Voice of a truckstop angel.

Afternoon, my name is Lee Hongbin. I'm 20 yrs old and I'm the new secretary at the school. If you ever need any help, come to my office (actually a desk), and I'll see what I can do for you. 18+ blog, a semi-literate and literate roleplay blog, and in no way affiliated with the actual Lee Hongbin or Jellyfish entertainment.

[krxeve]

{` he tilts his head slightly} So you mean if I continue to study my powers and try to understand them, then I’ll understand myself better? {` he sinks into thought, wondering how exactly he could study it and when he could begin.  The other’s words knock him back and he shoots his head up, his eyes wide} I don’t - I don’t know.  You can’t I suppose, at least without exposing yourself.  I’m glad I haven’t got that ability… well, I suppose I do indirectly.  I suppose if I told someone to kill themselves, they would. {` he bites down on his lip, holding out his hand} I’m Siren.

[fcxhongbin]

Yes, exactly. (/He softly smiles. Hongbin realized it was a weird corelation; increase your understanding in your powers, then you shall follow. But his smile and thoughts soon changed as he Siren brought up the topic again, but it wasn't his fault.) The abilities we are given are terrifying, they hold unyielding power and we as humans, not mutants, must come to understand them or face the oblivion of those we love. (He told Siren one piece of information Hongbin wished he knew early on. Maybe, he would've been able to stop himself, if only he'd known.) Wonderful to meet you Siren, since we're going by aliases, I'm Crow. (/he shakes the other's hand.)

[fcxhongbin]

After practice

"Dammit, I hope no one sees me." A soft and terrified voice spoke out. the footsteps were almost as light as Hongbin, but it didn't help mask this feeling of anxiety and fear that came along from his power. He cursed his desire to practice and hoped that no one would notice a deathly pale man with a jaw that unhinged and swayed at his throat. As he pulled a scarf over his head and face, he realized how foolish he looked but did not care since it was a burden to have his powers. He hung his head low, in shame, and walked into the infirmary's door. 

"Oh shit, goddamn door." He cursed at himself. He slid the door open with Death's hand and noticed a surviving light. "Ah, fuck not again..." He, again, cursed. He clung to the opposite wall and tried to stick to the shadows before he frustratingly noticed that the medicine cabinet was on the other side of the room, in barely any light. He quickly stepped under the light and pulled out his phone to light to cabinet. 

"Now where in Father's name is that medicine. No, no, no..." He whispered to himself in anxiety. He was looking for enough advil to possibly numb a large livestock animal, but all he found was funny looking bottles and the throat clearing of another man. 

Fuck. Act cool Hongbin, don't blow your cover. Hongbin repeated to himself. He pulled down the scarf even farther and turned around slowly, in fear the person would scream and try to kill Hongbin. 

[krxeve]

{` he blinks as he listens to the other carefully.  He knew the tone of pain though, he used a similar one all the time.  The man’s power had obviously done stuff to people like his had} Does it help if I point out I never called it a gift?  No one ever told me mine was a gift until I got here.  People thought I was a weirdo in between hearing me sing.  They didn’t understand why they did the things they did, or how they sometimes ended up where they did.  I wasn’t really well liked… {` he fiddles with the hem of his shirt} Then I ran away when it got worse before they could say or do anything else.  How do you explain to someone you paralysed them when you don’t even know yourself?

[fcxhongbin]

Eh, neither was I.(He stands up and files away papers that were lying around his desk.) I didn't understand things either until I understood my powers. (/He admits to his downfall. It was true, Hongbin didn't understand himself, and didn't want to, until he was forced to learn his power's limitations and essentially his own. ) How do you explain to the court how you killed 5 people, 4 of them being children. (/He looks over to the boy and asks, eyes glazed over as if he drains himself of life before admitting to the lives he took.) Nothing gets easier, we simply become stronger over time. By the way, my name's Lee Hongbin. 

[fcxhongbin]

Misunderstanding...

Hongbin was most definitely excited today. From his bright smile and glistening eyes (probably because he stayed up all night), to the way he dressed. Hell, it was the first time in a week that he had worn colors (in general). It all started with a note. 

Hongbin, please expect a new student tomorrow morning. Signed, Attendance. 

Now if it was any other student, then Hongbin would've worn his normal clothes and hid out of sight (or maybe even crawled). But, since he was a bit of a snoop, Hongbin looked up the student and discovered their disability, blindness. Hongbin went all gaga then. He would try his best to make the other student comfortable, and not awkward. So he quietly waited and sat. 

"I do wonder when they'll be here." He softly asked himself. He dreamily went back to work. 

[jiyeonsgf-deactivated20141224]

dimples (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻

[krxeve]

{` he nods along as the other speaks, a solemn look on his face} Five years? Hmm… did you see vast improvements along the way?  Like was there a point where you kinda got things under control and everything seemed a little easier? {` he lets out a small sigh} I wonder how long it will take me? {` he bites down on his lip, looking at the man} Sorry for this…I just, I feel like there are similarities in our powers.

[fcxhongbin]

Things got, (/he shifts in his chair and adjust his glasses )different. I was afraid, still, but yet with my powers, it was different. (/he repeated the word again. How else was Hongbin suppose to tell a student that murdering 5 people with your powers and going to jail, then having them train you? )It changed me, I now see my powers as a curse on myself, a burden to many, but yet I was praised for it, so it changed me once I understood my powers, and got a grip on them. (/he clenched his fists above the desk to visually represent to other.) It's okay, the school told me I was a "role model" for students now, it's just that (/ he shrugged both his shoulders and looked back to his desk, almost in shame.)It's weird to have students looking at my power as a gift, and not a burden.

[kpopthighsandtushes]

someone get me a bucket.

[fcxhongbin]

Paper everywhere

While Hongbin had been getting use to the school's archaic use of paper and pen, he had found himself carrying three boxes filled with papers and files that he had tasked himself of organizing and also transferring onto digital format. 

"Okay Hongbin you got this." And you also got low self esteem and a criminal record, congratulations. He was now tasked with climbing down the stairs and not bumping into anything or anyone. 

"Goodness gracious, this is difficult." Goddamn school can't afford elevators, the prison had elevators. Contemptly he stepped down the stairs, before he felt one box go falling and another start to slip, and as he tried to save it, he fell instead of the box. 

"Oh crap, shit. Two weeks and you fuck up already." He said with a voice soft and quiet enough for the angels to barely hear him. He wiped away any frustrated tears and started to pick up the papers, and tried not to get in the way of the students. 

[fcxsoonkyu-blog-deactivated2021]

Teacher? ( Hongbin & Sunny )

It was a perfect morning for her.

 A content sigh had escaped the girl’s mouth as she relaxed in her chair, closing her eyes and inhaling the sweet smell of the air mixed with the aroma of someone’s fresh laundry hanging out to dry. Mourning Doves softly hooted in the distance, and the taste and feel of her refreshing smoothie resulted in the female to question where she really was, the cafe down the street or Eden’s Garden.

Not many citizens were out and about due to the fact it was still quite early, and the only reason why Sunny was awake was because of the essay  she was currently writing. With a printed draft sitting on her lap, her eyes would travel downwards and copy the edited marks, then adding it to the virtual copy with a few taps to her keyboard. Occasionally, her fingers would wrap around the red pen sitting next to her beverage, and then the mutant would cross something out or change a sentence or word.

When a voice broke through her thoughts and ripped the female from her laptop, Sunny could only blink up at the male and tilt her head slightly in confusion as to what he had approached her about. “Huh?” She asked, placing her red pen down and listening fully to him.

[fcxhongbin]

"I"m late, I'm late." Goddamnit, shit on me. His footsteps were quick as he stepped down the hallways and, almost, onto a tour of about 10 students. He bowed quickly and continued on his way to the local coffeeshop to grab his quick cup of coffee before, maybe, heading back to work. As he realizes, and almost screams in anguish, he doesn't have to work today. He huffs and hangs his head in shame, but soon turns to look for a seat. 

"Oh my, there aren't any places to sit." He quaintly asks himself, almost feigning a damsel in distress motif. Hongbin notices a woman reading and writing, and decides to be courageous (okay maybe do a little dance and wage war with his nervous self). So he walks over quietly and taps the table before asking the woman softly (and extremly nervously). 

"E-excuse me. May-may I sit with you, if it's no trouble." He quickly adds and smiles nervously. 

[fcxhongbin]

{` he approaches the desk somewhat nervously, coming to a halt in front of it} Is it alright if I can just... chill here for a bit? I promise I won't distract you from your work.

{Hongbin was softly typinfg away when he heard a voice come from above} Uh… {Hongbin thought of all the possible things that could’ve gone wrong, but instead of saying no to the student, he nodded and smiled his gummy smile} Sure. You can take a se-seat if you-you’d like. 

[krxeve]

{` he nods, moving to the seat in front of the desk and sitting down.  He had his backpack with him from class and automatically wrapped his arms around it, hugging it close to his body} Thank you.  Can I ask…how long did it take you to gain control of your ability?

[fcxhongbin]

{Hongbin looked up and was taken back by the abrupt question} Um-oh. O-okay, random but, manageable. I had it since I was a child, but I did-didn’t learn to co-control it till I was, um older. {He scratches the back of his neck and decides to leave out the part of being in prison} Around fifteen I had learned to practice and control it, took me 5 years to get to where I am with my power. 

[fcxhongbin]

{` he approaches the desk somewhat nervously, coming to a halt in front of it} Is it alright if I can just... chill here for a bit? I promise I won't distract you from your work.

{Hongbin was softly typinfg away when he heard a voice come from above} Uh... {Hongbin thought of all the possible things that could've gone wrong, but instead of saying no to the student, he nodded and smiled his gummy smile} Sure. You can take a se-seat if you-you'd like. 

[lattefairy]

Hongbin in Glorious Day

[fcxhongbin]

Coffee and Chaos

First day of work equates to; spilling coffee all over his clothes, setting the copy machine on fire, losing someone's chameleon (don't ask how he got a chameleon), and almost having to call 911 for help. Hongbin was sure he'd be fired, but thank God for realizing that it was a test and not actually the first day. 

"Oh my, that was. Not pleasant." And it sure as hell was terrifying. He noted to himself. Hongbin wanted right now to crawl away, on all fours, turn on the t.v. and watch some new anime. It was terrifying being at the school. And no, it wasn't because of all the mutant students or the threat of anti-mutant protesters, but instead the fear of new people and them quickly judging him. They probably knew the basics of Hongbin; 5 accounts of second degree murder and 5 years in the mutant jail. They all probably knew, but that is the past Hongbin, and that didn't bother him at all (actually just a tiny bit), but he had to learn to conceal don't feel. 

"It was only the first day, everything gets better." He pouted and walked back to his teacher dorm. 

Hi there, my name's Jake. I'm Hongbin's mun, and as you can see Hongbin is an hot idiot. Come by and say hi, or plot (please), I hope you all have a blessed day. 

[kikastarelf-deactivated20191126]

I love this pic of Hongbin. He is sooooo hot!

[taeknyangie]

cowboy hongbin