kits mentally ill ramblings

kit - 25 - they/she/ze - lil freak not a fandom blog, i just like the url :3 i have a lot of thoughts in my head constantly so im going to put them here i think this is essentially what journaling is but i dont want a physical journal >:(

[feargasx]

omg hii im angel and welcome to my weirdo journal / spam / vent blog

this is my lil space to journal (?), shitpost, and be mentally ill :) i won't give you my detailed medical history but just know that there are a lot of thoughts in my head and they need to go SOMEWHERE...

no dni i will simply just block you if i dont like the vibes *erases you with a mr clean magic eraser btw*

i try to tag most triggers and content warnings but sometimes im silly and will forget. i use the format [ '#tw [trigger] ]' and will tag when im high posting as such [ #high posting ]. i also use [ #nsft ] but i am NOT hornyposting here. nothing is tagged as #tw vent tho. thats the whole point here

tags from my main blog dont apply here - its like the wild west. i will talk about my carnal desire for random characters and the tag filter will never know, so, keep that in mind if youre coming from my main :3

anything related to delusions, intrusive thoughts, or similar content will be tagged as [ #unreality ] because i only vaguely understand what that means but dont wanna fuck with anyone :(

if you're like "woah i also know a 25 yr old kit / angel what a coincidence" it is probably because i am that 25 yr old kit / angel :) my main blog is a selfshipping one so iykyk (did i use that correctly?)

[feargasx]

"you don't do much anymore" yeah i guess that happens when u don't enjoy being alive!

[feargasx]

ugh wouldn't it be a shame if amazon workers strike during their busiest season /s

[feargasx]

i was born in the wrong era 💔 i should've been on mythbusters

[feargasx]

my greatest ocd life hack is to own a cat. hear a scary noise? look at cat. if cats not actively freaking out, you're free

[twistcmyk]

[cannibalchicken]

his lips are sealed

[chilewithcarnage]

you know his ass is saying art art

[feargasx]

feeling the ocd buzz tonight. aka i have so much nervous energy idk what to do with myself !!

[nbtual-moving]

having an online persona is kind of funny bc you post abt something like twice and suddenly that’s the only thing ur known for...u post about cheese a couple times and suddenly ur the cheese mutual

[nbtual-moving]

ok new ask game what mutual am i

[feargasx]

ocd is wild because i could pour a glass of water and be like? did i do that right? was that ok? is the glass alright? does it smell ok? was the water spout alright? is anything floating in there? bugs??

[feargasx]

my mom was like "how can you not like [musical artist?] i raised you wrong"

YES you did but me not caring about some dead guy from the 80s is the least concerning side effect of that

[feargasx]

i have so many conflicting feelings about the casting for the new ff movie but my pettiest complaints are all stupid little vanity details centering from my favorite depictions of each character in DIFFERENT media >:(

AND I'VE NEVER HAD THIS HAPPEN BEFORE!!! normally i don't have opinions on actors bc my autistic self takes it on a first-come first-serve basis! now that i notice i'm critiquing the cast, it feels like a super stereotypical thing for a toxic comic book fan to do!!!

but i still want krasinski or ioan back as reed!! give vanessa kirby a bob like flashback!sue in the 2022 run! find someone who looks like the marvel rivals johnny!! you can keep bens design the same though i love him

[i-eat-mold]

“Im literally him” so close! Actually I am a dying, rabid dog in the scorching hot streets of Maycomb, Alabama, about to get shot by lawyer dilf

[feargasx]

fiction doesnt affect reality except when it helps you cope? ok. weirdo.

[feargasx]

everyone says they care abt the mentally ill until they meet someone w/ low empathy. then they suddenly decide that person is evil and a personal attack on them as a person

[feargasx]

"oh so you dont care about me 🥺🥺🥺🥺" baby girl you clearly dont care about ME!!

just because i have low empathy doesnt mean WHEN to be supportive. i just have different priorities + know you can get better support from someone else!!

[feargasx]

everyone says they care abt the mentally ill until they meet someone w/ low empathy. then they suddenly decide that person is evil and a personal attack on them as a person

[anarcho-catboyism]

What’s a bi lesbian?

Bi Lesbian/Bisexual Lesbian is a sexuality label that has been present since the 70s (and earlier) in the queer rights movement. It can be used for multiple different reasons, for example;

- A system that has headmates with different attractions

- A multigendered person who might identify as both a man and a woman at the same time

- A person who likes multiple genders (such as women and nonbinary identities) and uses the label to explain general area of attraction

- A person who is abrosexual - meaning they have a fluid attraction / sexuality, and might use Bisexual Lesbian to show the two labels they are fluid between

- Just because someone feels like it

And more!