
