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Snoqualmie Falls, framed in the Twin Peaks’ owl cave symbol with conifers and the log lady’s log. By Pony Reinhardt at Tenderfoot Studio in Portland, OR. For more, follow on IG: freeorgy

Everything is in my control now, and I call the shots on what makes me happy.

That means making time for all exercises, yoga and meditation. That means all food I consume will be nutritious for me and up my attitude. That means no fear in showing my emotions, I will take what I need and pursue all things that interest me. Life is beautiful and its a shame to waste it when I know the proper direction to success. I am the ideal me for every second of every day of my life and will continue to be as I explore what truly makes me happy.

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West is best.

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I wish dogs liked hugs as much as I love hugging dogs.

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It's frustrating looking at my past thoughts

I love the change we find in day to day life. I would say I wish I could redo some things in my past but it's nice to know I've grew from all of it and improve every day.

It all makes sense now. I am seeing the other side and boy do I see where I was wrong. I'll be back in real soon now

That Juggernaut tour tho You're welcome in Phoenix anytime Periphery!

#juggernaut #tour #periphery #djent #progressive #metal #wovenwar #phoenix #club red #concert #alpha #omega #team ketchup #spencer

What I truly find attractive

The she cares about who I want to be. I like it when she wants to go out and do fun things even when it's been a bad day. Getting my Back Scratched is sort of my favorite thing ever. When she puts up a silly argument over things that don't need to be argued. Being okay with what each other enjoy is incredibly important, not only from her but also from me. Let people be who they are. When she shows me that she knows I care, because I always do. If you question me on whether I care or not, just know I would stay if I didn't care. I try hard to be romantic but sometimes it comes out as goofy mush. Please Make me think that you think the mush is cute. I don't look to depend on someone, nor do I expect to support. All I ask is mutual enjoyment and participation when it counts. When she's willing to let life happen. I can't handle it if you over analyze situations and can't just be yourself, this isn't a game. Don't treat it like one. I hate the attachment surrounding relationships, you aren't supposed to feel owned. I'm but a leaf in the wind, bound to pass endless others like myself on my journey through life. All I want is a bit of companionship, some affection here and there, and the chance to grow with her and to learn side by side. I've met some amazing people in my life, and some have left permanent marks on how I choose to live. I can't say what it is I leave, but sometimes I wonder if it's helped lead to better things in their lives too. I can't say I'm nostalgic for the past as it's never as great as we remember, but I can say I wouldn't change any of it for good or for worse because I know it's created me as I am today and hot damn do I feel great. Late night soapbox over, Bring in the dancing lobsters.

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Finding the power in truth

Nothing is permanent. All anger is created by the mind because it interprets certain situations to not be pleasureful and instantly taints the purity of whatever lesson you were to learn from it. I am sick of living with the burden of unhappiness, not that I wish to be rid of the events I deem as bad, but I do know I can only find release through forgiveness and patience. Retaining discipline in my daily life can be challenging when I become lost in thoughts of modern day trials that should never have concerned me in the first place. My youth has been deceived by culture and how we choose to interpret emotions and how we are taught to handle these feelings. No more. I will embrace my pain of self defeat, I will find the inner light of my achievements and relish in them for I know I am almighty. I have the power to create everything in my world, and only when I become aware of this will I truly begin. Let yourself be free, release the courage you've always had inside of you to accomplish your dreams and banish the ego-driven negativity perpetuated by this futile environment we all choose to immerse ourselves in solely because we can find pleasure and safety in it. Join me in the search for truth and uncertainty of why we even feel this way, because I have faith in all of us that we can find answers.