you're only human, honey

Madison || 28 || She / They || transphobes dni || 18+ minors dni

[fearnelesbian]

how it feels to want to heal and grow and become better but also not minimize your experience and your truth and the way things effected you but also understanding that it's possible there is nuance but also knowing you may never know but also feeling like there is a knife in your chest but also wanting to be positive and hopeful and forgiving

[narcissene]

affirmations:

- it’s fun to be awake & in an upright position

- consciousness is a gift

- i CAN do this anymore

[asiomiq]

with teeth

[mournfulroses]

Li Qingzhao, from a poem titled "Late Spring," featured in The Complete Poems of Li Qingzhao

[ring2002]

no new selfies to post just wanted to remind everyone that i’m sexy and you’re just going to have to trust me

[yourgirlinpieces3]

hey does anyone know why they did that to me

[orpheuslament]

can i express any genuine wants & desires or will i be tortured & killed

[kaikartel]

you are worthy of relationships that are reciprocal, considerate and intentional. and that isn’t limited to romantic love

[kosmogrl]

Dont blame yourself for not having known a lesson only time could teach

[girlballs-archive]

it's kinda awesome how there's beautiful women

[girlballs-archive]

whoa. chat is this true

[knifenymph]

i carry a lot of hurt in my heart but that will not stop me from growing and healing and becoming better than i have ever been

[glowcowboy]

ok. enough suffering now. i am seeking out delight

[the-mighty-crabjoys]

i’m making my way through the mighty nein campaign (on ep72 atm) and Beau’s self awareness is something that’s really stuck out to me so far. she takes herself to be someone who’s difficult and abrasive, but in practice she’s constantly putting the effort in to be better, to make things better. the most obvious example of this is her and Fjord’s promise to tell the other when they’re being an asshole, as well as Fjord always reminding her to be more expressive and clear in her emotions. but she’s also the first to reach out to Caleb when they’re arguing, and she’s usually the first to admit why she got upset (like when they spoke about their conversation after they visited Yussa’s tower). Beau was also the first to really openly say that Yasha’s betrayal hurt so much because of her issues with trust and abandonment, like she just spells it out and admits to that

and all of this is a result of how hard Mollymauk’s death hit her. that was really the catalyst for her realizing who, how, and why she is the way that she is (alongside other things ofc). idk it’s just so interesting how she’s kind of gritting her teeth the entire time, but she’s perusing self betterment with a remarkable level of determination. i love this part of Beau and i think Marisha Ray plays it impeccably

[andwhimsicality-deactivated2023]

I love it when lesbians talk about being sexually attracted to women. I love it when lesbians talk about boobs and curves and how sexy other women are. I love it when lesbians talk about their sex lives and talk about how fulfilling and satisfying lesbian sex is. It’s so wonderful to not be ashamed about being sexually attracted to women beacuse intimacy between women is just so beautiful!

[autumntheredhead]

“Can mutuals DM you?”

There are mutuals I would let spit in my mouth tbh

[a3n3g3el]

Chin up, trust !

[fearnelesbian]

*Noir detective voiceover voice* I've noticed some things but I cannot decern if what I've noticed is based in reality, which could be a result of the things I've noticed. It's possible I have pondered myself into a state of temporary madness or maybe it goes much deeper than this...