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𝐉𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐲 𝐨𝐟 Self

⚘ the sole purpose of this blog is to document my journey with law of the assumption the way its meant to be taught as well as navigating it in a mentally healthy way for 𝐦𝐞.

⚘ here ill record any epiphanies i have, successes if i feel called to, but most importantly just sharing my interpretations of the law as i study and apply it.

. *. ⋆ 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐬: 𝐄𝐝𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐀𝐫𝐭 & 𝐍𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞 𝐆𝐨𝐝𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐝.

. *. ⋆ side blog: @lifewfawn

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i'll add anything else if needed.

have a beautiful day mis amores ❁ཻུ۪۪♡.

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hi.

i've been MIA and sorta abandoned this blog due to me focusing on my life outside of loatmblr. im going to be completely and utterly honest with you as well, i can't find the time nor the want to be on here, twitter, or even studying neville and edward art.

now, i am not saying i am giving up on law of assumption/manifestion nor am i saying i do not resonate with edart & ng, i've just been busy with studying, preparing, and making new changes in my life that i pushed aside LOA in general.

I am also spending more time with myself and learning new things about me and honestly, that's really rewarding for me given i've been on this journey for a few months (not counting my loattraction/a+p days) but when i find the time/have the want to study LOA again, ill return to my trusted sources and share anything I have on here.

♥︎ 

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Also you said when im manifesting an sp I should leave him alone and focus on me because it's not about him it's about me? I'm lost does this me I should stop imagining scenes of him and I together?

it simply means you're not changing him, you're changing yourself.

you're not manifesting him, you're manifesting a version of YOURSELF who's already with him. if that makes sense.

it doesn't matter what he does in the 3d. if he's dating someone else, or if he hates your gut, or if he moved to another country, etc.

what matters is YOU. it's about you not about him. it's about you being the person you want to be which in this case is someone who's already in a relationship with him.

we're always chasing feelings. what feeling are you after? allow yourself to feel(assume) loved, wanted, adored, cherished, respected, etc. what do you want him to tell you? tell yourself those things. how do you want him to see you? start seeing yourself that way. how do you want him to treat you? start treating yourself that way.

i'm sorry but he's irrelevant. this is true😭it's not about him, it's about you. it's about your self-concept not about his self-concept. this applies to everything not just sp. you're not manifesting the thing in the 3d, you're being/embodying a version of yourself who has your desires. here is a great post

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lmk if anyone agrees with this

i’ve been thinking about this for a while since edward art posted his law of being video and i know it’s only a terminology thing but i think the term ‘law of being’ may be more suitable than ‘law of assumption’ for some people. 

because i’ve seen so many people asking bloggers how to assume or how to know whether they’re assuming correctly or how they’ve been assuming for weeks and months yet never got results, etc…

when neville says ‘assume it’, he does not mean assume you have it in the 3d, he means assume you have in IN IMAGINATION. and you identify yourself with your 4d self, the “you” in imagination, not with your 3d self which is nothing but a garment you’re wearing.

as soon as you assume something in imagination, it becomes in imagination. it’s instant. 

‘to assume’, in a greater sense, means ‘to take identity of, to become’. so if you assume you’re wealthy, you assume you are wealthy IN IMAGINATION. you become wealthy in imagination and continue BEING wealthy in imagination until it feels natural. leave the world entirely alone.

that’s what neville meant by ‘change conceptions of yourself’. changing your self-concept means changing your identity. change what you identify yourself as. that’s what changing your self-concept means. 

next time ‘assume’ comes off as confusing, think of it as ‘BEING’. you BE it in imagination. forget everything that happened. it’s all now. BE it in imagination and continue being it because that’s what you WANT to do, not what you have to do. 

assume you have clear skin=assume you have clear skin in imagination=leave the world alone and BE the person who has clear skin in imagination only.

“i tried techniques, methods, i persisted this and that”. i give you an A for trying. but are you BEING the one who has the desire? it’s about being. 

if you want to be something in your world, you must first BE it in imagination.

“I AM the law of being and beside ME there is no law. I AM that I AM” -neville

I AM is the way, I AM is the truth, I AM is the life (john 14:6)

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I hope you are well, I have been reading your blog and it has helped me so much. I wanted to know if you would have the time to read these three doubts I have, and if you could give me some advice. Thank you so much for reading me (And if you don't answer it, don't worry, thanks for your time🫂).

Well, I don't know if this is weird, but I'm afraid to give myself what I want in my imagination. I guess I'm afraid because my state of comfort has always been the "bad" thing and well knowing that now I can have what I want without any effort feels weird, like I'd rather keep suffering knowing that I can change my whole life. As in: So I'm done with my internal fights? As if that's not what I wanted, or is it not what I want?I would also like to confront the new and the different, it feels uncomfortable to change my status for me.

With all this I have had so many doubts about what I identify with. Well I already had these doubts, but now to know that I can change because that's all it feels weird and in the end it has generated a big dispute in my mind and I don't know what the hell I want to be, if a man or a woman. :((

And I also wanted to know if you could help me by telling me how I can correctly check that the life I want is the one and only true life of mine, that it always was and has always been like that.

i understand, i've been there too. most would tell you to stay disciplined/motivated and push through, but I disagree. what you need is love. fall in love with your imagination. all progress starts with desires. intense desires. "your WANT of feeling better must supersede your habit of feeling lack" -ed art

what i would do is i would go into meditation and play with imagination to figure out who I am in imagination. that no one is holding me back from having what I want in imagination. creation is finished so what you want already exists right here. and in imagination, no one can give it to you other than yourself. and no one is holding you back. it's just yourself. taste that feeling of the wish fulfilled and see that there is absolutely no reason to not be what you want to be in imagination. it's all there!!! this is a good lecture by neville to understand the art of dying.

to figure out what you want, ask yourself what YOU really want instead of what you think you should want. experience different options in imagination and see which one makes you feel the most fulfilled and satisfied. there is no objective reality. meaning, you don't have to live an objective life. there is no such thing as one true life meant for you. listen to your inner self and follow it. instead of pressuring yourself to find the "right" life for you, just prioritize fulfilling all your heart's desires in imagination.

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i also want to add that the void obsession is coming from a

"once i get my desire in the 3d, I'll finally be happy and fulfilled" mindset which is the WORST mindset one could have in this journey.

"once i get my desire in the 3d, I'll finally be happy and fulfilled" ❌

"once i fulfill my desire in imagination ONLY, I'll be happy and fulfilled regardless of the 3d"✅

[lavender--fairy]

Preachh

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YOU ARE WHAT YOU ARE, SO EVERYTHING IS AS IT IS      -neville

AS YOU ARE, SO YOU SEE     -william blake

my favorite quotes of this month.

🍒I AM what I AM, so everything is as it is🍒

🍒as I AM, so i see🍒

there is nothing i can change but SELF. i manifest what I AM.

everything i see in the 3d is concepts i hold of myself. but i’m not any concepts but SELF that precedes all concepts.

“you see every concept you hold of self, but the conceiving being you don’t see. and that’s god. don’t forget the conceiver, that’s god. and that being is your own wonderful I AMness and there never was another.” -neville

the whole vast world is my SELF pushed out. isn’t this amazing?

in this 3d world, i can only see what I AM. i’m incapable of seeing other than what I AM.

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getting mad at your 3d is equivalent to getting mad at your own consciousness which is what you’re conscious of being. i can’t think of one thing that’s more pointless than that. 

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i freely allow myself to feel that there is truly nothing to seek in the outer-world because I have everything I could desire within me 🍓🍋

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Hii, i just wanted to say that i love your blog SO MUCH. Like- you literally introduced me to a new way of manifesting. I used to watch Sammy Ingram and i thought that i needed to repeat affirmations 24/7. I never really enjoyed that, but everyone was like "affirm and persist! Affirm and persist!", so i thought that that was the only way. Then i found your posts and everything seems so easy?? I still have some questions tho. Okay, so when im imagining a scene, i don't really feel anything and i feel like im forcing myself to feel something. Do you have any tips for that? Sorry if you already answered this question tho.

i've also been there where i affirmed like a parrot to "get" results in the 3d 😭i did that for months and it never got me anywhere.

i think this may be helpful. instead of imagining a scene first and forcing yourself to feel something, learn to accept your desire as a present fact in imagination/consciousness first. desire is within and must be fulfilled within and the way you fulfill your desire within is by giving it to yourself in imagination/consciousness. you give it to yourself and accept it. when you do this, feeling (not emotion) comes on its own and that's when your scenes start to feel incredibly real(or at least from my own experience).

instead of focusing on your scenes or affirmations, focus on the state first because the state is the true thing you're after. you're NOT after the physical 3d results. what you're truly after is the state of consciousness aka self concept. being in the state is the ONLY thing that can truly satisfy your hunger(desire). states produce the scene so if you accept that you are it or have it in imagination/consciousness only because you change your state with acceptance, then that's when perfect scenes and affirmations start popping up in your mind and they feel incredibly real to the point where you can't even deny it!

if you're new to neville's teaching, i highly recommend you take some time to refer to the resources i linked in my other posts! neville&edward art (start with neville's books and edward art's series)

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how do you recommend people who have anxiety use the law? i have a lot of anxiety and it only got worse when i used it because i lived so much in my head. 😭

i'm not sure if i understand your question, can you rephrase it?

the law isn't about living in your head, it's about consciousness. you're always conscious of being or having something. you are right now conscious of being. you may forget what you are, and where you are, but you still are conscious of being. so when you apply the law, you consciously become conscious of being what you want to be.

i used to have anxiety too but it turned out it was from unfulfilled desires. once i started to fulfill my desires in consciousness(imagination) only, my anxiety just vanished and now I'm barely if ever anxious. when you feed, clothe, love, and shelter your inner self, which is your real self, you'll no longer feel low emotions such as anxiety and feel at peace, at ease, happy, etc. it's just a natural response. i believe anxiety is stemming from unfulfilled desires in consciousness.

the bible tells you to love the enemy, feed the hungry, clothe the cold, shelter the homeless, etc. the prophets were NOT referring to feeding, clothing, sheltering, and loving "others". they were referring to the inner SELF. you love yourself, clothe, shelter, and feed your inner self by giving yourself all your want fulfilling in imagination/consicousness ONLY.

go into silence (meditation) and put your anxiety aside for a moment. just silence it and fulfill your desire in imagination. you'll find that your anxiety just naturally ceases to exist and you'll start living in love.

there is absolutely nothing to be anxious about in imagination. imagination is entirely safe and entirely giving. it's your own personal reality, your own kingdom, where you're god.

"the kingdom(entire creation) of god(I AM) is within you" -neville luke 17:21

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neville’s interpretation of the bible isn’t the most popular topic in this community as it doesn’t seem practical on the surface level since the bible doesn’t give out the best affirmations for getting heterochromia eyes and a rolls royce. but as a former christian, i find his interpretation to be fascinating and i genuinely enjoy reading the bible verses here and there from the lens of neville’s teaching and i used to go back to them when i needed reassurance. here are few bible verses that i love! i didn’t want to make this post long so i didn’t add my own/neville’s interpretation, but if you’re interested, lmk!

sinning=living in desire and not fulfilling desire in imagination only. living in undesired state of consciousness

righteousness aka right thinking(antidote to sin)=living in fulfillment in imagination only. living in the desired state of consciousness 

heaven= imagination, consciousness

earth= 3d

father= inner self

son=outer self

(i’ll edit and add more if i find any!)

do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind     -roman 12:2

I can of mine own self do nothing: as I hear, I judge: and my judgment is just; because I seek not mine own will, but the will of the Father which has sent me   - john 5:30

I am the way and the truth and the life  -john 14:6

Let not your hearts be troubled: you believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father’s house are many mansions. Were it not so, would I have told you that I am going to prepare a place for you? And when I go, I will come again and receive you to myself, that where I AM, there you may be also    -john 14:1-6  (this is the inner self speaking to the outer self. mansions=states)

You believe, don’t you, that I am in the Father and the Father is in me? The words that I say to you I don’t speak on my own. It is the Father who dwells in me and who carries out/performing his work   -john 14:10

seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added on to you     -matthew 6:33

Will a mere mortal rob God? Yet you rob me. “But you ask, ‘How are we robbing you?’ “In tithes and offerings. You are under a curse–your whole nation–because you are robbing me. Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this,” says the LORD Almighty, “and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that there will not be room enough to store it    -malachi 3:8-10

Let the weak say, I AM Strong     -Joel 3:10

First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean  matthew 23:26

I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth     -revelation 3:15

i am the light of the world    -john 8:12

A man’s enemies will be the members of his own household - Matthew 10:36

Be still, and know that I am God! I am exalted among the nations;I am exalted in the earth       -psalm 46:10

far greater is he that is in you than he that is in the world. They are of the world. That is why they speak from the world’s perspective, and the world listens to them. We are from God. Whoever knows God listens to us; whoever is not from God does not listen to us       -1 john 4:4

as in heaven, so on earth       -matthew 6:10

God in whom he trusted, who gives life to the dead and calls into existence that which does not exist         -romans 4:17

Imitate God, therefore, in everything you do, because you are his dear children         -Ephesians 5:1

For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the LORD. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts      -isaiah 55:8

But the LORD said to Samuel, “Do not consider his appearance or his height, because i have rejected him. The Lord does not see as mortals see; they look on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart         -1 samuel 16:7  (heart: imagination, consciousness, mind, 4d) 

Blessed are they that hunger and thirst after righteousness for they shall be filled       - Matthew 5:6

For to every one who has will more be given, and he will have abundance; but from him who has not, even what he has will be taken away      -Matthew 25:29

Come test yourself and see           -2 corinthians 13:5  

i tell you the truth the son can do nothing by himself. he can do only what he sees his father doing, because WHATEVER THE FATHER DOES THE SON ALSO DOES. For the Father loves the Son and shows him all he does     -john 5:19

As a dog returns to its vomit, so fools repeat their folly    - Proverbs 26:11

How sweet are Your words to my taste! Yes, sweeter than honey to my mouth!      - Psalm 119:103

So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal      -2corinthians 4:18

You are from below, I am from above; you are of this world, I am not of this world. I say you will die in your sins, for you will die in your sins unless you believe that I am He      -john 8:23

Let the dead bury their own dead. You, however, go and proclaim the kingdom of God   -luke 9:60

No one who puts his hand to the plow and then looks back is fit for the kingdom of God   -luke 9:62

for we walk by faith not by sight     -2 corinthians 5:7

i die daily    -1 corinthians 15:31

See, I will create new heavens and a new earth. The former things shall pass away. They shall not be remembered, not come into mind anymore. For behold, I come quickly and my reward is with me         -isaiah  65:17

Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past, See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland        -isaiah 43:18  (do not remember the past events. pay no attention to things of old. i am creating something new, there it is! do you see it? )

“What do you want Me to do for you?” Jesus asked      -mark 10:51

Don’t you have a saying, ‘It’s still four months until harvest’? I tell you, open your eyes and look at the fields! They are ripe for harvest     -John 4:35

“Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. “Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.“      -Matthew 7:1-5

And no one pours new wine into old wineskins. Otherwise, the wine will burst the skins, and both the wine and the wineskins will be ruined. No, they pour new wine into new wineskins       -mark 2:22

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how did ur relationship with the 3d change after you had your epiphanies?

i started loving and appreciating my 3d because i realized that the 3d is a gift i(god) gave to myself(outer human self) to enjoy and live human experiences. i started to i guess just enjoy and love and appreciate small things in the 3d.

as i fell in love with my imagination, i stopped caring about the 3d results and i stopped hating my 3d because all that mattered to me was peace and love and fulfillment within me. i made my imagination my personal heaven. i made my inner reality fucking magnificent.

how magnificent can you make your inner reality be? -ed art

when i saw something i didn't like in the 3d, it didn't bother me at all because i knew that was a remnant of my old state. and the old state is no longer who i am, so why would i care? just because it's in the 3d doesn't mean that's who i am. who i am in imagination is who i truly am. because the inner self is my real self.

you don't need the external to conform right away, you dictate who you are -ed art

Your consciousness is the only living reality, the eternal head of creation. That which you are conscious of being is the temporal body that you wear. To turn your attention from that which you are aware of being is to decapitate that body; but, just as a chicken or snake continues to jump and throb for a while after its head has been removed, likewise qualities and conditions appear to live for a while after your attention has been taken from them -neville

i always push myself out and as long as i persist in love and fulfillment in imagination, it must be pushed out in the 3d because that's god's law and god never fails.

me getting results in the 3d was proof that the 3d is an honest pushed out version of myself and i realized that my 3d should be highly honored as such.

hating your 3d is equivalent to wearing an outfit you dislike and hating the mirror. just change your outfit to something you love and you will love your reflection.

getting results in the 3d is a bonus, fulfilling your desires in imagination only is your priority.

this is a comment i saw under edward art's video and it so perfectly describes what being in a state of the wish fulfilled is like. you no longer care about the 3d results not because you don't want them but because you have them. all that matters to you is the fulfillment you have in your imagination because it feels so fucking good. and you realize that the result in the 3d is just a bonus. you realize you didn't actually want results in the 3d, you wanted to be in that state. the state is the true thing you're after. this is a perfect post.

I feel so liberated living in my imagination. I'm already so satisfied experiencing everything I desire within but the fact that I ALSO get to experience the reflection is such a bonus :) It's so natural and fun.. Isn't it wonderful??

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hii, sorry but what do i do if I rlly think that loa doesn't work for me?,,

why do you think it doesn't work for you? what's the reason behind this claim? because you're basing your success and failure off of the 3d. your claim is coming from the outer man.

manifesting has nothing to do with the 3d. not a thing. it's about your inner world, imagination, consciousness, the inner self. if you're successful in your imagination, then you're successful and it's already worked. success and failure of your manifestation lie in imagination. you’re never not able to manifest because manifestation is always instant in imagination. you identify yourself with your imagination, with the inner self.

When man finally identifies himself with his Imagination rather than his senses, he has at long last discovered the core of reality   -neville goddard

when? now.

how? you can’t discuss how you’re going to barbados when you’re already in barbados.

what if it doesn't work? it's already worked.

but... but's don't exist in imagination because creation is finished and imagination is unconditional.

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What if i want something but not THAT bad but because i don't deeply desire it i have hard time persisting....i hope this made sense

persisting isn't thinking about your desires and repeating 24/7. if you don't want it that bad, then it won't come to your mind that frequently. reminding yourself you have it only when it comes to your mind naturally is enough. neville would scatter a bunch of seeds and just move on with his day and forget about them. meaning, he would just assume a bunch of things and then move on with his day.

just fulfill it within and move on with your day. you don't have to think about one specific desire for all day long. if it comes to your mind naturally, then remind yourself you have it and fulfill it and move on. i do that all the time. whether i'm cleaning, brushing my teeth, in the shower, etc. my desires just naturally come to my mind and i remind myself "yep i have it, i am it" and just move on.

i meditate in the morning and in the evening because i love fulfilling my desires in meditation but during the day, whenever my desires come to my mind, i just remind myself i have them and don't really think much if that makes sense.

plus, persisting isn't a chore. if you had your desire in the 3d, you'd be in the mindset(state of consciousness) of having your desires anyway. so why not be in the mindset(state of consciousness) of having your desires when you can have all of them right now without waiting?

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i feel like i am going to mess everything up by letting it be. Like everytime i imagine something i feel like re doing it so its perfect so doesn't fail showing up in the 3d (im manifesting something really important)

how can you mess something up if creation is finished? you may fall out of a state but you can never LOSE a state. it's always within you waiting for your occupancy.

you're trying to make it perfect in imagination so it can be perfect in the 3d. it's coming from fear. fear can be removed by doing what you WANT in imagination, not what you think you have to do to get results in the 3d. reading edward art series will help you! allow yourself to feel secure because you know your 3d must reflect. focus on fulfilling yourself within. what i mean by fulfilling is you fulfill until you no longer desire it. once you fulfill yourself, you won't worry about the 3d.

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wdym by "you aren't using imagination to get something, imagination is reality itself"?? i am so confused but i feel like it has a deep meaning to it.

it doesn't have a deep meaning😭

it simply means that you're not using imagination as some kind of a tool to change the 3d, your imagination is your real self and that's the only reality that exists!

things exist in your inner world but they become alive only when you become aware of them and enter into them. because you're the reality that dwells in that state! things don't even have the power to be real without you. and imagination is your real self, that is who you are. you're all imagination. imagination became you by confining itself to your limited human body.

if you can conceptualize it, it already exists within you as a mere possibility. a dead reality. and when you enter into it(accept/feel/experience it), it becomes a reality because you are the reality and you are all imagination.

you're not using imagination so hopefully you can get results in the 3d, no!!!!! 

you are the reality itself and reality comes from you.

when you assume something, that’s the reality. and it comes from you to the 3d. 

you’re not manipulating reality, YOU ARE reality!!

you’re not imagining to “get” something, you’re imagining because that’s what you truly WANT to do. and things naturally happen in the 3d because it’s only a mirror. 

imagine not to get things but to BEcome. imagine not to change the world but to change self!!!

hope this makes sense ;)

you are reality itself and reality is coming from you. and you’re the cause of all things within you. understand THAT and you won’t feel these deep fears anymore   -ed art

you cannot separate ‘i am’ from your self, that’s your essential being. and when you say ‘i am’, you’re all imagination. you cannot stick imagination on the outside and point to it. so you do not observe it as you observe the fruit of imagining. you do not observe imagination as you do object in space because YOU ARE THE REALITY THAT IS CALLED IMAGINATION.     -neville from his lecture ‘i am reality called imagination’

man being all imagination, man is wherever he is in imagination   -neville

“take off this garment of flesh and call it a day” -neville from his lecture you can never outgrow I AM   garment of flesh is your body. you are not your body. you are all imagination. pure imagination, that’s the real you. you really are the inner man. and the inner man is the only reality that exists.  so, if you assume you are something, then you are it. you don’t have to “make it happen”, you already are it. you’re not assuming so that the 3d can change, no. you assume you are it because that’s what you truly want to do.