i cared about you so much that i'd stay up til 5 am with you,
just to make sure you're okay.
i'd go out of my way to make you happy,
i'd let you go as far as you wanted even when i just wanted to go to sleep next to you.
if you told me to burn myself,
i'd go to the firey depths of hell.
you had me wrapped around your finger,
and this grew tighter and tighter each day.
i left everything i always was,
just to be enough for you.
i fucking loved you.
but that didn't matter to you,
i was nothing more than a girl you'd fuck when you were lonely
and someone you'd drag around.
you talk about how much you want love,
couldn't you see it was right fucking in front of you?
i would've given you the world,
i would've pulled my own heart out of my chest just to make sure you were okay.
i felt so much for you from the moment our lips first met,
i don't understand how this could be nothing to you.
when you lied to me that night,
my heart fell out of my soul.
i sat on your bathroom floor sobbing,
begging you just to give me one more shot.
'can i just kiss you again, please, for closure?'
i begged, but that wasn't enough.
'sorry i'm not pretty enough for you,
sorry i couldn't make you happy,'
i said, and i meant.
this shit is all your fault,
you're too fucking dumb to see what was in front of you,
but i'll never stop blaming myself.