INCOGNITO

Husband, Father, Rollerblader. Artist.

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These two make my world. They are my life. Nothing else matters.

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Strange.

I have everything I could possibly want in my life. Why do I feel so depressed and So empty? I mean I feel like I'm depressed. But when I see my beautiful wife and my daughter all of that goes away. As I lay down in my bed I think about it. I know what's worth fighting for. I'm not going to waste my life away. I love what I have and I plan on keeping it that way. Maybe I'm just in a little rut. I've been working ridiculous hours at work. Pressure from work 10-12 hours a day 6 days a week isn't good. Yeah maybe that's it. I need more me time. More family time. I love them so much. Even if I fall into the deepest darkest state of depression. As long as I know they are around me. I know what's worth fighting for. What's worth living. I want to be there for my daughter. I want to be there with my wife. She's my life.

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It's crazy to think back to a time when you couldn't move much. You couldn't crawl and move around. You slept more. Your whole body could fit on my upper body. You've grown so much that I couldn't even keep up with it. This year has been so crazy so many events happened. In this order You were born. I got out of the navy. I got a new car. In the process of buying a house. I got laid off for the first time in my life. I lost my chance in buying a house. Got a new job and I'm enjoying it?! Handsome moved out (lowest part of the year personally) Trump is president?! Now you're about to be one next month! So much has happened so many emotions I've gone through. I felt like I wasn't there for you growing up but in reality I was there. I just didn't wanna accept you growing up. Daddy is so proud of you and will always be proud of you sweet pea. Dad will always love you

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Me drawing the flash. I've been drawing since I was 5. I don't draw much now, but when I do it definitely brings me back to my younger days. I would work extremely hard to become better than my brothers. That day came when one of my brothers finally admitted I was better when I was around 20 ish. One of my proudest moments in my life. Now I just wanna maintain my skill so I can teach my daughter.

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I rollerblade

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So it was Penelope's first Halloween! We dressed as characters from the wizard of Oz . We went to a pumpkin patch. It was amazing. She got to pet some animals go on a huge slide. Had some apple pie. This is an absolute memory I will never forget. I love being a dad. These two make me so happy!

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Daddy's little girl

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Growing up. It sucks sometimes. Today my wife and I made the decision to re-home our dog handsome. It was best for him. We absolutely love him. We just couldn't make time for him. I couldn't take care of him because I work long hours at work and by the time I come home I'm too tired to give him the time. Especially knowing I spend the rest of my day with my little girl. My wife couldn't give him time either. With balancing raising a child which is 90%of her day, up keeping the home, and making dinner. It's too much on her plate. We feel terrible knowing he's just at home all day in a little space. It was best for him to have owners to will give him time. It hurts me so much. He was our first dog together. We got him when he was a puppy. I cried so bad. I just wanna say handsome, I'm so sorry I let you down as your owner. I'm sorry I didn't make time for you. I'm sorry we had to let you go. To my wife, I'm sorry I lost my job if I hadn't lost that job we would've had a home by now and we would've kept handsome. To my daughter, I'm sorry you lost your first dog. I learned now all actions have grave consequences. I lost a family member today. I am so heart broken. But I know this decision was the best for him. I know he will be happy again. I'm just so sorry boy.

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Finally done with my drawing.

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If you Rollerblade you understand the knit tight bond we have with other bladers. Nothing but fun and great times!

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This song instantly makes me think of my wife.

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Almost done!!

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She's just sooooo cute!!!

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My life. In the past few months. I lost a job, and my future home. Fast forward to today. I got another job about a month after being laid off. I enjoy it a lot. Although it's still working at a shipyard where I build electrical foundation and hook up electrical things. It's fun strangely. My beautiful daughter is growing faster by the minute! She's 9 months now and she's crawling everywhere! She's a huge handful. But I couldn't be happier :) of course my marriage is awesome! We're about to be together for 4 years now. "Guurrrll let me tell you" haha it's everything I can ask for. She's an amazing mother to my baby girl. She's so supportive with whatever I do. On top of that she's beautiful and smart! I absolutely love my life. We would occasionally talk about our past. I would usually end up saying I hated my past relationships. (which I did lol) looking back at it though. It's taught me a lot about who I am. Like for one I'm not a weak person. I've always been told I couldn't do better. I was whipped and scared of leaving. I was told because I was with a person who I was miserable with for so long I had to tough it through. But that's not the case. I held my chin up moved on and met my beautiful wife! Now I know what I'm worth. Now I understand that I shouldn't stay in a relationship if I'm miserable. Now I know what it's like to truly be happy. I don't care about anyone else but my wife and daughter they are my life.

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I love you with all my heart.

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I'm a husband. A father. A bestfriend. These 3 things makes me who I am to you. As your husband to me my duties are to provide you with a home, food, clothes. As of late I have been laid off from my job. With that happening we lost the house we were about to buy. I am sorry. I feel like I let you down with that. A father. I'm the proud father to our sweet penelope. I feel like my job as a father is to love nurture and teach. Yet again I am sorry. Im sorry I grow impatient. Im sorry I get frustrated I'm sorry I have a hard time teaching. I'm your best friend. I make you laugh. We talk about everything and anything. We have fun. Yet to no surprise I feel likeI'm not up to par. I'm sorry I don't listen and I bore you. These things in my life I feel like ive let you down. But one thing for sure is I will not give up. I know things have hit a hard spot but I promise I will not let you down. I will give you everything you and penelope deserve. You are my family. I will die trying to give you two the world and back. I'm sorry for not being the perfect husband, father or best friend. But from here on out I will give it my all again. I need to tell myself to get out of this funk and keep moving forward.

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I've been rollerblading for 11 years now. This is just an edit of the progression I've made in just 7 months. I might not be the best, but I continue to work hard. As much as this sport I'm into is dying away. I will always be a rollerblader. This is my lifestyle. It saved me from doing so many wrong things in life. It's been with me through all phases of my life. through life changes. I've made many friends because of it. It taught me so much about myself. I appreciate everything rollerblading has done and will continue to do for me.