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❝ lien feurst -- an energetic demon hell-bent on getting what he wants.. or.. who he wants. ❞ { FANDOMLESS OC ROLEPLAY BLOG } Design & art belongs to me unless otherwise stated on the art credits page!

[wordsnquotes]

That’s the trouble with caring about anybody, you begin to feel overprotective. Then you begin to feel crowded.

John Updike, Rabbit Redux (via wordsnquotes)

[feurst-blog]

ooc -- Super cute Lien commission I got!

[goddess-of-angst-blog]

“… I don’t see the point in apologizing to someone so lowly as I.” Belladonna shrugged her shoulders, but as she heard the next phrase to come out of his mouth, she could not hold back her tears.

She let out a soft sob, turning attention to her feet. If she looked at them, she would not have to face the man. It was times like this that she wished she was not immortal.

Bella tried to wipe away at least a few tears with the side of her hand… then let out a louder cry than before.

[feurst-blog]

The demon raised a brow, looking at her with confusion. He really didn’t know how to respond to her.. A part of him thought about just walking away, but he also didn’t want to do that. He knew what it was like to feel low, and the last thing he wanted was to was just leave her like this.

He sighed deeply and pinched the bridge of his nose, closing his eyes.

“Don’t say that, okay? I barely even know you, but you’re not some piece of garbage, I can tell you that already. Emotional.. but I can be just as bad sometimes, if not worse.” He explained, unsure why he told her that bit of information.

“Can we just start over? The last thing I need are more enemies in this town.. I’m a cop, so basically everyone hates me. I’d rather not be hated by more people if I can help it.” He groaned.

[hikitsugu]

don’t ship with me bc I will worship our ship and love on it every other second and when I’m not doing replies I will reblog things to fill our otp tag and I will message you lil things to reply to and cute headcanons and spine crippling anGST DONT DO IT I WARNED YOU

[goddess-of-angst-blog]

“ … It’s alright. Do not pity me. I do not need pity. ” Bella avoided eye contact with him. And though she wished to make him miserable as well, the emotions in her chest were not faked. “ Perhaps I shall go back to never leaving my realm. The world… The world does not need misery. I serve no purpose here. ”

[feurst-blog]

“Listen, you’re not getting my pity. I don’t just hand that out to people. All I’m saying if sorry, got it?” Lien sternly said. The girl went through a range of emotions so quickly.. It was almost concerning.

“Of course the world doesn’t need anymore misery. We give each other hell and cause enough misery to spread all around.”

[wordsnquotes]

As much as I feel sad, I think that not knowing is what really bothers me.

Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

[wordsnquotes]

If you have no wounds, how can you know if you’re alive?

Edward Albee, The Play About the Baby

[wordsnquotes]

We don’t have a word for the opposite of loneliness, but if we did, I would say that’s what I want in life.

Marina Keegan, The Opposite of Loneliness: Essays and Stories

[goddess-of-angst-blog]

“ Just shut up… ” It was quite the sensitive topic for Bella, but no matter what she did, she couldn’t figure out how to make people respect her. 

“ … But I… You aren’t wrong. I’m not all that great… I thought if I tried to make myself believe it, then others may do the same. It hasn’t worked so far, but I am unsure of how to make people respect me… Though, I don’t feel that I deserve it. There isn’t point for me to keep trying… ” At least she could make people feel bad. Sometimes…

[feurst-blog]

Her attempt to make him feel bad was working. Despite Lien’s big mouth, the last thing he wanted to see was someone upset.. Especially if it were due to him. He has his own deep issues that haunted him, and the last thing he wanted to do was cause those same issues.. Even if he was bad at trying to fix things.

The demon rubbed the back of his neck, frowning lightly as he slowly looked away from her. He fixed his gaze on the ground before sighing.

“That wasn’t my intention, alright? I was just fucking around.. I didn’t mean to make you upset.” He sighed in defeat, shaking his head. He ran a hand through his blue hair, sighing deeply. “I’m sorry, okay? I didn’t mean to upset you. I know I’m a jerk, but.. I’m not here to make some girl cry.”

[goddess-of-angst-blog]

“ H-How could it not be? ” Bella asked, but quieted down at his next sentence, unsure of how to respond. How dare he… “ You shall not speak to me in such a way, Worm! ” All these insults really frustrated the smol goddess. She hated being dissed, but the bigger problem was that she believed most of the things coming from the demon’s mouth.

“ Do not be a fool. Of course I am a goddess! I simply have better things to use my powers on. ” Although, her powers were quite limited in this form.

[feurst-blog]

“Worm?!” Lien began, letting out a laugh. This was far more amusing than expected.. Despite the fact that he was supposed to be an officer of the law, he got a kick out of watching people get riled up over silly things.

“You act like an entitled little brat, that’s what..” He mumbled under his breath, raising a brow. “I don’t care if you’re a goddess, princess, queen, whatever.. I’m not going to treat you any differently. You’re here in a human form just like the rest of us.. Don’t go acting like you’re so high and mighty, because I highly doubt that you are.” Lien bitterly said, rolling his eyes.

[goddess-of-angst-blog]

“ I’m a goddess, of course! Isn’t it obvious? ” Sure, her clothes were a little out of the ordinary, but she looked nothing like a goddess. Bella was of petite stature, and not in the least bit frightening. “ Belladonna. Goddess of Misery. I’d bow down if I were you. ” Once again, she wasn’t very threatening.

[feurst-blog]

“No, It’s not obvious.” Lien bluntly stated. “I don’t go seeking out other peoples business unless they come off as a threat or they give me a reason to.. But.. You’re not a threat.” He said with a laugh under his breath, smirking.

“I don’t bow down to anyone unless I’m getting paid or getting laid.” He explained. He wasn’t the type to hold his tongue.. Not even if she were a goddess. It just wasn’t in his nature. “And neither of those are happening, so you’re out of luck.”

It was a bit interesting watching how she reacted.. And he almost wanted to push her as far as he could just to see how she’d respond..

“But are you sure you’re a goddess? If you were a goddess, I’d figure you would have tried to get rid of me or something.. I’m surprised you’re even taking the time to speak with me.”

[fy-perspectives]

Don’t put your life on hold so that you can dwell on the unfairness of past hurts.

Nick Vujicic

[goddess-of-angst-blog]

“ Yuh huh! Because if I’m not mean, people will think it’s an invitation! ” Bella crossed her arms over her chest as well, sticking out her hip. “ An invitation to… to… ” She trailed off, losing where she was going with it.

“ … Shut up. Forget I said anything. ”

[feurst-blog]

“An invitation to...?” Lien began. He didn’t quite understand her or know where she was going with this. The fact that she could even sense that he was a demon caused him to have a growing concern.

“How did you even know what I was? Are you a medium or something? I’m not some evil monster here, believe it or not. There’s a difference between a demon turned human and a full out demon, I hope you realize that.” He explained, a slight frown on his face. “As long as I’m calm, cool, and collected.. We won’t have any issues with a real demon here.” Lien vaguely added.

[goddess-of-angst-blog]

                                                       @feurst

“ Just what the hell do you want, Demon? ” Belladonna really didn’t mean to come off as so rude, but for the most part, her words were defensive. If she attacked first, recoil would not hurt nearly as much. 

[feurst-blog]

Pausing for a moment, Lien turned on his heels to the girl as he raised a brow. He didn’t understand what her deal was with her tone or whatever it was.. But he didn’t like it.

“What’s up with you? I was just minding my own business here, sweetheart. You don’t have to be so mean.” Lien scoffed, crossing his arms over his chest.

[feurst-blog]

ooc -- Please like for a starter! I need more RP partners! ;o;

[wnq-writers]

I was quiet to the world and nothing but noise inside.

justcallmenoe (via wnq-writers)

[wordsnquotes]

But how can I sleep with the world in my head? Write a quick poem and go back to bed.

Keaton Henson, “Insomnia”