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says man who has Everything wrong with him
Gangle is such a freak, wdym āshe likes it when Iām mean to herā and that poor figurine⦠š
hi im back, no i didnt get bored i just had..., i mean have... i was busy....
Jester Lady and her asshole boyfriend Rabbit Guy
girl idk is this anything
no words, just angst
Virtual Insanity
i need to see them fist fight
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Look, I like Ragatha as much as the next guy but to me, sheās a work friend. You talk to her at work but forget about her on the way home. Sheās nice. Kind and caring but itās obviously a coping mechanism, sheās trying way too hard to pretend everythingās alright. When Pomni said that she can think for herself it made me realize how much Ragatha was basically projecting her feelings through Pomni and I think thatās why sheās visibly bothered by seeing Jax and Pomni getting along. Sheās been trying so hard to connect to Pomni only to see Jax do it effortlessly. Her having a controlling mother explains SOOO much about her behavior. Sheās so nuanced I love it.
That was the "silly before the storm."
Oh we're so absolutely cooked when the actual storm shows up.
this HAS to mean something. it's just a coincidence that right after Ragatha talks about her mom being abusive, the VERY NEXT shot is Jax looking away ????
it all started when he was diagnosed with lung cancer
Can you just imagine how awful Ragatha feel herself? She's trying to make basic friendship with Jax for YEARS. And instead of her, who was here literally from the very beginning, he chooses Pomni. AND POMNI ACCEPTS HIM AND IN THE END RAGATHA JUST STAYS ALONE
And no i didnt say Pomni just told to Ragatha to fuck off and now shes a besties with Jax. But just the fact shes able to built normal relations with this person that she herself just cant reach.. ugh
And I don't even know which one is worse for me
That shes the third wheel in their original pilot trio
That Pomni's relations with Jax is progressing better than hers
Or that she's just trying to fit in but failing miserably and being left alone by EVERYONE
I wanna kill myself
Quick thought about Jax that Iāve had in my head for a while, because this new episode fueled it:
I find it interesting that Jax didnāt share anything about his life at all during the bar scene.
Donāt get me wrong, Iām not surprised he didnāt, itās in character for him to mess around and not take the conversation seriously.
But still, I wonder what his motivation behind not sharing anything could possibly be. The main topic of the conversation was their jobs and hobbies, not really going into depth about them. So, not a super vulnerable thing to share, and itās not like heād have anything to be embarrassed about since none of them had particularly extravagant lives.
This takes me back to a thought Iāve had before that I want to cite two things for:
1. The theory that Jax is the first human to have been placed in the circus. Iām aware in the first episode he says āsupposedly Kinger has been here the longestā buuuut I wouldnāt be surprised if he says that due to wanting to hide that itās actually him for one reason or another. And Kinger isnāt mentally present enough to share or remember that Jax was there before him, if he was.
2. Jaxās age.
Jax is only 22. Letās say he has been there the longest: Just how long would that be? If itās been a multitude of years, he could have still been a highschooler when he got transported into the circus.
Perhaps he had nothing to share about his life because the last things he remembers are being a bored highschooler with nothing interesting to do between school days. (Except watch Breaking Bad apparently.) And has been growing up in the circus ever since. So instead of just choosing not to share anything, he has nothing to share at all.
This isnāt an idea/theory Iām super invested in or 100% believe, but I think itās an interesting possibility.