active february 2022

🌜🌿20•wood elf•she/they☘🌛 this account is for ed and mental health related stuff but I also post about plants and nature. I also post ed harm reduction posts and talk about some of my own issues aside from my ED. thanks for reading! please stay safe and know that you are loved 💖🌳✌

[feral-thin]

TW: i talk about my ED and occasionally mention substances, depression, and SH

~please leave if you dont have an ed or if my blog triggers you in any way. I want y'all to be safe 💖

~I dont share thinspo/starving tips or encourage ED's, this account is only for me to vent, post memes, and sometimes talk about my interests. please dont take away my safe space.

~if you ever need support and want to talk, or just need a friend, dont be afraid to message me. I'm here for you 💞

[ascaryghost-deactivated20251216]

hey ik i have lots of polish moots and probably some ukrainian and i just wanna say my thought are really with you all i hope you stay safe❤️

[furiousgoldfish]

You didn’t learn to be kind because of your trauma. Your abusers never taught you more than ‘how to take shit out on those more vulnerable than yourself’. You became kind despite it. You refused to learn from those who lacked the integrity to teach you, and found there was a better way of life. Abuse didn’t make you kind. You created everything you are.

[lionfloss]

(xx)

[unclefather]

hi, i decided to make a post outside of tagging because i know it will reach more people as i only have 8 more days to reach this deadline. i have multiple unpaid bills piling up and rent coming up on the first and no other income besides what we make online. i know this is like last ditch effort yet again because its so soon but i will be doing all commissions ASAP if i receive any. i do bad drawings, advertising, social media managing, i'll do your homework, be your secretary, sn*pchat, "accounting" etc. and even if you have something specific that you feel i could do for you, please reach out and message me. for people just joining us or not knowing my horrible blog, i'm a mother of 2 kids who is unemployed. theres other circumstances but i'd rather not get too deep on this post just that i am unemployed trying to financially take care of my children and myself and get to the next month (every month lol). if you would like any of these things in return for help with our bills and rent, please message me on here. our cashapp and venmo are unclefather and please message regardless so that i can provide you something. thank you so so much. i appreciate you taking the time to read or share this.

[unclefather]

(i'm sorry i didn't know how to put these under the readmore these are two unpaid past due bills that could potentially turn off our utilities and i am still doing commissions ASAP in order to pay these off and pay rent in 5 days)

[feral-thin]

henlo I've kinda been recovering over the past couple months, I hope yall dont mind if I post recovery things while also venting about the struggles I still have

[stinkykatie]

[themilfyway-deactivated20220410]

me rushing my mutual to the ER after they tell me they have a tummy ache

[feral-thin]

I havent really been starving or counting cals so maybe I shouldnt even be on here any more but I'm feeling pretty shitty and wanna come back for a lil bit

[feral-thin]

(not my meme)

[feral-thin]

idk if I'm gonna use this acc anymore :/.I keep coming here but I dont think anyone likes me so what's the point

[zouisbreakup]

reblog to give a plushie to the person you reblogged this from

[grimspirit]

[grimoire2020aa]

Color Associations/Correspondences

Another page from my grimoire. Again, this is from my own UPG.

Red - happiness, anger, passion, love, sex, strength, determination, loyalty, fury

Orange - bravery, success, ambition, joy, charisma, honesty

Yellow - happiness, energy, energetic, harvest, abundance, positivity, justice, growth, joy

Green - fertility, prosperity, harvest, agriculture, money, luck, nature, jealousy, life, forgiveness

Blue - sadness, calm, peace, integrity, patience, water, truth, storm, rain

Purple - royal, rich, luxury, spiritual power, psychic, creativity, fear, generosity, intelligence, sleep, calm

Pink - caring, compassion, love, relationships, beauty, affection, kindness

White - purity, peace, calm, neutral, spirituality, purity, cleansing, light, afterlife, new beginnings

Black - depression, void, hex, banishing, negativity, protection, empty

*More to be added later

[feral-thin]

I havent weighed myself in weeks and I'm scared to ever do it again, it's just unproductive torture no thanks

[ed-recovery-affirmations]

This is a tough truth to acknowledge, but because our society often glorifies disordered eating patterns and unrealistic body standards, I feel like it needs to be discussed.

You may encounter people who treated you better when you were sicker. There may be people out there who liked you better sick. And you know what? That is not a reflection on you or your worth. It is a reflection on those individuals, and on our society at large, and it's entirely okay to say "thanks for the memories" and let those people go. I know it's hard to make the decision to leave people behind, but I promise you will find new people to fill that space in your life. People who want to hear and see all of you. People who love to see you healthy and thriving. People who want to grow with you and not shrink you down. It may take a while to find them, but those people exist, and I promise you that you are worth their company.

There are always going to be people out there who find you more convenient when you're smaller, quieter, more focused on your weight and your portions and your calories than your worth and your opinions and your growth. That doesn't mean you have to give that to them.

[meurtrissuresdeletre]

I used to love my hair.

Thin, but veeeery long (up to mid-thigh). But since I fell into ED, this is what happens every f*cking time I wash my hair. This is what I loose with ONE shower.

Leave while you can. ED are bloody hell.

… I used to love my hair. Now I pray every time I wash it for not loosing to much of it.

[tooth-is-going-mental]

i love you so much. i’m so fucking sorry you have to go through all this shit. you didn’t choose this. no one did. i pray that every single person reading this right now recovers. you’re not a failure, it’s never too late.

[asher-is-tired]

I’m not quite at this amount of hair, but fuck, I’m getting close. And like I’ve mentioned in other posts, I’m about to get my gallbladder removed as well because if this shit in a few days. Weirdly enough though? Losing my hair feels just as bad, because I love my hair and always have, even before I started transitioning as a trans dude.

…that feeling, when I look down at my hands when I run them through my hair in the middle of the day, and I come back with a handful of hair? The way my heart drops and I feel sick? I don’t want that for anyone. I’m so, so sorry if anyone is experiencing that. But fuck. If you haven’t yet? Get. The. Fuck. Out. Mama Tooth knows: it’s never too late.

[crazymadinsane-deactivated20220]

May I add up, that you don't even have to be underweight for hair falling to happen? I wasn't scared to lose my hair when I relapsed 2020 bc I was overweight by bmi and hair falling is seen like it happens only when you're severly underweight. That's bullshit and this WILL happen to you if you starve yourself, no matter what your weight is AND it will NOT stop for awhile even if you start recovery. It takes 6 months MINIMUM to hair not fall once it has started.

It's not pretty, it's not aesthetical. This amount of hair falled out of my scalp when I brushed it ONCE.

Get the fuck out seriously while you still can. This is the minimum damage to your body and many irreversible things inside your body WILL happen.