evil girl

in your walls drawing my ocs ⚧︎ my links

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how to talk to chasers.

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coming back to share some musical offerings

if you like techno, electronica, experimental dance music, and perhaps challenging the sonic dungeons of my mind, feel free to give this mix a listen.

MJC's Arsenal - Boss Room

a dramatic confrontation with a dark mistress, can you survive until the end, my sonic warrior?

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engraved herein

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drawing my heartgold team with jumbo crayons, a bic pen, and a dream

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a drunken vampire… repulsed by purity

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Shutting me out while i still smell like you

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XIII — Death

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“the deal”

that oh so silly moment when you enter the amber temple and leave just a little bit darker.

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“if you love me, keep it to yourself”

— Vacillator, Ethel Cain

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i'm sorry, but no one is allowed to speak on hayden or ethel cain or anything ever after the initial response i've seen to perverts. when hayden said we are in an irony epidemic she was NOT LYING. the fact that so many people are taking a beautiful collection of conceptual ambient and slowcore music and making fun of it??? "why doesn't this sound like preacher's daughter?" i don't know maybe because it's NOT?! and the fact that most people speaking like this have almost exclusively listened to american teenager and nothing else just goes to show that people will obsess over one fraction of an artist's work and expect everything else they will ever release to be EXACTLY like that one fraction that they like. anyways sorry for getting mad i just think that perverts is such a beautiful album and does not deserve to be treated as anything other than that.

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[magdalette]

yes yes orlok as the grotesque manifestation of ellen’s hideous lust, monsterfucking blah blah blah. Hot.

But thomas… the lover that witnesses.. accepts… soothes… He saw her at her most depraved and still held her… you guys. He was the only other person who had *seen* what she saw in her dreams. He was there in that castle… was inflicted by orlok’s perversions. In the flesh. Still he made it home. Then he watched her, frothing at the mouth and shaking in demonic fury, to then crawling and begging at his waist for mercy, then a moment laters she’s looking up at him with the very devil in her eyes and tongue… and still, he held her! As she truly sobbed. He told her it was okay, that he had seen it too. Continued to love her as his woman, descend to hell and destroy the demon for her. And Ellen loved him too! She says she felt he was sent to her, made her feel normal and okay. Her salvation. A love that feels like depollution… to be so inspired by your love for somebody that for them you go, willing, to the altar as a sacrificial lamb. Her love for him gave her purpose! I love them… not orlok nor any contract could ever dissolve the bond between them.

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Drew Szatia again! She got a hairstyle change recently, and by that I mean her hair's down and she wears her bangs around the back of her ears now.

Barovia is kind of stressful rn.

She got the hairband as a gift from EZ.

I tried to make her look apprehensive.

Please don't repost anywhere or use to train ai or whatever.

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The Silvra Family

Sweet baby Crow finally visited her family home, and is now attempting to find her sister among walls of petrified dead and infested shelves of ale.

She found a portrait of her family (from left to right: Sister Mara, Father Fjord, Mother Natasha, and her at the center.) and she’s experiencing a mix of childlike excitement and ever-encroaching dread on what she might find here.

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So, Szatia, my Yuan Ti Rogue, she has a childhood friend in her backstory she was forced to kill under magic she couldn't resist.

So I thought 'what if he'd lived?' Zheltsui, the Yuan Ti Bard! Hes friendly and sociable.

I may shade it? but I honestly was happy with the flat colors at the time. Also i don't normally draw lutes and it shows.

So I drew up her childhood friend, grown up, scarred but alive and Bard-ing it up! Yeah please don't use this for anything or respost without permission.

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bring back real lovers