incredulity

the life and ramblings of a teenage nobody. he/it pronouns

[felixdidathing]

eating a spaghetti dinner after a day of travel and snacking on only junk food was like heaven istg. i was on the verge of tears of gratefulness for my family members who had prepared that amazing dinner. love yall Chelsea and grandma.

So on that subject, let’s talk a little about gratefulness. It can be hard to be actively thankful for things when life is so hard and there’s so much negativity everywhere.

so if it’s not too big an ask, I’d like anyone who sees this to reblog it and tell me what you’re grateful for. Can be anything, big or small. Let’s create some positivity on here.

[felixdidathing]

she’s so pretty

[crippled-peeper]

unhappy

[felixdidathing]

someone please listen to my weird ramblings about sports

[felixdidathing]

I tried

[felixdidathing]

I feel like the issue with the “what food would you eat for every meal for the rest of your life on a deserted island” question is the nutrition. You would need something balanced between all the nutrients your body needs, and there’s not really a good single dish for that. I always choose a salad with lots of toppings, but it’s always difficult to know the boundaries of the question, because that depends on the person asking it. Do they mean a meal, or a dish, or a single base food, like instead of pizza with a ton of toppings would it just be cheese pizza? I struggle with this.

[this-is-trans-solidarity]

Don’t let anyone tell you how to dress. Dress however the hell you want, no matter your age or gender or whatever else.

[felixdidathing]

around Christmas, I made my now boyfriend a tiny him out of pony beads. It was a very experimental project because I had never done anything like it, and it actually came out alright. he’s at the beach right now, and just sent me this picture.

That’s the tiny him, at the beach. I didn’t even realize he still had it or took it anywhere.

[rars]

saying this as a lesbian who loves women's boobs--sexually, even! but i don't think that we as a society should consider breasts inherently female or inherently sexual. a flat chest should not be seen as the "default" for gender neutrality but instead just one way a person can present. boobs should be normal. anyone of any gender can have boobs

[felixdidathing]

why is a not *visibly* disabled white teenager wearing a mask in an airport a radical thing

[felixdidathing]

Guess who just got swabbed for explosives at the airport 🤣

[felixdidathing]

several layers of TransTape later and my chest still doesn’t look much flatter. I know I’m doing it right in theory, but in practice, my chest tissue just doesn’t like to move very much. Oh the joys.

[felixdidathing]

being an undiagnosed disabled teenager is weird. Because it’s hard to do things and my legs haven’t stopped hurting for two years, and i’m done growing and I still can’t go to a doctor about it. I can’t get my own mobility aids, and I can’t talk to my parents about it because they don’t believe me. And sometimes at night I just lay in my bed trying to sleep but the pain is too much.

[felixdidathing]

take me to the city at night and I will love you forever

[felixdidathing]

I hate when people are like “maturing is realizing that your parents aren’t evil or out to get you, you just have to move out of the house and then you’ll realize how great they actually are” because actually no, I don’t just hate my dad because of the typical overdramatic way teenagers usually hate their parents. I hate my dad because he’s an emotionally abusive asshole. When I move out I’m cutting contact with him, not trying to gain an appreciation for him. He’s done me more hurt than I’m willing to try to heal with him still in the picture. 

[felixdidathing]

i wanted to be remarkable but then i realized the most realistically remarkable thing i could do right now is die

[felixdidathing]

remembering that time I was like twelve (still a girl at the time) and had a huge crush on this girl on my soccer team and really thought she liked me back for a hot second and when our team went out for dinner after our last game at some point I had to go to the bathroom and she went into the bathroom after a second while I was still in there and while I was washing my hands she told me she wanted to kiss me and I just giggled nervously and we just kinda stared at each other and nothing happened. and we never saw each other again after that night